In front of Xu Nan, my emotions can always reach the extreme, she is too easy to pluck my mood, touch my heartstrings, so that I can't calm down, from the moment I saw her appear on the rooftop, my heart couldn't stop being excited, later, she persuaded me to escape, let me leave this dangerous place, my heart couldn't help but hurt, I don't like to be looked down on by her, I don't want to be a fragile man in her heart, but I also know that she is kind and doesn't want to see me die, so even if my heart hurts, I can accept it.

However, I can't accept it, Xu Nan misunderstands me like that, she would rather believe Gao Jiawei than believe me, this point, I am too heartbroken, too cold, no matter how Gao Jiawei is alarmist in front of her, how to mislead her, she should not doubt me, she should know me.

Just because I was afraid of disturbing her happiness, even if I was provoked by Gao Jiawei, I didn't attack him, I just didn't want to destroy the relationship between them, even if I knew that Gao Jiawei was a hypocritical villain, I was thinking about whether to tell Xu Nan, for fear that she would be sad. I did this to her, how could she misunderstand me like this, how could she?

At this moment, my hatred for Gao Jiawei has reached the limit, everything is because of him, it is him, after I was taken away by Grandpa Han, I took the opportunity to take Xu Nan, it was he who struck my loyalty alliance and killed my brother, and it was he who made Xu Nan's misunderstanding of me deeper and deeper, for such an insidious hypocrite, no matter what, I must stab him, I can't take care of Xu Nan anymore, even if Xu Nan hates me and doesn't understand me, Gao Jiawei, he must die.

Seeing me like this, Xu Nan's eyes changed again, becoming extremely disappointed, and even resentful, she cried and shouted at me: "Wu Lai, you were not like this before, why did you become like this, why!"

Xu Nan's voice was full of despair, and she blamed me deeply, her misunderstanding of me has gone deep into her bones, in her opinion, I want to kill Gao Jiawei because of my selfishness, because of my little belly, because my heart has changed, which really makes me miserable.

When the smoke cleared, I shrugged my nose slightly, and then replied to Xu Nan very seriously: "I haven't changed, you are the one who has changed my heart!"

I was so sad that my heart was too bitter, I really didn't know how to answer Xu Nan, I was half-loud, and I could only squeeze out such a sentence, but just this sentence showed my heart, my heart has always been open, and I speak with confidence, because I feel that what I do has a clear conscience.

It's just that Xu Nan didn't understand my heart at all, she listened to my words, as if she became even more disappointed, she was graceful, took out a tissue directly from her bag, and wiped her tears.

Wiping away her tears, Xu Nan's expression suddenly returned to indifference, it was the kind of desperate indifference, her eyes when she looked at me also changed, and became very empty, as if I had become a passerby in her eyes, she paused for a while before saying to me: "Wu Lai, I'll ask you one last time, don't do stupid things anymore, go back, okay?"

Seeing Xu Nan's cold expression, my heart stabbed again, now Xu Nan has really changed, her temperament and personality have changed, and even the tone of her speech has changed, which makes me very unaccustomed, but, I can't let her see my pain, I don't want to show the slightest vulnerability in front of her, I try my best to suppress all kinds of emotions, so that my face has become grim, I looked at Xu Nan with very firm eyes, and said categorically: "Gao Jiawei must die!"

Saying too much, it's meaningless, this sentence represents my central idea, I have never had such a big grudge against a person, even if it is against a wild wolf, no, but Gao Jiawei has indeed broken through my limit, even if I die with him, I will not hesitate.

When Xu Nan heard my words, she didn't have any more mood swings, she just pouted helplessly, her expression became unpredictable to me, she glanced at me lightly a few times, and then said to me: "Treasure, goodbye!"

After speaking, Xu Nan resolutely turned around and left directly, her back, there is more luxurious temperament in fashion, but there is less familiar taste at the beginning, she has become so strange, so indifferent, cold I am chilling.

From beginning to end, Xu Nan did not persuade me not to kill Gao Jiawei, for her, it seems that she is not worried about Gao Jiawei's safety at all, I know, she is not emotionless for Gao Jiawei, but she thinks that I can't kill Gao Jiawei, in her opinion, I can't pose any threat to Gao Jiawei at all, I said that I want to kill Gao Jiawei, it's just whimsical, it's unashamed, it's an impossible thing to achieve, she only said to let me turn back, obviously I don't want me to give my life in vain, she will always feel that I am a weak soft egg, I am unwilling, too unwilling, I am desperate, shouted at Xu Nan's back: "I swear, I will definitely kill Gao Jiawei with my own hands!"

