Chapter 68: Accusations

Feeling that his body really couldn't hold on, he slowly returned to the wheelchair holding Su Ye's hand. I motioned for Su Ye to push me in front of my grandfather, wanting to express my repentance, but looking at this old man with gray temples and wrinkled face, he couldn't say a word, just desperately shed tears. Grandpa heard my sobbing and raised his head and waved his hand at Su Ye, and Su Ye was about to take me away.

Just as I was about to walk back, Lin Yunuo stopped me: "Zhen Rou, I have something to say to you." ”

Su Ye didn't allow it, but I knew that although this girl was straight and a little willful, she wouldn't really do anything to hurt me, so let Su Ye wait for me in the same place.

Lin Yunuo pushed me around the corner and sat down before he spoke: "The first time I met Quan Yu, I just arrived in the United States. At that time, I didn't go voluntarily, so I had conflicts with my family, and I didn't go to class well, and I was trying to be naughty all day long, and my family thought that I might be so rebellious because my friends who suddenly came to the United States and left China were not adaptable, so they took me to Quan Yu's house to meet him, hoping that the two of us who had just changed the environment could sympathize with each other and play together, hoping to dilute the nostalgia on our bodies. ”

Lin Yunuo rarely leaked a little girl's demeanor, "At that time, he was also just here, but I couldn't see a trace of dissatisfaction and rebellion in him." On the contrary, there is a maturity and calmness that is different from that of peers. He doesn't turn people away, but he doesn't really open up to anyone. Before I met him, my family told me that he had just lost his mother and would be very sensitive, and told me to be polite and polite to him and not to hurt him. At that time, I felt that this child died and his mother was lost in the United States, which was much worse than me, and if I embarrassed him again, would I still be a human being? But when I first saw him, I didn't think he was a child who needed sympathy, on the contrary, after seeing him, my heart began to become very stable. ”

The Quan Yu in her mouth is exactly what I have never seen, but the life I have not participated in is what she has experienced. A child who has just lost his mother and was thrown abroad must be sad and angry under normal circumstances, but he is so mature and sensible, which is even more distressing.

Lin Yunuo continued: "Since then, our two families have been in contact frequently, his English is better than mine, my parents begged my grandfather to let him bring more of my homework, he also agreed, and he taught very seriously. We were together three or four days a week, and he smiled a lot, and he laughed at me, but I felt like his smile didn't come from his heart at all. What is the experience of a child about my age who can shape his character? The more curious I became, the more I paid attention to him, and gradually, that attention turned into liking. I started looking forward to spending time with him every day to review my schoolwork, and sometimes I would ask for more lessons, and my parents thought I wanted to open up and be happy for my progress, but in fact I just wanted to spend more time with him. I immersed myself in my own careful thinking and felt very sweet, but Quan Yu gradually began to deliberately distance himself from me, although he still guided the homework, and the two families would take care of me very gentlemanly when they arranged to travel together, but I could still feel that he began to avoid me intentionally or unintentionally. But he never had a mind for other girls, so I always lied to myself that as long as we were together, he would like me. Until... ”

She put away her gaze and looked at me before she continued: "Until I found out that he always picked up the same notepad intentionally or unintentionally and stared at it for a long time, curiosity, I secretly picked it up and looked at it when he was not paying attention, but after reading it, it was just an ordinary notepad, and when I was about to put it down, a photo fell from the cover of the title page, and the girl in it looked a few years older than us, wearing white clothes and long hair, although the smile looked warmer, but it was too ordinary." The woman's sixth sense tells me that the owner of this photograph must have an extraordinary place in Kwon Yu's mind. The intense uneasiness and jealousy made me frantic to tear up the photo, but before I could do anything, he strode over and snatched it and turned away. I chased after him and asked about the girl's origins, but he never answered me, and even got angry at me, ordering me not to rummage through his things in the future. I've known him for so long, and I've never seen him lose his temper with anyone, even the servants at home are very polite, but because of this photo he got so angry that I was frightened for a while, and I didn't dare to ask anymore. I knew all his friends since he came to the United States, but the girl wasn't among them. In other words, it's a girl I knew before I came to the United States. I hated him at the time, and if I had met him first, maybe I could have taken the lead in his heart. ”

The photo he said should be the photo that Quan Yu sent me before and secretly took it when I was in college, but I didn't expect him to wash it out and take it out from time to time.

