Chapter Seventy-Nine: I'm leaving
I don't dislike Xue Jinwei, from an objective point of view, he is indeed a good person, but I am with him. After all, a war was inevitable. Otherwise, I would not have been able to reach the top of Pheasant University, but I have always lacked a breakthrough, I can't be a teacher, now, Mu Shihan's matter just gave me a chance, I believe that Mu Shihan is a reverse scale of Xue Jinwei, he will definitely find me, then, I and him, it just so happens that we can have a real battle.
So, at this moment, I didn't worry at all, on the contrary. I'm looking forward to it. With a somewhat surging heart, I strode into the Plum Blossom Pavilion, and then sat unceremoniously on the stone bench opposite Xue Jinwei.
At this time, Xue Jinwei gently put down the book. looked at me and said calmly, "Coming?"
Two words, I can't see any mood fluctuations on his part, this is a little different from what I expected, not to mention that he can be angry, but at least he has to have a bad tone, it seems that this Xue Jinwei is really a person with grace, and people like Fang Zixuan are simply not of the same grade.
Seeing that he was so peaceful, I couldn't show anything unusual. So, I also kindly replied to him: "Well, here we are." May I ask what Brother Jin Wei is looking for me?"
Xue Jinwei took out a pack of cigarettes, took out the roots himself, and then pushed the cigarette case to my side and let me smoke.
I was not polite, took out a cigarette, and lit it. The two of us were silent for a while, only smoking leisurely, and from Xue Jinwei's eyes, I could see that his mood was not very beautiful.
However, this scene of the two of us, falling in the eyes of the crowd around the pond, is indeed incredible, according to what they thought, they must want to see us have a dragon and tiger battle, but the fact is that Xue Jinwei and I are too natural, just like friends meet each other, where it looks like people who have a holiday.
To be honest, if I was facing a simple-minded person, then no matter how irritable he was, I wouldn't be worried, but for an experienced person like Xue Jinwei, I was a little uneasy, and I couldn't tell what he was thinking, so he didn't speak, and I couldn't make a sound, so I could only wait quietly.
After smoking half a cigarette, Xue Jinwei spoke up again: "Peng Zirui, yes, you are very good, I have also carefully observed you, you are indeed a talent, excellent in all aspects, I am also optimistic about you, you do have the potential to dominate the school." Of course, I also know your ambitions, and I have been thinking about unifying the whole school, but I hope you can slow down a little, I haven't been in this school for a long time, I don't want to make trouble, I want to be quiet, and after I leave, you can make any fuss as you want!"
I was stunned for a moment when he came to me, I thought that he should be most concerned about Mu Shihan's affairs, but I didn't expect that what he was going to get straight to the point was that I dominated the school. However, although he spoke politely, I felt a deep threat in his words, and he warned me to restrain myself and not to shake his authority. It seems that even if Xue Jinwei is low-key, he still cares about fame in his heart, and he doesn't want to be stolen by me before he graduates.
However, I may not be as he wants, because, I can't wait until my sophomore year, at that time, the people who used to look down on me have basically graduated, even if I become the school bully, it is not interesting, so I replied directly to him indifferently: "I try my best!"
I didn't affirm his words, nor did I deny his words, but they were so vague that I gave him a step down. I also feel that Xue Jinwei found me, it can't be just for this, otherwise he should have found me a long time ago, there is no need to wait until something happened between me and Mu Shihan before coming to me.
Sure enough, after listening to my reply, Xue Jinwei quickly skimmed over the matter and went straight to the point: "It seems that you still don't care about me, that's why you openly walk with Shihan, right?"
Finally, he talked about the idea and began to attack, then, I couldn't admit it, and replied directly: "No, this has nothing to do with you, after all, Mu Shihan also has the right to make friends, I think I'm with her, it's nothing, look at Brother Jin Wei is not a cautious person, it's impossible not to let Mu Shihan make friends, even if you can prevent it in school, what should you do in society?"
