I don't know how long I've been asleep, but I feel a sore pain in every part of my body. There is a soft touch underneath the body, as if lying on a cloud, and the whole body is suspended. In a daze, I wanted to open my eyes, but my eyelids didn't listen, and I kept floating and floating in this nothingness, I don't know how long I have been floating, and I don't know where I will drift to.

Finally, a glimmer of light came through, and I tried hard to wake up again along with this glimmer of light, and finally, this time it succeeded. When I opened my eyes, I was greeted by an endless white color, all white under my feet, in the sky, and all around me, and I stood in this pure white, my brain was chaotic, my steps were vain, and I could barely maintain my balance.

I wanted to take a few steps, but I couldn't move my steps at all, as if I was frozen by a spell. I tried desperately to recall the memories in my head, trying to find a place that would coincide with everything in front of me to help me remember where it was, but my mind was blank, and I didn't even remember when I was here, and I had no idea why I was here.

I slowly squatted down, reaching out to touch the soft white ground like snow, but no matter how hard I tried, everywhere I touched the air, and the outstretched hand could not feel the hardness of the ground at all, but seemed to pass through the clouds.

Staring blankly at his hands, trying to find a solid place to put his feet. Suddenly, a pair of hands passed through the clouds and gently lifted me up.

I looked up to see the faces of the people who came, but my vision was obscured by the white clouds, and I couldn't see the other side clearly. I wanted to clear the obstacles in front of me, but my hands were grabbed in his hands and there was nowhere to do it, his fingers were slender, his palms were warm, and a wave of warmth poured into my body, which made me feel at ease.

He faced me and took my hands step by step, I followed the dazed forward, not knowing where he would take me, but my intuition told me that as long as I followed this person everything was safe, I could safely give myself to him. The hands felt so familiar to the touch, as if my hands were meant to be held by him.

He led me through the halos, across the vast fields, and on the fresh smell of the wind that came from the shops, as if there was no end to it. Suddenly, the surrounding air suddenly began to cool, and the white became lighter and lighter, leaking sky blue and green. The howling wind passed spontaneously, ruffling my hair and blowing away the barriers that stood between us, and the face of the person who came gradually became clearer, with delicate features, straight nose, bright eyes, and this angular face as if I had seen it somewhere, and as if it had been engraved in my mind since birth.

I broke free of a hand that had grabbed me and slowly reached out to him with my free hand, just to touch his face. He obediently leaned his face over and rubbed back and forth in my palm, this warm touch spread from his fingertips to his heart, and his internal organs were as if they had been touched by the spring rain, and they were suddenly full of life, and then he gradually took me into his arms and hugged me tightly, leaving his lips on my face and the top of my head.

When I was still unsatisfied, he suddenly raised his face, and his other hand let go of me, and walked forward on his own, I caught up with the first two steps and wanted to stop him, but was frightened by the sudden appearance of the cliff and sat on the ground, he stood on the edge of the cliff, and the voice came intermittently: "Rourou, go back~" The voice is far and near, erratic.

Is she calling me? Where are you going back? Why can't he come with me? Or why can't I stay here?

As he got closer and closer to the cliff, I struggled to my feet to try to grab him, but he pushed me away. I saw that one of his feet had begun to step into the air, and I was anxious to pounce and pull him back, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't get close to him, as if there was a transparent barrier between us.

I lunged hard, only to bounce back with the same force. I was not reconciled, so I rushed over again with all my strength, and then fell further. Seeing that half of his body was completely suspended in the air, the blood on my body seemed to be coagulated, and I shivered with cold. I crawled over, thrashing, shouting, and screaming with my hands desperately on the barrier between us, but to no avail.

I watched him get farther and farther away from me, his whole body already hanging in the air, ready to fall at any moment. Helplessness and despair led me into the abyss, and while I was struggling in this abyss, the person on the other side said, "Rourou, go back and live well." After that, my body began to fall rapidly, and all around me suddenly turned black, and the wind mixed with stones and broken branches swirled back and forth in the sky, and I struggled to break through the barrier and rushed to the edge of the cliff, and when I looked down, all I saw was darkness, and there was still no figure just now. There was only one thought in my mind, and that was: jump along. Although I have not yet remembered who I am, and I do not know who he is, my heart tells me that if he dies, I will not be able to live alone.

After jumping down, my whole body hurt as if I had been whipped when I fell rapidly, I desperately opened my eyes to find the person who had just fallen, but I was overwhelmed by the darkness around me, I struggled to breathe, desperately trying to grab something in the dark, but then I lost consciousness completely after a heavy impact.

