Chapter 214: Possessiveness soars

It's easy to figure things out, but it's hard to guess what you're thinking.

No one knows what Hui Min thinks, saying that it is impossible to talk to Ke Xiao, but it leaves him hope and maintains a broken relationship. refuses to meet, and always asks him for help. If you say that you can still be friends after breaking up, what you want has exceeded the boundaries of friends.

In the next few days, Ke Xiao maintained WeChat communication with him, and he was very excited at first, but as time went on, this way of only hearing his voice and not seeing his person always made him feel unfinished.

The desires in the heart are difficult to control, especially about feelings, there is often no shortage of cranky thoughts, and when it is difficult to control the feelings, it is inevitable that there will be some non-divisive thoughts.

"Ding~"

At the beginning of the new week, the pace of work was extremely busy, Ke Xiao had to concentrate, and there was no time to think about it. However, life will not be so smooth after all, just when he is fully immersed in work, the consumption text message on his mobile phone instantly makes him play and loses the motivation to work.

"Ke Xiao, I'm sorry, I just arrived in a new place, and there are a lot of places to use money recently, so I still have your card with me, so I'll use it in an emergency, and I'll return it to you in a few days, okay?"

Ke Xiao looked at the dazzling numbers in the text message, and before he could ask, Hui Min gave a reason for cutting first and then playing, as before, so that he had a heart attack, but he didn't know how to speak.

"Uh... Where are you going to go to work now? You can use it first, I haven't needed it lately. ”

I couldn't bear to scold Hui Min, and I just asked for some information in a flash, thinking that while she was in a good mood, she should be able to gain something, and it would not cost so much in vain.

"Jeonju, just got a job, thank you for your support, have you been billed recently?"

Whether Hui Min is grateful to him for his good work regardless of the remuneration, or thinks it is profitable and wants to continue this spare wallet, anyway, her attitude towards Ke Xiao has recently shown signs of flipping, which has deepened Ke Xiao's misunderstanding.

"Jeonju, did you go yourself, what do you do there?"

Ke Xiao asked three times in a row, mixed with incomprehension and concern. There is no way, the answer given by Hui Min is really unexpected, how can he be relieved that he is thousands of miles away from him all of a sudden.

"No, I'm here with my cousin, ready to be a model. It was rare for Hui Min to cut off contact without saying a few words, and it was rare for him to have an answer to his question.

"Model?" Ke Xiao was surprised, "Really? He couldn't tell what kind of mentality he had, on the one hand, he was surprised by her new job, and on the other hand, he felt that with her conditions, there was really no need to bear this pressure, so he was somewhat skeptical.

"Why, can't I? Am I not in good shape? Or am I not young and beautiful enough?" Hui Min's lethal triple attack was also not weak, especially with her coquettish voice, which instantly softened his heart.

"Of course not!" Ke Xiao hurriedly explained, "In my heart, you are irreplaceable, let alone being a model, even if you go to participate in a beauty pageant, you must also be a world champion, and no one else can compare with you!"

"Go, you'll bluff!" Maybe it's been a long time since anyone praised her so much, and Hui Min still had some coquettish meaning in her words.

"I'm absolutely from the bottom of my heart, if anyone dares to refute, see if I don't slap his big mouth!"

Ke Xiao's mood brightened in an instant, and the nature of the poor mouth came up again, and his tone was flowing, and it didn't sound very reliable.

"Cut~ It's just you, don't be scared!" she sneered with extreme disdain, and then probably felt that she was too indulgent Ke Xiao, and immediately put away her friendly attitude, "I'm busy here, I won't tell you yet, I'll send you a photo when I have time!"

"Okay, I'll wait for you. ”

Ke Xiao didn't know where to steal the teacher, but he learned to listen selectively, habitually paralyzing himself, no matter whether Hui Min's attitude was good or bad, whether his words were sharp or not, he could always split it reasonably, choose what he wanted to hear, and be completely satisfied with self-fantasy, commonly known as whimsy.

"Yo, this is the rhythm that is going to be reunited!" Just as he was holding his mobile phone and getting hysterical, Sister Chun's sarcastic tone sounded behind him, almost scaring him away.

"Sister Chun, I... I really don't, it's mainly because I saw the consumption text message, and I want to ask......"

In other companies, he was always caught by the supervisor on duty, and he deserted during work, I am afraid that he would have been scolded to death a long time ago, and he would have been fired a long time ago if it was serious, so how could he give him a chance to explain!

"Don't talk nonsense, you've really floated lately, count how many times this is!"

Sister Chun didn't wait for him to finish, and with such a wave of her slender jade hand, she interrupted it with her eyebrows raised, and scolded him for splitting his head and covering his face.

When the bubble of fantasy meets the cone of reality, the beauty of piercing is more difficult than the bruises all over the body. In addition to the murmuring of words, there is only a factory life that does not distinguish between day and night, doing assembly line work that can be done by everyone, and the numb body only has the instinctive need to eat and sleep on time, and has no brain!