Lin Yunuo choked for a moment, wiped his tears and continued: "So, do you know? Although I haven't known you for a long time, in my heart, you are already an old acquaintance, and you have been my rival for so many years without your own knowledge. Am I ridiculous?"

I couldn't hold back the upheaval in my heart and replied to her: "I don't know what you said... ”

Lin Yunuo sneered: "Yes, you don't know. You don't know how much I've done to get his heart, and you don't know how much I've changed to make him like me more. He likes to eat Chinese food, so I go to learn Chinese food, even if my hands are splashed with oil and blood blisters, even if I cut vegetables and cut them, I never flinch. He doesn't like to be too noisy, and I always pay attention to my speech when I'm with him. He likes to wear sweaters, so I never wear them because I'm afraid that if we accidentally bump into him, static electricity will hit him. He didn't like girls who were too flamboyant, so I changed my fiery personality and tried to be peaceful in front of him. He didn't like me to ask you about it, so I really held it in my heart and didn't mention it. However, it is only now that you can understand that if a person does not like you, even if you make yourself 100% perfect, he still does not like you. But even so, I couldn't help but like him. ”

Listening to her talk about this, and thinking about it, I don't seem to have done anything for Quan Yu since I met, and I accept his kindness to me with peace of mind, so how can I be worthy of a dedicated him.

Lin Yunuo continued: "After so many years, I have never given up, I have made all kinds of efforts to prevent him from returning to China, and even after he came back, I immediately followed him. I saw him living in that crowded and dilapidated neighborhood and knew that there must be a reason, I was extremely flustered in my heart, and wanted to hold on to him, but then I saw you at the gate of the community, although your appearance has changed to a certain extent after so many years, but this face that has been jealous in my heart for many years, I can recognize it just by looking at it. I watched Quan Yu run in and out for you, and I was about to go crazy with jealousy. So I secretly investigated you, and found out that after you actually worked at his company, he returned to the United States and dealt with the affairs there as quickly as possible, and then managed to join the same company. Whether I see you through photos or look at you from afar and face to face, I feel that you are really too ordinary, why does such an ordinary you make Quan Yu unforgettable?"

I agree with this: "yes, I'm really too ordinary." ”

Lin Yunuo ignored my self-deprecation and said to himself: "I frequently provoked you, Quan Yu was very angry and came to warn me, but I couldn't stop at all." Until, when I was invited to watch the play you played, watching Quan Yu willingly wash his hands and make soup for you in such a cramped little house, seeing his doting on you, and seeing the down-to-earth and warm feelings that he has never shown to anyone, I suddenly felt that maybe this ordinary you is the best for him? In the past, I only felt that he was like a person in the sky, and there were no ups and downs of seven emotions and six desires, but seeing you get along with my own eyes, I felt that he was a complete person. This kind of change is something that none of us can do, and in your house that is not the size of a bedroom in the real home of me and Kwon Wook, I see in Kwon Wook what he has not always had, and that is the happiness that emanates from the inside out. So, although I know the deep meaning of your invitation to my past, although I was very embarrassed when I left, even though my heart seemed to be dripping blood, I still have to admit that at that moment I seemed to understand why he was so attached to you, this ordinary life can really give him happiness, and I have always gone in the wrong direction, I imagined his tenderness and happiness after being with me, but I never even took his happiness into account. So the picture of that day shocked me, after I went back, I thought a lot, remembered a lot, I pretended that I could bring him happiness, but in fact it was not, those things I wanted to give were never what he wanted, and you gave him these things he wanted, so that he lived like a 'human', so I was going to give up painfully, as long as he can always be so happy, what is it if I give up a little?"

"But!" Lin Yunuo's tone suddenly rose: "I didn't expect this result to be what I was waiting for, when I saw a bloody Quan Yu appear in front of me, I almost collapsed, and I was sighing that he could finally bathe in the sun when he appeared soaked in blood." Then I saw you who were sent in together, at that time I thought you were just an ordinary car accident, but when that Chen Mo came over to tell Quan Yu's grandfather about Xiao Lin's actions and the misunderstanding between you, I really even had the heart to kill you. Zhen Rou, a man can close his heart for so many years and only open it for you, why do you doubt his sincerity? Why don't you listen to him explain the cause and effect of the matter? If it weren't for your determination and confusion, Quan Yu wouldn't be lying here like this. ”

"The man I begged for nearly ten years gave you all his love, but you would decide that his love for you was fake because of an inexplicable wild woman's unreasonable speculation, and not even give him a chance to defend himself. Zhen Rou, if I thought that your ordinary appearance and background were not worthy of him before, then now I think your swinging mind is not worthy of his pure love. ”

These words tore my heart apart again, but I couldn't open my mouth to defend it, every word she said was true, everything she accused was also something I did wrong, I could only turn my mood into three words: "I'm sorry!"

