Chapter Seventy-Eight: Different Feelings
The black-and-white photo on the wall of my hometown is my father's biggest sustenance, and he has to stare at my mother in the photo almost every day, and because of this, I still remember my mother's appearance, especially my mother's appearance, which is very beautiful, and it is that amazing type, which makes people impressed at a glance.
And, the beautiful woman lying on the pushing bed in front of her really has the charm of my mother, but she has been baptized by the wind and frost of the years, which makes her feel a little more vicissitudes, but even so, she can't hide her beautiful and delicate face.
Although I don't have any feelings for my mother, but when I really see such a person who looks like my mother, my heart can't help but be excited, and all kinds of feelings come up. Involuntarily, I followed the cart and went back to the ward with them.
Although the schoolgirl's mother has woken up, the effect of the anesthesia has definitely not completely dissipated, so she looks very weak and can't speak. The innocent school girl stayed by the bedside and kept apologizing to her mother, saying that she had neglected her and was sorry for her.
I didn't want to disturb them, so I sneaked out of the ward, went straight to the doctor's office, and inquired about the situation of the school's mother, but I was a little disappointed, the school's mother and the pure school's mother Mu Shihan have a surname, not a surname at all, which also dispelled the doubts in my heart, in fact, if you think about it carefully, it is impossible, after all, my mother is a psychopath, and has been picked up by her mother's family, no matter whether she is sent to a mental hospital or stays at home in the end, it is impossible to live such a poor life outside, and drag such a big daughter. Because my dad said that my grandfather's family was very rich.
However, no matter what, Mu's mother looks like my mother, and I feel very warm, and I will have a sense of intimacy with her unconsciously, I want to care about her from the bottom of my heart, so I continued to ask the doctor about Mu's mother's condition, and the doctor knew that I was accompanied by the patient's family, so there was not much to hide, saying that Mu's mother had a brain tumor, and if it was checked out for treatment earlier, it would not be much of a problem, but she dragged on for too long, and she was tired and transitioned, causing shock and coma, and finally was called by passers-by for emergency services, and was sent to the hospital, and the rescue was relatively timely, the operation was very successful, and the tumor was all removedThe doctor said that as long as you don't work too hard in the future, you can do it, but you still have to be hospitalized for observation for a period of time.
After thanking the doctor, in order to let Mu's mother have a good rest environment, I helped her renew the fee and add money, upgraded to the VIP ward, and then, I went out of the hospital, bought a supper for Mu Shihan, a pure school flower, and some daily necessities, and I ate something casually outside, and went back to the hospital and went directly to the senior ward.
This is a one-person ward, the environment is much quieter, and Mu Shihan and her mother have also turned around. Mu Shihan knew that I had renewed the fee, so she said thank you to me again, and said that she would definitely return the money to me, I just smiled and didn't speak, accompanied her, and guarded her mother together.
Later, Mu Shihan asked me to go back to school, and I rejected her on the grounds that the school dormitory was closed, in fact, I wanted to spend more time with this Mu mother who gave me an innate sense of closeness. It may be that I have lacked maternal love since I was a child, so when I see Mu's mother, I always feel warm, and I can't help but want to care about her. Fortunately, she was finally able to speak in the second half of the night, although her body was still weak, there was no major problem, and she could still talk to Mu Shihan normally.
Through the conversation between their mother and daughter, I probably also know that the reason why Mu Shihan has her mother's surname is because she has been dependent on her mother since she was a child, and she has never seen her father or heard her mother talk about it. Even, they don't even have a relative, only she and her mother are the only two people in this world who rely on each other, Mu Shihan is particularly self-blaming, she knows that her mother often has headaches, but she has never brought her to the hospital for examination, so that she was not found out until she fainted today.
I don't know why, the more they talked, the more moved my heart became, tears almost came out, before, I only knew that Mu Shihan's family was not good, but I didn't expect it to be so bitter, I can't figure it out, a pair of such beautiful mother and daughter, who is willing to abandon them? How did the two of them survive to this day?
Unconsciously, Mu Shihan had stopped talking to her mother, and then she went to the bathroom to wash.
After she left, Mu's mother suddenly called me to her approach. I stood beside her bedside and called out sincerely, "Auntie!"
Mother Mu looked at me very kindly, and the corners of her mouth curved into a kind smile, and asked me, "You are Shihan's boyfriend, right?"
This abrupt question made me dumbfounded, and I quickly explained: "No, Auntie misunderstood, just a friend!"
Mu's mother didn't understand my words, or rather, she didn't believe my words at all, and only said to herself: "I can see that you are a good boy, and you are also the first boy that my daughter brought to me, I also noticed just now, she looks at you differently!"