In a word, it roared out all my emotions, it was like the voice of the devil, extremely terrifying.

However, my magic voice didn't make Xu Nan have a reaction, as if she hadn't heard my roar, she walked forward without even slowing down. Perhaps, my vow full of anger was a joke to her, and she left without any care.

Until she disappeared in front of my eyes, Xu Nan did not hesitate, did not have any nostalgia, and did not have any entanglement, she had completely let go of me, the passer-by in her life, she didn't want to care about me anymore, let me fend for myself, the emotion between me and her, at this moment, seemed to be completely broken.

Suddenly, my tears of despair collapsed like a flood, rolling down, I tried so hard to show strength and determination in front of Xu Nan, but in the end, she still looked down on me and misunderstood me, and I only became a pathetic joke and an unreasonable bastard to her. And Gao Jiawei replaced me and became the hero in her heart, and became her eternal dependence, this fact is really unbearable.

My tears flowed more and more fiercely, the anger and resentment in my heart suddenly burst out, I raised my head to the sky, roared loudly, roared, shook the heavens and the earth, and echoed over this pheasant university for a long time, endlessly.

My miserable howling sound, moving the heavens and the earth, the sky seemed to sense my grievances and pain, suddenly shed tears for me, the sky, without warning, heavy rain drifted, I stood alone in the rain, let the rain rag, tears and rain intertwined on my face, let me face full of desolation. My hazy eyes seemed to see Xu Nan's most innocent and lively smile again, and next to my ears, it seemed that Xu Nan's distant voice came:

"If you want to drink milk tea, go, go in, Miss Ben invites you to have a drink!"

"Wu Lai, you're a big fool!"

"Look at your little appearance, I shouldn't have been to KTV with a beautiful woman, my sister will let you enjoy it at one time and help you make up for those lost youth!"

"Wu Lai, do you want to fall in love with me?"

"Now others don't take a fancy to you, because they don't have vision, and they don't know you enough, I believe that in the future, there will definitely be many girls who are crazy about you, so I want to seize the opportunity, strike first, trap you, and don't let others snatch it away!"

"Wu Lai, after tonight, you must be responsible for me, and you must not let me down, okay?"

"For you, I won't let people ruin my innocence!"

"I won't be separated from Wu Lai!"

"I thought you didn't want me anymore, you don't want me anymore!"

"I've seen the film too, I know how to do it, I'll help you!"

"You liar!"

Time is fragmented in front of me, everything about Xu Nan flashed from my mind, and was smashed in an instant, this woman I have been unable to let go, it seems, gradually walked out of my body, I can't keep it, and I can't hold it, she, like a meteor in my life, is getting farther and farther away until it disappears.

The heavy rain is still pouring, and even getting heavier and heavier, my eyes are becoming more and more blurred, the grievances in my heart are beyond words, and the pain in my heart is even more turbulent and violent, my body seems to be unable to bear it, to collapse, to be washed away by the rain, just when I feel that I am going to be completely washed away by this downpour, suddenly, the rain seems to have stopped, no longer fiercely slapped on my body, so that I was on the verge of collapse, got a chance to breathe.

Immediately, I opened my blurred eyes and found a pale-faced and effeminate little girl, holding a white umbrella, standing next to me, shielding me from the downpour.

It is such a small umbrella, a sick and weak girl, it seems to hold up a whole sky for me, she is sick and weak, but her spirit is so resolute, every time in my most desperate moment, she can always appear in time, shelter me from the wind and rain, give me support, give me hope.

Looking at this flawless, indifferent but infinitely affectionate ponytail, my broken heart slowly became conscious, and my blurred eyes gradually became clearer.

The ponytail at this moment, in my opinion, is really like a fairy, giving me warmth, giving me light, and even, giving me strength, invisibly, she pulled my body, hooked my soul, healed my heart, let my heart be cold and broken, I felt the true feelings of this world, let me fall into the bottom of the abyss, I found some kind of support, I couldn't help it, I hugged the ponytail, reached out and hugged her, hugged very tightly...