Chapter 190: Xia Xia, Do You Believe in Fate?

At the moment when Chen Zhiwen said that he couldn't get the certificate, I suddenly felt a sense of relief and relief!

I wanted to breathe a sigh of relief, but when I saw Chen Zhiwen's eyes full of disappointment, I felt that I was a sinner.

I am the most unforgivable person in the world.

"Xia Xia, I can't send you back, I'm in a hurry to go back to the company, you take a taxi back by yourself, be careful on the road!"

Chen Zhiwen's tone was very anxious, obviously something really happened.

"What's the matter, is it serious?" I couldn't help but ask.

"It's okay, don't worry, I'll take care of it!" Chen Zhiwen shook my hand and reassured me.

I got out of the car and watched him hurry away.

I looked up at the vast sea of people in front of me, looking east and west, but I didn't know which direction I should take.

I feel that my life, no matter how much I struggle, will always be passive.

At this time, I don't want to go home, I want to be alone.

The phone rang at this time, I picked it up, and Song Junxi's voice came out of the earpiece.

"Xia Xia, I'll just say, you are mine, and now even God is helping us!"

"Jun-hee!" I suddenly didn't know how to face him.

Blind eye?

Avoiding it?

I don't want him to be sad, I want him to be happy, that's what I intended.

"Xia Xia, come back to me!

"Jun-hee, don't force me!"

Song Junxi's anxious voice came out of the microphone: "Stand still and don't move, I'll be there soon!"

Three minutes later, the car with a black face stopped in front of me: "Get in the car!"

He opened the car door and said to me, I couldn't say no.

His face was still a little pale, and it was clear that he had not recovered very well after vomiting blood that day.

I could bear not to see him in the hospital, but there was no way to turn a blind eye to him like this.

"Are you feeling better?"

"I can't die!" he looked at me, trying to hold back his emotions.

"Junxi, can we talk calmly, can we stop going on like this!" I looked at him, with pleading, I and him, even Chen Zhiwen, and even the relationship between him and Han Xiaoya have entered a dead end.

If this continues, none of us will be able to live in peace.

Love each other, why hurt each other like this.

We used to be the closest people to each other, and back then, the reason why I wanted to disappear was because I wanted him to be good.

However, it is clear that the situation is different now, and when we meet, we can no longer solve it in the same way as before.

"Okay, let's talk!" Song Junxi didn't look at me, answered, and continued driving.

He stopped at a secluded café and found a private room.

finally decided to talk calmly, but they were both silent at this moment.

I looked up, Song Junxi was looking at me seriously, I wanted to dodge, and finally turned into a faint smile: "How have you been doing all these years?"

But when I asked, I felt that I had asked a very stupid question, good or not, for the two people who had already met, it didn't seem to matter.

Song Junxi chuckled: "Good, not good!"

He paused: "It's good because I've persevered for so many years, and I've finally seen you again, but it's because I found out that after many years, I can no longer win your heart!"

"Junxi, our love has become a kind of harm to the people of the two families, I can't forgive myself! Whether it's to my dad or Aunt Yao, if it weren't for us, they should all live well, I can't be together with peace of mind, when love becomes a burden, and it hurts you when you think about it, we should all let go, right?"

I looked at him with a smile in my eyes.

He looked at me quietly, and after a while he wiped my tears with his hands, I didn't hide, his movements were cautious, and I had the illusion of going back to the past.

"My Xia Xia has really grown up, and there are times when I am speechless!" Song Junxi looked at me with a smile, and I suddenly remembered the big boy who stood in the class and said calmly that although my IQ was high but my EQ was low.

"But, fate has made us meet again, isn't it? Xia Xia, do you believe in fate? Before, I never believed in it, I only believed in myself, but now I believe it.

If God just wants us to be separated, why would we see each other again, it's not that I haven't thought about letting go, so I haven't appeared in front of you before today, why?

I'm gambling, I'm betting that fate can't play tricks on us like this, can't let us be separated! Xia Xia, do you believe it? In the end, we will all return to you, back to the original point, the place where we love each other!"

Song Junxi reached out, took something out of his suit pocket, and put it in front of me.

I was surprised, it turned out to be that bracelet, the bracelet that I had already sold, how could it be with him?

Back then, my mother passed out in the hospital for the second time, and I raised all the money, but it was not enough to make up the medical bills.

I was desperate, there were so many people on the street, but no one could help me, and I was really desperate to die.

There was even a moment when I wanted to fall down in this traffic and never get up again.

But at that time, I heard a young couple who lost the diamond ring crying and complaining to each other on the side of the road, and the wife cried and said: "You bought the diamond ring for me when I got married, and I originally wanted to sell it to help my daughter pay the tuition first, but now I have lost it。。。。。。 ”

I suddenly thought that the bracelet that Jun-hee gave me, I only know that it is worth a lot of money, I don't know if it is a diamond?

I hugged the necklace and cried so hard that I didn't know that one day, I would be so depressed that I would make ends meet by selling the gifts he gave me.

However, for the sake of my mother, I had to do this first.

I'm holding my bracelet and I don't know where to go?

I remember that there were all people buying diamonds in the mall, but I don't know where I can sell them.

I asked several stores, but they were all no, and in desperation, I went to the last store and tried my luck.

But I didn't expect to meet a person I have always been curious about, but I didn't have a chance to meet, Song Junxi's aunt.

I've seen pictures of her, but she doesn't recognize me.

I really want to ask her if Junxi is doing well, but how can I recognize her when I'm so down?

Jun-hee said that his aunt is a very good person, and if we encounter difficulties one day, they will help us, but the events of that year were so sudden that we didn't have time to ask anyone for help.

Moreover, I finally understood that when it comes to the future of my children, my grandparents will even become outsiders in their eyes, let alone my aunt.

I stood far away from her, never daring to look over there.

The owner of the shop was not going to buy it, but when he saw the bracelet and decided to buy it personally, he said that he would not bid very high!

At that time, I thought that as long as I could give money, it was already good, and the boss paid 10,000 yuan, which I thought was already an astronomical amount, so I immediately agreed.

I took the money, paid the medical bills, this bracelet became a pain in my heart, so many years, I didn't dare to mention it again, but I didn't expect that one day, I would see it again.

Moreover, the original owner of the bracelet was sent to me again.