After Chen Zhiwen left, I went back to my room with a heavy heart, looking at the diamond ring in my hand in a daze, am I really going to marry myself like this?

Ten years, after this summer, we were separated for a full ten years.

What can you do in ten years, fall in love, get married, and have children is enough.

He must be married, perhaps, and already has children, we can't be, I knew about it more than ten years ago.

Song Jun-hee, from today onwards, I want to forget you completely!

I really can't think of you anymore!

My mom pushed the door in and saw me standing in front of the window looking at the ring in a daze, "Xia Xia!"

"Mom!" I turned around and quickly wiped away my tears, but she still saw it.

"Xia Xia, forget about him!" my mother pulled me to sit down on the edge of the bed.

"I didn't!" I naturally refused to admit.

"Knowing the daughter Mo Ruomu, Mom knows what you think in your heart!" My mother took my hand: "Silly child, it's been ten years, people have long forgotten you, the feelings when you were a child are like child's play, you are twenty-seven years old this year, not seventeen years old, Mom can't accompany you for a lifetime, if one day Mom is gone, you are one, how can Mom and your dad rest assured underground!"

"Mom, it's my unfilial piety that always makes you worry about it!" Some things are easy to say, but when it's time to do it, only you know how difficult it is.

"How can any parents not worry about their children, worrying is one thing, Mom doesn't want you to be stupid again, stupid for ten years, a woman has several decades, a woman's youth is very short, it is rare to meet a person who is so good to you, Zhiwen is also a good child, after waiting for you for four years, he is older than you, and there are not many such children!"

I know he's good, but being nice and loving doesn't seem to have much to do with it.

Maybe one day I'll like him, but that's because he's my husband.

I looked up at my mother with a smile: "Don't worry, I will marry him as soon as possible!"

"Mom knows, you are bitter in your heart, Zhibin is also a good child, Mom has seen it in her eyes for the past few years, Mom also likes him, not to mention his friendship with Junxi, I'm afraid that I can't pass my own level, where is his family background that we can match, people must see their own position, Mom is not self-contemptuous, Mom doesn't want you to be despised. ”

"I understand!" I wiped my tears with a tissue: "I just need time, Mom, I want to live a good life in the future, otherwise I won't agree to his proposal!"

Knowing that it is uncomfortable, knowing that it is impossible, but still doing it uncontrollably, this is not self-inflicted.

"Mom, I was very envious of you and Dad when I was a child, although it was hard, but Dad was really good to you, I remember when I was seven years old, Dad bought you a skirt when he came back from town, I was very envious, I said that Dad was eccentric, I liked Mom more than Xia Xia, Dad smiled and told me that one day I will meet someone like Dad likes Mom, and take care of me for a lifetime instead of Mom and Dam.

Later, I met Song Junxi, I think I found it, although I know how big the gap between us is, but I am still obsessed, Mom, I have never regretted that I fell in love with him, but I regret it, I killed my father, and now this love has become a burden for me, I am not happy, I feel guilty, so, I must let go!"

My mom took my hand: "It's old." Some feelings don't have to be together. Just as it is easy to fall in love, it is difficult to stay together. She patted my hand, "The person who has been with you for a lifetime may not be what you like, but he must like you, just like Zhiwen!"

"I understand, Mom, I should let go too!" I smiled at Mom, "I have to learn to let go when I can't bear this love, I understand too late, there's nothing wrong with us falling in love, but when we become a burden to each other, we should let go, we were both too young at that time!"

The next day, when I went to work, I took the ring that Chen Zhiwen gave me, and the people in the office saw it at a glance, and suddenly came over and talked nonsense: "Wow, Sister Xia Xia, are you getting married?"

"Stupid, then you need to ask, it must be, otherwise who else?"

"When is the day, and when are you going to invite us to dinner?"

"I'll tell you when the time comes!" I sat down in my seat with a faint smile.

"Sister Xia Xia, after you and our boss get married, do you want to transfer to another department or resign, the company has clear regulations, husband and wife cannot be in the same department!"

"Yes, Sister Xia Xia, don't resign, it's rare for us to meet such a good supervisor!"

"Isn't that Mr. Chen leaving this department?"

"Mr. Chen's work ability can have been promoted a long time ago, and now Xia Xia agrees to propose, Mr. Chen is promoted, and double happiness is coming!"

"Okay, okay, let's not guess yet, and when we decide, we'll tell you that whether we're in this company or not, we're still friends!"

In fact, I haven't thought about this problem, it's always a little bad for husband and wife to stay in the same company, Sister Yueyan also urged me to let me go to her studio many times, I can go over there, anyway, I have decided to marry Chen Zhiwen.

The past has been a thing of the past, and it will be forgotten in the past.

Wu Gang and Ma Li got married last year, and I also went on the wedding day, Wu Gang drank a lot of wine that day, was drunk and cried earth-shatteringly.

Ma Li sat next to me, watching him get drunk and crazy, without scolding or crying, quietly, silently said: "I know that the person he likes is not me, I can fight with anyone, anyone can rob, but I can't fight for a dead person, I have accepted my fate in this life!"

She smiled quietly, there was love, tolerance, and helplessness in her eyes, everyone's feelings were not satisfactory, but life always had to go on.

Luo Meijuan stirred the coffee in the cup round and round: "I'm getting married, congratulations!"

I smiled slightly with pale eyes, and I felt that this smile was too bitter.

"Still can't forget?"

I didn't speak, my eyes fell on the front of me, it was a couple, each holding a book and watching quietly. Girls ask boys questions from time to time, and boys look patient.

I can't help but think of the scene when I was with Song Junxi many years ago.

In the blink of an eye, ten years have passed, and ten years have passed, taking away my youth and leaving behind a dying old heart.

I slowly retracted my gaze and took a sip of coffee, which was so bitter that it was hard to swallow: "I always have no fate with him." ”

"Woman, once you get married, everything is fine, I used to think that I would never meet a more affectionate man than him in my life!"

Luo Meijuan smiled, she didn't go back to her hometown, she reunited with her high school classmate who had been secretly in love with her for many years in City A, got married, and her daughter was more than two years old, very cute!