As soon as she entered the door, Sister Wei sat on the ground and burst into tears, completely without the calmness she had just pretended, and the crying estimation was estimated that the upstairs and downstairs neighbors would think that the housewife was taken by the mistress.

I watched Sister Wei cry for a long time, and finally couldn't help but ask, "Sister Wei, is he that person?"

Sister Wei couldn't cry, just nodded, and continued to bury her head in her arms and continue to cry. My shoulders kept twitching in this quiet space, and I was sad to cry, what kind of life are we all doing. When you are single, you are single together, and when you meet your ex, you have a good time together. The term sisters in distress is not too much to apply to us.

I really didn't know how to comfort her, so I took the bag of paper and handed it to him one by one. Finally, when a box of pumping paper was about to bottom out, Sister Wei began to gradually calm down, and told me about the cause and effect.

From Sister Wei's sobbing voice, I probably understood a big difference. The scumbag lawyer, and his wife, who has a solid family background and family strength in the city, can almost cover the sky with one hand, finally divorced, and after the main palace Niangniang was ousted from the throne, he turned back to find Sister Wei and wanted Sister Wei to return to him. Then what did I say I had always loved Sister Wei before, and I never thought of giving up, I have been growing my power for so many years, and I finally waited until I could divorce my wife, and I immediately came to find Sister Wei and so on.

All in all, the original partner is out of the court, and he goes back to find Sister Wei to fill the gap in his feelings. What a cheesy soap opera routine. It seems to us outsiders to be a very absurd scene, but it is easy to be blinded by the situation in the game. Although Sister Wei was resolute with him, seeing the heart-rending appearance of crying now, I am afraid that I have not completely forgotten my feelings.

But love is such a thing, you can only suffer by yourself, whether it is happy or uncomfortable, outsiders will never be able to ferry her. This is one of Sister Wei's karma, and only by herself can she overcome herself. I can listen to her talk and scold the scumbag with her, but I can't take this sin for her.

In this situation, Sister Wei's sadness is much more serious than the loss before I came, "Sister Wei, if you need to be quiet, I'll leave, if you need to talk, I'm here." ”

Sister Wei looked at me with her big teary eyes, and said sadly: "Xiaorou, do you know? When I first fell in love, I met him, fell in love with him like a demon, and only when I couldn't extricate myself did I know that he had a wife." I cried and questioned him, and he put his arm around me and told me desperately that he and his wife were only united interests, and there was no relationship at all, and that he would divorce and stay with me, but it would take a little time. This kind of routine of a scumbag who can be understood at a glance to deceive the mistress, at that naïve age, I actually believed it, guarded such a fantasy, and was his mistress for a few years. In those years, I was controlled by happiness, guilt, pain, and panic alternately, and I couldn't see the edge. It wasn't until I was pregnant, and after hesitating for a few days and finally telling him, he just frowned and asked me to have an abortion, and I was completely dead and determined to break up this relationship. I wanted to leave him completely, but I wanted to keep that child, but you know what? I didn't even have the capital to give him a baby, and he forced me to beat the child, crying and saying sorry to me, and at that time my heart was really like it had been taken out and burned on an iron plate, and I was so painful that I could hear the burning sound. ”

Sister Wei paused, and continued in a tone of almost despair: "I finally compromised and went for an abortion, and when I was pushed into the operating room, I really felt like I was on the guillotine, you know? At that time, my child was more than four months old, and I could already really feel his existence, but I wanted to kill him with my own hands, and that feeling was really like asking for my own life." After the operation, I was in a cold sweat in pain, and when I closed my eyes, there was always a bloody little boy around me, who kept asking me why I wanted to kill him. At that time, I was really scared, but because of my relationship with him, my parents had already broken up, and I didn't have the face to let them accompany me. And he had to go back to deal with his wife, and I was left alone in the deserted room of the hospital, looking at the white ceiling, and figuring out a lot of things in the smell of disinfectant water and the pain that came up in my body. What is the so-called love, but I was someone else's junior, and I was forced to have an abortion. A man's so-called lack of love with his wife and so on are all excuses to coax you. When there is a real conflict of interest, the junior will always be the junior, and it is impossible to get a good death. No matter how much I hypnotize myself, this relationship was wrong from the beginning. ”

