"Mom, it's the ring in the box, you know that, right?" I've been away for the past few days, and my things must have been packed by my mother, and she must have put them away.

My mom was still with her back to me, unmoved.

"Mom, did you put it somewhere else for me, give it back to me, okay?"

······

My mom lay there quietly, as if she was asleep.

"Mom, I beg you, give me the ring, will you give it to me?"

After a while, my mother sat up from the bed and looked at me: "You and Zhiwen are married immediately, why do you still keep that ring? If Zhiwen sees it, won't it be unpleasant?"

"We're done, I'm just keeping a memorial, I won't have anything more with him!" I shook my head, hoping that my mother would give me back the ring, it was the most beautiful dream of my youth.

Now I can only look at that ring once in a while and remember it.

"Xia Xia, it doesn't matter if my mother doesn't believe it, but I want Zhiwen to believe it, I packed my things that day, Zhiwen saw this ring, my mother felt that he cared about it very much, in order to avoid suspicion, I had already thrown it away!"

"Throw it away, where did you throw it, tell me!" I suddenly stepped forward and hugged my mother's leg.

I've got to get that ring back, I've got to get it back!

"How do I know where to throw it, I'll just throw it away, who knows where to throw it, Xia Xia, you are like this, how can you marry Zhiwen!"

"Mom, where did you throw it, even if you threw it at random, you have an approximate location, the time is still short, you can definitely find it!" I got up and wanted to go out.

My mother grabbed me: "Xia Xia, you are really a ghost, look at your current appearance, lost your soul, what do you make Zhiwen think, it was you who agreed to his marriage proposal, no one forced you, you are at least responsible for what you do!

It's me who wants to marry, it's that I want to say goodbye to the past completely, I thought it would be easy, I thought I would never see him again in my life.

But I didn't expect that he would come back, and my heart would hurt so much.

I thought I could forget, but I just thought I could forget.

Those memories began to revive the moment I saw him, and they grew wildly, and in my eyes and hearts, there was only him, what do you want me to do?

I didn't know that I was wrong and unfair to Chen Zhiwen, but I couldn't control my heart.

Moreover, I also clearly know that it is impossible for me to be with Song Junxi, and I calmly ignore the feelings of the Song family and my mother when I am with him.

Song Junxi and I can only do this, one marry, the other marry, this is our final ending.

But I thought that I could at least hold on to some of them, but I didn't expect that it was so desperate that I wouldn't even give me the last trace of memory.

"Mom, you're ······" I fell limp.

It was as if the whole heart had been hollowed out.

Is it destined that he and I will not even have this memory, and there is only a ring left, and we can't leave it?

It's okay like this, it's all right, tomorrow, I'm going to get a certificate with someone else, how can I think about him anymore?

I sneered, staggered back to my room, closed the door, and held the empty box in a daze!

Crying in countless nights, waking up in countless mornings, alone!

I'm going to get the certificate with Chen Zhiwen later, and I'm like a puppet who has lost consciousness.

I drank the porridge one by one, and listened to my mother babble to me about getting my ID card and household registration book.

When I was finishing everything, Chen Zhiwen happened to call and said that he was waiting downstairs.

I went out with my bag, and when I walked to the door, my mother suddenly stopped me: "Xia Xia!"

I barely managed to squeeze out a smile: "Mom, what's wrong?"

"It's nothing!" Mom came over and gave me a haircut: "Mom just wants my Xia Xia to have less hardships and be happy in the next life! Mom will be at ease!"

"Mom, don't worry!" I gave my mom a reassuring smile and turned to go downstairs.

Chen Zhiwen watched me go downstairs from the stairs, and got down from the car to open the door for me.

"Didn't you rest well last night, I see that your face is still so pale!" Chen Zhiwen asked with concern when he saw that I was not looking good.

I subconsciously touched my face and chuckled, "Is there one? Maybe the whitening mask I used recently is too good!"

I tugged at the corners of my mouth, hoping that my smile would be more natural and brighter.

"Alright, let's go!"

"Hmm!" I nodded.

The traffic in City A has always been very congested, but that day, it was surprisingly smooth, and the smooth road only made me feel more congested.

Every time I get closer, my heart becomes more uncomfortable.

I clutched my bag tightly in my hand, and for a moment, I wanted to open the car door and jump in.

But I ······

If you have too many scruples, you are doomed to do nothing.

Chen Zhiwen came over with a free hand, put it on my clenched hand, and looked at me with a smile: "Don't be nervous, Mrs. Chen!"

I wanted to give him a smile, but I was very weak, and my whole state was confused.

Turn right at the traffic light in front of you, and you will arrive at another intersection, this is the first time, and I am not looking forward to the point of the road!

I'm afraid, I'm afraid!

The closer you get, the more you fear.

Chen Zhiwen thought that he could rush through this intersection before it turned into a red light, but he was unsuccessful and braked urgently.

"Zhiwen ······" My lips flared open.

He looked at me with a smile, but he couldn't say anything about the sentence that we would come back another day to get the certificate.

I'm really a bad guy and hurt everyone.

I suddenly regretted that maybe a person like me didn't deserve any happiness at all, and I couldn't accept Chen Zhiwen's heart wholeheartedly, which was not a harm to him.

I watched the countdown at the traffic light, and when I finally jumped to one, I closed my eyes in despair, turned the intersection in front of me, and it would be there in less than three minutes.

"What's the matter, Xia Xia!"

"We ······"

Chen Zhiwen's mobile phone rang suddenly, he frowned, he didn't plan to answer it, but when Chen Zhiwen swept the name of the caller, he said to me: "I'll answer the phone first!"

The car pulled over and took the phone.

I couldn't hear what was being said, but Chen Zhiwen said reluctantly: "Do you have to do it now? Can you give me an hour? I will be there in an hour!"

I didn't know what I said, Chen Zhiwen had no choice but to compromise: "Okay, I'll go back to the company right away and wait for me for twenty minutes!"

I breathed a sigh of relief, in order to hide myself, I kept looking out the window until the phone ended, Chen Zhiwen called me: "Xia Xia!"

I don't know why, but I feel a little weak.

"We'll get the certificate another day, there is something wrong with the company's contract, I have to go back immediately!"