Chapter 118: Whatever success or failure gives you hope 6000 words big chapter, feel free to poke!
When I was at a loss, my mother pushed the door in and carried breakfast, for two.
"Momγγγγγγ Mother. "I stuttered a little and didn't know how to explain it.
Song Junxi seemed to feel the movement, and also got up from the bed, sleepy-eyed, his arm must be numb, and he was ready to live to his arm, but he was just halfway up, as if he had noticed something wrong.
As soon as I looked up and met my mother's gaze, I thought to myself, this must be over.
However, he was quite calm, got up from the low chair, and laboriously pulled a smile from the corner of his mouth: "Auntie is here?"
I originally thought that my mother would definitely be angry, but I didn't expect that she just smiled: "Junxi is here?"
"Hmm!" Song Junxi was also a little restrained, and he responded with insufficient confidence.
"I haven't eaten yet, I brought breakfast!" My mom was very calm, didn't get angry, didn't chase him away, didn't embarrass me.
I was already weak and couldn't fathom the feeling, so the more I saw my mother so calm, the more I felt that it was a sign before the storm.
Song Junxi took advantage of my mother's overalls to put breakfast on the table and quietly gave me a reassuring look.
"Auntie, Xia Xia and I γγγγγγ Before Song Junxi finished speaking, his mother interrupted him with a smile: "Junxi, eat first, do you have to go to school later?" Don't delay too long, you are about to take the college entrance examination, which is different from Xia Xia!"
"Auntie, I really like Xia Xia!" Song Junxi was very persistent! and my mother's eyes met, and my mother smiled: "Child, Auntie knows, hurry, let's eat first!"
"Auntie, I'm serious, I'm planning to marry her!" The cup in my mother's hand fell on the table with a thud, and her face became a little pale: "What did you say?"
"I said I was going to marry her!" Song Junxi repeated without changing his face.
My mother hung her hair back in a bit of a panic for a moment, obviously at a loss when she heard Song Junxi's words.
"Auntie, I'm serious!" Song Junxi added another sentence while my mother was shaking.
"Junxi, you are still young, Auntie just didn't hear you today, hurry up and eat breakfast, it won't taste good if it gets cold soon!" My mother smiled and urged him to eat breakfast.
I didn't dare to say a word when I stood on the side, my mother should be very angry in her heart, but it was not good to attack in front of Song Junxi.
"Auntieγγγγγ Song Junxi was about to speak, but was interrupted by my mother with a smile: "Junxi, I heard that your mother has come back from abroad!"
I always thought that my mother was a very talkative, not very assertive person, and listened to my father in everything, but today, I found out that it was not like that, she knew what Song Junxi cared about the most.
Sure enough, Song Junxi didn't continue to speak, and only barely finished drinking the soy milk.
My mother handed Song Junxi's schoolbag to him: "Auntie won't keep you today, Auntie can't miss your future, you are a good boy, Auntie knows, Auntie doesn't need to say anything about the truth in this!"
"Auntie, I'm serious!" Song Junxi insisted.
"Auntie knows, hurry back to school, be careful on the road!"
Song Junxi glanced at me, everything was silent, and turned around and walked out of the ward.
My mom stood in the doorway for a good five minutes before she turned around and said sharply, "Get down on your knees!"
It was the first time my mom had spoken so loudly to me, the first time I was punished for kneeling.
I have always been well-behaved and sensible since I was a child, and my parents love me very much, not to mention beating and scolding, and it is rare to say a word out loud.
Dad said that his daughter is used to hurt.
"Xia Xia, how did I teach you, we can be poor, we can spend more time and sweat more than others in order to earn money, but my mother didn't expect that you have only been in the city for a long time to become like this, greedy for wealth, you really disappointed my mother!"
I shook my head, I didn't, I really didn't, I like Song Junxi not because he is the son of the Song family, not because he is rich, but because, I like him as a person.
"I didn't, it's not like that!"