I'm really speechless, what kind of eyesight does Mother Mu have, if I say that my daughter and I only met tonight, she may not believe it, forget it, I don't have a chance to interject, she has been talking to herself, saying that her daughter is very strong, very pitiful, she has never had a good life since she was a child, she has good grades and no money to study, and finally in order to reduce tuition fees and get high scholarships, she chose to go to a junk university, just don't want to add burden to her as a mother.
also said that her daughter has always been clean and self-conscious, and has never had a boyfriend, even if the days are hard, she will support herself alone and do not ask for others. It's just that Mu's mother doesn't want to see her daughter so tired, and hopes that her daughter can find someone to rely on, seeing me today, Mu's mother is very satisfied, and thinks that I am a reliable boy, so she hopes that I will take good care of her daughter, don't hurt her, and say that her daughter looks strong, but in fact, her heart is still very fragile.
Looking at this weak mother lying on the hospital bed, trying her best to say this, my heart was stunned again, I couldn't bear to say anything to make her sad, in order to make her feel at ease, I only solemnly promised: "Auntie, don't worry, I will definitely take care of Shihan and not let her suffer any grievances!"
Mother Mu smiled with relief, although her face was very weak, but her smile was really the most beautiful and loving smile in the world, my heart couldn't help but ripple, I felt that she was like my mother, I couldn't help but want to talk to her.
But at this time, a light cough suddenly came from behind me, and I hurriedly turned around, it turned out that Mu Shihan had come out of the bathroom, and a pair of bright eyes were looking at me stupidly.
As a thief, I panicked, hurriedly walked to Mu Shihan's side, and explained softly: "Mu Shihan, don't get me wrong, it was my aunt who took the initiative to talk to me, and I did it perfunctory in order to make your mother feel at ease!"
Mu Shihan said speechlessly: "I didn't say anything, what are you anxious about, I want you to buy something for me!" After speaking, a blush appeared on her face, this blush added a bit of charm to her stunning beauty, and my heart couldn't help but wave again, and then, I said: "Ah, what do you want to buy, I bought all the daily necessities!"
When I said this, Mu Shihan was even more embarrassed, her eyes became confused, and she said to me shyly: "Am I coming to that?"
I was still puzzled, and said blankly: "Which one is coming?"
Mu Shihan was almost stunned by me, glanced at me, and snorted coldly: "Auntie!"
To be honest, I have very little contact with women, and my brain lacks tendons, so what Mu Shihan said is so obvious, I finally understood, and immediately, my face was hot, and I said, "Do you want me to buy that thing?"
Mu Shihan bit her lip and nodded, obviously, she asked me to buy sanitary napkins, which immediately embarrassed me, I really haven't done this kind of embarrassing thing, but it is not good to let Mu Shihan go out as a girl in the middle of the night, not to mention that she has to accompany her mother, no way, I had to nod and agree, and immediately ran out of the ward and went to the convenience store at the entrance of the hospital.
When I arrived at the store, I was stunned again when I saw that there were many brands of this thing, but I was too embarrassed to ask Mu Shihan what brand I wanted, so I simply gritted my teeth, picked out a bag of everything, paid for it, and went directly to the ward with a large bag of sanitary napkins.
When I arrived at the ward, Mu Shihan was speechless when she saw that I had bought the whole bag of sanitary napkins, but she was not embarrassed to say anything about me, so she shyly took the bag and ran to the bathroom.
Through this embarrassing incident, my relationship with Mu Shihan has improved a lot, and being together is not so awkward.
When Mu's mother falls asleep and rests, I will let Mu Shihan sleep too, and I will just keep it. But Mu Shihan couldn't sleep, so she pulled me aside and whispered.
For tonight's events, she is still very grateful to me, she has always carried the burden on her shoulders, she has never relied on men, today I suddenly appeared, helped her solve the medical expenses, so that her mother got timely treatment, and also ran in and out for her to buy this and that, so, she thanked me very much, saying that I followed her, she was not to blame.
Of course, I also explained to her that I was not plotting against her, but I just did her a favor with the mentality of a friend, telling her not to have a burden in her heart, it doesn't matter if the money is not repaid, I am not short of money.
This night, we talked for a long time, Mu Shihan may have few close friends, and even told me about things when she was a child, saying how hard her mother worked to support her, how much hardship she suffered, and said that the person she loved and appreciated the most in her life was her mother.
I also told her a little bit about me, saying that I had never seen my mother since I was a child, and followed my father, saying that my father was the pillar of my life.
I feel that the two of us, while sympathizing with each other, just complement each other, so we have a special chat, unconsciously, a night has passed like this, the dawn is dawn, I haven't slept all night, I don't feel sleepy at all, on the contrary, I stay with Mu Shihan, and I feel very energetic.
Early in the morning, I simply washed up, went downstairs, ate breakfast out first, and then packed it for Mu Shihan and sent it to the ward.
However, as soon as I walked into the ward, people were stunned, because there was suddenly an uninvited guest in the room, it was Xue Jinwei, he also bought flowers and fruit baskets, and was politely greeting Mu's mother by the bedside, and Mu Shihan was standing aside, as soon as I came in, the atmosphere was embarrassing.
