I went upstairs with my mother, and when I entered the room, my mother asked me, "What's the matter with you two, weird, didn't you say that you would wait until you get married and then move to a new house over there?"

"It's nothing, he doesn't worry about you, he knows that you are not in good health, and he is afraid that the construction on the opposite side will affect your rest!" I didn't tell my mother about seeing Song Junxi today, so as not to worry her.

"Xia Xia, Zhiwen is there today, my mother sees that he has good intentions, so she didn't refuse, in fact, my mother still wants to live alone, it's always bad for your newlywed Yan'er to live with me, an old man!"

"Mom, why do you think so, Zhiwen's parents are in his hometown, and he has a younger brother in his hometown, and he can't pull away from his body, so you are alone, and you can still take care of our life if you live together.

You can also see that he is busy with work, and I am also very busy every day in Sister Yueyan's studio, and I can't take care of it at home, so you can't help me take care of it!"

Dad is gone, only Mom is left, how can I leave her alone.

"Mom moved over, look at you in a hurry, red nose and red eyes!" my mother laughed at me.

"Mom, I can't do without you!" I hugged her, "Mom, I'm the only one left, you are not allowed to leave me!"

"What are you talking about, Mom is going to leave you one day, Zhiwen will be your dearest person in the future, Mom hopes that you will love each other and live a good life!"

My mother took my hand: "Xia Xia, the wedding date is approaching day by day, you can't be stupid!"

"Mom, I know, don't worry!"

I took a shower, picked up my phone and looked at it, there were two missed calls, and there was a text message, I'm downstairs with you!

No name was written, but I knew that there would be no one else but him.

I didn't want to pay attention to it, and was about to turn off my phone to sleep, when he was calling, and in a panic, I pressed the answer button.

His anxious voice came clearly from the phone: "Xia Xia, I'm downstairs with you, I'll wait for you until you come down!"

I silently hung up the phone and sat on the bed in despair.

Time passed minute by minute, it was almost twelve o'clock, I stood at the window and looked down, and sure enough, I saw his slender figure, leaning on the car, bowing his head and smoking.

When did he start smoking, he had never smoked before.

Then he smiled dismally, in ten years, a lot of things will happen, and a lot of things can be changed.

So dazzling Han Xiaoya, he doesn't want it, how can it be, maybe it's just guilty of me!

I forced myself to lie down and sleep, but as soon as I closed my eyes and my mind was full of him, I banged my head hard to stop thinking about it, not to think about it again.

But he didn't listen to the call at all, he was sad, he was bright, he was affectionate。。。。。

I put on a coat and went downstairs in my slippers, and when he saw me come down, he looked surprised, threw the cigarette butt on the ground, and stepped on it.

"I thought you were going to make me wait all night!" Song Junxi didn't have a trace of impatience, watching me hook his lips and smile, his face full of exhaustion.

"Song Junxi, what are you doing? We're done, don't come to me again!" We ended it ten years ago, and if we do it now, it will only make each other more miserable.

Ten years ago, we tried so hard to be together, and the result?

Me and him, it's simply impossible.

"Xia Xia, I know that you have suffered a lot for so many years, and in the future, I will never let you be wronged again!" Song Junxi reached out and wanted to hug me, I quickly took a step back, and he hugged me empty.

"It's impossible for us, it's impossible, how many times do you have to say it before you understand, you stay away from me now, we have our own lives, this is to help me, count me begging you!"

In the silence of the night, the gray and yellow street lamps, I broke down and yelled at him.

"Xia Xia, I know you don't love him! I don't believe you forgot me!" Song Junxi took a step closer, I took a step back, and gradually, I had no way back.

He wanted to reach out and pull me, but I struggled to shake it off: "Why do you say I don't love him, if I don't love him, how can I marry him, Song Junxi, don't be amorous, I have forgotten you a long time ago, if there is anything I remember, it is just hate!"

His foot touched the steps behind him and he almost sat on the ground.

Song Junxi grabbed me, I subconsciously retreated again, stumbling, trying to pull me back, but it was too late, and my body fell straight backwards.

Fall, fall, what's this pain?

I opened my eyes and there was no pain as I had imagined.

I did fall to the ground, though, he was underneath, so I didn't feel any pain.

But he must have fallen not lightly, after all, he was carrying the weight of two people.

I felt distressed for a while, got up and quickly pulled him up: "Are you a fool?"

"Xia Xia!" Song Junxi took the opportunity to hug me: "I don't believe your words, I don't believe that you love him, you still love me, right? Xia Xia, let's start again, okay?"

I couldn't stop crying, leaning on his shoulder, and after a while his white shirt was wet.

I bit him the shoulder, but he didn't move, and I couldn't bear to see the little blood oozing from the place where I had bitten him.

How much love I have in my heart, how ruthless I am now, very helpless, I desperately want to forget, it took ten years, but I can't resist his sentence of Xia Xia!

I hate myself for being like this, I can't do that.

I can't bear the pain of losing a loved one anymore!

"I don't love you anymore, I really don't love you anymore, the love ten years ago has drained me of everything, I have really let go, there are many feelings in this world, not only love, we can't be so selfish, Junxi, we can't be anymore, the ending was doomed ten years ago!"

I broke free from his embrace and squatted on the ground crying, indulging myself like this for the first time in ten years.

For ten years, I have been telling myself every day that I can't cry, I have to be strong, I don't have time to be weak and cry, and remember the past.

The road ahead requires me to go down step by step alone.

For so many years, I didn't even have the right to grieve.

"No, I came back this time to find you, I have the ability to protect you now, and I will never let the tragedy of ten years ago happen again, you believe me, now I only want you, Xia Xia, you can't marry him! The person you love is me!" Song Junxi leaned down and slowly helped me up.

"I don't love you anymore, I don't love you for a long time, Song Junxi, after so many years, I have long forgotten you, and you are living well, aren't you? We all have our own lives, don't be so entangled anymore, you have your Han Xiaoya, I have my Chen Zhiwen, we go our separate ways, and we have nothing to do with each other!"

I was ruthless, and if I continued to entangle like this, it would not benefit anyone, it would only make each other more painful.

It's over, it's over!

"Xia Xia, I won't let you go again!"

"I can't help you, who am I going to marry is my freedom, don't come here to find me again, I will move out tomorrow!"