Chapter 198: Where Are You?
Chen Qiao was lying on the bed and couldn't sleep. I hadn't heard any letter before, so he said he left and left. It was helpless to go in the past, and there was no way. But now, it doesn't look like it. However, he himself knew that he didn't have any position to ask him, he just didn't want Chen Mofei to be worthy. Marriage is also married, children are born, nine deaths and one life, such a ----- can't be said to end, at least it is a small ending in the middle of the development of things. He is not worth it for a woman.
He didn't know how the years would end. What will he do in the future? What will Chen Mofei do? What will happen to the children? What will happen to their marriage? He put his hand on the pillow, wondering how the two people who were so determined at the beginning could have come to this point. He still remembered that at his engagement banquet with Kang Ruoran, Chen Mofei just had a stomachache at that time, he was so distressed that he even made a move with Chen Qiao, how long has it been, people are scary when they are affectionate, and they are even more scary when they are affectionate.
It's time for the child to choose a name, Liu Nian didn't participate in any opinions, and he didn't know how to explain to Chen Mofei. For Chen Mofei, there will definitely be emotions at this time, it is said that the hormones of the mother will go through a sharp test, if it is a man, I am afraid that he will jump off the building directly to commit suicide, only a woman can endure this kind of drastic change from physiology. He sighed, sat up from the bed, took out his pen, took out his paper, and thought of the names of some boys. said that Liu Nian was afraid of arguing with her and the child to rest, so he called him and asked him to tell him, saying that these names were also from Liu Nian, and the big idea was to let Chen Mofei take it himself.
Chen Qiao thought deeply about his thoughts and words.
He put the pen down, the pen hit the coffee table table, Chen Qiao wiped his face, looked up at the ceiling, he didn't know how he got involved in the grievances between them, but now he was already riding a tiger, not to mention that it was a critical moment for Chen Mofei, and now he was the only one who stayed by her side. Yes, he can't leave at this time. Who else is Chen Mofei? Women always have someone to count on at this time, and they can't count on the passing years, and they can't count on the Liujia, Chen Mofei's own parents------
He stood up and paced to the window, where the building opposite was brightly lit, but the curtains were drawn, and it was impossible to see what the people inside were doing, and occasionally a figure flashed.
A woman like Chen Mofei is strong, she won't go home to ask for help, she will only keep everything in her heart, and she will try not to let those emotions take root in her heart.
Oh no, she's going to do her best to keep those things from sprouting in her heart, but I'm afraid the roots have taken root in her heart. Chen Qiao thought about persuading Chen Mofei to say a few words, wanting to open a little, or something. Later, I thought that these words were too pale and empty, and they had no power at all. It doesn't make much sense to say it or not.
Some bitter people have to suffer by themselves, others can't help them, and outsiders can only watch. For the first time, Chen Qiao felt that life was a bit nonsense. He turned around and got his mobile phone, knowing that Chen Mofei must not be sleeping now. She hasn't been in good spirits recently, once the child was crying, the confinement lady was busy with something else, she just looked at the child crying like that, her eyes were empty, Chen Qiao just came in from outside, saw this situation, and touched her, "Mo Fei, what's wrong?" he asked, and picked up the child.
The child was picked up, the confinement sister-in-law's milk was also flushed, and the confinement lady took the child.
"Feed him later, I've just cried, and I might vomit after drinking it for a while. Chen Qiao instructed, and the confinement lady threw a grateful glance at him. The child cried breathlessly, and was extremely aggrieved. Chen Qiao rubbed his hands and stood behind Chen Mofei and found that she had lost weight again. I heard that others have gained at least one lap in confinement, while she has lost weight one lap after another.
He stretched out his hand, but it stayed half an arm's length from her body----- he didn't know how to comfort the woman in front of him.
Chen Qiao pressed Chen Mofei's phone number, wanting to tell him that he would leave early tomorrow morning. He pressed down on the familiar phone number, but didn't press the transmitter button. Tell her what to do?
He deleted the phone numbers one by one, walked to the door in a few steps, reached out and took off a coat from the cloakroom, put it on, and went directly to Liu Nian's house, and went upstairs, but found that no one answered when he knocked on the door. So he called Liunian and asked him where he was.
"In Kang's house. He said.
In Kang's house.
Chen Qiao wanted to sneer, but in the end he didn't, he drove straight to Kang's house. Night, cool as water. Blanket the city, the streetlights silently confront the darkness. He drove the car almost into the air.
"You come out, I'm outside the gate of the community. When he arrived outside the gate of the Kangjia community, Chen Qiao parked the car and called Liu Nian.
He opened the door, got out of the car, lit a cigarette, the cigarette butt lit in the darkness, and the ash disappeared in the wind.
At the end of the day, a pale black figure appeared at the entrance of the community, the wind ruffled the man's hair, he was wrapped in a black coat, no pants underneath, and a pair of black sneakers underneath. Chen Qiao threw the cigarette, the cigarette butt was still sparking, the spark of the cigarette butt burned more and more in the wind, and was swept up by the wind, Chen Qiao walked over in a few steps and punched the man.
