Yet he seemed to have little to do but fall. He had never fallen, he felt that he really deserved to fall once, and he suddenly understood everything Kang Ruoran did when he was in the United States, and then suddenly he felt like a confidant. He felt that he and Kang Ruoran should be on the same list, they were the same people, with the same entanglements and anxieties, but they actually couldn't deal with this situation, so they chose to live in a different way.

The date of the trip was quickly determined, and before leaving, he planned to go to Chen Mofei's house again, which was now called Chen Mofei's house, as if Chen Mofei was not his wife. The time had been calculated, but in the end it didn't happen, so he took out the phone and planned to say goodbye to her on the phone. He pressed her number, but flinched a moment before the launch, deleting the Arabic numerals one by one. Later, he called Chen Qiao, it was already twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, he couldn't sleep, and he was struggling with whether to call Chen Mofei for almost the whole night. When the phone was connected, Chen Qiao's voice sounded quite clear.

"Hey. Liu Nian said, "I'm leaving." He said.

He heard the sound of Chen Qiao sitting up from the bed, and seemed to feel a slight creaking sound of the mattress under the weight of his body.

"Okay. Chen Qiao said, "It's better not to come back." ”

After saying that, he closed the line.

Liunian knew what he was angry about. He held the phone in a daze for a long time, his eyes involuntarily stared at the door of the room, at this time he needed a woman, no matter whether the woman opposite was Kang Ruoran or who. He put the phone on the bedside table and collapsed on the bed. There were no street lights outside the window, and it is said that there were two street lights in the past, but Kang's mother had a slight nervous breakdown, and complained to the property that the street lights would be on all night to disturb her dreams. When the first complaint was lodged, the property was unimpressed and resigned, but it was only after Kang's father intervened that the matter was satisfactorily resolved.

Liu Nian turned his head to look out the window, the tall and hideous shadow of the tree was dancing in the night, his eyes were actually easy to adapt to the darkness, but his eyes still had no way to penetrate the layers of obstacles in the woods, Liu Nian knew that there might still be woods behind the trees, and there might be another family behind the trees, no matter what it was, it had nothing to do with him.

What does it have to do with him?

It also made him act like it had nothing to do with it.

Even he himself is not satisfied with himself, let alone others. He suddenly wanted to ask Kang Ruoran if he was satisfied with him now. He remembered the tone in which Chen Qiao had just spoken to him, could it be that Kang Ruoran had stabbed Chen Mofei about his affair with her. Liu Nian suddenly became nervous, he sat up from the bed, sweat on his forehead, and he seemed to hear the sound of his heart beating in his chest again, one after another, like the beat of a drum on the marching side.

Will she?

Searching for all the details of his and Kang Ruoran's time together in the past few days, trying to find clues from them to confirm his speculation.

Will she betray him?

The passing years are not accurate. From the day he did it, he should have expected that there would be today, but he would be like other men who did this kind of thing, the first thing he thought of was to stamp the seal, and then he thought of putting all the responsibility on Kang Ruoran. He was not even as good as his father in this regard, hehe, how could he compare? The father and the woman were said to be in true love. But if there was true love between them, what about his mother?

Liu Nian thought of his mother, who was resting in another room at this time, and he found that his mother had been much calmer lately than when he was at home, which made his tense nerves relax a little.

Forget it, don't think about it.

He sincerely advises himself. Maybe at that time he had already predicted the end of him and Chen Mofei. This ending must not be what Chen Mofei wants, but he can't give her a better ending. She waited for him and looked for him for so many years, he gave her a marriage contract, almost betrayed the whole world for her, and their family was almost ruined for her.

It's not that people can't pay the price for love, but if they pay too much for a love, then the so-called love will be as if it is cursed and bloody.

So maybe this is the kind of ending between them, and it doesn't have much to do with his passing years.

That night, Kang Ruoran didn't come, he was a little disappointed, these days Kang Ruoran will come to report almost every night, like a female fox demon knocking on the door of a scholar in the middle of the night, like a snail girl. She comforted herself with her body, made him breathe, made him sweat, and made him feel like he was still alive. Once, he even wanted to cry, he hugged her ** shoulder tightly, repeating over and over again I love you.

I love you, I love you, I love you......

He almost kept talking, but he wasn't sure he was saying it to the woman next to him. But he was by no means saying it to Chen Mofei, he was very sure of this.

Both the woman and his body were wet, like two seaweeds that had just been fished up from the sea, and the seaweeds were entwined and strangled with each other, but instead strangled each other even more wet.

