Tears wet the pillow, and I couldn't let myself cry out loud, I was afraid that Li Lan would hear it.

For the first time in the lonely night, I complained about my identity.

Really, it's embarrassing, our family is attached to the Song family and exists, how can he be allowed to bear this?

I almost made a decision in my heart that I was going to break up with Song Junxi.

This seems to be the best ending.

I closed my eyes and forced myself to sleep, tomorrow, tomorrow really matters!

The next day, I appeared listlessly in the classroom, and Song Junxi was afraid that his words would be heard, so he wrote on a piece of paper: Why are my eyes swollen!

Maybe it's not a good rest!

I don't want him to know that I struggled all night last night to talk to him about breaking up.

Today happens to be Saturday, (senior year make-up class) I think this time is quite good, at least you can have a day to buffer time to adjust yourself.

Because I was hiding something in my heart, I was in a very low mood all morning, and I couldn't concentrate at all, and I didn't know what the teacher was talking about.

Finally got out of school, Song Junxi asked Li Lan and them to go first, and when there were only two of us left in the classroom, Song Junxi opened his mouth and asked, "What's wrong with you?

When I saw him like this, I felt even more uncomfortable, but I didn't know how to answer him, so I just kept silent.

"Are you still worried about last night?" Song Junxi felt that nothing had happened recently to make me so sad.

"Last night's incident was fine, last night there were just two students in the fourth class who didn't go back to the dormitory to read in the library, and finally the teacher found out, we were lucky to escape, I was going to call you last night, but you don't have to think about it anymore, next time we just change places!"

I shook my head desperately, didn't speak, and couldn't say the word breakup.

Song Junxi is very polite and polite to everyone, but how could he ever treat anyone so carefully?

No, never, that's how I can say it, how can I make him sad!

Thinking about it, my tears dripped down again, and I quickly reached out to wipe it, but he still saw it.

"Xia Xia, what's wrong with you, you tell me, I'll solve it?"

"I'm fine, I'm really fine, can you stop being so nice to me, Song Junxi, don't be nice to me anymore!" I choked up and could barely speak, tears crackling down.

"Okay, don't cry, why do you cry more and more fiercely, am I good to you? You are my girlfriend, and I will be my wife in the future, I am not good to you, who is good to me?" Song Junxi was a little confused, and he helped me wipe my tears and comforted me softly.

In a panic, he knocked over the water glass on the table, and the water spilled on the table.

"You sit still, I'll come!" Song Junxi first put away the book, wiped the table with a rag, and then pressed a paper towel on the book to absorb the water on the book.

I watched him panic like this because he comforted me, and I felt even more guilty.

"Song Junxi, I'm sorry, I always cause you trouble!"

"It's me who didn't handle these things well, Xia Xia, you give me some time, when I save enough money, we'll make it public, you don't have to be so scared anymore, Xia Xia, give me some more time!"

I shook my head: "It's not like that, don't say it anymore, the more you talk about it, the more sad I feel in my heart!"

Why is it so hard for us to be together?

"Okay, I won't talk about it, tomorrow is Sunday, I'll take you to the movies, okay, we haven't been to the movies for a long time, I know you've been under a lot of pressure to study lately, don't worry, anyway, we're going to go to the same university in the future, in fact, I think the provincial university is also good, it's more than enough with our current grades, and we don't have to be too far away from home, and it's easier for us to find a job in the future, okay?" Song Junxi talked about our future, his eyes were full of longing, and I swallowed back the words that came to my mouth several times.

If I say it, it will be extinguishing his hope, and he must be sad if he is so proud!

Where am I qualified to break up with him, and what do I have to do compared to him from beginning to end?

"Song Junxi, I don't 。。。。。。 at all ”

"Let's eat first, you must be hungry, aren't you!" Song Junxi got up from his position and interrupted me.

"I'm not hungry!"

"I always have to have three meals a day, and if I wait too late, there will be no food in the school cafeteria, and today is Saturday, so there are few dishes, let's go quickly!" Song Junxi pulled me up from my seat.

"Jun-hee, actually, I want to。。。。。。 ”

"Eat first, be obedient!" Song Junxi looked at me with a bit of a request, he was so smart, maybe he had already guessed something!

How can I say such a look?

I lowered my head and followed Song Junxi to the cafeteria, and when I came out, I met Li Zhibin and they came out of it after eating: "Brother, why did you come so late, I thought you took Xia Xia to eat well?"

"No, it's a little delayed!" Song Junxi's face remained unchanged, and he didn't want a majority.

"Xia Xia, what's wrong with you? Are you crying? Who bullied you, you tell me!" Li Zhibin ran up to me, grabbed my shoulder and asked.

"Nobody, it was me who accidentally squinted my eyes!" I lowered my head, not daring to look at them!

"Really?" Li Zhibin was skeptical, and Li Lan frowned, obviously not convinced.

"Okay, let's go in first, we'll talk about it later!" Song Junxi took my hand and entered the cafeteria.

I quickly let go and took a step away from him, for fear of being seen.

Because the first and second years of high school were on vacation, there were few people in the cafeteria and there were many empty seats, so I found a place far away from the door and sat down.

Song Junxi leaned over and asked me, "What do you want to eat?"

I really didn't have much appetite: "You can watch and buy it, anything!" I handed him the meal card, but he didn't take it, and left with the plate.

He was also a little absent-minded when he walked, as if he had stepped on something under his feet, and almost slipped.

I can't bear to look at it anymore, don't look away, but I can't control my tears, I didn't like to cry before, even when my grandmother, who brought me up, died, although I was sad to die, I couldn't bear her, but I didn't cry much except for the day my grandmother was buried.

But I don't know why, in front of Song Junxi, I actually became so fond of tears, it didn't look like the previous Xia Xia at all, I changed, became fragile, became vulnerable, you see, I was spoiled by him in such a short time, and people's temper really can't help but get used to it.

What would I do without him?