Chapter 215: The Humble Love
"Hey, it's good, I think I can abandon my sister if I get on the line, right? I see you're really inflated, don't ask your sister for help in the future, I'm not available." ”
Zhang Liang didn't want to wait, turned around and flicked it into the sky, gave him a smart and clever back of his head, and planned to slip away with his arms in his arms.
"Oops... Sister, I was wrong, you don't remember the villain, the beautiful girl can hold the boat in her belly, don't take my poor dealer to heart, it's all when I fart, I can't abandon my brother!"
Ke Xiao really doesn't dare to offend her at this stage, although Hui Min's attitude is acceptable recently, but if she doesn't hang up, she will change her hexagram, and if there is a little turmoil in the future, I still expect her to be able to report the news!
"Hmph, sisters are too lazy to break with you, hurry up, I'll be late later!" Zhang Liang turned his head and shook the white eyes of the two of them, slapped off his claws with disgust, wiped his body and walked towards the company building.
Ke Xiao sneered, and tried his best to please her, just so that she could help her in the future.
Buying Zhang Liang as a secret whistle, coupled with the flattery almost at any cost, the connection between him and Hui Min has stabilized a lot, but the ensuing economic pressure and work chaos are also quietly eroding his nerves.
"Ke Xiao, do you have time at night? Do you want to relax with you?" Near the end of work, Shan Dan suddenly came to him and invited him to KTV to sing.
"Uh... Who is going to go?" Ke Xiao was a little hesitant, but he had the intention to refuse but thought of being alone at home, it was easy to be cranky for too long, it was better to go out with his colleagues to have fun, which could not only relieve pressure but also maintain the relationship, which could be described as killing two birds with one stone.
It's just that if it's a person who goes, the relationship is not far away, and it's not interesting to play, it's better to ask clearly, and it will be unpleasant when the time comes.
"Don't worry, all the beautiful girls and handsome guys in our group, no one else!" What did he think, Shan Danmen Qing'er, hooking his shoulders and exuding a girl's breath, properly gave him a reassurance.
"Oh, that's okay!" dodging her hookup, Ke Xiao readily agreed, and his heart was inexplicably relaxed.
"Well, don't forget that later. Shan Dan teased him a few words, and he made such a happy decision.
There was nothing new at the party, it was still a three-board axe, and Sister Chun simply finished speaking neatly and let them leave.
Ke Xiao reported to Hui Min in advance, but he didn't get a reply, and he didn't wait, just because Zhang Liang had an electric car, he went directly to the car.
The drinks are wild, the notes are jumping, and the atmosphere in the box is strong.
Young men and women who are busy several times during the day, rarely have time to indulge, huddle in a small and colorful space, sing and carnival to their heart's content, and the negative emotions that have accumulated in their hearts are diluted by alcohol and swayed in the red cheeks.
On lively occasions, he always likes to stay in the corner and enjoy the lonely time alone, which has a kind of temperament where everyone is drunk and I am sober.
"Come on, Ke Xiao, let's have a glass!"
Li Xiang had the intention to observe, and he had already noticed his state, which was not in line with the excitement at this moment, so he came over with two glasses of wine, wanting to have a few drinks with him.
"Thanks, no need. Ke Xiao looked at her in surprise, waved his hand and declined.
"What, you're a big man and you're still afraid of me being a weak woman?" Li Xiang hooked the corners of his mouth, a meaningful smile, and his deep gaze fell on him, and there was always an inexplicable throbbing.
The Magic City, the Oriental Dragon City, the largest city in China, and the economic, financial, trade and shipping center of the interior. Countless people have dreams and hopes in this magical city, and Ke Xiao was one of them!
Ke Xiao, just like there is a typo police uncle behind countless strange names, this name has been ruthlessly called for twenty-five years, and it has never been changed. Like most people, Ke Xiao, who came from the countryside, was determined to take root in the city as soon as he graduated from college, live a life with a house, a car and no loans, low-key luxury and connotation, and by the way, marry a beautiful woman as a wife, that is not cool and crooked.
But the ideal is very plump, and the reality is very skinny. After graduating from a third-rate university, he only learned when he arrived in the magic capital that the so-called college students were so worthless, just like crossing the river, there were as many as cows, and they were chosen by others.
A better job is either experienced or a doctor, and only returnees can be competent, and a chick like him will get his turn there. After several twists and turns, with the help of an old fellow senior, I barely got a job in insurance telesales, which can be regarded as the first step.
Life in the magic capital is not easy, two years have finally stabilized, Ke Xiao finally found that in this magic capital, how difficult it is for an outsider like him to take root here, with his income level, in addition to eating, drinking, lazing and sleeping, if he wants to have a house, a car and a life without a loan, it is estimated that there will be no hope until a few hundred years later!
Fortunately, God treated him well, in the last cold winter, he met his true love, a beautiful and smart girl, which warmed his whole life, he felt that he had the whole world, immersed in happiness and couldn't extricate himself.
