Chapter 72 Production
The pain, the indescribable pain pulled me back from my dreams. The pain in my lower body was so painful that I couldn't breathe, the sheets under my body were sticky, soaked with amniotic fluid, and the child wanted to come into this world sooner than expected, but I wasn't fully prepared for it.
The pain made me barely able to speak, and I struggled to get out of bed but couldn't stand up on my heavy body. Only half a bed away from the phone, trying to move the body to the position of the phone, when turned on, the screen is black. It turned off the power at this critical time.
I tried to shout for help, but the nurses and aunts were downstairs and the room was soundproofed. shouted, even though no one answered. With perseverance, he slowly moved to the ground by holding on to the edge of the bed, adjusting his breathing and moving towards the door step by step. Every time I used my strength, it was like a hammer hitting my body, and I couldn't breathe in pain. This distance that can be reached by walking a few dozen steps on weekdays seems to be endless.
Beads of sweat dripped down his forehead and into his eyes, and then down his sockets and mixed with tears. I tried to exhale with the last of my strength, but my voice seemed to be stuck in my throat, and it was hoarse and weak. The fear and despair of drowning in the car during the flood struck again.
When I was almost about to pass out, I threw my phone in the direction of the door, hoping that they would hear me, and after throwing it, I could no longer resist the darkness that was coming, and I seemed to see a beam of light coming in in my dream, and a tall figure staggered like me.
When he woke up again in severe pain, he was surrounded by a patch of white. Two midwives and nurses kept calling my name beside me and telling me how to work with them. There was chaos in their minds, and what they said was not deeply understood, but their bodies were constantly exerting themselves instinctively. The pain in my lower body was like tearing, and my hand grasping the handle of the bed was numb, but a magical force pushed me to continue to work hard in the face of pain, and finally after an exclamation from the midwife, a baby's cry pierced the darkness in front of me.
This moment is so beautiful that I can't care about the pain in my body. A little red and crumpled doll was placed on my chest, and he squirmed his little limbs on my body, struggling to express his knowledge of the world with his cry. This is the little doll that has been lurking in my belly for nine months, and I am willing to love him with everything I have.
"Congratulations, you're a very healthy boy. The child's father was going crazy outside, and he was stopped several times when he had to rush in, and he was probably going to eat people outside. ”
My tense nerves finally relaxed, and I replied, "Then let him hurry, I think I may need to sleep for a while." "After a breath of relief, the surging sleepiness hit again, as if the fatigue of these months suddenly surged at this moment, and I had to sleep first, no matter what happened outside.
When the consciousness returned to its place, it was awakened by a roar of rage and the cry of a baby. Holding his eyebrow bone with his hand, he opened his eyes with all his might, ignoring Kwon Yu's face perpendicular to my head, and looked around for the source of the cry.
The little doll born in my body couldn't stop crying in Quan Yu's grandfather's arms, her little fist pressed tightly against her chin, and her eyes were closed with a dissatisfied face. The old man kept shaking his body and gently patted the little man in his arms, with a look of love and helplessness.
The nurse came and kicked out the irrelevant person, saying that it was for the baby to start learning to suckle. After Kwon Yu's grandfather handed the child to the nurse, he still looked back three times at a time. Quan Yu was even more reluctant to leave for a single step.
I was sure that he already knew my identity, so I didn't shy away from it, and said directly in front of Quan Yu: "Forget it, nurse, just let him be here, he can't see it anyway." ”
The nurse asked, "Can't he see?"
"Oh, why is he crying so hard, is there something uncomfortable?" Before the nurse could finish speaking, Quan Yu quickly interrupted her.
Nurse Xu is also used to seeing this kind of fuss, and said very calmly: "Children are like this." Crying is considered exercise, and it is not necessarily uncomfortable just as you cry. ”
Quan Yu was a little unable to hang up after being scolded, and muttered: "That relationship is not your own son, you are relieved." ”
The nurse was amused by him, and explained good-naturedly: "You, it's just that you're too nervous to be a first-time father." After a while, you'll be able to tell if he's crying really in need or just crying twice to get your attention. ”
Kwon Yu turned around in frustration and ignored him.
After the little man in my arms fell asleep contentedly, I came back to my senses in a trance, and I was already a mother. After this little man was born, all I wanted to do was use it on him.
After a long silence. I couldn't help it, and finally asked, "Quan Yu, who does the child look like?"
