Chapter 3: Desperate Blossoms
As if I had lost control, I pressed Duoduo's hands with my hands and pressed her hard with my body.
Duoduo is a woman after all, no matter how thin I am, she can't resist me, and soon, she was subdued by me.
In a rage, I kissed her hard directly on her delicate red lips......
The first time I kissed, I felt an electric current running through my whole body, happy and beautiful, at this moment, my anger and grievances have dissipated, and all that occupies my whole body and mind is to take and enjoy.
I kissed and sucked frantically, and just as I wanted to go further, my eyes suddenly caught a glimpse of tears rolling down her big eyes, this was the first time I saw her crying, and for a moment, I was stunned.
At this moment when I was stunned, Duoduo suddenly gained strength, pushed me away violently, and then slapped me again, and cried and roared: "Beast, do you know what you are doing?"
Her nails cut through my cheeks.
The pain stimulated my nerves, so that I gradually woke up, looking at the flowers of crying makeup, my heart suddenly softened, I know, I am impulsive.
I lay slumped on the bed, closed my eyes deeply, and said sincerely, "I'm sorry!"
Duoduo didn't pay attention to me anymore, she quickly got out of bed, walked to the mirror, wiped away her tears, touched up her makeup, tidied up her clothes, and then walked to the sofa in front of the window and sat down.
She took out a pack of women's cigarettes from her bag, took one out and put it in her mouth, lit it, and smoked it leisurely.
Although she didn't say anything, I could tell that her eyes were full of sadness.
I didn't say anything more, for fear of disturbing her, I just looked at her quietly with a guilty face. This student girl in other people's mouths exudes mature femininity at the moment and is very attractive.
Time seemed to stand still at this moment, the whole room was surprisingly quiet, and an eerie atmosphere filled it, neither of us, either of us spoke, just waited quietly like this.
It wasn't until half an hour later, when Duoduo finished smoking several cigarettes in a row, that she slowly looked at me and said softly: "Wu Lai, today's incident is my fault, I shouldn't have beaten you, I shouldn't have insulted you, and I shouldn't have driven you away!"
Hearing this, I immediately sat up from the bed, staring at her incredibly, I even thought it was my hearing problem, you know, Duoduo has always been lawless, rebellious, even the stern Uncle Lin can't control her, she is like a proud peacock, never bows her head, never admits mistakes, and has never been angry with me, either scolding me or humiliating me.
But now, her voice when she talks to me is even lower, and she takes the initiative to admit her mistake to me, is this still the one I know?
Did her conscience find out? Or was she afraid that I would be beastly again?
For whatever reason, I was touched, and I said to her with a trembling voice, "It's okay, it's okay, I..."
Before I finished speaking, Duoduo raised her hand directly, interrupted me, and said: "You go home, today's incident, just treat it as if nothing happened, no matter what you think of me, it's okay, I'm doing this, I have my troubles, I hope you can understand, don't tell my dad about this, keep your mouth shut, okay?"
Her last tone even brought a little pleading.
It turned out that she suddenly whispered to me as if she had changed, still because she was afraid of her father and afraid that I would poke this thing out. It turns out that she also has something to be afraid of. Thinking of this, I suddenly felt very relieved, and the grievances of the years were swept away.
I paused, then got out of bed, slowly walked to Duoduo, looking at Duoduo who suddenly flashed a trace of panic in his eyes, I couldn't help lowering my head and said softly: "Okay, I can promise you never to say this, but you must promise me one condition!"
Seeing me approaching, Duoduo didn't think about it, just pushed me away and said categorically: "No!"
At this moment, the panicked look in Duoduo's eyes was still there, but there was more anger.
I stared at her inexplicably, and said speechlessly: "I haven't even said any conditions, why can't I!"
As soon as my words fell, Duoduo rubbed it, stood up from the sofa, and said indignantly: "If I say no, I can't, Wu Lai, don't go too far, I have endured what happened just now and don't care about you, you don't have to take an inch, you offend me and have no good fruit to eat, do you believe that I can make you unable to get out of this door with a phone call? Even if I don't deal with you and let my dad know, I will sweep you out of the house!"