Lin Yunuo snorted coldly before saying, "It's not me who you're sorry for, it's Quan Yu lying on the bed, and the old man outside who is over the age of old but is about to lose his loved ones for the second time." Zhen Rou, your selfishness has hurt them and hurt everyone. I thought about giving up because I thought you could bring happiness to Kwon Yu, but it turned out that I was wrong, and it was very wrong. For the first time in 10 years, I wanted to give up, but this is what I got in return. Zhen Rou, I hope you will never appear in front of Quan Yu in the future, as long as he can wake up, no matter what method is used, I will snatch him up... ”

After that, I couldn't hear what she said clearly, my stomach was tumbling badly, and my vision began to blur more and more, I instinctively hugged my lower abdomen with both hands, and used all my strength to utter two syllables: "Help me... Then it was dark again.

In a groggy state, I felt like I was being carried into my arms and sent to a noisy place, and someone yelled at me desperately and was tossed and turned around for a long time. When he opened his eyes again, Su Ye said hatefully: "If you don't wake up again, I'm going to kill someone~"

Subconsciously stroked my lower abdomen with his hand in a panic, Su Ye held my hand and said, "Don't worry, the child is very strong." But you can't take any more chances. ”

Every day in bed feels like a lifetime. Regular check-ups, needles in my hands, and uninterrupted medication are all secondary, and the most grinding thing is my miss and memory of Quan Yu.

Su Ye would come over to talk to me every day and convey to me Quan Yu's current situation, but I was not allowed to see him again no matter what. A week has passed, and he still hasn't woken up. Doctors can't say for sure whether they will wake up or if they will have to sleep like this for the rest of their lives, or if it will be worse.

When I was lying on the bed and closing my eyes as usual, the door of the ward was pushed open, and it was estimated that Su Ye had come over again, so I didn't deliberately open my eyes to say hello. But the person who came just sat on the edge of the bed and didn't speak after approaching, and when he felt that this was not Su Ye's aura, he opened his eyes, but the person who came was Lin Yunuo.

I didn't know what to say to greet her with a momentary opening sentence, but she was very straightforward, and when she saw me open her eyes, she said directly: "The day you fainted in front of me, I almost became a murderer." ”

Me: "... ”

As I watched you fall in pain, I thought, for a moment: if you die here like this, there will be no one to fight with me for power. And if you fall down yourself, even if you find out the cause of death, it won't be on my head.

Me: "Ahem, ahem... But you still called for help. ”

Lin Yunuo sighed and said, "That's right, I still called for help." Because the next second I was scared by that despicable self. If I'm going to fight, it's just fighting. ”

I thanked from the bottom of my heart: "Thank you for saving me." ”

Lin Yunuo suddenly looked at him fiercely and said: "But after learning that you are pregnant, I regret it a little! ”

I was overwhelmed by this vicious word, now there is no one around, even if I press the call immediately, it will take a while for the doctor to come, this time is enough for her to attack me, if she is carried away by hatred like Xiao Lin and reckless, then my child will be very dangerous, subconsciously put her hand to protect her lower abdomen, "What do you want to do?"

Lin Yunuo suddenly sneered: "Do you also know that you are afraid?"

"Of course I'm afraid, and I know that if anyone dares to hurt my child, even if it's a ghost, I won't let her go. ”

Lin Yunuo said: "I hate you very much, but I won't do anything to your child." Adult-to-adult matters are not children's business, I just want to tell you that even if you have his children, I will not give up. ”

She likes or hates a person who is upright, and I really can't hate this straightforward and stubborn little girl. However, I was relieved to hear that she had no malicious intent. "Yunuo, thank you for saving me. Thank you for taking care of Quan Yu for so many years, I don't have the face to tell you to fight for Quan Yu now, I can only say that I will never hurt him again in the future. ”