Quan Yu said proudly: "The eyes and nose are like you, and the eyebrows and mouth are like me." ”
Sure enough, just as I thought, I pressed him, "Aren't you invisible? How can you know so clearly?" ”
Quan Yu's face was a little unbearable, and he said stupidly: "This... I can explain it to you. ”
I snorted coldly: "I thought you really planned to never see me for the rest of your life." ”
Quan Yu held my hand tightly before he spoke, "When I woke up in the hospital, the first thing I knew was to make sure you were safe. It wasn't until you were safe and sound that I finally breathed a sigh of relief. But then... ”
Quan Yu sighed deeply before continuing: "I found that my eyes and legs were not working, my eyes were dark, and I didn't feel any sensation from the waist down. I was really desperate at the time, and I wasn't sure if the blood in my brain would eventually dissipate. During that time, the whole person was in a very bad condition. I'm not sure how long I'll live in the future, and even if I do, will I be a waste for the rest of my life. That's why I don't want to see you, on the one hand, I don't want you to see me so embarrassed. On the other hand, I really don't want to drag you down, I can't use a disabled body to dominate you. And at that time, no one told me that you were pregnant. ”
"Actually, I knew it was you from the first day you came to the ward, and I was so familiar with your smell that even through the heavy smell of disinfectant water, I could still know exactly that it was you. But if you don't say it, I won't ask, and I'll pretend that I never knew you. It wasn't until later, when I had a headache and you held me in your arms, and the throbbing in my heart at that moment made it impossible for me to refuse, and I thought selfishly, just pretend that it's not you, and let me indulge once. ”
"Later, you silently accompanied me in the ward, and I actually knew it very well. At that time, I thought, although I don't want you to see me so embarrassed, but if I die suddenly want to see you, and you are not by my side. So what should I do?"
"Later, I learned that you were pregnant, after listening to your frequent vomiting and the occasional overheard conversation with the nurse. At that moment, I really had mixed feelings. I'm glad you have my child, our child. The worry is, if I die, what will happen to you and your child? Even if I don't die, how can I let you take care of your child and take care of a cripple at the same time?"
Holding my hand tightly, Quan Yu's tone began to tremble a little as if he had thought of something that made him palpitate. "Until I heard you fall, and I didn't have the ability to help you up, at that moment I wanted to kill that useless self, you know, your heavy landing sound was like a heavy hammer smashed into my heart, I struggled to get up from the bed to help you up, but I struggled for a long time and just fell from the top to the ground, I really hated it at that time. I didn't want to be so useless anymore, so I decided to start treatment. Even if the results are not satisfactory, at the very least, maybe I will have a chance to see our children born. ”
These things that I didn't know slowly came from Quan Yu's mouth, and when I heard Quan Yu fall from the bed for me, distressed tears rolled in my eyes.
Quan Yu wiped away my tears before continuing: "Later, I saw you by my side, but I didn't dare to recognize you. Because I'm afraid that I will recognize you, and if I really leave one day, it will hurt you again. Later, the doctor told me that the blood congestion in my brain was gradually getting better, and my eyes were indeed starting to see some light and shadow. I know this is a second chance given to me. I must persevere, as a good right Yu to stand in front of you again. ”
"So I take my medicine on time every day, do rehabilitation actively, and eat the unpalatable meals you make. After a few months, my legs slowly gained some sensation. I'm really happy, Yau Yau, you know, just a little conscious, I'm so happy. I'd love to tell you right away and let you know, but I'm going to hold back, because I want to be in front of you as a whole me when I'm fully recovered. ”
"Last night, I was very unsteady when I went to bed. Later, I want to sit in a wheelchair and sneak out of your room, even if it's just to sit quietly at the door and feel your presence. But before I could get out of bed, I heard the sound of you dropping something. This uneasiness was quickly amplified, and I rolled out of bed, crawled to the door, and forced myself to open the door and climb out of yours, and I forced myself to stand up against the door frame. The moment I opened the door and saw you fall to the ground, I was really surging with blood and blood, and my whole body trembled with fear. ”
"Later, it was the aunts who came to help you up, and if it wasn't for their reminders, I wouldn't have noticed that I had taken a few steps by myself in a hurry. Then I watched you being carried into an ambulance and taken to the delivery room, and I was really going crazy after staying in it for so long and not coming out. The flow of time has never been so slow. ”
Quan Yu buried his head in my chest and continued: "At that time, I knew that what I was afraid of, what was good for you, it was all hypocrisy. I want to see you every minute and every second I can breathe, and I swear I'll confess everything to you as soon as you wake up. I can't afford to lose you again this time. ”
I couldn't hold back any longer, holding his face and asking, "Quan Yu, why do you think you will lose me?"