However, life always likes to stick a knife in people's hearts, and the original good days and days have been said to come to naught in an instant, and the so-called vows and alliances are just fiery lip touches when hormones surge, which can't stand any test.
For the first time, he understood that love was as important as bread, and he couldn't give what she wanted. The cruel coldness on the phone pierced his heart deeply, and he couldn't get it back with all his might, on the street, he cried and howled, and let people laugh at him!
From that day on, his whole world was gone, but he didn't hate her, remembering the beauty of the past, he always had a smile on the corner of his mouth. Walking on the familiar street, he saw that all the girls were like her, he wanted to see her, but his love was so humble that she couldn't see it, he couldn't sleep at night thinking about her, staring at the signed photo she left for him, listening to her favorite song "Just Once", his heart slowly began to die......
The hustle and bustle of the city was silent and the loneliness of the flowers, and he was like a bird without wings, shrouded in a gray sky. The so-called blessing is incomparable, the disaster is not a single line, love and bread, he has nothing to lose. With a serious lack of concentration, his work plummeted, and he was barely able to solve the problem of food and clothing, but a serious mistake caused him to lose his job and lost a large amount of money to the company, which made him worse and had nowhere to go.
In the evening, the sunset was red through half of the sky, Ke Xiao, who was covered in sweat, carried the worn-out backpack, walked hobbly, and ran away unscrupulously for a day, and the corners of his bitter mouth seemed to have not smiled for a long time.
When the bubble of fantasy meets the cone of reality, the beauty of piercing is more difficult than the bruises all over the body. In addition to the murmuring of words, there is only a factory life that does not distinguish between day and night, doing assembly line work that can be done by everyone, and the numb body only has the instinctive need to eat and sleep on time, and has no brain!
I plucked up the courage to leave, only to find that society had already changed. Walking around the West Lake with dreams, encountering nobles to enjoy meals, going back and forth on the boundary line of finance, talking on paper for a year, practice is only worth 2,000, making a living is difficult, life is only left in front of you, where there is poetry and distance.
At the time of the great development of the insurance industry, the money is unlimited, and I went to the magic capital to devote myself to it, thinking about the waves, and the scenery is infinite! The ideal is very full, and the reality is more skinny. On both ends of the phone, I was on the other end, and I didn't see each other, and my mouth was like a river of enthusiasm, always in exchange for a desperate hang-up.
I also took it seriously, and I studied late at night and couldn't sleep, but the result was still unsatisfactory. Always too soft-hearted, always deceived, ruthless, but without a sense of purpose, messing around. Seeing that his partners in the same period are getting farther and farther away, he is still spinning on the front line, anxious!
Just like the sentence that it is useless to change the pool if you can't swim, after a few years of running in the workplace, the company changes frequently, but it is more and more uneasy!
Time flies, and I was very in love with her, and in that cold winter, her face was very beautiful after kissing on the street. I still remember every picture I had with her, and I still keep the gifts and photos she gave, and after she left, no one liked me anymore......
There is nothing worse than meeting her who wants to protect her most in the worst situation. The days she left, like years, were once immersed in sadness and couldn't extricate themselves, once saw the figure on the street corner and thought it was her, so in a trance, going to work and thinking about her, numb, fragile and depraved.
Unconsciously, he is twenty-seven years old, in this wasted time, no matter what success or not, there has never been praise, let alone the so-called growth and transformation, from the beginning of nothing, full of enthusiasm to the present debt-ridden, boring, the only thing that may change is his smile, because there are fewer and fewer things that can make him laugh, and more helpless and bitter smile.
Sometimes Ke Xiao always asks himself, how did he become what he is today, this is not the life I want, every night, I always have insomnia, swallowed by the fear of the future, tormented by the unbearable status quo, it is difficult to face the expectant eyes of my parents, and it is difficult to bear the useless self......
Ke Xiao likes the rooftop and the sea, further is freedom and afterlife, and taking a step back is the sea and the sky. Like the subway and the sea of people, one is open to the future, and the other is lively now;
Sitting on the rooftop, thinking about the past, always indirectly full of ambition, continuous eating and waiting for death. It's easy to be satisfied, and this is the way it should be, sitting by the sea and imagining the future, but I don't want to live like this anymore, and I've tried hard but I'm at a loss.
Crowded in the subway, wandering in all corners of the city, watching them run towards the life they want with envy, flocking to the sea of people, listening to and watching their joys and sorrows, joys and sorrows, telling yourself that this is life.
The marriage that wants a car and a house, the bank that urges day and night, the children who are waiting to be fed, the bundle of firewood, rice, oil and salt, the wandering without a fixed place, the nest that does not see the sun, the text messages when lovers break up, and the wine table where friends gather and disperse.
The road to chasing dreams is not crowded, but there are a few successful ones, not only to ask why?
It's not enough luck, it's not enough intelligence, it's not enough ability.