Su Ye said that Kwon Yu's grandfather would go back to the company every day around 4 p.m. to 8 p.m. to deal with things. At this time, he can take me to see Quan Yu. Although it was only four hours of sneaking, it was enough for me, I often met Lin Yunuo at the door of the ward, maybe it was Grandpa Quanyu's resolute attitude that made her feel that I was no longer a threat, compared to the previous disgust and cynicism towards me, now she chooses to treat me as air, and I don't want to entangle with her too much, so it's good to be safe.

There are fixed visiting times in the ICU every day, and I can't come and visit during visiting hours. So you can only look outside the door from a distance. I haven't seen him for a few days, and the figure on the bed seems to have lost a lot of weight. He just lay there quietly, and his body was completely angry.

I leaned my hand against the doorway, trying not to disturb the fetus with too many mood swings. But I can't help but think: What do you experience every day when you lie down like that? Is your soul come to say goodbye to me in that dream when I was in a coma? Can you still feel the pain of this scar when you are unconscious? Do you know that I regret and miss you very much.

The pregnancy reaction is getting worse and worse, from vomiting after eating a little food to retching incessantly whenever you see what you eat. I can't even drink water. But I had to force myself to vomit and eat. I had to keep my strength up for the sake of the kids. In order to give himself sufficient physical strength, he can go to Quan Yu's ward for a few hours every day. Even if I can just look at him from a distance, as long as I can see him, I will feel at ease.

On the fifth day, I met Grandpa Kwon Yu, who came back from the company ahead of schedule. When he was withdrawn from his thoughts, he saw his grandfather coming towards him, stood up at a loss, and said weakly, "I'm sorry." ”

The old man in front of him did not answer, but sat down in his seat and motioned for me to sit down with him, and only after I sat down did he slowly speak:

"When Quan Yu's grandmother and I were with me, I was a poor teacher, and it is not too much to describe it as 'four walls of the family'. Her parents were very opposed to us being together, but she forced her to marry me. Later, when she gave birth to Quan Yu's mother, she had a difficult birth, and after a day and a night of pain, the mother who gave birth to Quan Yu died. At that time, my family was poor, and I couldn't send her to a big hospital to find a good doctor, so I asked a nearby midwife to deliver her, but then the midwife couldn't handle it and asked me to send me to the hospital, I was so poor that I didn't even have the money to hire a car, and when I finally begged to find a driver who was willing to take us to the hospital, Quan Yu's grandmother was no longer good. She took me by the hand and didn't let me take her to the hospital, saying that even if she died, she would die in her own home, and then she put her head on my lap and took my hand and told me to treat our children well. I watched as the blood stained the futon and dripped into my heart. At that time, I was thinking, if I had money, maybe, she wouldn't have to die. So then I worked hard to make money and started learning to do business. During the day, I rushed outside, and when I came home at night and saw my well-behaved daughter, I felt that it was all worth it. Later, my business grew bigger and bigger, and I spent less and less time with my daughter. There were many people who wanted to introduce me to another family business, but I refused. Do you know why?"

I replied, "Because I'm afraid they'll treat my daughter badly?"

Quan Yu's grandfather shook his head: "No, because I'm afraid that my daughter will call someone else's mother, and I will die in the future, and I won't have the face to see my dead wife." She was a young lady from a large family, and despite the opposition of her parents, she eloped with me, and I failed to let her live the good life I had promised her. At the very least, I want to make sure that there is no substitute for me and my daughter. ”

"I swore that I would keep my promise to my deceased wife and not let my daughter suffer any grievances. One day, my daughter told me that she was in love, but the other party was a poor boy. As she stood in front of me with him like that, stepping over them, I saw my young wife and myself. There is such a desperate blindness in them. I don't want my wife's tragedy to happen to my daughter again. She didn't know that poverty could even ruin a life. So, I tried my best to stop them from being together. ”

"In the end, I succeeded. But I also lost her forever. Quan Yu was still young when she left, and I took custody from his father and sent him away from other countries to leave this land of right and wrong. And swears that no matter what kind of girl he likes in the future, I will not interfere. So, when he brought you to me, I didn't investigate your origins. I don't really see it until I'm old, and I shouldn't interfere too much in the affairs of my children and grandchildren. But now that I know your origins, your father killed my daughter, and you almost killed my only grandson. Maybe God destined our two families not to meet, and once they did, it would be bloody. Leave my grandson, go far away, and I will give you a sum of money that will last you and your children for the rest of your life. ”

It turned out that this old man in the shopping mall also had such regret and softness in his heart, and he didn't expect that he would tell all this in front of a little girl, although, just to let me leave his grandson.

I pleaded and asked, "Grandpa, I don't need you to give me money." But I'll promise you to leave Kwon Yu, but can I wait until Kwon Yu wakes up?"

