He asked.

"Am I really wrong?" he asked again.

The doctor looked at him inexplicably, and no one answered.

The child was not saved. The doctor said that this was not necessarily a bad thing. Now, he is sometimes at a loss as he is concerned, what is a good thing and what is a bad thing? He is already a little unclear.

Everything that happened recently in the country gave him a headache, and here, everything about Kang Ruoran also gave him a headache. If someone or something can cause a headache for a person, it means that that person or thing is powerless.

Chen Mofei didn't call either, according to Chen Qiao, Chen Mofei worked happily every day. Chen Mofei didn't know that something had happened to the old lady of the Kang family, if she knew......

I didn't dare to think about it, but I knew that she would definitely blame herself, including the reason why Chen Mofei didn't choose to wait for childbirth at home, and the most important reason was that she understood Liunian.

If something like this happened to Kang Ruoran, she must blame herself to death in her heart. There is nothing wrong with loving one, but the cost of love is too expensive to prohibitive.

The reason why ordinary fireworks love is precious is the word "ordinary", there are too many things on the body, and no matter how much love you have, there is no way to stay out of it, even if you are psychologically strong.

Liu Nian knows that in fact, he and Chen Mofei are both this kind of people. And Kang Ruoran knew that both of them were this kind of people.

Kang Ruoran's face was as white as a blank piece of paper at this time, when the doctor pushed her out of the operating room, Liu Nian didn't even dare to see her, and accompanied Kang Ruoran in the hospital that night, but Liu Nian couldn't help but go to bed every half an hour to test her snort. If it weren't for Kang Ruoran's slightly undulating chest, Liu Nian would almost have to believe that the woman on the bed was no longer breathing.

The days are sad, but not because of the days themselves. Liu Nian remembered the scene when he had just decided to go abroad with Kang Ruoran, he was still too young at that time, and he had calculated everything too well.

He also thought of the scene when he ran back to China desperately to get the certificate with Chen Mofei, how handsome he was, he couldn't help but want to applaud himself. But now that he thinks of all this, it seems like a big joke, and Liu Nian glanced at Kang Ruoran who was on the bed again.

The doctor here instructed him to take good care of this poor and weak woman, but in fact, Liu Nian thought that he was a hundred times more pitiful and weak than Kang Ruoran. Comparing himself to a woman who had just had a miscarriage made him despise himself very much. He didn't know how long this life would last, he didn't know if he had a return date, and he didn't know if he could go back to the past if he returned to China one day.

I don't know how Chen Mofei is now, Chen Qiao sent him a few videos, and he saw Chen Mofei in the video with a smiling face like a flower, and her stomach was already obvious, but it was not too bulky, and she didn't have any pregnancy spots on her face, only her hair grew long, but she didn't cut it, and it was said that she wanted to keep her hair long.

Liu Nian sat on the spot and wiped his face with both hands, remembering that he knew Jun Chu as if he had returned to an old friend. At that time, Chen Mofei combed a ponytail, always wore jeans and a T-shirt, and had collagen on his face. It was this woman who made herself a man, it was this woman who made herself distinguish between love and desire, it was this woman who made herself start drinking the first glass of wine, it was this woman who made herself taste lovesickness, and he reviewed love with her, the process was difficult, and the ending was not necessarily good. If the original appearance of love is to make both parties taste a lot of hardship, he begins to wonder whether the two people will still be able to continue to love at that time.

But thinking about this now, it makes Liu Nian feel like a bastard. There is no turning back when the bow is opened, and it is always a man who wants to retreat with a little difficulty. In fact, he didn't want to get out of it so much, but he just felt that now, no matter how pure the relationship between him and Chen Mofei was, the things he had to face were too heavy.

He was a little famous for his hesitation and helplessness, and he didn't know that Chen Mofei on the other side of the ocean actually had the same trouble. The old lady of the Kang family is a celebrity in the city, how could she not know about her sudden death? Kang Ruoran had actually lagged for several days when she received the news, but she still knew.

That night, Chen Qiao went to pick her up from work, and saw that her expression was different, Chen Qiao was driving, so he wanted to say a few witty words to make her happy, but Chen Mofei didn't laugh.

Chen Mofei was not in the evening rush hour when he got off work, but there were still a lot of cars and people, the road was full of traffic, bustling cities, unfamiliar crowds, the sky was still a little cloudy that day, the gray sky cast a huge shadow of the same gray on the earth, and there was a depressed and heavy gray dust floating in the air, Chen Mofei felt that it was a little difficult to breathe, she adjusted her posture on the seat of the car, but it was uncomfortable to stay, and she couldn't help sighing.

"What's wrong with you today?" asked Chen Qiao.

"It's okay!" Chen Mofei replied.

Chen Qiao glanced at the woman behind him from the rearview mirror.

"When a woman says it's okay, it's okay. He decided.