Xue Jinwei's attention immediately fell on me, and from his eyes, I could feel some unkindness. I'm not afraid of Xue Jinwei, I just feel that Mu Shihan is quite embarrassed to be caught in the middle, so I put down my breakfast directly and whispered to Mu Shihan: "I still have classes in the morning, I'll go back to school first!" Immediately, I said hello to Mu's mother again, and left the ward calmly, walked out of the hospital, took a taxi, and went straight to school.
Originally, for Mu Shihan, I have already done what I should do, with a clear conscience, besides, Xue Jinwei was originally Mu Shihan's loyal suitor and Mu Shihan's classmate, and it was normal for him to come to the hospital to see Mu's mother, but why did I suddenly feel a little uncomfortable? Strange, I felt a little jealous, and I couldn't figure it out myself!
Back to school, I didn't go to the dormitory, went directly to the classroom, lay on the desk and fell asleep, it stands to reason that I didn't close my eyes last night, and now I should sleep upside down, but I can't sleep, Mu Shihan's shadow always appears in my mind, and Mu's mother's loving face, I don't know what is wrong with myself, is it really that I am too eager for love? So, I can't help but fall into? But I was in contact with Mu Shihan for one night. Or maybe it was Mu Shihan's mother who gave me special feelings, so I would never forget them in my heart?
I've been struggling with this question, and slowly, I seem to have suddenly figured it out, yes, it was Xu Nan who hurt me too deeply to let go.
Xu Nan's mother, indifferent and ruthless, high up like an empress, when she saw me, she was very repulsive and rejected people, while Mu mother, just the opposite, approachable, saw me, her eyes were full of love, and she felt that from her, she could feel the real maternal love, a good mother for the sake of her daughter.
And Xu Nan, looking down on my life experience, ruthlessly abandoned me, and made my heart scarred, but Mu Shihan happened to be a good girl who was clean and self-conscious, kind-hearted, and needed to be protected, from her, I could really feel the truth, kindness and beauty of women, I couldn't help but want to protect her, this kind of emotion, I couldn't tell it clearly, thinking about it, I fell asleep.
Maybe I was too sleepy, I slept very deeply, and I didn't wake up until the last class in the morning, and Dongzi woke me up, saying that someone was looking for me outside.
At the same time, some of the other good brothers in my class also gathered around, all of them with serious expressions, as if something big had happened.
When I asked, I learned that it was Xue Jinwei's best friend who came over in person and said that Xue Jinwei was looking for me.
Perhaps, the brothers have heard about me and the school flower Mu Shihan visiting the campus last night, so when Xue Jinwei came to me today, they are inevitably not worried. However, this is what I expected, so I said to them directly: "It's okay, you go back to the dormitory first, Xue Jinwei won't do anything to me!"
After speaking, I walked out of the classroom, and as soon as I arrived in the corridor, I saw Xue Jinwei's best friend, a fat man, he saw me come out, and immediately greeted me, and said: "Brother Jin Wei is waiting for you!"
I didn't grind, and replied cheerfully: "Okay, lead the way!"
Immediately, I left with this fat Sven.
Many brothers were still not at ease, and followed from afar, and I didn't bother to say anything, so I walked indifferently in the campus, and after walking for a while, we came to a pond on campus.
In the middle of the pond, there is a plum blossom pavilion. I saw that Xue Jinwei was sitting in the pavilion with a peaceful face, looking at the book slowly, and, from the pond to the small bridge on both sides of the plum blossom pavilion, they were all stopped by Xue Jinwei's brothers, and no one could get close to him, but around the pond, there were still a lot of people, most of them were girls, as if they were all catching a glimpse of Xue Jinwei's demeanor, and some of them might be waiting, wondering what Xue Jinwei wanted to do when he appeared in front of everyone.
However, when I appeared by the pond, many people immediately became clear, probably guessed what was going on, in the entire Pheasant University, the person whose fame was second only to Xue Jinwei was me, a shining star who had just stood out, and now the two of us seemed to have a holiday, I was found by Xue Jinwei, and many people's faces suddenly showed a look of expectation, and there were more and more people gathered by the pool, and even many of my good brothers in my freshman year rushed over after hearing the news, probably because they were afraid that I would have an accident.
And in the crowd, there were all kinds of discussions, some people said that I wanted to overstep the bounds and endanger Xue Jinwei's position, so Xue Jinwei was warning me. Some people also say that I am the goddess who defiled Xue Jinwei, and he is going to trouble me. Anyway, all kinds of arguments are the same.
I turned a deaf ear to these voices, because I knew in my heart what Xue Jinwei was looking for me, but I was still fearless, I asked my brothers not to act rashly, just wait outside, and then, I calmly walked up the small bridge and walked towards the plum blossom pavilion in the middle of the pond.