I held Sister Wei's trembling hand and tried to comfort her, but I didn't know how to speak. Sister Wei wiped her tears and continued:

"Later, I was discharged from the hospital and lay at home for a few days. The scene of us being together kept coming to mind, and I was thinking about the smell of his body, and I hugged his pajamas, tears soaking the pillow towel. At that time, the betrayal of my family and lover made me despair, and I held the fruit knife and kept gesturing on my wrist in despair, imagining how long it would take for me to be away from the world of right and wrong if I cut it with a knife. Then I thought about whether it would be better to dry my own blood or die more beautifully after gas poisoning. But then I thought, even if I die, who will find me? Will I wait until the body has decomposed before being found by the landlord, and then make the headlines? The headline is: Is it hateful that the junior reaped the consequences of his own self-sacrifice and self-slaughter at home, and the corpse was decomposed and no one took the corpse away?"

I couldn't listen anymore, and shouted in a trembling voice: "Sister Wei!"

Sister Wei sneered, and then said: "However, I am still afraid of death after all, after a few times after the knife, I still can't bear to plunge into the beating veins." At that time, I decided that since I didn't dare to die, I would live well. ”

"I forced myself to eat, tried to recover, and then opened this bar with the money he left me, from the selection of land, signing the contract, the business, etc., everything went smoothly to make me suspicious, I knew that he had confessed to let others take care of me. But as long as he doesn't show up, I pretend I don't know. For six years, he didn't show up once, and we got along well. Today, however, he suddenly came up to me and told me to come back to him. ”

Sister Wei raised her big eyes soaked in tears and looked at me, and asked sadly: "Xiaorou, you said, is it in his eyes, I am an accessory, and I will always belong to him, even if I have been away for six years and completely own my own life, but as long as he says a word, I will go back happily? Why does he think so? Xiaorou, why do they men think that as long as they have you, you will always belong to him, even if they have abandoned you? Why?"

The phrase 'once I have you, you will always belong to him' stung my nerves. I hugged her on my shoulder, as if to persuade her, and even more like to convince myself: "Sister Wei, it's not your fault, you have done a good job in the past few years, and you have never taken the initiative to contact him." Kept the last pride. ”

"No, it's not pride, it's shamelessness, it's humility, it's cowardice. I didn't take the initiative to contact not because I had a clear conscience, but because I felt that the gloomy past had ruined me, ruined my children, and ruined my parents, I didn't dare to touch it, and I kept hiding, but at the same time, I used the money he gave me to survive. Then he pretended not to see the bar, knowing that the bar had his protection. On the one hand, I, a woman, prop up a bar on my own, and I really need someone to protect it. On the other hand, I also wanted to prove that I could do well myself, that I could know that he was in control of me all the time, but that I was still at ease. Am I despicable?"

I couldn't bear to look at Sister Wei's desperate expression, so I hurriedly comforted: "Sister Wei, I understand your difficulty. You are doing the right thing, in this world, no one can stand you, but you can't embarrass yourself. ”

A woman, who has no parents and brothers to help her and no friends to rely on when she is gloomy, is indeed too difficult to manage a bar that may break out at any time with uncontrollable events such as drunken beatings and so on. She almost never showed a weak look, or strong, or persistent, or amorous, but she never depended on people. This circumstance has transformed an ignorant girl into a forbearant and strong woman, and none of us can bear the pain behind her.

