Wandering until my legs were already wooden, I randomly found a stone brick and sat down, the cold touch and the scenes of many years ago surging like an uncontrollable tide, weighing down my chest.

Thinking that there was still Quan Yu waiting for me to go back at home, I turned around a thousand times for a while, and I didn't know how to face it. He buried his head between his knees and let his tears run wild.

I clearly know that I love Quan Yu deeply, from his sudden appearance in my vitality to the two desperate rescues me, I know that I love him a little more every day in the past, but Chen Mo's thing came too suddenly, I was a little unbearable, and the past that I had sealed it up suddenly reversed, which caught me off guard. It's like a person who accidentally broke his leg many years ago, even if he can't see it with the loss of time, and he doesn't feel the pain on weekdays, but he still feels the slightest pain on a rainy day. Those past experiences are not like broken branches, as long as they are broken, there is no trace of them.

All along, I thought I was a victim in this relationship, and I survived it with my own indomitable will, and after I survived, I couldn't help but secretly applaud myself when I dreamed back at midnight, admired my strength and forbearance, admired my own temperament even more, and never went to him to make a big noise.

But this once conclusive fact, the fact that I have been tumbling and calming like a buffalo rumination countless times, suddenly came to an ultimate reversal today, the betrayal by my lover and bullied by my classmates suddenly became the person who was protected, and the betrayal I thought turned into the person who loved me deeply in exchange for my stable life at the cost of freedom.

He went through so many years of trials abroad alone, which burned his body and corroded his heart. My years of entanglement and nightmares have also turned into a self-talk masochism.

But no matter how sad that past is, after all, I now have Quan Yu and have started another period of happiness, but Chen Mo is still living in pain. If it weren't for Chen Mo's original success, I might just be a high school graduate now, working a part-time job, without the security of life, and naturally I would not have the ability to send my mother to a nursing home, and I would still be able to maintain a decent job.

But even if time comes again, even if we don't have so many misunderstandings, time has fulfilled us who love each other, but Chen Mo's parents are so opposed to the two of us, the disparity in family circumstances will inevitably lead to different views on things, Xiao Lin keeps stirring in the middle, how long can we persist in walking with so many obstacles in between?

But even if my heart is tangled and messy, as a real person, I still have to face it, although the past between me and Chen Mo is full of misunderstandings and regrets, which makes people extremely sad, but I can't pull Quan Yu over to give us back, he loves me so much, I have failed Chen Mo and don't want to hurt Quan Yu anymore.

When I took a taxi back downstairs, I saw that the lights in the house were still on, and the yellow halo warmed the darkness. I was like a ronin who had been lost in the darkness for a long time, looking at this light from afar, and suddenly I saw the hope of life.

There was a shock and warmth in my heart and a trace of guilt, Quan Yu treated me sincerely, but I was sad for a night of past with others. I went to the convenience store in the community and bought an ice cream, leaned on the tung tree on the side of the road, and put it on my eyes that were a little swollen from crying, and calmed my mind by the way. When the ice cubes in his hands turned soft and his eyes didn't hurt as before, he rubbed his hands that were a little numb from the cold and walked back.

The moment I pushed the door open, I didn't expect Quan Yu to still sit in front of the dining table, the food on the table didn't move, and Quan Yu's stiff posture didn't know how long it had lasted. Looking at the past from afar, it looks like a frozen oil painting, in which there is loneliness, loneliness, entanglement and a trace of fear.

The protagonist of the oil painting squeezed out a smile when he heard me come back and said: "Finally I waited for you to come back, you only said that you saw a friend, but you didn't say that it was so late, and I called your mobile phone and turned it off, I was worried to death." If you don't come back, I'm going to call the police. ”

"Kwon Yu, I'm sorry, my phone is out of battery. "Although I have tried my best to control my emotions, I can't hide some heavy rhinitis.

When Quan Yu saw me coming back, he gave a warm smile and opened his mouth to say: "It's okay, hurry up and wash your hands and eat, I'm afraid that you will be hungry when you come back, the food will be hot when it is cold, and it will be hot again when it is cold, and now I don't know how many times, I'm afraid the taste is not very good." After that, Quan Yu came to take my hand, and his cold hands were pulled into his chest, Quan Yu rubbed his cold hands and reproached: "Why are your hands so cold?"

"It's okay, Quan Yu, it's a little windy outside, and it's cooled down a bit. "Don't dare to look up into his eyes.

Quan Yu didn't answer, he took the warm water in the basin, opened the soap box for me, and then turned around and went out to serve me food. I looked at myself in the mirror, my hair was blown out of the top of my head, and although my eyelids were not swollen, my eye circles were still red. Poured out the warm water in the basin and connected a large basin of cold water, buried his face in it, the cold water swayed on his face, hoping that he could return to normal as soon as possible. When his face was almost numb, he moved his head out of the water.

took Quan Yu's good meal, held back the tears that were about to fall, ate two bites but had no appetite at all, his throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't swallow it. But this is Quan Yu's intention to wait for me for half a night, and I can't let him down.

Silence permeated the air around them, making it even more oppressive. I thought that Quan Yu would ask me something, at least who the person who was watching it, how it was, and why it was so late, but Quan Yu never meant to speak. But he looks even more abnormal like this, if I suddenly lose contact on weekdays, I only come home so late. When he returned, he must have been extremely worried and angry, but today, the calm has passed.

