"What nonsense, what do I want your life to do, but you want to compensate me for your life, I accept it, without my permission, you are not allowed to do stupid things, you yourself said, your mother is the only one left, don't do stupid things!"

Although I don't know how Uncle Song and Yao Ruolan got married, I can imagine her pain.

This will make her even more afraid of losing her son.

It's just that sometimes it is pulled too tightly, and it becomes harmful.

I took a breath, and maybe he could only find some comfort from me.

If I don't understand him anymore and resent him, I'm really going to force him to die.

I closed my eyes and enjoyed the last shimmers of tenderness before dawn.

When the sun shines on the earth, he is still him, and I am still me.

The blackout curtains in the hotel are everything outside, and I don't know if it's dawn, sunny or cloudy.

Afraid of waking him up, I reached out with a hand and quietly touched the phone on the bedside table.

Half past six in the morning!

I, it's time to go, some love, just to stay in that heart-rending night.

When the sun shines on the earth, all the filth will take shape, including us.

Song Junxi frowned deeply even when he fell asleep, and I reached out to gently smooth his eyebrows.

Smiled, I hope all his frowns are not because of me, when I remember Xia Xia, only hot love can melt all his troubles.

Jun-hee, I love you, before I was alive and after I died, my love belongs to you alone.

got up and was about to get down to the ground to put on his shoes, but his body was suddenly picked up by someone in the air and collapsed on the bed, Song Junxi didn't open his eyes.

"Lie down with me for a while!"

This kind of warmth is precious to us.

I didn't struggle, I lay down obediently.

Listening to his heartbeat, time passed minute by minute.

My phone suddenly remembered, I know, it must be my mom calling, I didn't return all night, she was naturally worried.

I picked up the phone and motioned for Song Junxi to silence, and my mother's worried voice came clearly from the phone.

"Xia Xia, you didn't come back last night, where did you go?" My mother is so anxious, there are too many things that have happened recently.

She was naturally worried that I wouldn't be able to open it.

"There was a case in the studio, we worked overtime, yesterday ····· I'm resting in the office!" I obviously saw Song Junxi's lips hooked after hearing me say this, and he wanted to laugh, trying to endure it.

"Oh, Mom is worried about dying, tell Mom to work overtime in the future, Mom will make some supper for you to deliver, it's not far anyway, don't be tired!" When my mother heard that I was working overtime, she was obviously relieved.

I haven't lied to my mother for many years, and I remember that the first time I lied was taught to me by Song Junxi, but I didn't expect that I would lie now without blinking.

I hung up the phone with a weak heart, patting my chest with my hand, I was really afraid that my mother would say that if she went over to bring me breakfast, it would be all exposed.

Song Junxi saw me hang up the phone, and hugged me with a smile: "It's much better than before!"

"It's not your fault, I was going to sneak back quietly to keep my mother from finding out!"

"I can't bear it, okay, I was wrong!" Song Junxi's kiss fell on my neck socket, itching so much that I wanted to avoid it, but I was reluctant.

"The apology is not sincere at all, punish you for letting me go first today, leaving a ruthless back to make you sad!" I said this deliberately, trying to cushion the sad atmosphere of being about to leave.

Ten years of lyrics say that there are thousands of intersections, and there is always one person who has to go first.

And we, in front of a doorway, the one who was left behind were destined to look at the back of the person who was leaving.

And this time, I'm afraid, I don't want to look at his back, I'm afraid I can't help but want to hug him.

All my camouflaged hardness has been peeled off by him.

Song Junxi held my hand and looked into my eyes: "Okay!"

Hot kisses, burning tongues.

I buttoned up his shirt, one by one, as if I was peeling my own heart.

After tying his tie, he straightened his clothes and stood on tiptoe to imprint a kiss on his lips: "Goodbye!"

I don't know if there will be a chance to see you again in the future.

I wanted to go, but Song Junxi refused to let go, holding my hand stiffly, I smiled, my eyes were slightly wet, and I looked at him: "I said let me go first!"

"Will you see me again?" Song Jun-hee was helpless and stubborn, like a child who had been sent to school for the first time, pulling the corner of his parents' clothes and asking when he would come to pick him up.

I really want to say, of course, but the reality is that when I walk out of this door, he is Song Junxi, and I am Liu Xia.

None of us live for ourselves.

Song Junxi's hand loosened little by little, hanging down weakly, he knew the answer better than me.

I quickly turned, opened the door and rushed out, pulled tightly, ran around the corner of the hallway, crouched on the ground weakly, and cried lowly.

Jun-hee, it's not that I don't want to, it's that I can't.

But, Jun-hee, you have to know that even if I can't come to see you, Xia Xia's heart and eyes are only you!

I took a taxi and went straight to the company.

I didn't come home overnight, and I didn't know how to face my mom when I got back.

I finally let her down.

In my eyes, Junxi is not only the Song family, he is also the person I can't let go of for many years.

In the afternoon, I felt a slight pain in my head.

I thought maybe it was just a cold, so I just leaned in the office to rest, but the more I slept, the more I felt hot and dry, and even my head was swollen and painful.

When I went back like this, it must have worried my mother, so I went to sleep in the rest room of Sister Yueyan's office, which Sister Yueyan had prepared for her for the convenience of work at that time, which would really come in handy for me.

I slept groggily until the evening, opened my eyes in a daze, took my mobile phone, looked at the time, and it was already five o'clock in the evening.

There are two text messages, both from Song Junxi.

【Have you eaten?】

It was sent at twelve o'clock in the afternoon, and one was sent at three o'clock in the afternoon, I reluctantly cheered up, and my fingers trembled and replied with a few words, [Well, don't worry. 】

I held on and called my mother, saying that the client asked the personnel involved in the case not to leave the company for a few days, because there was a precedent from the last time, but my mother believed it and told me to take care of myself, and I told her not to worry.

After barely finishing these words, he put his mobile phone aside, but he felt that his whole body was still weak, and he was not particularly hungry, but he was a little thirsty, got up, poured a glass of water, drank two sips, and climbed back into the small bed, rolled up the blanket indiscriminately, closed his eyes again after some exhaustion, and then felt that his body was cold for a while, hot for a while, and even more uncomfortable, and his nose was blocked, and I frowned uncomfortably, lying on the bed and turning over and over.