After returning home, Quan Yu did not accept anyone's visits, Lin Yunuo was locked out of the door by the maid several times when she wanted to come in, and she didn't dare to let it in. I used to look at her through the big floor-to-ceiling window, and I seemed to see a little bit of Xiao Lin in the way she looked at me, so I didn't appear in front of her anymore.

Later, one day, I met Lei Shuo, who had not been seen for a long time, and Quan Yu said that something had happened to his little friend in the United States, and he had gone back for a few months, so he could not come back when Quan Yu had a car accident.

When he saw Lin Yunuo, he frowned and talked to her for a long time, Lin Yunuo was angry at first, and then cried bitterly, but then left, and did not appear again for a long time.

Lei Shuo's appearance, at first there was no difference to Quan Yu, he was not even willing to cooperate with Lei Shuo to do the inspection, when Lei Shuo returned for the umpteenth time in vain, I finally couldn't help it, and cried in the corridor against the white wall.

However, there was a sudden turn for the better in the next few days, Quan Yu called Lei Shuo in, and the two of them stayed for a long time, Lei Shuo looked at me when he came out, and he was a little speechless, as far as the examination results are concerned, Lei Shuo can make me trust more than the hospital.

I trembled and asked him, "Quan Yu, is it really not good?"

Lei Shuo looked at me, didn't speak for a long time, and then sighed. I held back the tears in my eyes, as if comforting him, more like comforting myself: "It doesn't matter, it will be fine, God won't be too cruel to him, he won't." ”

The only thing that makes me feel relieved is that after experiencing the initial self-defeat, Quan Yu began to slowly enrich himself, sometimes asking the nurse to read to him, sometimes listening to music with headphones, and sometimes asking us to push him to the balcony to bask in the sun, sitting for two or three hours, and not returning to the room until sunset.

I enjoyed the silence and warmth, and the doctor told me to let me get more sun. Every time I pushed him to the balcony, I would find a chair to lie down for a while, and sometimes I couldn't suppress the surging sleepiness and fell asleep unconsciously.

Recently, I've been very sleepy, often sitting on the sofa, and falling asleep the second after looking at Kwon Yu. But the quality of sleep is not good, and all kinds of dreams are constantly surging. The most is the past with Quan Yu, and those past fragments always appear in my mind intentionally or unintentionally.

Half-asleep and half-awake, it seemed that someone was gently caressing my bulging belly with his hand, slowly falling, and slowly caressing. Sometimes the hands would move up and down on my face, eyes, and sometimes gently pinch the broken hair from my forehead behind my ears.

I instinctively wanted to grasp these hands, to open my eyes to see the owner of these hands, but every time I tried to open my eyes, I fell into a deeper sleep, and when I woke up, I stroked my fingertips, and it seemed that I could still feel the temperature of those hands lingering there, this feeling was too real, it didn't seem like an ordinary dream.

Sometimes when I wake up, I will find that there will be an extra blanket on my body, covering my body warmly. Maybe the maid in the family received instructions from my grandfather to take care of me before I gave birth, no matter how much he didn't like me, after all, this is Quan Yu's child, and it is their family's flesh and blood.

Fingers on the stomach, silently grateful for the existence of this child, it was he who saved me on the verge of collapse, and he helped me to stay by Quan Yu's side for a short time, greedily enjoying this last moment together, in the near future, after Quan Yu's eyesight is restored, I will leave this place forever, and then the only thing that proves that Quan Yu has something to do with it is only the child in this womb.

I got out of bed and picked up my phone on the table, and slid my fingers lightly to look through the photos I had taken. It's become something I've done every morning and evening for so many days. Although we can see each other every day, I still don't want to let go of any moment when I have him in my memory.

Because he can't see, I can take pictures with impunity. Sometimes, he sat in the courtyard and listened to the wind, sometimes he felt the fragrance of flowers in the garden, sometimes he was bathed in the sun in front of the window, sometimes he was half-lying on the sofa and napping to the music, and sometimes he was suddenly looking in one direction and was stunned. Sometimes, the corners of the mouth suddenly raise into a smile, and sometimes the face is full of sadness. He's perfect in every scene, I can't help but want to reach out and touch him.

Sometimes I can't help but secretly take a picture of myself in a place not close to him, and I am secretly glad that this is also a family photo of a family of three. I can get through these photos and memories for the rest of my life. After filming, I smirked at myself for a long time, and then wiped my tears for a long time.

The maid only smiled and didn't speak when he saw it, and sometimes, he would even gesture to help me take a few so-called photos with Quan Yu, Quan Yu sat quietly in front, and I stood far behind, just leaking my head and stomach, leaking a smile as cheerful as possible, and making a victory gesture towards the camera.

At first, he was afraid of being discovered by him, so he could only stay far away, but later he became more and more bold enough to rub into Quan Yu's side and not be discovered by him.

How good it would be if time stopped here, even if he didn't know that the girl beside him was himself, even if he could only look at him from a distance, even if he could never speak again, as long as he could be with him, it would be complete.