"I'm still quibbling! If it weren't for the injuries on your body, I would have to beat you up like a bad thing!" My mother pointed at me and looked like she hated iron and steel.
"Mom has been in this city for almost ten years, I haven't seen anything, there are more little girls like you who love vanity at a young age, but what is the fate of them all, either being a mistress or being a mistress, and even ending up in an improper industry!"
Mom looked at me with a heartache, in fact, Mom said this, I know, Sister Xiaoyan in our town was the one who followed my parents out to work and worked in a garment factory, although it was hard, but the salary was not low.
But she was not satisfied with the status quo and the owner of the garment factory didn't know how to hook up, lived in a villa, drove a foreign car, and was finally found by the boss's wife, was blocked on the street and beaten, and the little sisters who worked around were well known, and soon spread to their hometown.
In the end, I didn't have the face to stay here and followed others to Shenzhen.
"Mom, I don't like his money, I don't love vanity, no!" I shook my head, trying to explain to my mom.
"Xia Xia, my parents can work hard, they can be nannies, drivers, and even pick up garbage with your father, but my mother doesn't want my daughter to sell her youth for money and for the so-called superior life.
Mom knows that she wronged you during that time in the Song family, but Mom doesn't want you to feel indebted to them for this, to please them, Mom doesn't need you to compromise in exchange for a good life for Mom, Mom is not old now, and you can work hard to make money to support you.
You and Junxi are not suitable, Junxi is a good boy, but now rich people take their feelings seriously, especially you little children, Xia Xia, no matter how you explain, Mom will not agree!" My mother's attitude is also extremely resolute.
"Mom, I really like him, definitely not to please him like you said, he also likes me, I also thought about breaking up with him, but we can't do it, I know, I'm not worthy of him, Uncle Song and Aunt Yao won't agree to us being together, but, Mom, I won't break up with him again this time, unless he doesn't want me anymore, he told me personally, he doesn't like me anymore, I will leave!"
I've always been well-behaved and obedient, and this is the first time I've disobeyed my mother.
My mother's hand was raised high, trembling, her eyes were angry and distressed, but in the end, she fell weakly: "Why are you so dead-eyed, you can only suffer in the end, Mom doesn't want you to be sad in the future!"
"Mom, I know you're doing it for my good, but if I leave him, I don't have to wait until later, I'll die of sadness now!"
I knelt down in front of my mother and hugged her legs: "Mom, you just let us be together, I know that our love will definitely not be blessed by everyone, and it may not have results, but we are all working hard, we have put a lot of effort into being together, especially Junxi, Mom, you say you know him, but you don't know anything about itγγγγγγ β
My dad and I Junxi from being together to breaking up, and getting along, and Junxi did all the things for me to tell my mom one by one, I hope she can see that we like each other so much, like Teacher Han and them, turn a blind eye, even if you don't really agree, don't object.
"Xia Xia, you don't understand Mom's heart, Mom is not your teacher, it's your Mom, you are the meat that fell off my body, how can Mom not hurt you, it's because Mom doesn't want you to get hurt more than anyone else that she opposes it so strongly, now while your feelings are not deep, hurry up and stop the precipice!" My mother wiped her tears and said ruthlessly.
"Mom, I beg you, let us be together, we won't affect our studies, really, I will definitely be admitted to Tsinghua University next year, I won't disappoint you and Dad, I will work very hard, and then make money to support you, don't let you work so hard again!"
Mom interrupted me coldly: "Shut up, your dad and I don't need you to raise, you and our children, do our best to give you the best This is the obligation of parents, everyone wants their children to be good, this is not to return, your dad and I work so hard for you to study, just so that you will no longer be like me and your dad to work hard and be discriminated against, Mom hopes that you can harvest with your own efforts, Mom asks you, how far you and Song Junxi are developing now!"
My mother's eyes are very stern, and she is a little worried and entangled, she should be worried, Song Junxi and I will do something stupid!