When I opened my eyes suddenly, they were still white, but there was the sound of a machine around me and someone calling my name. Chen Mo stared at me obliquely, his eyes were red, he was holding my hand with one hand, and he was still holding something in the other, looking at me anxiously.

I was still immersed in the dream I had just had, and I forced myself to calm down and look left and right, this should be the hospital ward. But after looking around for a week, I found that there was only myself in this ward, so what about Quan Yu! What did the dream just now mean? Could it be that he was dead, and his soul would say goodbye to me? Struggling to sit up, Chen Mo hurriedly came over to support me, and I heard myself trembling and asked:

"Chen Mo, what about Quan Yu. ”

Chen Mo swallowed his saliva and said in a low voice: "He just finished rescuing, and now he is observing in the ICU, you are not in a very good state now, and you still need to lie down and rest." ”

Fortunately, he is still alive. I endured the pain in my body and wanted to get out of bed, and said to Chen Mo: "No, I want to accompany him, even if I take a look." ”

Chen Mo stopped my movements and said softly: "It's useless for you to go in the past now, the doctor will give him the best care 24 hours a day." ”

I had only one thought in my mind, and that was to see him. I ignored Chen Mo's persuasion and insisted: "No, I want to accompany him, he needs me." ”

Chen Mo seemed to be embarrassed and said, "But... ”

Hearing him say these two words, my nerves tensed: "But what? What's wrong with him?"

Finally, Chen Mo said with difficulty: "But, in your current state, the doctor won't let you come nonsense." ”

It turned out that he was worried about me, so I hurriedly said: "I'm fine, I'm fine, you also saw it, I'm awake now, I can go see him." ”

Chen Mo calmed me when I was about to rush out of bed, and said, "Arou, be good, you lie down for two more days, and when Quan Yu wakes up, I will tell you as soon as possible, okay? ”

I began to get irritable and pushed him away fiercely: "I said, I want to see him, you don't stop me, you can't stop me, if you want, then everyone is happy, if you don't want to, I can still go by myself!"

Chen Mo suddenly yelled: "Arou, you are pregnant, the impact makes you very unstable, and the situation of you and your child is also very dangerous." ”

The blood seems to be frozen all of a sudden, I am pregnant, how can this be, Quan Yu and I may be blood relatives, how can we have children, even if there is, is it possible that the children conceived by close relatives can be fully developed? Is this a blessing or a curse from God?

Chen Mo looked at me with a look of unbearability in his eyes. After hesitating for a long time, he lowered his tone and continued, "Arou, I know what you're afraid of. Before you woke up, I sat in the operating room and struggled to tell you the truth about the result, and my emotions told me that I could take this opportunity to make you completely dead to him. But reason told me not to take advantage of others like this. It wasn't until the doctor came out and told me the news that you were pregnant that I was relieved that this was a warning from heaven that I should not covet other people's things. Ah Rou, I found a paternity test in the car, which should have been left in the car when Quan Yu was looking for you. Outcome... ”

I stared at the folder in his hand, I already thought I wanted to open it, what parental grievances, what blood relationship, as long as Quan Yu is alive, I can not care about these. However, now it is suddenly said that I am pregnant, and it is my child with Kwon Woo. For this child, this report is especially important.

Chen Mo was silent for a moment and finally said slowly: "If the result is bad, I definitely don't dare to tell you now." Arou, this appraisal results show that you and him are not related by blood. Therefore, you have to think carefully about whether you should take good care of yourself and save this child for him. ”

The tense nerves relaxed all at once, great, we are not sisters and brothers, we are not cursed by God, I can love him. The palm of the hand gently stroked the lower abdomen, as if you could feel the tenacious growth of a small life inside. I never imagined that one day I would be lucky enough to give birth to a small life. As a mother, child, I must protect you well, just as your father protected me in the first place.

I slowly lay back on the bed, trying to calm myself down. "Chen Mo, thank you, this is very important to me. ”

Chen Mo sighed and continued, "Xiao Lin has been arrested. On the way to the hospital, I called the police, and she was detained when she left the country in a hurry, and now we have all the human and material evidence. She will pay for what she does. I won't let her go, Quan Yu's family won't let her go, and the law won't let her go. Quan Yu's revenge, when you are well, go and avenge it in person. ”

I closed my eyes and lay down. "Chen Mo, thank you, I want to take a break by myself. ”

"Good. I'll help you call the nurse to come and take care of you" The transparent folder was placed on the cabinet at the head of the bed, and Chen Mo walked out softly and closed the door.

The one who came in with the doctor turned out to be Su Ye who hadn't seen him for a long time, and it should have been Su Ye in Japan. After the doctor finished the examination, he slowly spoke: "Zhen Rou, I haven't seen you for a long time, how did you make yourself look so miserable?"