I plucked up the courage to leave, only to find that society had already changed. Walking around the West Lake with dreams, encountering nobles to enjoy meals, going back and forth on the financial boundary line, talking on paper for a year, practice is only worth two thousand, making a living is difficult, life is only left in front of you, where is there poetry and distance?

The so-called poverty is thinking about change, coinciding with the great development of the insurance industry, unlimited money, going to the magic capital to devote himself to it, thinking about the waves, the scenery is infinite!

The ideal is very plump, the reality is more skinny, and in the next three years, the road is difficult and difficult, on both ends of the phone, I am in this section, and the guests are at that end, not seeing each other, and the enthusiasm of the mouth is always exchanged for a desperate hang-up.

I also took it seriously, and I studied late at night and couldn't sleep, but the result was still unsatisfactory. Always too soft-hearted, always deceived, ruthless, but without a sense of purpose, messing around. Seeing that the partners in the same period are getting farther and farther, Ke Xiao is still on the front line, anxious! Just like the sentence that it is useless to change the pool if you can't swim, you have been running around in the workplace for several years, and the company has changed frequently, but it has become more and more uneasy!

Time flies, and I was very in love with her, and in that cold winter, her face was very beautiful after kissing on the street. I still remember every picture I had with her, and I still keep the gifts and photos she gave, and after she left, no one liked me anymore......

In the worst situation, I met her who wanted to protect the most, there was nothing worse than this, the days she left, the days she lived, she was once immersed in sadness and couldn't extricate herself, once she saw the figure on the street corner and thought it was her, so in a trance, going to work and thinking about her, numb and fragile, degenerate, degenerate, degenerate, no home......

Unconsciously, I am twenty-seven years old, in this wasted time, no matter what success or not, there has never been praise, not to mention the so-called growth and transformation, from the beginning of nothing, full of enthusiasm to the present debt-ridden, boring, the only change may be my smile, because there are fewer and fewer things that can make me laugh, and more helplessness and bitter smile.

Sometimes I always ask myself, how did I become what I am today, this is not the life I want, every night, I always have insomnia, I am swallowed up by the fear of the future, I am tormented by the unbearable status quo, it is difficult to face the expectant eyes of my parents, and it is difficult to bear the useless self......

I like the rooftop and the sea, further is freedom and afterlife, and step back is the sea and sky. I love the subway and the sea of people,

One is open to the future, the other is lively now; Sitting on the rooftop, thinking about the past, always indirectly full of ambition, continuous mixing and waiting for death, easy to be satisfied, get by, there is such a result, it is really right; Sitting on the beach and imagining the future, I just don't want to live such a life again, I have tried hard but I am at a loss, ask myself what should I do? Crowded in the subway, wandering in all corners of the city, watching them run towards the life they want with envy, flocking to the sea of people, listening to and watching their joys and sorrows, joys and sorrows, telling yourself that this is life.

When I opened the book, there were many inspirational quotes written on it, which had been read thousands of times, and I was born to be useful, not to be used for self-comfort in idleness. It is better to read 10,000 books than to travel 10,000 miles, and it is better to read countless people than to read 10,000 miles.

Change, never too late, the so-called born I must be useful, but also have the foundation of life to do, the so-called useless is a scholar, down-to-earth, hard practice skills can also do.

The gap between the rich and the poor has widened, making the rich richer and the poor poorer. The author has found that all the people who talk to you about the road to pursue their dreams are all richer than you, whether it is time or wealth, without exception! Talking about money is far more attractive than dreams!

For the poor, dreams are too fake, big, and empty! Some people are not angry and angrily embark on the road of chasing dreams, but unfortunately, even the stars in the movie are always small people!

"I like music, I just want to be a singer! I like acting, I just want to be an actor, I just want to be ......"

In recent years, I often hear such words, and I can't help but talk more, why?

Is he handsome or beautiful, God appreciates food or his own ability, or does he have a mine at home?

Behind the frenzy of countless people is the bloody triple strike that the author can't help but ask, can you persevere, can it be achieved, and at what cost?

Aging parents, working day and night, approaching the age of standing, the embarrassment of having nothing, how long will your dreams have to wait to come true?

Stubborn thoughts, pleas to abandon dignity, twists and turns of defeat, blind and crazy comparisons, how long will your dreams persist to be realized?

The marriage that wants a car and a house, the bank that urges day and night, the children who are waiting to be fed, the bundle of firewood, rice, oil and salt, what is your dream?

The wandering without a fixed place, the nest without sunlight, the text message of the lovers breaking up, the wine table where friends get together, how many grams of your dreams are?

The road to chasing dreams is not crowded, but there are a few successful ones, not only to ask why?

Whether it's not enough luck, not enough IQ, or not enough ability, or both, but the author believes that it's nothing more than your dreams that are fake, big, and empty.

Everyone has dreams, but dreams are not the same, don't talk about dreams at every turn.