I shook my head: "I don't need you to accompany me, you can go to Tsinghua University to wait for me this year, and next year, I will definitely abide by our agreement!"

Song Junxi smiled: "Fool, we don't have to wait until next year, I came today to tell you that Mr. Liu has applied to the provincial university for you, and the provincial university knows your situation, and today gave a reply, and is willing to give you a guaranteed place!"

"Provincial, but。。。。。。 "But what about our Tsinghua covenant?

"I'm going to take the college entrance examination, wouldn't it be too embarrassing to be sent to college with an escort like me!" Song Junxi said as if nothing had happened.

"Are you crazy?" I got up from the couch at once, I was afraid that he would do it, but I didn't expect that so quickly, I didn't have time to react.

"Silly girl, the provincial university is not bad, the computer science major of the provincial university is also very famous in the country, and besides, how serious is the epidemic in Beijing now, many people who plan to apply for Peking University have given up?

Song Junxi stood up: "Okay, okay, don't worry about me, don't be angry, I still have to take the college entrance examination, if I fail to play and can't even pass the provincial university, then I really have to repeat it?"

"Are you a fool? Don't have a good chance to go abroad, Tsinghua can't go, I haven't seen anyone more stupid than you!"

I can't say that I can't say that God has a bad name, sadness, emotion, surprise, all the emotions are mixed together.

"Maybe it's really that sentence, those who are close to Zhu are red and those who are close to ink are black, and they have become fools after staying with stupid people for a long time!" Song Junxi rubbed my hair, it was already messy, but now it is even more shapeless.

"You bastard, why don't you discuss such a big matter with me!" moved to moved, but how can things about the future be child's play, I can't drag him down anymore.

"Didn't I talk to you?"

"Are you negotiating? I haven't agreed yet, you just decided, I don't agree, I've decided to repeat it, no matter what, you have to go to Tsinghua University!" I turned around and ignored her.

"It's too late!" Song Junxi paused and walked up to me: "Xia Xia, I said that I want you in my future, and I can't be absent for a day! So, I won't let you repeat it, and I won't let our love wait any longer!"

"You'll regret it, it's not worth it for me!"

"Yes, I already regret it, I should have made our relationship public earlier, so that Chen Lin would not do such a thing to you, you would not be hurt, I regret it to death, I feel guilty to death, I can't wait to bear this for you, Xia Xia, we didn't go to Tsinghua University just to be together, and now it's the same in the provincial university, in short, I won't let you suffer again!"

I naturally know how perfect Song Junxi's vision for our future is, but he is the only one who pays for that future vision.

Even the only college entrance examination that I could participate in is now unable to participate, I am simply useless, and it will only drag him down.

If it weren't for me, Song Junxi could go abroad or go to Tsinghua University with peace of mind, but now it's because of me that I've become like this, I can't afford the love he gave, let alone repay it!

"Song Junxi, I don't want you to be like this, I don't want you to always pay for me and sacrifice for me, how can you make me feel at ease with you like this, I feel like a waste. We can't do anything, we can't help you, we 。。。。。。 Song Junxi, we are not suitable at all!"

Song Junxi turned me over: "What is inappropriate, I said that it is appropriate, Xia Xia, have you forgotten, how painful we were for each other last time? Besides, there is nothing wrong with provincial university, the most important thing is that we are together, is it in your heart, our future is not comparable to these, Xia Xia, is our future not worth this?"

Song Junxi hugged me and didn't let go of any struggle: "You fool!"

"I am!"

"Stupid!"

"Yes!"

"Stupid pig!"

"Yes, I am, I'm all right, don't be angry, go wash your face, Auntie should be back soon, what does it look like to cry like this." ”

I washed my face casually, but I really couldn't comb my hair with one hand.

Song Junxi smiled and saw that I had been tossing hard with one hand for a long time, but it still hadn't been tied up, so he came over with a smile, took the tie rope and comb in my hand, and soon a simple ponytail was combed.

"Well, it's not bad!"

"Isn't it just a ponytail, what's there to be proud of!" I glanced at Song Junxi, deliberately annoying him.

"Do you think I'm not good enough?" it seems that I still have to learn more!" Song Junxi looked left and right at my head.

"Jun-hee, if one day, you regret it, you must tell me!"

"It's a pity that you can't wait for that day in your life!" Song Junxi doesn't seem to be suitable for such an affectionate appearance, because every time he does this, I want to cry.

Is it because I'm unproductive, or is his acting too good, I'm still used to his indifferent appearance, am I a masochist?

But when I see him like this, I feel so guilty that I can't look at it directly, I'd rather he call me back and forth, call me stupid, and don't know how to cherish it to feel less guilty.

"Why do I always want to cry!" he lowered his head, not knowing how to face him.

"I can lend you a shoulder, is it possible that you still want to cry in someone else's arms!" Song Junxi asked me to lean on his shoulder: "Okay, don't cry in the future!"

"Who makes you always make me sad, can you discuss anything with me in the future, don't tell me until the end, I can also work hard for our future, I don't want to hide behind you every time I encounter something, I can also face it with you!"

"Okay, I promise you, but you also have to promise me one thing, don't be sad alone, uncles and aunts will be sad when they see you so sad, they will also be sad, I know that you are a filial daughter, from today onwards, be happy and happy, and wait for the school to start in September!"

Recently, because I was irritable, I often lost my temper, threw things, didn't eat, didn't sleep at night, didn't see anyone during the day, so I locked myself in my room, causing them to worry about me, I was really unfilial.

As I was talking, I heard the sound of the key opening the door, and it was supposed to be my mother back.

I quickly got out of Song Junxi's arms, wiped my tears, and walked out of the room.

"Mom, you're back!" I was going to take the bag from my mother's hand, but then I realized that my right hand couldn't lift anything at all!