"I thought it would be nice to keep going like this, we pretended to be unaware that the other person was still in our lives, and we could continue to deceive ourselves like this. I believe that one day, this last bit of our trajectory in each other's lives will also fade away, and we can really be like people who don't know each other, and everything seems to have never happened. However, today he suddenly appeared, disrupting my mind and life. I can no longer pretend that all this is okay with me and that I can't continue to be an ostrich. ”

"So what are you going to do?

"Bar, by the way, bar!" Sister Wei suddenly became nervous, and her tone became sharp.

Sister Wei stood up abruptly and said loudly: "He said that he has been paying attention to me uninterruptedly in the past few years, so he may also know about me and Lu Lu, plus I rejected him today, with his wrist, Lu Lu may not have a good time." Xiao Rou, what should I do? Lu Lu is still so young, and he still has a great future, I can't bother him!"

Since I think so, no matter what happens, she is always calm, so every time I feel like I'm in a state of flux, I'm always the first to ask for help. It is rare to see this kind of frightened expression on Sister Wei's face, it seems that Lu Lu is more important in her mind than she imagined, and it also shows that the ability of this scumbag lawyer is far more powerful than I imagined.

I asked, "Do you need me to remind you of the land route?"

Sister Wei was silent for a long time, wiped her tears and said, "No, although Lu Lu usually looks cynical, he is a child. But the personality is actually very stubborn, and it's useless for anyone to say what is right. That's why I fled here and didn't see him. If you don't see me, he won't listen to anything you say, and he's likely to go against you. This was originally caused by me, and it should be solved by me. You drive me to a bar. I made it clear to him personally. ”

I called Quan Yu in the car and said that I was going to send Sister Wei to the bar, I was afraid that Quan Yu would investigate deeply, but I didn't expect him to hang up the phone after just telling me to be careful, which made me feel relieved.

The night breeze is very cool, but Sister Wei has been opening the window on her side, the night wind slapped on her face, converging into a layer of forbearance, loneliness and strength, this city, neon lights are brilliant but for me and her, it is just an empty city, this empty city, there are our youth and tribulations, no matter how hard we try, it is never like our own place, tonight's Sister Wei is even more exaggerated this sad atmosphere, tears blow down the side wind to the tip of the nose, but she does not wipe them, let them drip on her hands, looking very distressed.

Over the years, Sister Wei has comforted me countless times, but when it was her turn to need comfort, I didn't know how to start. This deep sense of helplessness made me hate myself for being incompetent.

When she got out of the car, Sister Wei opened the mirror in front of her, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with a tissue, touched up her makeup with a puff, tried her best to make herself look normal, and asked me: "How is it, can you see the abnormality?"

I looked at the surging sadness in her eyes, couldn't bear to debunk it, and replied in a choked voice: "There is no abnormality, it is still the same beautiful and charming." ”

Sister Wei sighed in satisfaction and took my arm and walked into the bar. As soon as she stepped into the door, Sister Wei suddenly turned around and said, "Zhen Rou, why don't you go back first, I still want to talk to him alone." ”

Seeing Sister Wei's calmness, she couldn't bear it, but she still patted Sister Wei on the shoulder and said, "I'm waiting for you outside."

Sister Wei said, "No need, you can go back first." I can tell you're not in a good mood today. But I can't take care of you now, and you must remember to communicate with Quan Yu if you encounter anything. It's not easy for you for so many years, Quan Yu, that kid, I can see that he is sincere to you, you must cherish it. ”

She was in the abyss but still thinking about me on the edge of the cliff, I nodded with tears in my eyes and turned away.

Actually, the matter of the two of them, it is difficult to talk with me, an outsider, and it is time for me to leave. And although Lu Lu often looks flamboyant and has no shape, he is actually a reliable young man in his bones. I hope he is persistent enough to Sister Wei and not admit defeat easily.

The most effective way to heal a minor injury is to invest in the next love, Sister Wei is too deeply injured and tied up by the world, so she doesn't dare to open up to him, hoping that his unique enthusiasm as a young man can influence Sister Wei.