When I said this, my voice was very hoarse, and I hid too many emotions, so that Xu Nan was choked speechless, perhaps, she could feel the pain in my heart, just ask, which man bears the hatred of killing his brother, the hatred of taking his wife, as soon as I think of the resentment that Gao Jiawei brought me, his despicability and shamelessness, he ruined everything for me, my unwillingness became more and more intense, and anger followed, I couldn't help but shouted to Xu Nan: " Xu Nan, do you remember this place, it was on this rooftop that we faced a common enemy, Ding Wudi, it was this incident that made our feelings change, and let us finally walk together, but now, because of Gao Jiawei, you left me, and Ding Wudi also died, do you think I am willing to leave like this? I will definitely make him pay!"

When you miss someone, that person will appear in your mind, appear in your dreams, and make you haunt your dreams, and once the person in this dream appears in front of you. You'll feel unbelievable, you'll think it's still a dream.

At this moment, I was like this, I saw Xu Nan standing in front of me, but I couldn't believe it, I thought it was a phantom, so I closed my eyes vigorously, and then opened them suddenly, but I found. She is not a phantom, she is a real Xu Nan, it's just that today's Xu Nan has changed too much from the past, and it has become a little strange to me.

Her hair. Fluttering in the wind, the wind is messy, but it does not affect her noble temperament at all, her makeup is very exquisite, her clothes are even more fashionable and atmospheric, showing grace and luxury, Xu Nan at the beginning, young and lively, has always been the little girl in my heart who needs to be protected. That's why I kept her at home and waited for me, for fear that she would get any blood.

However, today's Xu Nan is no longer young, and all the mature charm is revealed on his body, and I don't know if it is because he married into a wealthy prince like Gao Jiawei, Xu Nan seems to have completely become a noblewoman, and her appearance and temperament are so special. Her demeanor is also so peaceful, there is no entanglement and depression when she is with me, perhaps, this is the life Xu Nan wants.

Seeing her like this, I was in a trance for a moment, and everyone fell into a state of confusion. Just now, before Xu Nan appeared, I was still thinking about her, thinking about our past, thinking about the tangled present, and thinking about how to face her in the future.

But now, out of nowhere, she appeared and really stood in front of me. I didn't know what to say, I couldn't open my mouth for a while, a huge contrast hit me, so that I couldn't associate the luxurious Xu Nan in front of me with the lively and lovely Xu Nan in the past, as if, standing in front of me was the stranger I was most familiar with, and the strangeness made me faintly feel fear in my heart.

After a long pause, I asked Xu Nan stupidly, "Did you call me?"

When Xu Nan heard my words, she felt my strangeness, her expression was slightly disappointed, she pursed her mouth lightly, and then asked me, "Is there anyone else here besides you?"

I pursed my mouth and said casually: "Oh, I'm afraid you recognize the wrong person, because my name is Peng Zirui!"

The last three words, I deliberately shouted out, I don't know if I was angry, or uncomfortable with Xu Nan's changes, or I wanted to be strong in front of her, so that she knew that I was not a vulnerable existence. Anyway, at this moment, I am like a stubborn child.

Xu Nan saw me like this, her expression also changed slightly, she seemed a little helpless, and a little sad, she stared at me motionlessly, stared at me for a while, and then said to me: "I persuaded you to leave last time, why don't you leave, do you really want to throw your life here?"

Xu Nan's tone was indeed full of worry, she was completely different from Gao Jiawei, even if Gao Jiawei came to persuade me, he was with that kind of arrogant posture, belittling me, stimulating me, ostensibly persuading me to leave, but actually encouraging me to stay. The remnants of the earth's blood.

And Xu Nan, she obviously persuaded me to escape with sincerity, no matter whether we are strangers now, at least, we have had an indelible mark before, we have experienced too much, she thinks of some old feelings, and she doesn't want to see me die, maybe it's normal.

It's just that she doesn't know that now I am dead, and I will not be a coward. I have lost a lot in love, I didn't become a big hero in Xu Nan's heart, I didn't become her solid backing, this is already the most cruel blow to me, how can I still use running away to confirm the fact that I am incompetent?

In particular, now that I know Gao Jiawei's true face, it is even more impossible for me to hide. So, I replied directly to Xu Nan firmly: "Don't worry, my life is very hard, I can't die!"