Duoduo's tone was very firm, his eyes were full of anger, and his expression seemed to be about to eat me. I was even more speechless, and hurriedly said: "Sister, what do you think, I was too impulsive just now, it's too late for me to apologize to you, how can I do it again." Although you have never regarded me as a brother, in my heart, you are still my sister, and I will not think of you otherwise. I just want to say, you have to promise me that you will not bully me at home in the future and deliberately make things difficult for me, and I promise that I will not tell my uncle about you!"
After listening to my words, Duoduo said in disbelief: "That's it?"
I nodded heavily and replied, "That's it!"
What I didn't expect was that Duo Duo was even more angry, and she yelled at me: "You girl's nervousness, why are you coming so close to talk about this bullshit!" After speaking, she picked up her bag, shook her head and left.
Looking at her back as she left angrily, I was a little confused, how could this matter be just in her eyes?
To be honest, just now I felt that it was rare to catch her handle, so that she would not dare to insult me and make things difficult for me in the future, and I was very excited.
I was disgusted by her and scolded by her for so many years, and finally I could no longer bear her cold eyes and ridicule, which was a big deal for me, but when it came to her, it became a, and the most important thing is that in the end, she didn't say yes or no, so she left.
However, as she walked to the door, she suddenly stopped, looked back at me, and said seriously, "Remember what you said!"
Suddenly, a sense of relief arose, and the burden I had carried in my heart for many years seemed to be removed, but strangely, I was not as excited as I imagined, on the contrary, it seemed that there was always something stuck in my heart, which was a little uncomfortable.
Just when Duoduo opened the door and was about to leave, I suddenly remembered why I felt blocked, so I hurriedly shouted at Duoduo's back: "Sister!"
Duoduo looked back at me and said a little impatiently, "What are you doing?"
I pursed my lips and said from the bottom of my heart, "Don't do this job in the future, okay?"
Duoduo snorted coldly and said, "Don't worry about it, just control your mouth!" After speaking, she ignored me again, went out directly, and closed the door again.
Duoduo was gone, and there was still a faint smell of perfume in the room, so I closed my eyes and inhaled hard. After staying where I was for a long time, I slowly walked to the door and picked up the money I had just thrown out.
Holding the money, standing in front of the mirror, looking at myself in the mirror, my heart was melancholy, my face full of scars, at this time there was an extra nail mark, eye-catching and ugly. And my lips still have the lipstick on the strong kiss just now, this bright red, in the light looks particularly dazzling, I can't help but stick out my tongue, lick off the lipstick on the side of my mouth, and then, I grinned, showing the most bitter smile in the world.
This night, I didn't go home, I still stayed in the hotel, but I didn't sleep all night.
The next day, I went back to the home that did not belong to me, and since that day, some things have quietly changed, and my mood has become more and more complicated.
Duoduo kept the agreement and didn't deliberately embarrass me anymore, but just treated me as air and ignored it directly. She went about her material life as usual, spending two hours dressing up before going out, and returning late as usual.
In the last few days of the winter vacation, everything was calm, life seemed to go according to its rhythm, my situation seemed to have changed, it became better than before, but my mood was not happy, and it was even more depressed than before.
Every time I see Duoduo wearing sexy and wild clothes going out, I can't help but think of the picture of Duoduo lying with an old man lying together, and I feel very uncomfortable.
I never understand, Duoduo has a beautiful youth, what road can't be taken, why do you want to embark on such a road of no return?
I wanted to persuade her, but I didn't dare, finally she didn't make it difficult for me now, I didn't want to ask for hardship.
I wanted to go to Uncle Lin to say, but I didn't dare, because I promised Duoduo, and I couldn't break my promise.