Grandpa sighed and said, "Why are you doing this?"

I insisted, "That's all I have to ask." I will raise the child by myself, and I can never appear by Quan Yu's side again in the future, I only beg you to let me confirm that Quan Yu is not in danger before leaving. I failed him before and made him what he is now, I just want to see him recover with my own eyes, so that I can go with peace of mind. ”

Grandpa pondered for a moment and agreed. "Well, I hope you don't do any tricks. ”

After another long week, when I walked to the ward in the afternoon, I heard a noise from inside. I was inexplicably nervous, could it be that Quan Yu had woken up?

After walking quickly to the door, he was almost so distressed that he could barely breathe: Kwon Yu, who was haggard and so thin that he could barely sit still, was desperately pulling out the tube on his body. The doctors and nurses were busy trying to stop him, but they were afraid of hurting him.

A hoarse and feeble roar echoed in the room: "I'm a waste now, what's the point of saving me or not! Unplug me, pull me all out, I don't need you to save me!"

I was speechless by what I saw. Seeing Quan Yu being put back on the bed, he slowly calmed down after an injection. Su Ye took me by the hand and took me out of the ward.

I asked him in a trembling voice, "Su Ye, Quan Yu, what's wrong with him?" I grabbed Su Ye's arm, stabilized my body, and tried my best to control my emotions not to collapse.

Su Ye let out a long sigh and said, "The car accident caused damage to his brain and vertebrae. The congestion in his brain was compressing his optic nerve, and the lump in his vertebral body made his lower body unresponsive. Zhen Rou, he can't see now, he can't walk, and the congestion in his brain will also cause him to have headaches from time to time. Although he woke up, the situation was not optimistic at all. ”

Su Ye quickly picked me up and let me lean on him and cry. Why is God so cruel to Quan Yu, originally I had to bear all these hardships, I would rather let me bear all these hardships, I just hope that Quan Yu can be well.

Su Ye continued: "The first thing he did when he woke up was to confirm your safety. He's a real man. ”

Try your best to hold back the tears in the corners of your eyes and beg him: "Su Ye, you go and help me talk to my grandfather, I want to accompany him, at least let him stop hurting himself." I beg you, you are also grandpa grandpa's grandson, you go and help me intercede, he should see your face. I beg you, okay?"

Su Ye comforted softly: "Don't be excited, beware of affecting the child in your belly." I'll talk to my grandfather in a moment, and you can sit down and rest for a while. ”

I watched Su Ye turn around and walk into the ward, leaning against the wall to the bench and sit down, the waiting time outside seemed so long. I changed to a relatively comfortable sitting position and forcibly suppressed a wave of nausea. "Kid, stop for a moment and let me concentrate on taking care of my father. ”

After Su Ye came out, I looked at him worriedly, but he sighed and said, "The old man is in a bad mood now, I'll go talk to him when I find another time." ”

In fact, this result is not difficult to predict, if I were Quan Yu's grandfather, I might have driven me away a long time ago. "It's okay, he won't let me in to see him, so I'll stay outside this door and watch Quan Yu. From today onwards, I will be here except for sleeping. ”

"Zhen Rou, when he woke up, I asked him if he wanted to see you. He said he didn't want to see it. Su Ye looked at me, paused, and then said, "I guess he doesn't want to see you because he doesn't want you to see him so embarrassed." It's not that I really don't want to see you. So, even if your grandfather agrees to your request, you have to think carefully about how you should meet him. He is now as weak as a twig, unable to withstand any stimulation. ”

"Hmm. ”

I am grateful to Su Ye from the bottom of my heart, if it weren't for him, I don't know how I would have survived this time. Since the accident to us, he has had to take care of the hospital, the company and the family, and the person has also lost weight. Especially later, when I heard that he was doing things in the group at the expense of me being able to secretly see Quan Yu before he recovered, I really didn't know how to repay him.

Finally, under Su Ye's negotiation, I was able to quietly enter and exit the ward without being discovered by Quan Yu. Quan Yu spent very little time awake every day, and after waking up, he still did not cooperate with the treatment, refused to use drugs, and sometimes had to inject him with drugs to make him forcibly tranquilized. The bruises in his head make him often have headaches and cracks, often so painful that the muscles on his face are violent, most of the time he holds his head with both hands and whispers**, and when the pain is really unbearable, he will drop things and scratch his hair.

The most painful thing is to see him suffer in front of my eyes, but I can't go over to comfort him, encourage him, and bear it with him, so I can only hide in the corner and cry silently, Su Ye saw that my mood was too fluctuating and persuaded me to leave the ward, but I didn't want to, even if my heart was like a knife, I didn't want to miss every moment I could be with him.