When Xu Nan heard this, she suddenly showed a wry smile, as if she was laughing at my innocence, she paused for a long time before she said to me: "You killed Shao Shuai last night, killed the Gao family's henchmen, the Gao family can't let you go, they have announced to the outside world, to get rid of you, you should know the Gao family's ability in this city, you will be isolated, leaving is your only choice!" ad_250_left ();

Xu Nan's words stabbed my heart deeply, no matter what, I am fragile in her eyes, no matter how I change, I am just a poor worm in her heart, a dou who can't be helped, or in other words, she has never believed in my ability, indeed, from the beginning of our relationship at school, I am in a weak state, even if I become stronger in the future, it is also a constant risk, and people are constantly pressing me, I have not given Xu Nan a real sense of security at all, perhaps, this is also the reason why Xu Nan did not choose me but chose Gao Jiawei。

The more I thought about it, the more sad I felt, and the more my heart hurt, I tried my best to suppress this unwillingness, tried to be strong, behaved indifferently, and replied to her: "I understand your kindness, but I won't leave!"

Seeing that I was so stubborn, Xu Nan's brows couldn't help frowning, and with a hint of displeasure, she continued to persuade me: "Wu Lai, why are you so stubborn, what is there to be nostalgic here, why do you have to stay here, what if you leave, what is more important than living!"

In Xu Nan's view, if I don't leave, it is equivalent to death, in her opinion, there is no place for me in this city, there is no person or thing I miss nostalgically, hearing her words, I can't help laughing, laughing so bitterly, with this bitter smile, I am very unwilling to shout at Xu Nan:" Yes, this is indeed not my place, not my hometown, here, I have too many painful memories, all of which are unbearable memories, but even so, I will not leave, I would rather die heroically than be like a lost dog, gray and go!"

When I said this, my voice was very hoarse, and I hid too many emotions, so that Xu Nan was choked speechless, perhaps, she could feel the pain in my heart, just ask, which man bears the hatred of killing his brother, the hatred of taking his wife, as soon as I think of the resentment that Gao Jiawei brought me, his despicability and shamelessness, he ruined everything for me, my unwillingness became more and more intense, and anger followed, I couldn't help but shouted to Xu Nan: " Xu Nan, do you remember this place, it was on this rooftop that we faced a common enemy, Ding Wudi, it was this incident that made our feelings change, and let us finally walk together, but now, because of Gao Jiawei, you left me, and Ding Wudi also died, do you think I am willing to leave like this? I will definitely make him pay!"

At this time, I don't want to hide anything, after all, between me and Gao Jiawei, it has reached the point where either he dies or I die, and it is impossible to hide this matter from Xu Nan, I must confess to her, and let her know that I will kill Gao Jiawei.

And, after Xu Nan listened to my words, her eyes couldn't help but change, she stared straight at me with her eyes full of meaning, and then said, "I know why you didn't leave!"

Seeing Xu Nan's reaction and hearing her words, I thought that Xu Nan was thoughtful, and he understood what I meant, and knew Gao Jiawei's human face and beast heart, so I immediately replied calmly: "It's good that you know!"

But I didn't expect that in the next second, Xu Nan was angry, she was very helpless and angry and shouted at me: "Wu Lai, are you still the Wu Lai I know? How did you become like this? That day, you made a big fuss about my wedding, I don't blame you for your sincere feelings and impulsiveness, but I really didn't expect that you still have a grudge against Jiawei, you stayed, I'm afraid it's more to deal with Jiawei, you are just machismo, you don't want your woman to be good with any man, right?"

Xu Nan's sudden words, like a thunderbolt, instantly stunned me, how could I have thought that Xu Nan she, would look at me like this, originally she was at the wedding scene, it hurt my body, let me be bruised all over the body, painful, I finally recovered from the pain, now, Xu Nan gave me such a terrible bombardment, it simply crushed my bones and ashes, my eyes, directly became red and red, my whole person, also stunned, I looked at her blankly, asked: " Am I so unbearable in your mind?"

My voice became more hoarse, even if I experienced life and death, I didn't feel so painful, for her, I made a big fuss about the wedding, only to provoke Gao Jiawei, to provoke the sixth master, and to let my brothers suffer an unwarranted disaster, but in the end, in front of Xu Nan, I actually evolved into a villain who will be revenged, I am really unwilling.

However, Xu Nan couldn't see into my heart, didn't understand the pain in my heart, her eyes were also red, tears were rolling in her eyes, she seemed to be quite uncomfortable, she said to me with a little crying: " Maybe I thought you too well before, you have the backbone and blood Yes, you can find Shao Shuai and them to take revenge, you even kill them, you deserve, but you shouldn't deal with Jiawei, he has always helped you, he pleaded with his father several times for you, he really wanted to help you, but you still want to kill him, you let me down so much!"

