I turned away from him, and I could imagine his frustration.

However, many years later, after what we have experienced, we should remember it for a long time, and we are doomed to be fruitless.

Now that they have their own other half, it is even more difficult to be together, this is not a matter of loving each other, this is a moral issue.

Song Junxi, I can't afford to climb high!

I turned around to go upstairs, and before leaving, I threw down a sentence: "Don't come to me, don't disturb my life, I'm living a peaceful life now, it's fine, if you have a little pity and guilt for me, don't come to me again, Song Junxi, count me as begging you!"

"Summer ······"

I immediately interrupted him, "I ask you not to say anything!"

I went upstairs quickly without stopping a single step, I was afraid that I would be moved by his words, I was afraid to see his expression, I knelt in the room.

I complain, what did I do wrong, why torture us like this, is it wrong to love each other?

Could it be that because of their identity, people who love each other are destined to be separated by Lao Yan, just like the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl, Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai, just like us, which one has a good end?

I don't know when my mom was already standing behind me: "Is he back?"

I quickly wiped away my tears and turned around: "Mom!"

"He's back, isn't he?" my mom asked again, looking at me.

I nodded feebly.

"He was looking for you when you went down just now!" my mother lifted me up from the ground.

I bowed my head and was silent, not knowing how to explain, but I knew that my mother also blamed the Song family in her heart!

"Mom, I'm sorry, I know what to do, I won't have any contact with him anymore, Mom, don't worry, I know you resent him, I won't let him appear in front of you and upset you!"

I wiped my tears, although I didn't know what happened on the night my father left, and my mother never mentioned it, but I knew that the Song family would definitely not say anything good, and they would still be like that to me, let alone my parents.

My mother shook her head: "Xia Xia, Mom doesn't blame them, and I don't hate them anymore, Mom doesn't agree with you and Junxi, it's not because of your dad's death that she is angry with you, but because you are really inappropriate!"

This is the first time in ten years that my mother has mentioned to me what happened back then.

My dad graduated from high school and was a literate person in our area, so if it weren't for the family's difficulties, my dad would definitely have been able to go to college.

Because of a bit of culture, my dad learned everything quickly, worked as a chores in a restaurant, worked as a chef, and repaired a car at a truck service station in the community.

After going to the city to find a job for several days without a suitable job, my father was disappointed and was about to go back to his hometown, and that day on the way to the train station, I met Uncle Song's car parked on the side of the road, it should be that the car was broken, and I was very anxious.

At that time, the car broke down halfway, but it was not as easy as it is now, a phone call will have a car repair company to come, my dad repaired the tractor, seeing that he was so anxious, he tried it himself, but I didn't expect that three fiddling and two fiddling, so that the car moved again. Dad Song wanted to pay my dad, although my dad was short of money at the time, he didn't ask for it, he said it was just a trivial matter, how could he be embarrassed to ask for money?

Dad Song thinks my dad is a good person, honest and kind, besides, it looks like Sven Wen, not as flamboyant as ordinary drivers, greedy for small profits.

Such a driver, when you go out, it is really reassuring and intimate. Knowing that my father had just come to the provincial capital to look for a job and was struggling about a way out, Father Song was also very bold, so he said, "Brother, don't shirk, follow me there, I will definitely not lose you if I have a bite to eat." ”

My dad also has no way to ask for land, so he is naturally grateful for Zaide's agreement.

Dad Song really took care of my dad, at that time, he just asked the driver to take the driver's license, my dad didn't have a driver's license at that time, and it was the Song family who paid for my dad to take the license.

Later, I took my mother to the city to work as a nanny for their family, and later, when my grandmother died, she found a relationship to transfer my school to the city, and then transferred my family to the city hukou.

In a sense, the Song family is the great benefactor of our family, and our family of three is grateful to them.

But what they didn't expect was that Song Junxi and I would fall in love early and live together.

Anyway, in the eyes of the Song family, our family is still a subordinate, and we are in sympathy rather than family, and Song Junxi has always followed the rules, and I am also well-behaved and sensible, and we compete with each other in learning.

So, they think that we can't make such mistakes at all, and sometimes it's not a good thing to trust too much.

Mom said that my dad has always been a man who follows the rules and does his duty, and he has never blushed or quarreled, that was the first time, my dad quarreled with someone, or with Aunt Yao.

Shortly after Song Junxi and I left that day, my dad and my mom arrived.

Mom and Dad didn't know what happened to me and Song Junxi, Uncle Song didn't tell my dad on the phone, and when I entered the door and saw that Uncle Song and Aunt Yao were there, I hurriedly came up and asked, "What happened?"

Aunt Yao threw the condoms on the bedside table in front of her parents: "What a good thing your daughter has done! Lao Liu, my Song family has always treated you well, but in the end, your daughter seduced my son to run away from home?"

This is like a bolt from the blue for my dad, although my mother knows some, but she doesn't know it, and when she sees the condom, her face turns white with fright, and then she thinks I'm in trouble.

"This ······ No way!" my dad denied, and my mom dodged.

Aunt Yao naturally saw at a glance that something was wrong with my mother: "Your daughter seduced my son to fall in love, and even lived together secretly?

My dad didn't know anything, and when he saw that I was told by Aunt Yao, he jumped to his feet so naturally: "My daughter and your son? How can I know? Mr. Song, Mrs. Song, you can't talk nonsense, you are responsible for what you say, my family is a girl, you say this to make her behave in the future, my Xia Xia has always been well-behaved and sensible, how can she live with your son? Where did you hear that?"

Aunt Yao was furious, "Lao Liu, let me tell you, I didn't hear it, I saw it with my own eyes, your daughter and my son are in this house, what do you look at?" Aunt Yao pointed to the used condoms on the ground.

"This is obviously you instigating your girl to seduce my son, what's the matter? I feel that being a driver is not enough to make money, and I look forward to my daughter being a young grandmother!" Aunt Yao is not good at talking in anger.

"Mrs. Song, it's not like this, our family Xia Xia 。。。。。 My father glanced at my mother and protected her behind him: "Mrs. Song, I spend most of the year running outside with Mr. Song, where do I know about the affairs at home?"