My words hit the nail on the head, not at all polite. ad_250_left();
It's just that, the strange thing is that Xue Jinwei didn't seem to be angry, just smiled slightly, and smiled very gentlemanly, and then, he threw away the cigarette butt, faced me, and said solemnly: " Don't think too much about it, I didn't interfere with you, I'm just curious, last night I heard a little wind, saying that you and Shihan were walking hand in hand, originally I didn't believe it, but, I saw you in the ward today, knowing that you spent the night with Shihan in bed last night, I had to believe it, I can see that Shihan has a good impression of you, so I really admire you, I chased the girl who didn't catch up for more than two years, you didn't come long ago, and you got Shihan's favor, amazing!"
Xue Jinwei's words were once again unexpected by me, I really didn't expect that Xue Jinwei could be generous to such an extent, so generous that I didn't believe it, so I deliberately looked at him, but from his firm eyes, he didn't seem to be false and wronged with me, and he didn't need to play a pretense with me, which made me can't help but explain: "I have nothing to do with Mu Shihan!"
I'm not afraid of him, it's that I really have nothing to do with Mu Shihan, I don't want to ruin the girl's innocence, but Xue Jinwei obviously didn't believe me, he said bluntly: "I don't care what you have, I just want you to understand, if you don't like her, please stay away from her, don't provoke her, if you like her, then come together with her, treat her well, don't let her down, otherwise let me know that you hurt her, I won't let you go!"
In the end, his tone became very sharp, and the whole person also exuded a strong aura.
It wasn't until this time that I deeply understood how much Xue Jinwei valued Mu Shihan, his kind of love is real love, selfless love, Mu Shihan didn't agree to his pursuit, he didn't force it, even if Mu Shihan got together with other men, he didn't interfere, he just couldn't see Mu Shihan being hurt.
I admired his love, but I was inevitably upset when he spoke to me in such a tone, so I grinned and replied, "Are you threatening me?"
Xue Jinwei looked at me with sharp eyes, and said sonorously: "Sort of!"
It seems that for the sake of Mu Shihan, he can be said to have no reservations.
Thinking that he was a man, an infatuated man, I didn't want to be too stiff, but I said very aggrievedly: "Okay, I know!"
When Xue Jinwei heard my answer, he suddenly stood up and warned me again: "I hope you remember what I said!" After speaking, he ignored me and strode away directly.
At this moment, I found out that this seven-foot man's eyes were red, this was not an angry red eye, but a sad red eye, obviously, for him, losing Mu Shihan was quite a loss of everything.
Looking at his departing back, I fell into a burst of emotion again, although, this time, I had a face-to-face conversation with Xue Jinwei and did not do anything, but everyone knew that Xue Jinwei was unhappy.
After that, the matter between me and Xue Jinwei was instantly detonated in the school, and the rumors were boiling, in this pheasant university, it was simply the headline, many people seemed to know, we were fighting for a woman, a beautiful school girl named Mu Shihan, and about the result of the fight, everyone also had different opinions, but many people seemed to know the facts, and they were saying that Xue Jinwei seemed to have given up the pursuit of the school flower.
I don't have any interest in these gossips, I'm more interested in Mu Shihan, I don't know what she said to Xue Jinwei, so that Xue Jinwei would be willing to quit, and he would not do anything to me, but it is obvious that Mu Shihan is a little towards me, and she definitely doesn't want Xue Jinwei to do it to me.
No matter what she said, in short, I became more and more fond of her. Moreover, I was vaguely looking forward to seeing her mother in the hospital bed, and I wanted to care for this mother, who looked similar to my mother, whether out of sympathy or out of that inexplicable sense of intimacy. Therefore, no matter what the public opinion is, it can't stop me, and in the next few days, I will go to the city's first hospital every day to visit Mu's mother, of course, also to accompany Mu Shihan, send her meals every day, and help her with some trivial things.