Chen Mofei remained silent, she doesn't like to talk much recently, she attributes this to her work during the day, she doesn't have many customers to receive during the day, because the real economy is hit hard enough by online stores, but there are still people who prefer to buy clothes in physical stores, Chen Mofei's store clothes are expensive, not ordinary people can afford to consume, every customer has great potential, Chen Mofei always has to spend a lot of effort to maintain his customers. She talked so much during working hours that she didn't want to say a word after work.

The people outside the window were in a hurry, everyone looked serious, life deserved to be taken seriously by everyone, Chen Mofei felt understandable. Her heart is very messy, her belly is getting bigger day by day, and now she no longer has morning sickness, but she starts to go to the bathroom frequently, and she starts to get up frequently at night, and sometimes she can't sleep after getting up in the middle of the night, so she takes out the photos taken when she is with Liu Nian.

Chen Mofei didn't know what happened to Kang Ruoran in the United States, but she knew that Kang Ruoran had an accident, and she also knew about the unexpected pregnancy, and now Mrs. Kang died because she couldn't stand the stimulation, and she also knew.

It all started because of me.

Chen Mofei thought.

Chen Mofei is not great, but she still thinks that if she knew that her actions would cause such great harm to the people around her from the beginning, would she still have the courage to be with Liu Nian?

Chen Mofei stroked his slightly bulging belly with both hands, the child was now obviously moving, and he was squirming in it restlessly and actively, a bit like a seed about to break through the ground. He is a seed, the seed of the passing years, Chen Mofei sometimes talks to the little things in the belly, that is, the joy and hesitation of motherhood are intertwined, Chen Mofei knows that the little life in the belly actually gives her a lot of courage, being a woman is different from being a mother.

Being a mother made her braver. Is Kang Ruoran the same? Will Kang Ruoran love the child in her womb? Will she hate herself? She doesn't want to be the object of resentment of Kang Ruoran or the Kang family, she is not wrong, she just chose love, let alone betrayal, if she had a friendship with Kang Ruoran, she would never admit that she had taken love away from her in the first place.

So what is the relationship between her and the passing years?

Rekindling old love?

She didn't know that Chen Qiao pressed the car music, all of which were "Serenade" or "Concerto in G Major" or the like, Chen Mofei was not likely to appreciate these so-called elegant music, she didn't know whether Chen Qiao was looking up to them from the mountains in her heart or only stopping at appreciating the fur. However, there is one thing that Chen Mofei is very sure in his heart, that is, the reason why Chen Qiao will play these music on the back and forth car is not completely to alleviate the occasional embarrassment between the two.

Prenatal.

Chen Qiao said that it was said on the Internet that prenatal education is very important, children can not see anything in it now, but they can hear everything, and music can change a person and change it from the root.

This thing is said to be supported by scientific data, and Chen Mofei raised the bar with Chen Qiao at that time, and asked him what exactly are the scientific data you are talking about? How can you get the data? How can a child grow up twice in the mother's womb? What do you use as a reference?

Chen Qiaobai glanced at her: Okay, listen first, why do you have too many things?

Chen Mofei giggled. With Chen Qiao, he always tries to make her happy, with him Chen Mofei is always very relaxed, she is not stupid, and she also knows that Chen Qiao is a little careful about herself, but thinking of her current appearance, she estimates Chen Qiao's responsibility to herself, and the promise of the passing year should have the upper hand, Chen Qiao is a good man, worthy of better love in this world.

But Chen Qiao himself is not active in this matter, Chen Mofei has a customer who is beautiful, capable and has a career, and wants to introduce it to Chen Qiao, she mentioned this to the proprietress about it, and the proprietress is still very interested in Chen Qiao's infatuated personality, and she resolutely opposes Chen Mofei doing this.

"You have to think about the other person's feelings. People like you, but you blatantly push others into other people's arms, how bad it is!"

Chen Mofei couldn't argue and didn't want to argue, but secretly arranged for the girl to meet Chen Qiao. Chen Qiaoshuai, golden, easy-going, but the history of the past was a little not very clean, but that really only means that in the past, Chen Mofei knew that Chen Qiao had not spent a long time drinking, and had been living alone, and now he usually revolves around her when he has nothing to do, either to get her any pregnant women's recipes, or to engage in prenatal education, pregnant women's psychological counseling, and he even went to a father's class to learn to take care of children, which really made Chen Mofei dumbfounded.

Including that time when he met with that girl, he actually talked about parenting with others. The girl looked at him and thought that he was really a father-to-be, but when she learned that Chen Qiao was indeed single, she was even more interested in him. Modern women have a bold style, and they don't like Chen Mofei's "love you in their hearts", so they boldly confessed to Chen Qiao.

Chen Qiao said, my taste is a little special, I like women, otherwise, you will marry someone else first?

The woman was so angry that she raised her hand and slapped Chen Qiao, Chen Qiao didn't hide, feeling that the current years and time seemed to be meaningful and valuable to him.