Often at that time, I questioned myself in my heart, I knew it was like this, why bother in the first place.

However, this is already the case, it was already the beginning, it was not able to come back, and it can't be changed.

He closed his eyes in pain and despair, doubting that there was nothing in the world that could give him true salvation. No one could really save him. Originally, he thought that Kang Ruoran could, but he found that she couldn't either. She brought him an instant of ascension and destruction, followed by a large void, dazed and helpless, like a child lost in the forest.

Liu Nian lay on his back on the bed and wiped his face, but found that he had nothing on his face, no sweat or tears, no expression, and he even doubted whether he had facial features.

He couldn't sleep, so he got out of bed, imagining that if his father was still alive at this time, he didn't know that he was an old man-----

Forget it, if he knew he was like this, he would definitely break his leg with a stick. But who broke his old man's leg? We are all hurt by others, and we will go out of our way to hurt others. No one is innocent, and no one is pure. He had always thought he was different.

It was after two o'clock that he fell asleep in a daze. Then I had a long, bizarre dream. He dreamed of Chen Mofei, but Chen Mofei only stared at him and didn't say a word. He walked towards her, a little weak-hearted, a little timid, but in the end he still had to walk over, when he walked to her, she smiled at him, and Liu Nian opened his arms to hug his wife, but he felt a chill in his body, as if he was penetrated by some sharp weapon.

He lowered his head and saw that the handle of a knife was embedded in his belly, the handle of the knife was almost submerged in his flesh, and a large amount of bright red blood flowed from the handle of the knife, he raised his head again and saw that Chen Mofei had become Kang Ruoran.

Liu Nian woke up from his dream with a breath, and for the first time seriously examined the relationship between him and Kang Ruoran. She was committed to him, why would Liu Nian accept her? In addition to the real need, whether it was physical or emotional, or there was another reason, he wondered uneasily, what could that reason be?

Later, Liu Nian finally figured out that another reason was related to Kang Ruoran's own self-depravity, and those experiences in the United States made Liu Nian have no scruples about her, and contributed to his unhesitation for her.

When did he start to become so philistine and cruel?

Or is he meant to be?

No one could answer him, not even himself, only the boundless, dark night confronted him silently. He got up to go to the bathroom, and as he walked down the hall, he was stopped by a voice from the darkness. It startled him so much that he couldn't make out the owner of the voice.

He stopped, but suddenly there was no sound at the other end, and he tried to get his eyes to adjust to the night as quickly as possible until he could see the other man's corridor.

It's a woman, a young woman. In this house there is only one young woman. That was Kang Ruoran, he forgot that he wanted to go to the bathroom, and walked over to the owner of the voice, gently, he didn't want to alarm anyone else in this room.

Anyone!

Kang Ruoran sat on the sofa in the living room in her pajamas, and Liu Nian noticed that the ashtray in front of her was black, and several cigarette butts were as ugly as countless short tree stumps, and they were not at all regular into the ashtray.

Did she smoke?

How can her body smoke? She's sick. Her body can't be as good as a man and a woman, but counting up a few days, they are together, almost singing every night. All of a sudden, he began to get scared.

"Not feeling well?" asked Liunian, naturally looking for her hand. Her hands were cold, which was in line with the characteristics of her condition, and the fear of passing years became clearer. If she ...... again

Liu Nian didn't dare to think about it, as if he suddenly woke up. They hadn't done anything before, and what else was she trying to announce to herself?

coerced the Son of Heaven to order all the waiters.

He won't marry her.

Passing years said to himself. At the same time, he was angry, and the direction of his anger was still very clear------ Kang Ruoran.

It turned out that she had never died to herself, and it turned out that she was such a scheming and vulgar woman. So many women have adopted the means to achieve their goals, and now she has to draw gourds in the same way.

He wouldn't let her get away with it.

He withdrew his hand from the woman's hand, and the woman's hand was cold, and the cold made his hand cold.

Silence permeated the darkness, as if it had been brewing for a long time. Women seem to be much calmer in the dark than in the passing years. The flow of years hates women's calmness, which makes him look particularly ......

How so?

Passing years gave up describing themselves.

Kang Ruoran got up at this time, she stood up, her slender and tall body became a thin shadow, the woman turned around, and the slippers made a rustling sound when she walked, until the sound was far away, and Liu Nian was relieved.

He originally came out to make it convenient.

I want to go through the years.

His eyes began to search the darkness for the location of the bathroom.