Chapter 109: Xu Nan appeared
My movements were done in one go, Mu Shihan didn't react to what was going on at all, and my lips kissed her lips. [No pop-ups.]
This kiss seems to be hasty, but it is completely drawn by the truest emotions in my heart, I want to use this kiss to answer Mu Shihan's question, I know, no matter what I say, Mu Shihan feels that her pure image in my mind is gone. Since words can't express my sincerity, I can only use this affectionate kiss to express what I want to say.
And Mu Shihan, her body was still a little stiff, but when her lips were a little dry, she suddenly touched my kiss, and immediately, her whole body softened, her bones seemed to be soft, she didn't struggle at all, of course, she didn't take the initiative, she just couldn't help but close her eyes, as if she was enjoying it.
I could clearly feel that her breathing was becoming shorter, her heartbeat was speeding up, and it was becoming very fast. And myself, like an electric shock, at the moment of kissing Mu Shihan, I couldn't help but be deeply intoxicated, her lips were very sweet, her breath was very mellow, fascinating, I was immersed in this kiss, and I couldn't extricate myself.
We forgot everything, simple kisses, deep kisses, time seems to stand still at this moment, but our hearts are quietly changing, perhaps, as soon as this kiss happens, it represents the relationship between me and Mu Shihan, breaking through that subtle line of defense, completely integrated.
It was a long time before we parted.
Being kissed by me like this, Mu Shihan's whole person changed, her lips were moist and shiny, her pale cheeks were also rosy, and even her eyes were glowing, like a peony that was about to wither, due to the moisture of dew, it suddenly bloomed, very bright, beautiful and intoxicating.
Seeing Mu Shihan like this, I was even more determined in my heart, I was not wrong, now Mu Shihan really needs a man's care and care, she has lost everything, only with love can she reawaken her life and regain her self-confidence.
So, after a kiss, I couldn't help but say softly to Mu Shihan: "Shihan, I didn't lie to you, I really believe in you, I won't care about those, in my eyes, you will always be the purest, in my heart, you are irreplaceable, I love you!"
These words are the most direct expression of my heart, and my thousand words, which have been brewing for a long time, have finally converged into this sentence.
Mu Shihan heard my confession, her misty eyes suddenly turned red, tears began to flow, it was tears full of love, it was a tear that had accumulated countless touches, tears kept rolling in her eyes, she looked at me in disbelief, and said softly: "Really? Do you really love me?"
Her voice trembled a little, this is the first time I have seen her so excited since I have known Mu Shihan for so long, she seems to be still immersed in a sweet dream, she has not eased up, she seems to think that she is dreaming, and she can't believe all this.
For Mu Shihan, a girl who has enjoyed the nourishment of love, she is still very ignorant, at this time, she is like a little girl in kindergarten, so innocent and lovely.
I looked at her, my eyes became extremely determined, I nodded firmly, and said solemnly: "Really!"
My voice came into Mu Shihan's ears, making Mu Shihan's body shake, her heart seemed to be completely melted, now, Mu Shihan suddenly put aside all the distractions, she was no longer strong, and suddenly threw herself into my arms, hugged me, and cried loudly.
At this time, Mu Shihan, like a little girl who has been wronged, finally found a warm embrace, and can finally vent her grievances and pains, her cry is full of endless pain and grievances, she is the first time, crying so presumptuously, crying without reservation.
I know that she has been building the wall in her heart for so many years, and at this moment, it completely collapsed, she has always been a girl, she is not so hard, not so strong, she also needs to vent, she needs to be comforted, she needs to be cared for, and she needs love.
I understand her feelings, and I don't need to say anything, just keep patting her on the back, which is the greatest comfort for her, at this time, what I can do is to stand up straight, give her a shoulder to lean on, and become her strongest pillar.
When Mu Shihan had cried enough and finished venting, she broke free from my arms, wiped away her tears, and showed her strong side again, and then, she looked at me and said weakly: "I'm sorry, I'm out of shape, I should know, you are comforting me, I'm fine now!"