But the next second, he dismissed himself, if he stayed in this moment, Quan Yu would always be invisible, for him, this long and borderless darkness was too painful. At the end of the day, I caused the pain.

In the afternoon of this day, the breeze was gentle and the fragrance of flowers was gusting. The sunlight stained the room golden yellow, and the whole room was enveloped in a sweet atmosphere. Kwon Yu sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with his headphones plugged in, facing the sun, unable to see the expression on his face. The golden beam of light hit the angular side face, and the majesty from the corner of the window caressed the strands of broken hair between the foreheads, making people unable to take their eyes off.

Once upon a time, this image also came to my mind. It's just that there are two of us in the painting. We have gray hair, love as before, holding hands behind the camera, facing the tender sunset, counting the beauty we have experienced together, depicting the distance accompanied by our lovers, embracing each other and making promises to the next life. Those dreams that cannot be realized in reality are frozen in this moment.

Turn on the recording function of your phone and point it at Kwon Yu and gently approach him. Every step was taken carefully, for fear of alarming him. Luckily, he was wearing headphones and didn't seem to notice my movements.

Sitting a few steps away from Quan Yu, he took advantage of the misalignment and gently tilted his head to one side. In the imaging, it looks like he is really leaning on Kwon Yu's shoulder.

Weak-hearted said in a subtle voice: "Baby, do you see Dad? Dad is basking in the sun, Mom is doing bad things again, and always secretly includes Dad in the camera when he is not paying attention." ”

After a few steps, his fingers went down the top of his head, "Look, this is Daddy's eyebrows, this is Daddy's ears, this is Daddy's nose, and this, Daddy's mouth." Daddy looks good in every way, right? You have to fight to be better looking than Dad in the future. ”

After a pause, he continued: "Forget it, you don't want to look better than your father, you just need to look like your father." In this way, every time mom misses dad in the future, she hugs you, and it feels like being with dad again. In the end, he already had a nasal voice, held back his tears, and glanced back at the beautiful man in the camera.

In the camera, Quan Yu's face tilted to the other side at the right time, and he didn't turn around for a long time. Maybe the sunlight was a little dazzling, so I quickly turned it off after making a goodbye gesture to my phone, stood up with difficulty on the ground, and pulled the thin curtains. Looking back at Quan Yu, his eyes were closed, and he couldn't see joy or anger.

My stomach is getting heavier and heavier, and I can't stand or sit for a long time. Getting closer and closer to production means that the day of leaving Quan Yu is coming soon. Every time I spend time with Quan Yu is very cherished. I wish I didn't have to sleep at night, I wanted to be able to see him anytime and anywhere.

Sometimes, I miss it so much at night, I sneak to his room, sit on the side of the bed carefully for a while, the lights in the yard are softly reflected on his face, the eyelashes of people in my sleep occasionally flicker, and my heart is also tickling, he has been a little fatter than when he was in the hospital these months, and he took off his hospital gown and changed into home clothes, and he was full of a lazy sexy. When we used to be together, I only knew that he was good-looking, and I couldn't get enough of him. But now I want to savor every detail of him, and then engrave it deeply in my heart.

Occasionally, when he can't sleep well, he gently caresses his palm and gently rubs his eyebrows a few times, so that the person in the bed can sleep more peacefully. Then I held my chin and looked at the beautiful man in the moonlight, and I could never get enough.

Until one day, Quan Yu seemed to have fallen into a dream, with a lot of sweat on his head, his eyes closed and his brows frowned, shaking his head desperately. I grabbed one of his hands and caressed his face with the other to gently comfort him. But he seemed to be in a great fright, and suddenly, when he opened his eyes, he shouted loudly: "Rourou, get out of the way!"

I knew he was caught up in our car accident and woke up anxious and frightened. I forgot that I couldn't make a sound, so I tried to bring my bulky body closer to him, gently held him in my arms and comforted him softly: "Quan Yu, I'm fine." Don't be afraid, not only am I fine, but so is our baby, oh, you don't know yet, I'm pregnant with your little baby, he's about to be eight months old, he's healthy and naughty, and he's always kicking me in my belly. You have to be a good example to our children. When he or she grows up, I will tell him or her that his or her dad is a big hero. ”

The breathing of the person in his arms gradually changed from rapid to steady. Slowly, Quan Yu gently stroked his hand on my lower abdomen, and slowly leaned his head over and stuck it on it. He didn't move for a long time, until I heard long breathing coming from his nose, and then gently put him back on the bed.

The next day, I was terrified that he would remember last night. But he never mentioned the events of the night, and his attitude towards me was still not salty. Looking at his performance, it seems that he has forgotten the episode of that night. I guess I thought it was a dream.

Although I was afraid that he would know, but seeing that he had really forgotten, a trace of loss welled up in my heart. Humans, they are all such contradictory creatures.

One morning after that, Quan Yu woke up and suddenly took the initiative to ask for rehabilitation training. However, the premise is that no one other than the two nurses are allowed to enter the recovery room. He probably didn't want others to see him embarrassed.

But every time I see him coming out of the recovery room, he looks very tired. I think it was a wise decision not to let me in, and I watched him work so hard that I might not be able to bear to let him continue training halfway through, and it would be a waste of my efforts.

