"You're lying, Xia Xia, if what you say is true, this is what you think in your heart, why don't you dare to look at my eyes! You look into my eyes and say that you don't like me at all, you have never liked me, I will believe you, otherwise, you don't want to break up, how can I Song Junxi be the person you call and linger! I won't agree!"

Song Junxi lifted my chin and forced me to look into his eyes, he stared at me motionlessly, as if he wanted to see through my thoughts, in his eyes, there was anger, injury, pain, and pity!

I looked at him quietly, I rarely dared to look into his eyes like this, at first because I didn't dare, then because I was shy, every time I saw the burning love in his eyes, I didn't dare to look at it anymore, I was afraid that I would never be able to get out if I fell into it.

I like him wholeheartedly, but I don't dare to let myself be addicted to it, I am afraid that this day will come, and I am afraid every day, but I didn't expect it to come so soon.

Life, for me, is always so hopeless!

I didn't dare to speak, for fear that a subtle expression of my own would be seen through by him, and maybe I would never find such a suitable opportunity to say this again.

"You don't dare to say it, you're afraid, because what you're saying isn't really what you think in your heart at all, you're lying, you still like me, right, Xia Xia, you speak!" Song Junxi, who has always been calm and composed, is a little calm, I can feel the flames in his eyes, he must be very angry.

"Xia Xia, why do you torture yourself and me like this, isn't it good for us to be together? We study together, go to college together, I know, I have wronged you now, but soon, all this will pass soon.

When we go to college, I will talk to my parents about us, if they agree, let them hold a grand engagement ceremony for us, if not, I will leave the Song family, I work and study, make money for us to go to college, you can rest assured, I will not let you suffer with me, I will definitely do my best to make you happy.

Xia Xia, don't think nonsense, you don't have to think about anything, just stay by my side obediently, I promise that I won't disturb your school when I'm at school, I'll accompany you at school on weekends, we will do the test papers together, I've already planned our future, Xia Xia, if you don't have you, how can you let me complete those dreams alone, it belongs to the two of us. ”

Song Junxi hugged my shoulders and took me into his arms, his voice was a little choked and doting, I knew that he was also trying his best to suppress his temper, when did he talk to someone like this.

I stood there numbly, my heart was already in chaos, and I seemed to tell him that I also wanted to be by his side and fulfill such a beautiful dream together, but I couldn't.

He even left the Song family in order to let us be together, Uncle Song and Aunt Yao are such a child as him, how can I let him be charged with unfilial piety, besides, he is Aunt Yao's life!

If there was no him, Aunt Yao would really be sad to death.

My tears fell uncontrollably, and I couldn't even speak, so I could only shake my head desperately.

I pushed him and tried to get out of his arms, but his strength was so great that I was simply indifferent to my struggle.

I hit him on the back and stepped on his feet, but he didn't let go at all as if he didn't feel it.

"Song Junxi, you let me go, don't do this, don't do this!" I said intermittently, and even I couldn't hear what I was saying.

"I won't let go, I said, I will never let go of you in my life, I will never let go!" Song Junxi was very stubborn.

"Song Junxi, I hate you, I hate you like this, you let me go!" I pounded him on the shoulder, and he didn't care at all.

Suddenly he held my face and kissed it all at once.

I was caught off guard, salty tears flowed into our mouths, not as sweet as usual, with a bit of despair, yes, despair, in the future, such a kiss will never belong to me again, such sweetness will no longer belong to me, very unproductive, at that moment, I was really shaken, I was reluctant.

But I know that my reluctance will hurt the two of us, how can he live like this because of me.

I closed my eyes, snapped my teeth shut, and bit down hard.

There was a strong smell of blood, Song Junxi was in pain, let go of me, the corners of his mouth were overflowing with blood, I couldn't bear to look at it, my heart was as distressed as a knife.

I was caught off guard, he kissed me again, I only felt a pain in my lips, and he let go of me: "Xia Xia, we are now lips and teeth together, bone and blood are fused, I will never let go of you again!"

I shook my head and took a step back: "Song Junxi, you're crazy, I don't like you, I hate you, I don't want to be with you, let's break up, I beg you, you didn't say you like me, then I ask you to like me, let me go, let me go!"