Mu Shihan, who stabilized her emotions, seemed to have regained her senses and looked away, but she still didn't accept my love, or rather, she still couldn't believe my love.
Seeing her like this, I was serious again and said firmly to her: "What I said is the truth!"
After Mu Shihan listened, her eyes became sour, she pursed her mouth, and said aggrievedly: "What about Xu Nan? Have you thought about it?"
When I heard this, I suddenly paused, and there were ten thousand emotions stirring in my heart.
Mu Shihan has always been strong, she is also sober, she knows very well, even if I love her, but between us, there is still a Xu Nan, the girl who first entered my life and gave me love, Mu Shihan knows what I have experienced with Xu Nan, this is a painstaking and unforgettable love, with Mu Shihan's character, she will not be a third party, and she will not do the kind of thing that breaks up other people's love, so she will ask this sentence.
However, how should I answer her question, I love Xu Nan, it is really love, that is because Xu Nan has given me the most touching love, helped me countless times, and slowly entered my heart, and more importantly, I had a relationship with her, and she became one, and we have a vow of alliance, for her, I really can't live up to it. But can I bear to leave Mu Shihan alone?
I promised Xue Jinwei that I must make Mu Shihan happy, and Mu Shihan at this moment really needs care, otherwise, after experiencing so much, she will not be able to hold on, she has no support, there is only one mother left in the family who has undergone surgery, and it is absolutely impossible for her filial daughter to be fragile in front of her mother, let alone coquettish, in order not to worry about her mother, she has always pretended to be strong, and has never reported good news and not bad news, I am really afraid, afraid that she has endured too much, one day, her shoulders will not be able to bear, her heart, even more unbearable, she will collapse。
Moreover, I really like her, since Mu Shihan was kidnapped, I have slowly determined the emotions in my heart, and today, I firmly believe that this is love, an uncontrollable love, and I want to take care of her and protect her love, which is out of a man's instinct, and it is the deepest emotion for this girl. I have always liked to be with her, those times with her are always warm and beautiful, as a man, guarding Mu Shihan and Mu Mama, enjoying the warmth of home with them, and living the most satisfying life, what a great happiness.
After a long pause, I still can't give Mu Shihan a definite answer after all, I don't want to hurt her, but I can't let Xu Nan down, I really don't know what to do.
Mu Shihan seemed to see my embarrassment, she pursed her lips lightly, and continued:
"Peng Zirui, I received your heart, really, knowing that you care about me and like me, this is enough for me. To get your love, at least I can be sure that I'm okay, and my image in your heart is okay, that's enough. Don't worry, I won't be unable to think about it anymore, all I care about is your vision, even if others don't believe that I'm innocent, it doesn't matter, as long as you believe it, I'm very happy now, so don't say those irresponsible words for me anymore, Xu Nan is a good girl, you have to cherish her and can't let her down. As for me, I'll be fine. Let's act as if nothing happened to us today!"
With that, she took a step into the hallway, but as soon as she took two steps, I reached out and grabbed her hand.
Mu Shihan's hands are very white, very tender, and very slippery, and she feels very comfortable and happy when she pinches her hands.
Mu Shihan, who was held by me, was also like being poisoned, she didn't move immediately, she looked at me stupidly, her eyes were still unconcealable, and she could see that although her words were decisive, her heart would not change, she loved me.
I just like that, I kept pulling her, staring at her, in my eyes, all that emanated was my love, and my gaze seemed to be able to emit electric light, which made Mu Shihan feel uncomfortable, and unconsciously lowered her head.
At the moment when she bowed her head, I finally spoke up, and said in a sonorous voice:
"Shihan, I won't hide it from you now, you should see these days, Xu Nan and I are not together, because our relationship is not smooth, people keep coming out to stop us, maybe, I don't deserve love, but this doesn't mean that I can't love others, I love you, but I won't want you to be with me now, because I'm not qualified to have you, or rather, I'm not qualified to have anyone, I have to figure out who is hurting me, I have to eliminate that obstacle, and when my love will no longer be blocked, I will take love seriously。 So, I hope you don't deliberately stay away from me, because now, I just want to care about you, take care of you, and you need someone to take care of you!"