But I couldn't help but secretly staggered the door and glanced at it, watching Quan Yu being supported like a child, enduring the severe pain step by step and moving his legs, I couldn't help but quickly cover my eyes and run away.

After starting his rehab training, Kwon Yu's appetite improved, but he was still a picky eater and didn't eat much. I endured morning sickness and tried to make a few side dishes that Quan Yu used to cook for me, but I didn't have the slightest confidence in the taste, and judging from the expression of the aunt who was in charge of cooking, the appearance was also miserable.

But Quan Yu actually ate a lot, so my aunt couldn't help but give me a thumbs up. But I tasted it myself after Quan Yu finished eating, and the taste was so special that I can't describe it. Could it be that the car accident changed his sense of taste at the same time, making him so heavy-hearted?

However, if I think about it, since we both realized that until now, I have always taken it for granted that I have eaten the food he cooked for me and accepted his kindness to me. It was the first time I had cooked for him in the true sense of the word.

Everyone has seen Quan Yu's progress in the past few months, and they are very happy, and even Quan Yu's grandfather often shows me a happy smile.

I see that Su Ye often looks at some place in a daze, and he should be thinking about his girlfriend in Japan. I repeatedly urged him to go back to Japan, but he always said that he was not worried about me. In the end, unexpectedly, Quan Yu's grandfather actually said: "You go back and take a look first, Zhen Rou is here with me, I won't treat her badly." In the end, Su Ye told him many times before he went to Japan step by step.

Kwon Yu's grandfather just regarded me as the air at home at first, but then he was happy to see Quan Yu slowly recovering physically and mentally, and even greeted me from time to time and told me to pay attention to rest. But I didn't dare to take all this for granted, and I accepted it with trepidation every time.

Su Ye drove me to the prenatal checkup before, but after he returned to Japan, I had to go to the prenatal checkup by myself. After instructing the two nurses, I was just about to go out. Grandpa Quan Yu said, "Let the driver and aunt accompany you." ”

It should have been done in advance, so we didn't have to wait in line for too long. After the check-up, I decided to go to a nursing home to see my mother. Since the car accident, a heart has been on him, and he hasn't visited him for months.

Luckily, my mother was still more sober, and when she saw my bulging pregnant belly, she didn't look away for a long time, and finally sighed and didn't speak.

I'm here to have a showdown with her, and I've already made up my mind, so I'm no longer cramped as before, but I'm determined. "Mom, I know why you objected to me being with Quan Yu, but thank you for not embarrassing us by exposing his identity at that time. I've been through a lot lately. After he and I crawled from the line of life and death, we could see clearly what we couldn't see before. In the past, I also struggled with his identity, and the result was a result that I will regret for the rest of my life. ”

"A few months ago, I was in a car accident. I had an epiphany when Quan Yu almost lost my life in order to protect me, the love and hatred between you and your father and Quan Yu's mother are the affairs of your older generation, and they have nothing to do with our later generations, and Quan Yu and I are also victims. Her mother hurt you once, but Quan Yu saved me twice with her own life, and this time she almost took her life, not to mention, and fell ill. From the moment I woke up from my hospital bed, I secretly swore that as long as Quan Yu lived, I would definitely be with him. If he dies, I'll go with him. But God has eyes, so things have taken a turn for the better, and God helped me drag him back from Lord Yama. This is an opportunity I will never miss again. Mom, I haven't disobeyed you much since I was a child, but this time, I want to follow my heart. ”

My mother didn't squeak, and I didn't have much time to stay, so I had to get up and leave. When I walked to the door, my mother behind me suddenly said: "You must pay attention to your body during confinement, and don't fall ill." ”

This sentence successfully conquered my tear ducts, and I turned around and solemnly said, "Mom, thank you!"

I was almost back in time for lunch. When I opened the door, I saw Kwon Yu losing his temper in front of the dining table, throwing knives, forks and plates on the ground. The aunt and nurse who cooked looked at me and shook their heads helplessly.

I made a lip sync: "What's wrong?"

They just waved their hands helplessly, and made an innocent expression at me that wanted to cry.

I walked over to the dining table and struggled to crouch down to pick up something on the floor and put it back on the table. Then he went to the kitchen and made a simple egg fried rice, and when it was served again, Quan Yu was still sitting there motionless, but his face was much more relaxed.

I put the egg fried rice in front of him and put the spoon in his hand, and he twisted his wrist awkwardly, but began to eat the egg fried rice in front of him slowly. I grimaced at the two people behind me, who gave me a thumbs up in surprise.

I slowly sat down on the chair next to Kwon Yu, took a few sips of the water cup handed by my aunt, and continued to observe his expression. When I ate the egg skin that I had specially mixed in, my brow furrowed, but I ate it without spitting it out. When I was almost halfway through the meal, Quan Yu pushed the plate to me accurately, put down the spoon, held the table with his hand, and left with the support of the nurse.

Was this because he was worried that I was hungry and left it for me? At that moment, I really thought: perhaps, he always knew who I was, but he didn't tell me.