Xu Nan's words, each sentence is more cruel than the other, the sentence hurts me more than the other, I feel like my heart has been torn apart by something, the pain of drilling my heart makes my eyes even redder, my throat is stuck, it is difficult to breathe, there is nothing more uncomfortable than being misunderstood by my beloved woman, especially, Xu Nan and I have experienced so much, no matter how she should know who I am, why would she say this about me? Why?

Suddenly, my heart trembled, I thought of Gao Jiawei, this sinister villain who is noble on the surface and ugly in his heart, he has always played a good person in front of Xu Nan, he has also misled me, so that I also think that he is a righteous gentleman, and now, his true face has been exposed by me, he will definitely worry that I will tell Xu Nan about him, so he has a wicked person to sue first?

Thinking of this, I hurriedly trembled and asked Xu Nan, "Did Gao Jiawei tell you all this?"

Xu Nan didn't hide it, and said to me very bluntly: "Yes, last night Jiawei told me that you were going to kill him together, I couldn't believe it, but now, I believe it!"

Sure enough, Gao Jiawei, the villain, is really terrifying, obviously he wants to kill me, but he told Xu Nan that I want to kill him, so that Xu Nan has a preconceived concept, misleading Xu Nan, saying that I want to kill him for personal feelings, in this way, if I tell Xu Nan today that I want to kill Gao Jiawei, it just verifies that what Gao Jiawei said is the truth, and it just makes Xu Nan believe Gao Jiawei.

Suddenly, the cold hairs on my body stood up, and I felt cold and cold all over my body, this world is really terrible, people's hearts are even darker, Gao Jiawei's insidiousness has reached the point where I am afraid, and what makes me even more sad is that Xu Nan still believes it, I am too heartbroken, too uncomfortable, and too depressed.

After slowing down for a long time, I asked her in a hoarse voice: "Xu Nan, haven't you ever thought that your husband, Prince Gao, is a real hypocrite!"

Although my voice is hoarse, my tone is very serious, even if there is only a little hope, I also hope that Xu Nan will not believe Gao Jiawei, I hope that this woman who once loved me so much and experienced so much with me can believe me...

However, what broke my heart was that Xu Nan listened to my words, but directly shed sad tears, and shouted at me: "You are enough, Wu Lai, you have really changed, you have changed a little different from before, I still like that ugly you, you at that time, so innocent, so sincere, but now, your appearance has changed, your identity has changed, even your heart has changed, you are no longer the Wu Lai I knew before, you are not!"

Xu Nan's voice was full of desolation, chilled my heart, froze my soul, she still chose to believe in Gao Jiawei after all, she was really too desperate for me, and she had really completely let go of me, so she would stand in the perspective of others and want to distort me, and now she has positioned her image of me, I have become a despicable existence, and Gao Jiawei has become a noble existence, Gao Jiawei's position in my heart has been deeply rooted, what do I say, Xu Nan will no longer trust me, will only think that I am a villain, and continue to smear Gao Jiawei。

If, before that, I still had a little bit of fantasy, looking forward to Xu Nan marrying Gao Jiawei because of his hardships and unspeakable secrets, but now, obviously, I am too naïve, she really has feelings for Gao Jiawei, she let go of me and chose Gao Jiawei, this fact, I don't want to admit it, and I must admit it thoroughly, but why do I think of this fact, I will be in such pain, the painful soul will be shattered, and the painful body is almost numb.

Just when I was crumbling, a cold wind, slapped on my face, woke me up instantly, let me return to this cruel world, I raised my eyes with difficulty, looked at Xu Nan who was extremely disappointed in me, looked at the woman I once loved the most, my eyes, suddenly became empty, my broken heart, I can no longer feel the pain, at this moment, in my heart, there is only hatred, endless monstrous hatred against the despicable Gao Jiawei, this crazy hatred almost burst my body, so that my body keeps trembling.

I trembled my hands, involuntarily took out a cigarette, and smoked it in front of Xu Nan.

I had nothing to do with Xu Nan, I could only use smoking to relieve my emotions at the moment, I took a few puffs at random, I spit a smoke ring into the sky, and then, I said to Xu Nan very calmly: "Xu Nan, no matter what you think of me, but I still regard you as a friend, as a friend, I sincerely advise you, don't rely too much on Gao Jiawei, and be ready to let him go as soon as possible!"

Xu Nan was originally in a state of sadness, and when she suddenly heard my words, her teary eyes immediately showed an inexplicable color, she looked at me blankly, and asked in amazement: "Why?"

I took a deep puff of my cigarette, and then, I flicked the cigarette butt into the sky with my fingers, and then exhaled a long puff of smoke rings, my eyes, through the smoke swirling, released an extremely fierce poisonous light, stared straight at Xu Nan, and said sharply: "Because, I will kill him with my own hands!"