Chapter 191: What Do I Have to Love You For 尐ㄟ岚 Chocolate Plus More
"So, I said, there is destiny in the dark, Xia Xia, we are going to be together after all!" Song Junxi looked at me with a smile, so determined. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com]
Years later, I held the bracelet again, and finally I couldn't help it, tears flowed uncontrollably, and I couldn't care so much about it, and it wasn't the first time I lost my temper in front of him.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to sell it!
Song Jun-hee sat down next to me and asked me to lean on his shoulder.
"The first time I saw this bracelet from my aunt, it just looked familiar, but when I took it off and saw the letter that represented our names, I knew it was that day, and there would be no mistake.
I asked my aunt where she bought it, and she casually said that she bought it from a diamond boss, and I knew it was you, and I went back to China like crazy and went to look for you with a bracelet, but no, I still couldn't find you, as if I had disappeared from this world!"
Song Junxi gently told me about the things that made me cry and his affairs in the United States.
Then he was personally found by Uncle Song, who told my aunt our story and wanted her to help him, but no matter how many times he escaped, he would be caught.
He attempted the longest escape, wandering the streets of the United States for four days before being brought back to the police station, where he failed.
The last time he wanted to escape back to China was after graduating from college, and on the eve of Zhibin's trip to the United States, he watched Aunt Yao stop his car with her body and fall under his car.
Since then, he has not escaped, because Zhibin told him that I am dead, and he contacted Wu Gang and Li Nuo, and the answer he got was the same, I am dead.
Die by suicide!
Although he didn't believe it, he still confessed!
From then on, he did not run away, however, he did not inherit the Song family, he spent all his time working, trying to forget, but he still failed.
Ten years, ten years, there is no way to forget a person, there is no way to find me again, he finally accepted his fate, accepted the arrangement of the two families, and got engaged to Han Xiaoya.
However, he proposed to return to China for an engagement feast, and he wanted to come back to see this place that haunted him, missed, and hated.
Unexpectedly, on that day, we met again.
The fire in his heart began to burn again.
"So, Xia Xia, how did you ask me to give up on you, I can't do it, it took me ten years to forget, but I remember you more clearly, you say, how do you want me to forget you!"
He frowned, looking at me affectionately and persistently.
"Junxi, we can't do it, this is different from ten years ago, if we insist, have you ever thought about what Aunt Yao will think, and my mother, Xiaoya, Chen Zhiwen, we will hurt so many people, make so many people suffer, can we be happy? We can't be so selfish, mistakes can only be made once, isn't the price we have borne over the years enough? Junxi, forget it!"
If you can't forget it in ten years, you will forget it in twenty years.
It's better for two people to be in pain, and it's better for so many people to be sad together.
I'm not the Virgin Mary, I'm not the Savior, I'm not that noble, I just want the people I care about to live in peace.
Because they love each other and know that each other is alive and well in a corner of the earth, isn't it also good?
Love doesn't have to be long-lasting!
If the two love for a long time, how can they be in the morning and twilight!
"There are a lot of people I care about in this world, and the one who doesn't want to be negative is you, these, there will always be a way to solve them, I just need you to have an attitude, Xia Xia, do you still love me?"
He held my face and looked at me, I shook my head, unwilling to answer his question, I said a word of love, and the two families lost again.
If I don't love to speak, I won't be able to go through the same scene as three days ago again, and I will be heartbroken, and he said that the person I don't want to lose the most is me, and the person I don't want to hurt the least is not him.
"Xia Xia, is it so difficult to answer?" Song Junxi looked at me as if he didn't give up.
"Don't push me, is this answer still meaningful?"
I didn't want to look at his hot eyes, but Song Junxi refused to let go.
"Yes, it gives me strength and keeps my heart beating!
The two of us looked at each other, minute by minute, ten years had passed, and this was the first time I had taken his face seriously.
There are slight fine lines at the corners of the eyes, probably because of the frequent frowning, and there are some marks between the eyebrows.
He's almost thirty years old, he's really not young!
It is really time to get married and have children, and now we have a good engagement, because we meet again, according to his temper, we will definitely not get married well.
Aunt Yao and Uncle Song must be sad and disappointed with him, maybe they will return to China in a fit of anger, or let him return to the United States, this day is destined to not be peaceful.
Our lives will be in an uproar again.
I closed my eyes, didn't look at him, and said a faint word: "I loved you!"
Yes, I loved, ten years later, I have faded away and learned to chew words.
For old lovers to meet again, this sentence of love can minimize the damage.
Yes, loved, and before that, the two of us had loved each other deeply.
It's just that today, love has expired!
Therefore, it can only be called loved!
Song Junxi suddenly smiled slowly, muttering those two words: loved, loved······
I know he must be very uncomfortable!
He looked at me, and the smile on the corner of his lips became more and more charming: "If you have loved, you want to deny our past, do you think this is fair to love? If you think it has passed, I will take you to slowly remember the feeling of love, Xia Xia, I have time, ten years is not good, just twenty years, I have time, I said, I didn't plan to let go of you when I met you this time, I have always regretted it, why did you stay alone at your house ten years ago, I should accompany you!"
Song Junxi's voice was a little hoarse, but it was extremely gentle, with a hint of bewitchment.
Song Junxi, who was driven crazy by me that day, has now recovered.
I don't know how long I can last.
I don't know how much longer I can lie to myself.
"Xia Xia, don't run away anymore, we have missed ten years, if that is really the price to bear for the mistakes we made in our youth, then it is enough, Xia Xia, my happiness is you, you let me live, I will live, I will die, life and death will be determined by you!"
"No, your happiness is not mine, your life and death are not mine, Junxi, I can't love, I really can't love, do you have to force both of us to be guilty?
Thank you for your support, and thank you for the passing years!