The man didn't have time to hide, and was beaten to a stumbling point. Chen Qiao grabbed the man's collar and swung a second punch, he heard the sound of his fist colliding with the opponent's muscles, this time Liu Nian was knocked to the ground, he was prostrate on the ground and gasped.
"Get up!" he shouted at the man, and the wind sent his words far away. The Flowing Year coat opened, revealing the coral velvet pajamas inside. Chen Qiao wanted to cry, but for some reason he wanted to cry like that. He walked over to the man.
The man gasped and looked up at him. Chen Qiao also saw the man's face and felt a little familiar, but more unfamiliar.
"Get up. He grabbed one of the man's arms. The man was dragged from the ground by him. The man got up, Chen Qiao waved his fist repeatedly, and the fists were all in front of the eyes of the passing year, but Chen Qiao put down his fist in a dejected manner.
"Flowing years," he changed his tone, and flowing years avoided his gaze.
"Why don't you fight?" he asked, his voice calm.
"What do you mean?" Chen Qiao forcibly suppressed his anger.
What does that mean? He didn't know what he meant. Life is too fucking hard, too fucking tired, he doesn't want to live on the moral high ground all the time, how good it is, how he wants to live, how he wants to live, what is wrong with him? Who doesn't live like this? Life is short, and he has fun in time. Less fucking finger at him. Those hardships, those hurdles that can't be overcome in his heart, who can bear them for him?
"Are you worthy of Chen Mofei?" asked Chen Qiao.
"What's so sorry for me? I'm almost ruined for her, and I'm sorry for her?"
The man roared back.
This time, his gaze did not avoid Chen Qiao.
Chen Qiao took two steps back, and Liu Nian's words just now seemed to still hover in his ears, and his voice was so loud that his ears kept ringing.
He frowned and looked at the person in front of him, as if today was the first day he had met him.
Liu Nian also looked at him, his hair on the top of his head like a chicken nest. A slender shadow flashed at the entrance of the community, and he recognized the owner of the shadow as Kang Ruoran just by looking at it.
Kang Ruoran was also wrapped in a black coat, and her long hair was also wrapped in the coat, unlike Liu Nian, she was dressed neatly. Kang Ruoran stopped a few steps away, and after a while, he said that he was in the new year.
"It's too cold, let's go back. She calmly proposed.
Liu Nian looked at Chen Qiao, turned around, and Chen Qiao saw Liu Nian stretch out his arm and take Kang Ruoran into his arms. He started trying to beat him again, why did he stop just now? He couldn't understand himself.
On the whole way back, he was thinking about every expression of the year and every word he said, he recalled every detail just now, and then regretted that he shouldn't have beaten him, maybe he should have talked to him openly and honestly, maybe he had a hard time, maybe he just wanted to ----- to pay off his debts, or even revenge, being an undercover agent.
He parked the car on the side of the road, opened the window, the tail lights kept flashing, and the wind poured in through the window, blowing down his tears. It's winter, it's cold, and it's freezing people's hearts.
He thought.
It's something that no one can do. However, he still didn't believe that the passing years could become so strange. What should Chen Mofei do? What is the matter between him and Kang Ruoran? I knew that this was the case, why did I cry and shout that I had to marry someone else?
The soot fell, and his hand shrank inward, and the ash fell onto his clothes, and he dusted off the soot with his hand, feeling that the night had been so long, so dark, that he could not see his head.
He started the car with a gloomy expression, originally thinking of going home, but the car drove to Chen Mofei's downstairs on his own initiative, he looked up at Chen Mofei's floor, and didn't know what a woman could get in marriage. Men are not worth it. He is a man and he also wants to say the same, he still remembers that when he first met Chen Mofei, she may have had something on her mind at that time, and she may have been unsatisfactory, but unlike now, he still remembered that she was bleeding profusely when she was knocked down by her mother, so much blood, Chen Qiao hugged her, feeling like the blood was about to flow out of her body.
She was in a coma for so many days.
After being discharged from the hospital, she took care of the child alone, and the child's father never appeared again, as if dead.
He wanted to go upstairs, but he also knew that going upstairs was a little abrupt at this time. Chen Qiao's car stayed downstairs for a long time, until he thought he had found a reasonable and dignified excuse, which was of course found for the passing years. He plans to come back tomorrow in the middle of the night.
"Yes, it was decided on an ad hoc basis. I didn't have time to inform you. I couldn't buy tickets, but then a friend helped me get two tickets, so they left overnight, afraid of noisy you to sleep, and afraid of waking up the child, this kid was not afraid of waking me up, so that I couldn't sleep for half the night. Ah, I still went to deliver it, and Kang Ruoran didn't look very good, as if he couldn't last long. By the way, Kang Ruoran was sick again, which is why they left in such a hurry. He hasn't been idle these days, and he has settled the old lady, I'm afraid that you will be too tired to take care of it, oh, these are the names he gave to the child, let you pick one from it. ”
He rehearsed it several times until he was sure it wasn't a big problem. Only then did he go home, who knew that he could no longer sleep when he got home, and he didn't fall asleep until the early hours of the morning, but he overslept again, and when he woke up again, it was almost ten o'clock.