I struggled to get up, "How did you get back?"

He hurried over to stop my movements and put me back on the bed before he spoke: "I have some connections with Quan Yu's family, and I rushed back when I heard that he had an accident, but I didn't expect to come back and find that you also had an accident with you." ”

"Quan Yu, how is he?" I had no time to estimate what the origin he was talking about was like, grabbing his hand and looking forward to Su Ye's reply.

Su Ye put my hand into the palm of his hand and clenched it hard, sighed and said, "The operation is done, and now I am in the ICU for observation." He should still be working hard now, and you have to work hard. Let him wake up and not be disappointed. ”

Hearing the same reply as Chen Mo, I couldn't stop my tears from raining down, I don't know what the situation means, could it be that he has already gone, but they just made a scam to stabilize me temporarily?

If you don't see it with your own eyes, this worry won't go away. Su Ye has always treated me as his own sister and has never refused my request, and now he is my only hope. "Can you take me to see him? ”

Su Ye wanted to speak and stopped, and I quickly added: "I feel good now." When the car accident came, Kwon Yu blocked most of the impact for me. I'm just a little bit of a skin injury. ”

Su Ye was in a dilemma, "The doctor said that you need to stay in bed to protect the fetus, otherwise the child will be very dangerous." ”

I saw that his expression was softened and hurriedly struck while the iron was hot: "I can sit in a wheelchair, you push me over." Don't worry, I won't come nonsense, even if it's for Quan Yu, I won't let the child have an accident. ”

"Su Ye, I beg you! I must see him! I beg you! If I don't see him, I really won't be able to live for a minute. "The strength that I had been pretending to be just now collapsed in an instant, I grabbed Su Ye's arm and shook it desperately, begging him to take me to see Quan Yu.

Finally, Su Ye looked at the nurse beside him for help, the nurse shook her head in embarrassment, I saw that it was soft, and began to pull out the tube on my body, and they hurriedly came over and held me.

I struggled, "You're all lying to me, aren't you? He's so badly injured, is he dead? You're uniting to lie to me, aren't you? If you don't tell me the truth, I won't cooperate with the treatment." If he is gone, it will be meaningless for me and my child to live, it is better to die. ”

The nurse called the doctor, who looked at my situation and asked me to sign a document before letting me out. I don't have time to read the contents of the document in detail, but it is nothing more than that all the responsibilities that occurred during the trip have nothing to do with this hospital. Now, as long as I can see Quan Yu, I will not hesitate to sign my deed of sale.

Quan Yu's grandfather and Lin Yunuo, who had not seen each other for a long time, were sitting at the door of the ICU, and my grandfather didn't take a second look when he saw Su Ye pushing me closer. It's only been a few months since we last met, but I've aged a lot all of a sudden. No matter how powerful a person is, there will always be a fragile side, this vigorous and resolute man in the mall, never drags mud and water, and is afraid of three points for anyone who mentions it, and is also an old man who is nearly 70 years old but has only one relative around him.

I faced him without a word, and after letting Su Ye help me up, I limped to him and knelt down reverently.

"Grandpa, I'm sorry. It's all my fault!"

Lin Yunuo took the first step to stand up and said in a hoarse voice: "What are you still doing, don't you think you hurt him deeply enough? What extent do you still want him to be willing to do it for you! If I were to you, I would go far away, and I would never see him again in my life!"

I was powerless to refute her accusations, and looked at my grandfather with tears in my eyes, and after a long silence, my grandfather said in a very restrained tone: "You go to see him first, and when you are done, go back, and never come again." Lin Yunuo wanted to open her mouth again but was stopped by her grandfather, and she retreated to the side with red eyes.

I kowtowed gratefully and slowly got up, and when I turned around and walked towards Kwon Yu, each step felt longer, hoping to see him soon, but also afraid to see him. The bloody face appeared over and over again in his eyes, and his heart ached as if he had been beaten by thorns.

Kwon Yu on the hospital bed, a life that was originally alive, was sandwiched between a bunch of machines and tubes, and I couldn't even see his face. He lay there quietly, and when I saw that I was so cold that I couldn't hold it anymore, I slid down the door frame.

Su Ye hurriedly came over to help me, "Zhen Rou!"

Forcing himself to maintain his consciousness and clarity, "Su Ye, he must be in pain, what should I do?" ”

Su Ye sighed: "Zhen Rou, Quan Yu tried his best to save you, not to see you like this. You well, even if it's to live up to his friendship. ”

I tried to stabilize my body so that I would not fall, and I looked at the weak people inside like a knife. If I could, I really wanted every sin he suffered to be repaid on me.