Chapter 192: Compassion and Compassion Is Not True Love
The atmosphere in the café was extremely low, and the next two people sat quietly without talking, and I closed my eyes, and those good times, like the meteor shower we watched together, followed.
Young Song Junxi, young Xia Xia, and our young friends.
It's beautiful, but it's gone.
There has been beauty, there has been pain, this is growth, if you live in memories, you will only be stupid.
It's like Jun-hee who used to be crazy!
And I am the source of his pain.
Song Junxi opened his mouth first: "Xia Xia, this bracelet, return it to you, and return it to its original owner!"
I shook my head and resolutely refused to accept it again, there was no reason: "This was originally given to me by you, and now it is just right to return it to your hands, this is the return of the thing to its original owner!" I smiled and refused.
"Xia Xia!" his voice was low, but it still screamed a heart-rending pain.
"Junxi, we all try to let go, without me for ten years, didn't you come over, although it is painful, but it will pass, there are many feelings in this world, not only this one, we can be very good friends, not everything is going well, Wu Gang is also married, you probably know more about Zhibin than me, it is precious to be able to love once, let's not be too extravagant!"
Song Junxi listened to me say this, and the smile on his lips grew bigger and bigger, and finally turned into laughter, hollowness, and sadness.
At the end, he withdrew his smile and clutched the bracelet!
Song Junxi has always been quiet and gentle like jade, but we forgot how jade is made, stone, so those stubborn and domineering are like a time bomb hidden in his body.
And I'm that lead.
I switch his mood at any time.
Song Junxi is a person with a lot of obsession, so he will naturally hurt himself, just like the Seven Wounds Fist, hurting himself first and then others.
I feel distressed, but more helpless.
I felt that this would only make him more upset in front of him, and I wanted to go home.
He didn't force me, nodded in agreement, and put the bracelet in his pocket a little lonely.
I could clearly see that his hands were shaking violently!
Coming out of the café, Song Junxi insisted on sending me back, and I got out of the car and went straight in without saying goodbye to him.
I'm really scared to see him.
My mom looked bad at me and asked, "What's the matter?"
I said something a little cowardly and went back to my room.
Mom came in after me, and I rubbed my temples: "What about Zhiwen, why did you come back alone?"
"He, something happened in his company and left beforehand!"
"Did you get a license today?" I stared at me without blinking.
I shook my head: "No, I got a call from the company when I was on the way, and I went back!"
My mom sighed: "Why is there something wrong at this time, really!"
My mother saw my depressed appearance and thought I was sad: "Okay, don't think about it, wait a minute, call and ask what's going on, you can get the certificate any day!"
My mother was afraid that I would be upset, so she left the room after speaking.
I sat there personally, very upset, and when I took out my phone and was about to make a call, the phone rang.
Unfamiliar number, I thought about it, but I still took it.
For a while, I didn't hear who the phone was until she reported her name, Han Xiaoya.
I smiled wryly, the time to come is always coming, and she came to the door anyway.
I hung up the phone and called Chen Zhiwen twice but no one answered, and now I was really worried about what happened to the company.
I called Zhang Keke, and everyone in a department should know something, and Zhang Keke answered quickly.
I learned that there was a problem with the budget of the project he received some time ago, and now the company must find someone to be responsible for this matter, he is the manager, and naturally the first one cannot escape the involvement.
Moreover, according to Zhang Keke, that Li Feilong has coveted Chen Zhiwen's position for a long time, and he is waiting for an opportunity to replace him.
Although, I don't love him, but, after all, after knowing him for so many years, there is always a feeling.
I took a taxi and went directly to Chen Zhiwen's company, naturally I couldn't see it, I only saw Zhang Keke.
Zhang Keke hurriedly came out: "Xia Xia, this time it's really a big deal, the company does have an account in his hands, but he only sees the account, not the money, and the company's investigation team is already investigating!"
Zhang Keke saw that I didn't speak and stood there, and shook my shoulder with his hand: "Xia Xia, don't worry, we know the head best, you can rest assured, it will be fine!"