In fact, I don't know in my heart that I can't get together with Mu Shihan at all, and I also know that as long as the woman in red hasn't crossed the hurdle, I can't have love! Mu Shihan and I revealed all this, just to let her know that I am now on the road of love, and I hope she can find that confidence because of my love, but I don't want my confession to make her sad, and let her become estranged from me.
Fortunately, after listening to my words, Mu Shihan's expression also changed subtly, and it became not so decisive, she raised her head, looked at me blankly, and then said: "Well, I know, I understand you, I won't blame you!"
After speaking, she withdrew her jade hand and whispered, "Then I'll go back first." Then he turned and continued down the hallway.
At this moment, her voice softened, her face was ruddy, and her back was also open. I know that the knot in her heart is really untied, she really understands me, and she enjoys my love.
But she really wanted to leave, I was still reluctant, so I was reluctant to separate, so I shouted directly at her back: "Shihan, your clothes are dirty, your eyes are still crying red, you go back like this, your mother can't worry about seeing it, let's go out for a walk, I'll help you buy clothes, don't let your mother see the abnormality!"
Actually, I was making an excuse to get along with Mu Shihan more, but it was a perfect excuse.
After listening to my words, Mu Shihan was stunned, she turned her head and looked at me, her eyes flashed with tenderness, and after a long pause, she said, "Okay!"
She said it far-fetched, but I feel that we both have an unspoken emotion in our hearts, she actually wants to stay with me more, and my excuse can be regarded as a reason for the two of us to spend more time together.
That's it, we got in the car and went straight to the city. When I arrived at the specialty store in the mall, I helped Mu Shihan pick out a dress, this set of clothes is very in line with Mu Shihan's temperament, with her angelic appearance, it can really be called a character beauty, even the waiter was shocked, boasting, so beautiful.
I was also stunned, so I asked her not to take them off, and then overbearingly packed up her old clothes and asked her to wear new clothes to accompany me shopping.
Because the two of us pierced the layer of window paper, so when we walked together, the atmosphere was quite awkward, and it didn't take long for Mu Shihan to want to go home, but I always said that her eyes were still a little red and swollen, and she would go back after walking more.
In fact, I lied to her, Mu Shihan should also know, she just smiled and didn't refute me, we continued to be together, pressing the road, walking in the crowd, from time to time someone cast envious glances, which made my heart feel beautiful and couldn't help it, so I stretched out my hand and held Mu Shihan's hand.
Mu Shihan seemed to be electrocuted, and her body trembled, but she didn't break free from me, just gave me an embarrassed look, I could feel it, Mu Shihan was very nervous, but she also enjoyed it, enjoying a short time with me, although she didn't dare to look forward to it for a long time, but this beautiful moment, she also wanted to seize it.
The two of us can only understand the unspeakable feelings, it is too subtle, walking hand in hand on the street, there is a feeling of cheating, feeling nervous at the same time, but also a little excited and exciting.
But, just when I got carried away with excitement, a car suddenly stopped in front of me on the left.
Immediately, from the back seat of the car, a girl got down, and her appearance made me dumbfounded, because she was none other than Xu Nan.
After she got out of the car, she walked straight towards me without pausing for a moment.
I was a thief, and I even forgot to let go of Mu Shihan's hand, but Mu Shihan reacted quickly and hurriedly pulled his hand away from my palm.
But it was too late, Xu Nan had already seen what she should see, she walked in front of me, froze her foot, her gaze swept at Mu Shihan first, and then stared at me.
At this time, her eyes were full of disappointment and sadness, and her voice was even more painful and hoarse: "Is this the reason why you asked me to wait for you?"