Mu Shihan seems to be used to me coming, and she is not polite to me, besides, she is alone, and she really can't take care of her mother, she needs help, and I am her only confidant friend, she can only accept my help.
I don't know why, Mu's mother really hit me off at first sight, she said that she liked me from the first glance, saying that I was a very honest child and liked to chat with me. Of course, I also like to talk to her, and I feel that I can find the missing motherly love in her, and I can feel that I am surrounded by a strong warmth. Therefore, I have been taking care of Mu's mother more and more uninterrupted, and sometimes I don't go back to school, but live directly in the hotel next to it, which is convenient to take care of their mother and daughter.
With me and Mu Shihan's company, Mu's mother also recovered well, and a week later, the doctor announced that she could be discharged from the hospital, but she still asked Mu's mother not to work and needed bed rest for a period of time.
On the day I was discharged from the hospital, I called a taxi and dropped Mu Shihan and her mother home.
This is the first time I have come to Mu Shihan's house, her family is also in the city, but she lives in a slum area, it is a very old residential building, her house is on the sixth floor, a room of less than 50 square meters, the space is small, but it does not seem crowded, and it is clean and tidy, spotless.
Originally, when she went home, Mu Shihan didn't need me to come again, saying that she had already asked for leave from school, and she could take care of her mother alone, after all, she would do laundry, grocery shopping, and cooking since she was a child. However, after getting along with them for a long time, I was a little reluctant and not very reassured, and besides, Mu's mother also liked me, so I easily persuaded Mu's mother that she allowed me to come.
So, I came to Mu's house every day, although this home is small, but I feel very warm, especially helping Mu Shihan take care of her mother together, looking at her mother's happy appearance, I feel very happy. In fact, Mu Shihan is reluctant for me to go to her house every day, for fear of gossip from the neighbors, but seeing that her mother likes me very much, I can often make her mother happy, so she can't say anything, because what she loves most is her mother, as long as her mother is happy, she is willing to do anything.
Over time, I seem to really regard Mu's mother as my mother, and my care and consideration for her are beyond my own imagination, I never knew that I still had such a delicate side. And Mu's mother, it's better for me, maybe she has regarded me as a quasi-son-in-law, anyway, she protects me very much, Mu Shihan said me a little, she will immediately scold Mu Shihan, she doesn't allow me to be wronged at all, Mu Shihan is jealous, in the end she is biological or I am biological, anyway, the atmosphere of this small house is always happy.
These days, Mu Shihan and I often go in and out together, shopping for groceries and walking, all together. Although we are not a couple, but we are better than a couple, when we walk together, someone always asks, at the beginning, Mu Shihan will explain with a red face, but in the back, she simply doesn't explain, no matter who asks, she doesn't make a sound.
Of course, I won't explain, but I feel pretty beautiful. Such days lasted for more than ten days, until Mu's mother was almost completely recovered and could get out of bed to work, it was the end, because Mu's mother was very worried that we would miss our studies, so she had to let Mu Shihan go back to school, Mu Shihan was useless no matter what she said, so she had to agree.
Before going back to school, Mu's mother cooked by herself, made a big meal for me and Mu Shihan, several dishes, just the three of us ate together, only to find out after eating that Mu's mother's craftsmanship is really not covered, it can let me eat the taste of childhood, the taste of happiness, and more importantly, Mu's mother is still at the dinner table, and keeps giving me vegetables, for fear that I won't be full, which makes Mu Shihan jealous again, and keeps saying that her mother is biased, but the loving Mu mother ignores her, that is, she has always favored me, saying that I want to eat more, and if I want to eat in the future, I will come to my auntใ
I ate and agreed, my heart was so sweet, I felt very warm, here, I really found the feeling of home, I realized, this, is the happiness I need, if I can, I really want to live so plain life all the time, but I know, this is impossible.
After eating, Mu Shihan and I were sent out of the house by Mu's mother.
