Chapter 108: A Kiss of Love
The moment I went down to the cellar, a heavy smell of moisture and musty came to my nose, and my nose was a little sour, and tears almost flowed out, and my heart had already reached my throat.
Nervous. Unparalleled nervousness, I was so afraid that something would happen to Mu Shihan. But I was so looking forward to her being alive, and an extremely contradictory emotion was entangled in my heart, which made me breathless. I held my breath, one step at a time, and slowly walked down.
The more you go inside, the darker it gets, and the worse the rancid smell becomes, and even if I want to breathe, it's hard to escape the pungent smell, in such a damp, dark and hard-to-breathe place. Even if she stays for a quarter of an hour, I can't imagine that if Mu Shihan is really here, she will still be fine?
Come to think of this. My heart hurts. My eyes were hazy, and my steps were a little shaky as I walked, but I still supported myself, and walked cautiously inside, I held the flashlight tightly, shining everywhere, and finally, in the deepest part of the cellar, the light of the flashlight reached a person.
Suddenly, my hands trembled, my heart trembled, and I clearly saw that Mu Shihan was lying on the dirty muddy ground, motionless, her image was extremely embarrassed, her hair was messy, her clothes were a little untidy, and her face was stained with some black mud.
At this moment, my tears could no longer be contained, my throat seemed to be stuck by something, I wanted to vomit, but I couldn't spit it out, it was extremely uncomfortable, I knew, I didn't dare to imagine what I didn't want to accept, after all, it happened, the reality was so cruel and naked, and I was shattered.
I tried all my strength to move my stiff legs, and moved to Mu Shihan's side with difficulty, and in just a moment, my knees slammed heavily on the mud and knelt in front of Mu Shihan.
I trembled my hands, grabbed Mu Shihan, and shouted her name frantically, tears were like falling rain, dripping on Mu Shihan's face, blurring the stained mud, but no matter how I shouted or shake, Mu Shihan never reacted.
An unprecedented sadness and fear eroded my heart, I had the last bit of ethereal hope, slowly stretched out my hand to Mu Shihan's nose, suddenly, my hand shook suddenly, my eyes, suddenly burst out of a strong light, this is the light of joy, the light of excitement, the light of hope, because Mu Shihan still has breath, and there is a faint breath.
So, my whole person suddenly came up with spirit and strength, directly picked up Mu Shihan, staggered to the cellar mouth, and shouted as I ran: "Found it, found it, call an ambulance, call an ambulance!!"
Two hours later, the first hospital of the city.
Mu Shihan was lying on the hospital bed, infusion, the storm finally passed, ushering in the tranquility of the moment, it turned out that Mu Shihan was not injured, but she was mentally stimulated, and stayed in the harsh environment for too long, which caused her to be unconscious.
After the doctor left, I stayed at Mu Shihan's bedside, not leaving an inch, I didn't dare to tell Mu's mother about this, I didn't want her old man to worry about it. Everything, we have to wait for Mu Shihan to wake up.
Although Mu Shihan's life is worry-free, my heart is still cold and cold, and a faint sense of fear is still breeding, I am really worried that Mu Shihan's innocence is gone, in this case, even if she wakes up, her situation will definitely not be good, and a girl like her who is clean and self-loving will definitely not be able to think about it. Moreover, Xue Jinwei was arrested again because of her, and I didn't know how to tell her at that time.
At this moment, in the ward, only the sound of my heavy breathing seemed to be quiet, and I drooped my face and stared at Mu Shihan blankly, and my heart was extremely stunned.
I stayed quietly for about half an hour, and finally, Mu Shihan woke up, she opened her eyes and saw me, but at this moment, she was not excited, but a little emotionally wrong, a little disbelieving reality. ad_250_left();
I was frightened and hurriedly called the doctor, the doctor examined Mu Shihan a little, and tried to communicate with Mu Shihan, enlighten her, and comfort her, gradually, Mu Shihan calmed down a little, but her face was still very bad, and her expression was still sad.
At this time, the police ran over as if they were joining in the fun, wanting to make a record for Mu Shihan.
At first, Mu Shihan cooperated well, but when the police asked He Linbo if she had violated her, she directly said no, and obviously, the police didn't believe her very much, or rather, Mu Shihan felt that others didn't believe her, which made Mu Shihan collapse at once, she explained in a panic, saying that He Linbo really didn't do anything to her, really didn't.