There is such a secret hidden in my heart, it is very uncomfortable, and I can't breathe. Although I used to live aggrieved, but in the face of Duoduo's insults, I endured it and passed, but now, seeing that Duoduo went astray, I couldn't persuade her, and I couldn't let Uncle Lin stop her, this feeling is really not good.
Soon, the winter vacation ended, and on the day of school, it happened to be my birthday, and on that day, Duoduo, who had never given me a good face, gave me an unprecedented birthday gift, which was a fountain pen.
When she handed me the pen, she also said in a flat tone: "Sister is not the material for reading, but you can, work hard, get admitted to a good university, and fight for yourself!"
Holding this fountain pen, my hand suddenly seemed to be weak, I felt that it weighed a thousand gold, I knew very well in my heart that it was bought with Duoduo's "hard-earned money", and I knew that Duoduo wanted to use this gift to completely block my mouth.
I didn't expect that the first time I enjoyed Duoduo's good attitude towards me was in this situation, but, whether it was for the rare reversal of the relationship between our sister and brother, or for the principle of being a man and keeping his promises, I decided that this unseemly thing would become an eternal secret for the two of us.
After the official start of the school year, I tried to devote myself to my studies as much as possible and not think about the flowers. Although I still can't get rid of the feeling of aiding and abusive, I can only try to forget it.
I thought that with the passage of time, this matter could be slowly faded, but in the end, the storm came unexpectedly.
It was one evening half a month after the start of school, I came home from school, as soon as I opened the door, I saw Duo Duo kneeling on the ground, at this time, her arrogance disappeared, and there was no longer that arrogant and unruly taste, some were just full of embarrassment.
And, standing behind her was Uncle Lin, who was furious, and he was constantly whipping Duoduo with his belt, beating him very hard. While beating, he kept scolding and shamelessly embarrassing him and so on.
This is the first time I have seen Uncle Lin so angry, even if he was angry again, he would not be so crazy before. At this time, he was like losing his mind, just frantically beating and scolding Duoduo.
Seeing this scene, my body couldn't help trembling, and I stood at the door, not daring to move, let alone to stop it.
And the stubborn Duoduo, in the face of Uncle Lin's whip, did not resist, nor begged for mercy, she just gritted her teeth and endured silently, her painful face was distorted, and tears swirled in her eyes, but she still endured it and did not cry.
However, the moment she caught a glimpse of me, she suddenly turned her head and glared at me fiercely, her eyes full of strong hatred, which was hatred from the bottom of her bones.
For a while, before I could react to what was going on, the flowers in her cloak had already endured severe pain and stood up from the ground, she was still glaring at me fiercely, her hatred was getting stronger and stronger, and her eyes were already red.
Looking at Duoduo's murderous eyes, I was stunned, and suddenly realized that she must have thought that I had leaked my secret to Uncle Lin.
Suddenly, my nerves tensed, and my spirit fell into extreme tension, and I wanted to explain, but I couldn't open my mouth, and I didn't know where to start. And at this time, Uncle Lin, who was like a tiger and wolf, saw Duoduo actually get up on his own, and he was even more angry, he twitched the belt fiercely, and whipped Duoduo's back again, shouting while beating: "Who told you to get up, kneel!"
Duoduo endured this whip stubbornly, she didn't pay attention to Uncle Lin at all, she just glared at me fiercely and walked towards me slowly.
I was nervous, scared, and my lips twitched to explain, but I couldn't make a sound.
Just as I tried to break through the barrier and said the word 'I', Duoduo had already come to me, she didn't wait for me to finish speaking, she directly gritted her teeth at me and shouted: "Wu Lai, you remember it for me, I won't let you go, I will make you regret it!"
With that, she quickly passed me and walked straight out the door.
As soon as he walked to the door, Uncle Lin's thunderous roar filled the entire hall: "Duoduo, if you dare to walk out of this house today, you will not be my daughter, never come back!"
Heartbroken, Duoduo only stayed in place for two seconds, then resolutely ran out and never looked back!