I really want to leave, I suddenly became very reluctant, I really feel that I have too much affection for Mu's mother, I like her delicacy to me and care for me, so, when I left, I couldn't help but hug her and shouted affectionately: "Auntie, I will come back to see you!"
Mu Shihan also said goodbye to her mother reluctantly, and after that, we left together.
I meant to take a taxi back to school, but Mu Shihan felt that it was too wasteful, and I had to squeeze the bus, so I could only promise her.
On the bus, in order not to let Mu Shihan be taken advantage of, I protected her behind her, not to let anyone approach, at this time, I suddenly felt that I was full of manhood, but the weather in May was really a little hot, a bus sat down, I was sweating profusely, but I still feel beautiful, I feel happy, when a pillar, when a man stands up to the sky, the feeling is really good, especially the flowers that I, the flower messenger protecting, are still beautiful flowers, which makes me feel a sense of achievement.
After getting off the bus, we had to walk some way to get to school, on the way, Mu Shihan suddenly asked me: "Peng Zirui, you look very serious, you don't have any fancy intestines, I didn't expect to think a lot!"
I was stunned by Mu Shihan's sudden words, and said, "Ah, how can I have it!"
Mu Shihan curled the corners of her mouth slightly, stared at me with a cute smile, and said: "Not yet, how smart you are, you know how to engage in roundabout tactics, and you know that it is useless to chase me directly, so you will attack my mother, let her like you, favor you, you are amazing, hehe!"
Mu Shihan said this, my old face couldn't help but turn red, in fact, what I did was so obvious, if I want to say that I don't mean Mu Shihan, I'm afraid the ghosts don't believe it, but my original intention is really not to hit her, I just think Mu Mama is very kind, but I can't tell her, it's because her mother looks like my mother, who believes this, in the end, I don't know how to explain it.
Mu Shihan looked at me with an embarrassed look and said, "Let's go, I'm joking!"
After saying that, she continued to walk forward, looking at her brisk back, I felt that she was actually very happy in her heart, but I really didn't know how to explain it, so I had to follow her awkwardly. Perhaps, she didn't mention this, and I didn't dare to think about it, but being joking with her like this, I was a little spring-hearted, very nervous, and when I walked to her, I felt that my whole body was hot.
I don't know if it's because my head is hot, when we walked to the school gate, I suddenly stretched out my hand and wanted to hold Mu Shihan's little hand, but as soon as my hand touched her hand, I felt an electric current running through my body, this feeling was completely different from the last time I held her hand, as if Mu Shihan was also electrocuted, she hurriedly retracted her hand and didn't let me hold it. Immediately, she blushed at me and said, "I'll go back to the dormitory first!"
And I, like a fool, stood in place, feeling a little empty in my heart, not a taste, but, just when I was stunned, Mu Shihan suddenly turned around and said to me with a smile: "In order to repay you for helping me so much, wait for me here at six o'clock in the evening, I will invite you to dinner!" After speaking, she jumped into the school happily.
It wasn't until she ran in that I reacted, and immediately, my smile spread across my face, and I excitedly shouted at her back, "Okay!"
After speaking, I put my hands in my pockets, and walked towards the school with a spring breeze, but, after taking two steps, my afterglow suddenly glimpsed, in front of me, under a big tree at the school gate, there was a lonely figure, perhaps due to some kind of induction, suddenly, my smile froze, and my heart twitched involuntarily, I endured the uneasy tremor, slowly turned my face, and looked at the figure.
She, really is Xu Nan, the moment I touched her eyes, my heart couldn't help but twitch wildly, because, her eyes were full of endless sadness, tears kept rolling in her eyes, she seemed to want to suppress that sadness, but the tears didn't listen to her at all, and she just didn't fight for it.
Her tears were so sad, I felt so distressed to see it, but I couldn't show it, because I had given up on her ruthlessly, and I couldn't be soft-hearted, so I quickly turned my head, ignored her sad, and continued to walk towards the school gate, but, just two steps, next to my ears, there was Xu Nan's endless sad choked voice: "I'm leaving!"