When I looked up at him, I saw that he was seriously eating. But if I lowered my head, I felt that he was watching me, and I looked up again, and saw that he was going on to eat like no one else. The silence in the room was a little eerie, and I could only hear the sound of myself chewing rice and the sound of spoons hitting bowls.

Finally, I heard Quan Yu's voice drifting into my ears, "How does it taste, can you still eat it?"

I was relieved and quickly said, "Well, it's delicious." I just happened to be hungry too. ”

Quan Yu continued: "That's good, this fish has been heated a few times, although it doesn't look good, but it tastes better, you can eat more", and took a piece of fish meat that he picked out for a long time and put it in my bowl.

I ate it in my mouth, but I couldn't hold back the tears anymore, and after swallowing it, I put down the dishes and chopsticks and quickly got up and plunged into Quan Yu's arms. The chopsticks in his hand were spilled on the ground by me, and the body in his arms stiffened for a moment and immediately hugged me.

I listened to each other's strong heartbeats gradually enter the same rhythm, and I couldn't help but let out my feelings. "Quan Yu, I miss you so much tonight. I really miss you, I miss you very much, I can't wait to fly back and hug you, leaning on your chest, am I very unproductive?"

Quan Yu hugged me tighter and said, "It's only been a few hours, and you think I'm like this, I don't know if I'm happy or distressed." Kwon Yu patted me on the back with his hand, pulled the hair scattered on his knees for me, and a kiss landed on the top of my head.

I buried my head a little deeper, "I don't want to leave you for so long again, I'm going to tie you to me and watch you all the time." ”

Quan Yu snorted and laughed: "Then I can't ask for it." I wish you had all your heart on me. ”

I raised my head, began to untie Quan Yu's cardigan, accurately found Quan Yu's lips, bit it, my face was red and my ears were hot, Quan Yu broke me with both hands, the flames in my eyes were flashing, but my mouth asked me: "Rourou, are you sure?"

Throwing his hands and continuing with what he had just done, I'm sure, at least hopefully. But I was not allowed to speak, Quan Yu had already picked me up and taken me back to the bedroom, thinking about it carefully, since I was with Quan Yu, I took the initiative to do it only a handful of times. Afterwards, I didn't feel the slightest sleepiness when I was lying on the bed, and Quan Yu's eyes on my head should have been open.

A hunch told me that he must have known something, otherwise, he would have been so worried about losing contact in the middle of the night and going home so late, but tonight he was too calm and abnormal.

I hesitated for a long time, but finally spoke, "Kwon Yu?"

Sure enough, Kwon Yu's voice came from above his head, "Huh?"

I didn't know where to start, so I could only ask, "Why haven't you slept yet?"

Kwon Yu lowered his head and landed a kiss on top of my head, and said, "Well, I'm still digesting your enthusiasm." ”

Me: "... Ahem. ”

"Rourou~"

"Huh?"

"Sleep, huh?"

"Can't sleep... ”

"Otherwise, I'll make you tired, and you'll be able to go to bed early. ”

"Hahaha, oops, why am I suddenly sleepy. Good night~"

"Good night. ”

Kwon Yu's goodnight kiss before going to bed seemed to be magical, and it really made me suddenly be enveloped in sleepiness for just a moment. When I opened my eyes again, it was already bright outside.

When I was washing, I looked at the two pairs of panda eyes in the mirror, and I couldn't help but feel like, no matter how I covered it, I couldn't cover the black blue under my eyes, so I simply turned out a large frame that I hadn't worn for a few years and put it on my face. Luckily, the frame was just the right size to cover my embarrassment.

Seeing me wearing frames, Quan Yu smiled maliciously. I glared at him and said, "Isn't it ugly?"

Quan Yu held back a smile and said: "It's not ugly, it just reminds me of the geography teacher in the first year of junior high school." ”

I knew it was going to be teasing, but I continued, "What, do you have a crush on your geography teacher?"

Quan Yu picked my chin and said, "Then how come, I have had a crush on you alone for so many years." ”

Early in the morning, I was teased again. This Quan Yu is really attacking my heart defense all the time. I followed the teacher's example, twisted his ear and said, "If you don't do well in this exam, I'll stand and listen to the class in the future!"

Quan Yu cooperated with me to lower my head and make a gesture of begging for mercy: "Spare me, I have something to do every night, and you punish me for standing and listening to the class, it's a waste of my physical strength." ”

This time it was my turn to admit defeat completely, put down the hand that pinched his ear and turned around to go out, but Quan Yu came over and grabbed my half-dropped hand, held it in his palm, reached out and took my bag for me, and pulled me out with him.

On the one hand, I was worried about how to talk to Quan Yu, on the other hand, I was really worried about Chen Mo's body, I pinched my phone and hesitated again and again, and finally edited and deleted, deleted and re-edited after deleting, and only sent out a few words after tossing for a long time: "How is your body?"

After the text message was sent, I was inexplicably nervous and apprehensive, but Chen Mo didn't reply to me until I was about to get off work, thinking of his weak appearance yesterday, I really couldn't bear it.

After struggling all day, when I was about to get off work, I picked up my mobile phone and sent a text message to Quan Yu, "I went to the hospital to visit my friends after work, and I went to Sister Wei at night to ask how she and Lu Lu were doing." You go home first, you don't have to wait for me for dinner. ”

After a while, the phone came in and replied: "Okay~ Call me when you need me, the phone should be charged, don't worry me." ”

Well, I don't want you to worry about me anymore, and when I deal with this matter, that past will be completely cut off, and there will be no other person between you and me from now on.