The computer didn't have a password, so she opened it and saw it. He talked a lot to Chen Qiao, and he didn't have the habit of deleting chat history.

Liu Nian opened his mouth and wanted to explain, but he didn't know where to start. He lowered his head and saw that some of the leaves had wilted, but it had only been twenty or thirty minutes.

The living room was frighteningly quiet, and he didn't dare to breathe, he wasn't sure what Kang Ruoran would or could do next.

"Let's cook!" Kang Ruoran raised his head to look at him, "Didn't you say you wanted to make something for me?"

"Oh," he lowered his head, picked up the bag of vegetables, and wanted to walk towards the kitchen, but he didn't dare.

"I'm hungry. Kang Ruoran said.

Liu Nian glanced at the computer again, and the computer screen had been replaced with a screensaver, which was a life photo taken by Chen Mofei with him. The heart of the passing years sank rapidly. He didn't dare to deny their happiness, but he didn't dare to face their happiness directly, he wanted to reach out and turn off the computer first, at least, close the computer, but Liu Nian knew that this action without silver here was even more hurtful.

In the past six months, he has tasted a dilemma.

"Why don't you go yet?" Kang Ruoran smiled and raised his head, Liu Nian carefully observed Kang Ruoran's eyes, he was very surprised why he couldn't find sadness in it. No, it's not logical, but it's not very flawed.

Kang Ruoran gently swiped the computer with his fingers, Chen Mofei and Liu Nian disappeared on the screen, replaced by the dialog box between Liu Nian and Chen Qiao, he saw Kang Ruoran sliding his finger up and down, and the conversation between himself and Chen Qiao was unobstructed in front of her, but her face did not change.

This should not be Kang Ruoran's reaction now.

Liu Nian didn't even dare to recall what he had said to Chen Qiao the night before or even earlier. If only time could be turned back...... However, there is no time to turn back. Fate really plays tricks on people. Liu Nian lowered his head, tears fell, he had wanted to cry for a long time, but he never waited for a better opportunity. Right now it's one. Liu Nian cried, tears wrapped in dust and fell down, and Liu Nian heard his own whimper, like a lost puppy who couldn't find a home.

"If so, you cry. ”

Liu Nian lowered his body, knelt on one knee, covered his face, and when he raised his head again, he saw Kang Ruoran looking at himself calmly like a cat with his eyes, like a joke. Yes, a joke, if it weren't for him, Kang Ruoran wouldn't be like this, and Kang's mother wouldn't be like this.

After years of confusion, he couldn't tell whether he was the culprit or not, and whether he should be cut with a thousand cuts. Is this the result that the two of them want?

No one answered. The dust was flying in the sun, and on the computer screen, it was Liu Nian and Chen Mofei, the two of them hugged each other, face to face together, and the eyes of the two people were all smiling, smiling as if there had never been vicissitudes in this world, as if there were vicissitudes and would not be put in the eyes of such two people.

But now, Liu Nian didn't even dare to think about Chen Mofei.

He had never been in such pain as he was now, and the pain tore at him, almost tearing him to pieces. He saw a passing year melting like a snowman in the sun.

Death is also an emotional kidnapping.

The old lady's death he could not carry the cross yoke.

You can't either, neither can Kang Ruoran, there's nothing wrong with me not loving you.

However, Liu Nian heard that his voice became more and more ethereal, and in the end it was almost inaudible. Yes, he is not wrong, he cannot be held responsible for Kang Ruoran's self-depravity or any actions, Kang Ruoran is an adult. But why? He himself felt that he was weak in saying these things.

Liu Nian remembered that he had heard a story in the past, saying that in order to better rule his country, a king gave his subjects medicine that could become stupid, he thought that fools were better to rule, but he didn't expect fools to be more unreasonable, and the country was even more difficult to rule, and in the end there was no way, he himself drank the medicine that became stupid, so the world was peaceful.

Sometimes it's not the environment that changes us, and it's not us who changes the environment. What is that? The sadness of the passing years has not been calmed down for a long time.

It wasn't until much later that he was able to think it through, and he reconciled with the man who was entangled, contradictory, and guilty. In fact, some people and some things have nothing to do with right or wrong, and they are sad because they feel that the price is too great, whether Kang Ruoran or Kang's mother, right and wrong can no longer be measured at this time, and the mother and daughter of the Kang family have become the biggest victims of the whole incident, even if public opinion, even if the voice of the world is supporting him, he is still unwilling to forgive himself easily.

Liunian finally understood that those who bow down to the world and compromise, they are not cowardly, they see it more clearly than themselves, they foresee the torture and pain they may suffer in the future, they are not afraid of those torture and pain, they are unable to let their hearts calmly face those irreversible hurts.