I saw that she was getting more and more emotional, and I was really afraid that if she continued to ask questions, she would be in a state of confusion, so I hurriedly asked the police to go out first, and wait for the patient to stabilize his emotions, and then make a record later.
The police also understood Mu Shihan's situation and left quickly.
After the police left, there were only me and Mu Shihan left in the ward, quietly, but Mu Shihan's tears kept flowing, which made people unbearable to see it. Mu Shihan has always been a strong girl, but at this moment, she is still no longer strong, in the end, she is a girl after all, a girl living in the bottom society, this blow is too big for her, she can no longer pretend to be strong.
The more fierce her tears, the more my heart hurt, and I couldn't help but reach out and wipe her tears, and whispered as I wiped them: "It's okay, it's okay, it's going to pass!"
But what I didn't expect was that Mu Shihan listened to my words, and suddenly became excited again, she looked at me in disbelief with tears in her eyes, and said in a slightly choked voice: "Zirui, don't you even believe me?"
I hurriedly replied, "I believe, I believe!"
I don't know whether I believe it or not, I just know that my heart really hurts and it hurts.
Mu Shihan saw me like this, she became more and more sad, she shook off my hand vigorously, and said excitedly: "You definitely don't believe that I am innocent, but He Linbo really didn't defile me!"
When I said this, Mu Shihan's eyes were very clear, and I couldn't see any impurities in them, I stared at her in a daze for a long time, and after a long time, my whole person seemed to be opened, and an indescribable joy rushed to my heart, and I believed her. I understand her too.
I know that what Mu Shihan fears the most is that others don't believe her, she cares so much about her innocence, but the fact is that she was tied up overnight by a pervert who lost her mind, and besides, He Linbo had scratches on her face, and Mu Shihan's appearance in the cellar was also unbearable, which made people involuntarily feel that she was defiled, so the police naturally thought that Mu Shihan was violated, and her eyes were different, which made Mu Shihan emotionally collapse, make her aggrieved, and make her sad.
And I, before that, had always felt that Mu Shihan's innocence was gone, so my heart hurt so much, but at this moment, I suddenly understood and I believed her.
Because I know Mu Shihan's character, she is not good at lying, if she is really defiled, she can't always argue about this here, she would have been heartbroken and committed suicide.
What she is suffering now is that she is afraid that even if she is innocent, in the eyes of others, she is not innocent. She is extremely pure, and this is what she values most, the reason why she is famous in school is because she is spotless, if this thing spreads, she really jumps into the Yellow River and can't wash it, so the more she cares, the more scared and excited she is.
I understood her, and finally let go of myself, that kind of excited heart could not be concealed in my eyes, I took Mu Shihan's hand, and said very solemnly: "Shihan, I believe in you, I really believe in you!"
Seeing the firmness in my eyes and hearing the assurance in my words, Mu Shihan finally calmed down, perhaps for her, my trust is the most important thing. Liver number.
So, she wiped away her tears and told me in detail about what happened last night.
It turned out that Mu Shihan was really deceived by He Linbo, in Mu Shihan's heart, He Linbo was a good person and helped me, so she didn't have any wariness of this benefactor.
But Mu Shihan never thought that He Linbo would take the opportunity to kidnap her. After He Linbo arrested Mu Shihan at home, he also violated Mu Shihan, his heart was already twisted, he just wanted to hurt Xue Jinwei's heart, so he was bent on defiling the goddess that Xue Jinwei guarded.
Of course, Mu Shihan did not allow her innocence to be destroyed, she resisted desperately, leaving a lot of scratches on He Linbo's face, at first, He Linbo didn't care about Mu Shihan's crying and struggle, the more she resisted, the more excited He Linbo's pervert became.
But in the end, Mu Shihan threatened to commit suicide by biting his tongue, and He Linbo finally eased up, of course, he didn't care about Mu Shihan's life and death, but was afraid that Mu Shihan would die, and he would have no hostages in his hands, and he would not be able to threaten Xue Jinwei at that time, so he calmed down a little. And, before Mu Shihan bit her tongue and threatened, she also told He Linbo that after she died, please ask He Linbo to tell me and let me help take care of her mother, her mother is not in good health, and she will not be able to live alone.
Hearing this, He Linbo completely gave up his idea of being a beast, and then locked Mu Shihan in the cellar. Mu Shihan was already in a panic and despair, coupled with the suffocation of the air in the cellar, the smell was unpleasant, and the environment was too bad, she didn't stay in it for long, she fainted, and woke up in the hospital.