"No, we don't have anything, we just like each other!" I quickly shook my head and explained, if my mother misunderstood what happened to me and Song Junxi, I was afraid it would make her even more sad.
Although I don't want to break up with Song Junxi, I don't want my mother to be angry because of this.
My mom was visibly relieved, but still didn't give me a good look.
"Xia Xia, listen to my mother's words, while the Song family doesn't know about it, break up with him, otherwise things will make a big fuss, my mother is afraid that it will be you who will be sad, according to the conditions of the Song family, although it is not a noble family, but it will not agree to you being together!
Mom was unmoved, her attitude was very clear, and there was not even room for negotiation.
"Mom, I don't care, I don't care, we're going to college soon, we can work and study to support ourselves, Junxi said, even if we leave the Song family, we can do it!"
I fell to my knees and pleaded.
"You will believe such stupid words? Mom has lived for most of her life, what don't you understand, where will it be as simple as you think, Xia Xia, she has never been obsessed, only women are hurt, Xia Xia, if you don't listen to your mother again, when you get better, our family will go back to our hometown, and my mother can't watch you go the wrong way!"
I saw that my mother's expression was real, and she was definitely not joking with me.
"Mom, don't, Mom, I beg you, I beg you, for the sake of me being your daughter, let us be together, I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid of anything, if it really comes to that day, I will admit it, but now I can't part with him, it's too painful, do you have to be like Li Lan and Wu Gang to get the understanding and blessing of adults?"
As soon as I spoke, my mother slapped me in the face, and after the beating, she herself was stunned as if she couldn't believe it, looking at her hand stupidly, this was the first time I was beaten since I was a child.
"Xia Xiaγγγγγγ Mom didn't mean it!" My mother was very distressed, and quickly squatted down to look at my face, maybe the movement was a little violent, and she knelt on the ground and couldn't take care of it: "Mom didn't hurt you, Xia Xia, how can you say something like that to make Mom sad, are you forcing Mom to die?"
I mentioned Li Lan and Wu Gang to my mother before, and my mother also sighed and praised Wu Gang for being a good boy who values love and righteousness, and sighed that God doesn't have long eyes, so cute children are gone!
My mother hugged my headache and cried: "Xia Xia, my mother is all for your good, don't say such things again in the future!"
"Mom, it's me who is bad and makes you angry, but Mom, I beg you, Jun-hee and I, the two of us really like each other, isn't it good to let us be like this?
If one day he really had to break up with me, then I would accept it, but now, I can't do it, I don't want to suffer this pain too soon because of a hypothesis in the future, in fact, I tried to break up with him, but it was even worse! We didn't feel like ourselves anymoreγγγγγγ β
My mom sighed: "Anyway, mom still doesn't agree with the two of you, now you take care of your body first, and we'll discuss this issue when you're discharged from the hospital!"
I nodded, this is the only way to do it at the moment, but I still don't dare to get up from the ground, and my mother's anger has not subsided?
Mom looked at me kneeling with my head bowed, and after a while, she said, "Get up! I let you get up, it doesn't mean that I forgive you!"
"Thank you, Mom!"
"I don't need you to thank me, repay me for raising me or something, it's natural for parents to work hard for their children, Mom just wants you to be worthy of the flesh and blood your parents gave you, don't do stupid things!" My mom sighed, took a change of clothes for me to change, and went to wash the clothes.
After a while, the doctor came to check on the ward and asked me if my arm still hurts and my head feels dizzy.
When the doctor walked to the door, my mother happened to come in: "Doctor, how is our Xia Xia's body recovering?"
"The child's body is recovering quickly, it's not a big deal, but it needs to be taken care of, don't worry, it's okay!"
"Thank you, doctor, for bothering you!" my mother was very respectful in front of the doctor, and she didn't have the posture of reprimanding me just now.
I don't look away, I can't bear to look at it anymore, am I really unfilial, my parents worked so hard for me, but I disappointed them.
