Three days after I was discharged from the hospital, Mr. Xiaohai came back from Beijing, and I also knew that Mr. Xiaohai had failed to apply to Tsinghua University.

This is the dream of many people, how can it be so easy to achieve, it is the best university in China, not a charity.

Xiaohai told me in a very tactful tone, and he persuaded me for a long time before saying it.

I knew that he had really done his best for my things during this time, and I couldn't let the teacher see my expression, so I put away my disappointment.

"Teacher, I'm still young, I can take the exam again next year!"

"The teacher believes in you, you and Jun-hee are the best students the teacher has ever seen!"

Zhang Ailing once said that it is necessary to become famous as soon as possible, in fact, it is the same when going to college.

It's not that I lost the opportunity to go to Tsinghua University, but the opportunity to go to any university.

It's impossible not to be disappointed, after Xiaohai left, I locked myself in the room alone, I didn't want to say anything, I didn't want to see anyone, I saw my parents' distressed and guilty eyes, and it was like a fish in my throat.

Song Junxi called me in the afternoon and asked me if I couldn't go to Tsinghua University together, and asked me if I would like to go to the provincial university together, I didn't understand what he meant, but he had been escorted by Tsinghua University, what provincial university to go to?

I asked him what was going on, and he asked me not to care, just ask me, would I like to go to the province with him?

Naturally, I was willing, and a large part of my willingness to go to Tsinghua University was to go to the same school as him, but now it is simply impossible.

To be honest, I don't want to repeat it, how much pressure it is, I think anyone who has taken the college entrance examination knows it, but if there is a way, I don't want to go through that kind of torment again.

Besides, how uncomfortable it would be to live without him.

However, is it so simple to go to the provincial university? The provincial university is also the focus of the whole country, and once the opportunity at that time is missed, it will be too late to say anything.

Song Junxi had already given up going abroad, and if he gave up Tsinghua for me, no, absolutely not.

"Junxi, I will definitely be admitted to Tsinghua next year, don't mess around, if your uncle and aunt know, how sad it would be if you didn't go to Tsinghua University!" I hurriedly walked around the room.

Feel sorry for yourself and worry about Jun-hee!

But Song Junxi also has his reasons, saying that his intention to go to the provincial university was not decided overnight.

City A is also developing very quickly, and he is very familiar with this place, and he doesn't like Tsinghua University's major, if he finishes and finds a job in the future, it is relatively not easy to find, and those who do research are all poor all their lives, but if they go to the provincial university, they can go to the computer major he likes, and it is also convenient to start a business.

Although what he said was right, I still didn't want him to give up Tsinghua, that was the dream of many college entrance examination candidates, I can't be so selfish!

I didn't agree on the phone, and I told him I just wanted to repeat it.

Until my mother knocked on the door: "Xia Xia, who are you talking to?"

I quickly hung up the phone and sat down on the bed: "No one!"

"Xia Xia, don't think too much, your father is already helping you inquire about cram schools, and the admission rate is 100 percent, I have discussed it with your father, although your current high school is good, but your parents are afraid that you will be under too much pressure on your mind, but it will not be good.

This repeat school, your father inquired, it is also good, and when this year's student's admission rate comes out, if it is good, we will set it!"

Mom was excited when she said it, saying that my father had gone to the school to consult, and also told me about my situation, if the school can show me a certificate of my grades in school, I can be given a discount in terms of tuition fees.

"Mom, you let me think again!" After answering Song Junxi's call, I was really a little confused in my heart, my mind was full of Tsinghua Province, and I couldn't listen to anything.

"Xia Xia, the repeaters here are also admitted to Tsinghua University, in fact, Mom doesn't have to force you to go to Tsinghua University, Mom has been thinking that it is not bad that you can go to the provincial university, after all, you are still in City A, and Mom and Dad can take care of you, if you really go to Beijing so far, Mom is reluctant!"

"I know, Mom, you let me think about it again!"

My mother went out of the room, and I sat down in a chair, thinking about their words, and I tried to pick up a pen to see if I could write, but my hand couldn't move at all, and I couldn't use any strength, and I couldn't even hold the pen steadily.

I broke down and pushed all the pens and notebooks on the table to the ground, crackling.

Why am I so useless, seeing that the time has finally come to survive, ten years of cold windows, just watching like this, but I can't do anything.

My mother heard the movement in the room, hurriedly ran in, saw me lying on the table, things fell to the ground, knew that I was in a bad mood, and didn't want to disturb me, squatted down to pick up the things on the ground, silently put them away, and gently closed the door when leaving.

Countdown to the college entrance examination, 12 days!

When I woke up, I felt a little thirsty and left the room to pour a glass of water.

As soon as I opened the door, I was startled, and I thought I was dazzled, Song Junxi was sitting upright on the sofa, obviously not just here.

"Why are you here?" Song Junxi is too bold, last time at least my mother was not at home, so she came, but this time, I was sleeping, and only my mother could open the door for him.

Song Jun-hee just laughed and didn't answer my words.

"What are you laughing at, talking, why are you here?" I quickly looked around, and my mother was not at home: "Where's my mother?"

"Auntie went out to buy groceries!" Song Junxi patted the seat next to him and motioned for me to sit down and talk.

"My mom saw you。。。。。。 "That's what I'm most worried about, my mom is against us being together, how can she let him in, it's very wrong!"

"What are you angry about, my aunt also asked me what I like to eat, and I went grocery shopping!"

"What did you say to my mother?" I was nervous all of a sudden, he wouldn't make my mother angry, would he?

Song Junxi took my hand and asked me to sit down next to him: "I didn't say anything, even if we are not allowed to fall in love again, but can't we come to see you as an ordinary classmate?"

"Where can it be so simple!" I glanced at Song Junxi, this person is as cunning as a fox, where can it be as simple as he said, he definitely didn't tell me the truth.

"We, Xia Xia, have really gotten smarter? I did bring you good news today!" Song Junxi sold.

"What good news, you don't have to comfort me!" I'm already unlucky, and what good news is there?

"Xia Xia!" Song Junxi suddenly hugged me: "Don't worry, I will be by your side in the future, and I will never let you suffer a little grievance!"