Until now, Mu Shihan didn't know how He Linbo suddenly became like that, why he kidnapped her, violated her, and locked her in a terrifying cellar.
And I, after listening to Mu Shihan's narration, my body and mind were suddenly relaxed, there was no danger, what a great luck this is, just a little bit, Mu Shihan was about to be destroyed, but in the end, He Linbo not only did not violate her, but did not even use her to threaten Xue Jinwei. Perhaps, in the depths of his perverted heart, there is still a little conscience, he has tried the feeling of losing his relatives, so when Mu Shihan talked about her mother, He Linbo will be touched and let Mu Shihan go, he may have figured it out, he can't implicate innocent people, only for Xue Jinwei alone, so he didn't threaten Mu Shihan as a hostage, and threatened Xue Jinwei with his own scheming.
Indeed, later, even if He Linbo was perverted, but the only person he dealt with was Xue Jinwei, he didn't intend to hurt anyone else except for letting Xue Jinwei harm himself, he had no way out, he could only put on a posture of not being afraid of death to threaten us, and in the end, even if we found out that Mu Shihan was not at home, he was so open. Perhaps, he was ready to die, so he deliberately provoked Xue Jinwei, in order to let Xue Jinwei kill him with his own hands, so that he could also count his wish, let Xue Jinwei carry the burden of killing for the rest of his life, and he could also go to Huangquan to see his parents.
Thinking of this, my heart couldn't stop being sad again, in this dispute, everyone suffered, everyone was pitiful, the grievances of the previous generation made the next generation like this, He Linbo died, Xue Jinwei was arrested, Mu Shihan escaped from the devil's cave, but her spirit was inevitably frustrated, and most importantly, her reputation must be affected.
Time stood still for a short time, and after Mu Shihan calmed down a lot, she couldn't help but ask about He Linbo and asked him why he treated her like that.
I didn't hide it, I told all the grievances and grievances between He Linbo and Xue Jinwei, and after Xue Jinwei killed He Linbo and turned himself in again, Mu Shihan's face was already miserable, tears flowed down her face, she closed her eyes deeply, and let the tears flow silently.
For this kind girl, this ending is the most heartbreaking after all, no matter how bad He Linbo is, but after all, it is a life, and when a person dies, Mu Shihan will inevitably be sad.
However, what made her the most painful was Xue Jinwei, although the grievances between the Xue family and the He family had nothing to do with her, but Xue Jinwei killed people for her after all, which made her heart how to bear it. She felt that she was ashamed of Xue Jinwei, the most sorry person in this life was Xue Jinwei, who lived up to his feelings, and also affected his life, making his originally good future dark, which made Mu Shihan infinitely blame herself, and she owed him love for eternity.
She kept crying, crying, until she fell asleep, and the tears were still flowing silently, and I, silently by her side, day and night.
The next day, Mu Shihan's physical condition basically recovered well, except for poor spirits, her body was no longer in serious trouble, so I directly discharged her from the hospital.
After being discharged from the hospital, we went to the police station together and made a record, Mu Shihan told the police all the details, and focused on He Linbo's kidnapping behavior and sexual assault intentions, she didn't know what she could do for Xue Jinwei, so she could only lean towards Xue Jinwei when telling the whole thing, hoping that he would be dealt with lightly.
After making the record, Mu Shihan and I wanted to see the imprisoned Xue Jinwei, but Xue Jinwei refused to see us, maybe in his heart, he still felt guilty, guilty that he implicated Mu Shihan, so even if he knew that Mu Shihan was still alive, he didn't have the face to see Mu Shihan, or he didn't want Mu Shihan to see his unbearable side, and we couldn't understand his feelings.
In desperation, Mu Shihan could only ask people to pass on a sentence to Xue Jinwei: "I'm sorry, thank you!"
Six words, containing a lot, maybe only Xue Jinwei can understand.
After leaving the police station, I sent Mu Shihan downstairs to her house.
At this moment, Mu Shihan's face was still pale, her eyes were a little red and swollen, her eyes were still very gloomy, she looked at me, and said weakly: "Zirui, I have finished the paper, and the school is nothing to do now, I will stay at home in the future and not go to school!"
Hearing this, my heart suddenly chuckled, and I couldn't help but feel a pain.
Actually, yesterday I saw Mu Shihan in tears, I knew that for Mu Shihan, there was some pain, once experienced, it could not be erased, her sadness, her sadness, made me feel distressed, but I didn't know how to comfort her, so I could only accompany her silently.