I crouched on the ground and wept bitterly.

Song Junxi approached me step by step, every step seemed to be stepping on my heart, so clear, so painful, I felt that my heart was bleeding like a river.

He picked me up: "Xia Xia, what the hell is going on, what are you doing!"

He can always easily hit the softest place in my heart, I really can't help him so gentle, I'm afraid that I will surrender in front of him all at once, I can't help but hide in his arms, hide in the haven he built for me, I can't live a lifetime under his protection, he has done so much for me, I should always do one for him!

"Song Junxi, I'm really fed up, I'm fed up with such a life of worrying every day, I'm afraid that my classmates will find out, I'm afraid that my teachers will find out, I'm afraid that my parents will find out, I don't want to go on like this anymore, and I don't like you at all, you forced me from the beginning, I never liked you, think about it, from the beginning to the present, did I say that I like you? It's just that you're making a lot of affection, the most important thing is that I'm just afraid that if I go against your will, my life will be even more sad, and it will affect my parents, Song Junxi, I've never liked you, I hate you! very, very annoying!" I pushed him away and yelled at him with all my might.

Song Junxi's eyes were full of regret, but he still refused to believe it, he sneered slightly: "Do you think I'm so easy to deceive? Why, you used to be afraid of affecting your parents' work, aren't you afraid now? I know, you are like this for a reason, you can explain it to me clearly now, I should have never happened, okay, let's reconcile, this time I did not do well, make you worried and insecure, it will not be in the future, you believe me!"

I didn't expect Song Junxi to be so stubborn, so I simply told him: "I naturally won't be afraid, don't you know? Uncle Song has already helped us settle the hukou, even if you quit my parents, it will be easy for them to find a new job, and besides, I wish it would be like this, our family will no longer have to send people to live in your house in the future, and I don't want to see you again, Song Junxi, you can't threaten me, that's why I will break up with you at this time, and the most important thing is that I mind very much, you use this means to win back my first place!"

Every word and sentence I said was like a stitch piercing my heart, and I couldn't even find the location of the pain.

I felt like I was going to vomit blood.

How can I hurt him like this, Xia Xia, if you hurt someone who is good to you like this, sooner or later you will get retribution!

However, if he can be good, the person I love most in my life Liu Xia can have a better future, I am willing, he is tomorrow, the dazzling brilliance can be felt even if I am in the corner, and I am a mustard, even if I work hard, I can't grow a towering tree.

Therefore, all this is worth it, there is no lack of sunshine in this world, but there is no less Liu Xia for me.

I stroked my chest and said even more cruel words: "Song Junxi, I hated you from the first time I saw you, don't be sentimental anymore!"

Song Junxi's body trembled slightly, and against the backdrop of the blood stains on the corners of his lips, his face turned even paler, like a faint white light in the morning light, looking extremely weak.

I turned my face away, I couldn't bear to look at it again.

"Liu Xia, what you said are your sincere words?" The wind blew in from the door, blowing his hair a little messy, looking even more haggard, he really lost a lot of weight during this time, yes, he was busy taking the first place in the exam, making the teacher trust, busy doing a good job in the class and being a role model for his classmates, busy planning our future, I really brought him too much trouble.

I was surprisingly calm, looked at him, and quietly replied, "Yes, that's what I've always thought!"

Song Junxi stood there silently, without a trace of expression, as time passed, his expression did not change in the slightest, and he didn't even blink his eyes.

However, that look, just one glance, made me feel distressed.

If I say such cruel words, he must be very sad in his heart, Song Junxi, I'm sorry, I don't want to be like this, I'm sorry!

"Okay, very good!" Song Junxi suddenly spoke, a sarcastic smile appeared on the corner of his lips, and he looked out the window, the whole person was cold and lonely: "I'm as you wish!" "He didn't even want to look at me again, he must have been very disappointed in me!"

Song Junxi's five words came out, and my whole person seemed to be evacuated, stunned, lost and depressed, yes, my heart was broken, I had no heart, but how to live, and when I reacted, he was already out of the classroom door.

I wanted to stop him loudly and tell him that those words were not my intention, but my throat was so tight that I couldn't make a sound, and I couldn't bear it!

I sat down on the ground, crying, I couldn't bear it, I really couldn't bear it!