"I know, if you call me about something, I won't be able to contact him, so let's wait for you here when I get off work!"
I'm frustrated, this thing really went together, how could this be!
I looked at the time, and then went to Han Xiaoya's date.
Ten years, she has hardly changed, and if she had, it would have been more elegant.
When she saw me come in, she was always enthusiastic and familiar.
I'm a little reserved.
"Xia Xia, what are you drinking?"
"Let's get a coffee!"
The custom of the Chinese is to always be polite before saying things, and then start the text when the politeness is over.
I thought that Han Xiaoya was the same, but I didn't expect that she would talk straight to the point, it seems that I don't know her.
"Xia Xia, I know that you and Junxi are truly in love!" Han Xiaoya held coffee in one hand and stirred with a small silver spoon in the other.
Elegant and skillful!
With a little smile on his face, he is not annoyed!
"That's all in the past!" I don't shy away from and deny this love.
Han Xiaoya looked up at me and smiled: "Yes, it's all over, it's been ten years, I heard that you are also getting married!"
I also noticed the word in her words, and naturally she and Junxi are also going to get married.
I was slightly disappointed, but I didn't feel any jealousy.
"Yes, it's coming!" I tried to keep myself calm, maybe it was a woman's mind, I didn't want Han Xiaoya to see my heart.
"Congratulations, I'm going to be a bride!" Han Xiaoya reached out and took my other hand, smiling affectionately, really like a friend who hadn't seen her for many years.
I withdrew my hand a little unnaturally, and she didn't seem to mind at all.
smiled and said: "Xia Xia, you also know Junxi, he is a very affectionate person, we have not loved this man wrongly, he knows that you have suffered a lot in the past ten years, and he is very uneasy!"
Han Xiaoya looked at me and paused, I knew that she must have something to say next.
"Xia Xia, I know it's inappropriate, but I really don't mean anything else, I just want to do my best to make up for you!" Han Xiaoya took out a check from her bag and pushed it in front of me.
Han Xiaoya seemed to see that I was going to refuse, and pressed my hand with one hand: "Xia Xia, don't refuse first, listen to me, I really have no malicious intentions, I just want Junxi to feel better!"
Han Xiaoya sighed: "Xia Xia, do you know? We have known each other since childhood, and it is not an exaggeration to say that we are childhood sweethearts, and all the efforts I have made are to marry Song Junxi one day in the future, including, transferring to your school." ”
It turned out that my feeling back then was right, Han Xiaoya did come for Song Junxi.
"When I saw you with him, a woman's reserve and dignity made me want to give up, although it was difficult, but I didn't want to destroy you in the past, so many things happened later, I can't say what I felt in my heart, I was both glad and sad for him, I didn't want him to be so painful!"
When Han Xiaoya said this, her eyes were also red, I knew that his feelings for Song Junxi would not be less than mine, and a person's feelings would not be fake.
"Two years later, I went abroad, and I have been by his side all these years, I don't believe that I will lose to you if I accompany him so desperately!
Han Xiaoya looked at me, very calm, but I could feel the fire in her heart, the suppressed fire.
"Men are always like this, they are obsessed with what they can't get, and they don't forget, Jun-hee is also a man, and he will make the same mistakes!"
Han Xiaoya took a sip of coffee, I didn't interrupt her, and continued to listen to her.
"But pity, sympathy, this is not love, Xia Xia, I know, with your character, you don't want this, in the name of the love you once loved, make up for it in another way!" Han Xiaoya glanced at the indifferent me and continued: "Xia Xia, the past is the past, just like this summer, even if it is hot, it will be a tail, it is difficult to catch!"
Han Xiaoya observed my expression as she spoke, she said very subtly, she didn't say anything about letting me leave Song Junxi or anything, she didn't say a word, she knew that she was emotional and reasonable, Han Xiaoya was indeed a smart person.
I don't know her, but she knows me very well!