To this day, I saw that she could talk well, walk well, and eat something, I thought she saw a little and let go of a lot, but when she said this, I immediately understood, she has been supporting herself to make herself strong, but in fact, her heart has collapsed, all her self-confidence has been destroyed, she didn't even dare to go to school, once she, the biggest sustenance is the school, according to her character, if she doesn't deal with the school affairs thoroughly, she can't just leave the school, she is escaping from the real worldใ
Seeing her like this, I really couldn't bear it, I looked at her deeply, and said softly: "Shihan, the matter has passed, just let it pass, it's not a way for you to stay at home, or go to school, finish what needs to be done, and finish your home!"
Unexpectedly, Mu Shihan listened to my words, her expression became more and more sad, her red eyes were hazy, her eyes were full of grievances, she said hoarsely, and said with difficulty: "Zirui, you tell me honestly, after this incident, in your eyes, am I still the same Mu Shihan before?"
Her voice was full of despair, so desperate that my heart was broken when I listened, it turned out that the shadow caused by this incident to Mu Shihan was not a little bit at all, but all of her.
From childhood to adulthood, no matter how difficult her life is, but she retains her dignity and backbone, no matter how many people chase her, how to chase her, as long as she is not tempted, she will not accept it, she has always maintained a clean body, she has always been the most true self, even if she has experienced more, but what she has never died in her heart is the self-confidence that belongs to her.
And now, she was kidnapped by He Linbo, Xue Jinwei killed for her, this has happened, then, she has retained her innocence for so many years, no matter what, it will be affected, even if others believe that she is not defiled, but there will always be a knot in her heart, and she will feel that the current Mu Shihan is different from the most pure Mu Shihan at the beginning.
Therefore, she didn't dare to go to school to face other people's strange eyes, but what she cared more about was still my opinion, whether I liked her or not, it couldn't change the fact that she liked me.
She likes me, so she cares about her image in my heart, even if she knows that I only have Xu Nan in my heart, she also hopes that she will always be spotless in my heart, but now, because of this incident, she has become unconfident, even if I say that I believe in her many times, it is just that I believe that she is not defiled, but in my heart, is she really still the spotless Mu Shihan before?
I really didn't have an answer to her question for a while, I just knew that I felt sorry for her, I couldn't bear to see her so sad, I couldn't bear to see her desperate from now on, she hid at home, it would only make me even more unable to think about it, I promised Xue Jinwei to take good care of her, I couldn't watch her depressed.
Even if I put Xue Jinwei aside, I myself want to take care of her from the bottom of my heart, I want her to recover to her original state, and I want to see her confident smile again, so I looked at Mu Shihan firmly and said very solemnly: "Shihan, in fact, you really don't care too much, no one will doubt you, at least, I believe in you unconditionally, in my eyes, you will always be the flawless Mu Shihan." โ
I thought that my words could reassure Mu Shihan, but the fact is that after listening to my words, her face became more and more solemn, tears rolled in her eyes, but she insisted on not falling, she squeezed out a far-fetched smile very hard, and said to me softly: "Thank you, I know, I'm leaving!"
With that, she turned around and walked towards her family's old residential building.
Her back, so lonely, so desolate and desperate, at this moment, I seemed to see this girl's deepest and most sensitive heart, I knew that she didn't believe my words, she heard the perfunctory in my words.
From my perfunctory beginning, she seems to have completely lost everything, the man who loves her, the man she loves, she has maintained her purity for so many years, her self-confidence, disappeared in an instant, she with endless loneliness and desolation, she wants to hide from this real world, hide in the dilapidated old house, and lick her wounds alone.
If I say that I know that Mu Shihan was arrested, I only feel that I care about her, I know that Mu Shihan is more than lucky, I still feel that I care about her, if I see her crying and seeing her tears last night, I only feel that I feel sorry for her, seeing that she has been strong today but can't hide her sadness, I still feel sorry for her, then, at this moment, I have completely seen through this moment in her heart, my heart is distressed, like a spring, violently surround my whole person, and what is gathered is love, love from the heart.
At this moment, I want to take care of this girl so much, I want to soothe her wounded heart so much, I want to love her so much, I want to give her confidence, give her happiness, this kind of love, wake up too late, but when I wake up, it comes so violently and deeply, I am not controlled at all, guided by love, and my steps suddenly move.
I ran wildly, rushed to Mu Shihan, who left me with a desperate back, rushed behind her, I grabbed her hand, turned her body around, and then reached out to support the back of her neck, lowered my head, and kissed her lips deeply...