Finally, when Kwon Yu had his first headache and his fingers were so strong that they were bleeding behind his ears, I couldn't help but rush forward, holding his head in my arms fiercely, and holding his hands with both hands to prevent him from hurting myself.

At first, Quan Yu resisted desperately, I don't know where the strength came from, he held on to death and refused to let go, his struggle was violent, there were a few fists smashed on my face, and the tears instantly hurt out of my eyes, and the most terrible thing was that I had to hold back the sound of not being able to scream in pain, so I could only grit my teeth and endure it, and never compromised. He needs to vent, so vent it on me, I forced my arm into his palm and asked him to pinch it, but he pulled it out fiercely. I lay his palms flat and still wrapped my arms around his head and shoulders.

Gradually, the person in my arms gave up the struggle, and his body softened, and he fell asleep with his hands around my waist and in my arms. I looked at the haggard look of the boy who had thrown his hand to my cheek in his sleep, and I couldn't control my tears anymore.

After many days of torture, his eyes were sunken, the bridge of his nose was particularly straight, his lips were chapped and pale, and his chin was pointed like a knife stuck in my heart. A boy in his twenties has a sense of gloom that he is about to die.

When my grandfather saw Quan Yu and had a headache again, he was able to gradually calm down under my comfort, and he acquiesced to the fact that I could go to bed at any time, which made me very happy.

Since I was transferred to the VIP ward in the ICU, I have also been allowed to stay with the bed at night. In this way, in addition to my own fixed prenatal check-up and meal times, most of the time I can be silently by his side, watching his sleeping face still frowning in his sleep.

It's just that I have morning sickness more and more often, and it is often accompanied by sudden fainting, and every time it is defenseless and comes as soon as it is said. Most of the time, I forcibly went to the toilet and closed the door to have another seizure, vomited, and then went out when I calmed down. Only once, when I was walking to the bathroom with the basin, I suddenly had a seizure, and I was caught off guard and fell to the ground, I remember protecting my lower abdomen with both hands, and I completely lost consciousness after hearing the sound of the basin falling heavily on the ground.

When I woke up again, I was lying in my usual bed, but the difference was that the small bed was replaced by a large hospital bed. I lay on this bed and looked at Quan Yu, who was sleeping with his eyes closed, and I couldn't help but joke in my heart: Hello, patient.

However, I fell this time, and things turned out to take a turn for the better, although Quan Yu still refused to speak, but he began to stop resisting medication, which made everyone secretly relieved.

When he woke up, his grandfather said that although there were medical staff in the hospital, he still invited a 24-hour senior nurse to accompany him, and this senior nurse was good at everything, but he couldn't speak. Naturally, this senior caregiver was referring to me.

All of us held our breath to see Kwon Yu's reaction, this statement was full of loopholes, but he didn't speak after listening to it, and nodded for a long time. Su Ye and I made faces at each other, which was another major breakthrough.

Quan Yu's coma time is getting shorter and shorter, and most of the time he is awake is either with his eyes open and fixed in a certain direction, and then when he is awake, he also closes his eyes. The two truths of blindness and his inability to walk upright wore away his breath of life.

In the middle of the night, I don't know how many days, when I was massaging Quan Yu's legs, his breathing gradually stabilized, and after confirming that he was really asleep, I moved my bulky body and quietly lay next to Quan Yu, rubbing his palm prints over and over again, gently leaning my face against his palm, greedily enjoying a moment of peace.

This feeling of warmth and stability evokes all kinds of memories between me and him, we run together, cook together, and celebrate New Year's Eve together... By the time I could react, tears had already spilled through his palms on the white pillow, and I was faint into a splash.

Quickly looked up, but fortunately, Quan Yu was not awakened by me, breathing evenly, his brows were tightened, and he slept soundly. After regretting his reckless behavior for a long time, he got up and got out of bed, put his hand in the quilt and covered it, and lay back on himself and waited for the dawn.

When his stomach began to show his pregnancy, Quan Yu was finally able to be discharged from the hospital. The so-called discharge from the hospital is just to move the observation room to the house, and the doctor will still come to check the body regularly, and in addition, Kwon Yu's grandfather hired two professional nurses, and I, the nominal 'nurse', was also allowed to accompany Kwon Yu before giving birth.

Except for Su Ye who said that Quan Yu woke up and asked about me, he never mentioned me again at other times. Many times in the dead of night I wondered how he could say he didn't want to and never want to. Do you really want me to see him embarrassed, or do you see it after experiencing life and death and no longer obsessed with me?

Most of the time, though, no one was mentioned by him. Because, he rarely speaks, and his closed vision and limited mobility completely close his love for the world. We are all looking forward to the slow recovery of his body so that he can slowly start to have a good life.