Quan Yu was about to say something, when suddenly a clear crying voice resounded throughout the room, and his grandfather rushed in and lay down in front of the crib and kept chanting: "Oh, little ancestor, what's wrong, is it pulled or hungry." Someone will take care of it. "It's really not the demeanor of the chairman and the elders anymore.
After a while, my grandfather coughed twice and said, "Zhen Rou, Quan Yu has already talked to me." In the past, my grandfather didn't talk to me, so don't worry about me. After you are discharged from the hospital, you can still live with us. ”
I propped myself up and said gratefully, "Grandpa, how could I care about you, I am really grateful that you can be so magnanimous." The child does not have a name at the moment, and I wonder if he has the blessing to give him a loud name. ”
Grandpa smiled instantly: "Are you really willing to let this old thing name him?"
Quan Yu hurriedly added; Grandpa, if you don't want to, I can do it for you. ”
Grandpa immediately interrupted: "Yes, yes, wait until I go back and think about it, think about it." ”
Quan Yu then made up another knife: "Is there nothing to do in your company, hurry up and go back to work, don't disturb our family of three to cultivate feelings." ”
Grandpa was not to be outdone: "Now his business is the biggest thing, and other things are not worth mentioning." I'll just wait for you and Su Ye to hurry back and take care of it for me, and I'll make Sun Weile in the future, and I don't care about anything else. ”
Quan Yu continued: "I don't care, I am a patient now, and I need to take care of it. Let Su Ye take care of your company first, he has been running his own company well over the years, and he has more experience than me. Besides, it is natural for an elder brother to give his younger brother some trouble, and besides, without me, where can he be an uncle. ”
I was surprised that he could talk about Su Ye so calmly, and I couldn't help asking, "Do you know Su Ye's identity?"
Kwon Yu replied with a smile: "Well, a little later than you know. When I first woke up, I knew that he had been helping us with the hospital and at home. I thought to myself, how did this person suddenly appear out of nowhere, which I had never been in contact with before. Later, before he returned to Japan, he came to me to talk about you, and he actually guessed that I always knew that you were by my side, but he was still not at ease, and at that time I knew that he was Su Ye, the name you often mentioned. I was a bit jealous at the time, so I wasn't kind to him. Later, he told me about his life experience, although I was shocked, but I was still very happy in my heart, because he was not only my own brother, but also your own brother, at that time I was not as optimistic as I am now, I wanted to have such a person by your side to protect you, even if I am really absent one day, there can be someone who can take good care of you. ”
I was moved and didn't know how to say it, this dead-eyed child, even at that time, the first thing that came to mind was my interests.
Quan Yu continued: "Another thing is that I always thought that my grandfather only had one child, if I really died or was blind or disabled, then who would take care of his old age in the future, and who would be able to shoulder the responsibility of the company for him? At that time, I wondered if he had been sent by God to take over the responsibilities that belonged to me. However, my health gradually improved, and he kept in touch with me from time to time. If, at first, I just used him as a substitute for myself, now I truly accept such a blood relative from the bottom of my heart. ”
I am very relieved, this awakening, everything has become clear, my grandfather no longer objects to me staying with Quan Yu, Quan Yu's health has improved, Quan Yu has also accepted Su Ye's existence, and my child is so healthy. I thank God from the bottom of my heart.
"Quan Yu, Su Ye is a good brother, thank you for accepting him. ”
Quan Yu suddenly remembered something, and said mysteriously: "You say, in the future, will our children call him uncle or uncle?"
I couldn't help laughing: "This is a problem, it should be called uncle, but Su Ye has an extraordinary personality, maybe he will let Su Ye call him uncle." ”
A familiar voice came from outside the door: "Of course it's uncle, uncle's pronunciation is more difficult than uncle, when he learns to call his parents, the first one will learn to call me, so it's better to be uncle." ”
Followed by a cough, my grandfather pushed Su Ye to the side and said, "It doesn't matter what you call, the key is that after my great-grandson learns to call his parents, the first person who will shout must be me." ”
Su Ye grimaced at me, and the choice of Zhiqu was silent. Since the birth of this great-grandson, my grandfather has increasingly embodied his old and childish side.