Life is not black and white, nor is it either love or hate. Life is so complicated, sometimes so complicated that we can't see its face clearly, and we can't predict what it has in store for us in the future. Humans are very easy to defeat!

After the flow of tears was over, Kang Ruoran looked at him with infinite pity. She didn't speak, and she didn't speak until a long, long time later.

"Do you know?" Kang Ruoran looked at him with a smile, "This gamble is too big now, I can't afford to lose it in the first place, and now, I can't afford to lose." Do you know what?"

Kang Ruoran looked at Liu Nian with an eager and flat gaze.

Liunian's eyes were red, he didn't know what Kang Ruoran was talking about, was this woman crazy? Maybe she didn't know what she was talking about, just like she didn't know what she was doing all these days.

Liu Nian stared at the woman in front of him who was both familiar and very strange.

The chill rises from the back and rises, like the sun shining in the fog, and the fog rising in the sun.

Liu Nian looked at her, his eyes full of doubts and puzzles.

Of course, Kang Ruoran did not hesitate to teach, she smiled and explained further to him.

"I must be with you. Flowing years," Kang Ruoran's fingers were pale and cold, like pale roots sticking out of the soil, and Liunian instinctively ducked back, but Kang Ruoran's flexible fingers still licked his face like a snake.

"You know, or my mom will die in vain. A weird smile appeared on Kang Ruoran's lips, and he glared at the woman.

"My mom died for you. She approached him with her face, the faces of the two people were almost together, and she didn't dare to breathe, but Kang Ruoran's snort swept lightly on his face, light and itchy, he calculated in his heart how many years he had known Kang Ruoran, but ----- he began to be at a loss, have I really really known her over the years?

Or, have I ever really known myself? He understands that Kang Ruoran would go crazy if he were her, and this discovery has made the years go down.

Liu Nian lowered his head, raised his head again and burst into tears, he was such a man who hated tears, he had never cried for so many years, when it was so difficult, but these days I don't know why, he always wanted to cry, as if only a big cry like a girl could vent all the depression and sadness in his heart.

"If so. Liu Nian choked, and then, for some reason, his knees weakened, and he knelt in front of Kang Ruoran with a plop. "If so," Liu Nian heard his own whimpering sound intermittently but cleanly, "I'm sorry!"

The Passing Age cried loudly.

Kang Ruoran also cried, tears silently snaked on her pale face, and the salty and wet liquid fell into her mouth, until she heard the screams of the flowing year, she realized that the salty and wet night body was not tears, it was her own blood, Kang Ruoran looked at the flowing year.

"Are you satisfied?" Kang Ruoran raised his hand, with a "snap", the sound pierced the air, extremely loud, and he didn't hide for a long time, if a few slaps could solve the problem, he would rather take a few more hits, and if he could exchange Mrs. Kang's life back, he was willing to take a few more hits. If......

Liu Nian tried to hug Kang Ruoran, but suddenly found that the slender woman was extremely powerful, she broke free of herself, her bones were so hard, Liu Nian repeatedly wanted to hug her into her arms again, but the person in her arms was like crazy, she tossed up and down, as if she wanted to use up all the strength of her body, the most important thing is that she has congenital heart disease, that disease, the most taboo emotional excitement, she will lose her life like this, the sweat on the back of Liu Nian, the clothes and skin are sticky together, cold and wet, he panted like a cow, so that in the end he could only hear his own gasps。

"Get out!" Kang roared, "you murderer. ”

Liu Nian felt that his heart had been stabbed by someone, and blood flowed down the blade, falling to the floor drop by drop.

"Murderer!" he unconsciously repeated, am I a murderer? He turned his gaze back, but found that he couldn't bear to criticize the woman in front of him anymore. How pitiful she is, a man has deceived her for so many years, her heart and affection for so many years have been placed on a man who has never loved her, she has lost her body, her heart, her self, and now, she has no mother.

"Why isn't it ...... that died?"

The woman suddenly collapsed in his arms.

"Kang Ruoran. Liu Nian heard his own voice, hesitant and powerless. It wasn't until the ambulance came whizzing and the doctors were carrying her on a stretcher, and he saw the woman being carried on the stretcher like a leaf. The Flowing Years mechanically followed. The doctor quickly found her medical records, and those strange and familiar machines were connected to Kang Ruoran's body. The cold machine made a strange and regular sound, and the flowing machine followed into the ambulance, this was the first time he had been in the ambulance these days?

Liu Nian crossed his hands together, and the doctor thought that he was worried about the woman on the hospital bed, so he reached out and patted Liu Nian's shoulder, and Liu Nian didn't understand whether this shot was comforting or persuading him to accept his fate.

He was a little unsure, so he asked without a clue.

"Am I wrong?"