After the doctor left, my mother and I were left in the ward, my mother sat on the edge of my bed and said nothing, I wanted to say sorry to my mother, but I hesitated for a long time and still didn't say anything.
The nurse came in to get the needle, and saw that my mother and I were silent there, thinking that my mother was worried about my condition, and said with a smile: "Auntie, you don't have to worry too much, Xia Xia is recovering well, maybe she can be discharged from the hospital next week, and the wrist injury will be taken care of at home, and when you are discharged, I will prepare a recipe for you, go back and make up for her well, keep the recovery well, and there will be no sequelae!"
The nurse's sister just graduated from nursing school, and she was very enthusiastic, my mother was afraid that the nurse would see something and quickly got up from the bed, pulling the corners of her mouth vigorously: "Thank you Xiao Yang, you are so bothered by our Xia Xia, Xia Xia recovered well, you took good care of it, Auntie, thank you!"
"Auntie, you are polite to us, this is what we should do, okay, you can rest, if you need anything, just ring the bell, or go to the nurse's station to find me!"
The morning is the busiest time for nurses, busy with needles and dressings, and they are so busy that they barely touch the ground in the morning.
"Okay, I'm sorry for you!"
My mother sent Nurse Yang to the door and closed the ward door when she was far away.
At noon, Song Junxi seemed to have calculated the time, and called while my mother was downstairs to help me buy food.
The tone was very anxious: "I sent you a text message in the morning, why didn't you reply, did Auntie embarrass you!"
I didn't tell Song Junxi that my mother didn't agree with us being together, only that there was no way to reply to text messages in the morning with needles in my hands.
I found a good reason for this, but Song Junxi believed it and didn't ask again.
"How do you feel, are you better?Does your head still hurt, what about your hands, do your hands still hurt, I finally went to see you yesterday and didn't ask any of these questions, and I didn't ask you if you were better!" Song Junxi blamed himself.
"I'm fine, you don't have to worry, you don't have to text me all the time, I'll call you when I'm free!" I didn't want my mom to find out that the two of us were on the phone.
"What's the matter? Is it that Auntie won't let you be with me?" Xia Xia, you tell me that we will share it together!" Song Junxi's voice unconsciously raised, obviously very concerned.
"No, my mom was just angry that we hid it from her, she didn't blame me, don't worry, my mom loves me very much!" I don't want him to worry about me all the time.
"By the way, Mr. Xiaohai went to Beijing, and the train at noon today said that he was going to Tsinghua University to ask about this matter in person, and Mr. Xiaohai really tried his best for this matter!"
In fact, I know why the teacher insisted on doing this, even if the principal disagreed, he still insisted, and even went to the imperial capital specifically for me.
Later, when the school started again in September, Mr. Xiaohai completely left the campus, and in the future, our school will never have a teacher who is called wrong by parents, but it has also completely lost a good teacher who really thinks about students.
When I found out, I asked him why he did that.
He smiled and said that it was very simple, he could not be a teacher, but he could not let a good student despair of this society because of such a bad incident, be disappointed in the school leaders, and let the child's little heart be hurt.
It's hard to say what a person will achieve in the future, but he can't watch a child slump for this thing that everyone thinks is an accident.
This is not a matter of whether she can take the college entrance examination or not go to Tsinghua University, but to give her a hope, so that she feels that in addition to her parents, teachers are also working together for her future and not making students feel cold.
If a student encounters such a thing in the future, they will not be so desperate, even if they may not succeed in their efforts, they can still give him hope.
Mr. Xiaohai lost the opportunity to be rehired by the school because of my affairs, and I feel guilty for it to this day.
He uses his actions to prove the eight words, morality is a teacher, and learning is a model.
He deserves the title of teacher!
I looked at the countdown on my phone, there were still 18 days, but I couldn't participate.
My mom looked at me in a daze and guessed that I was sad about not being able to take the college entrance examination.
"Xia Xia, you are still young, you are only seventeen years old after this birthday, we are not in a hurry, there is still a chance next year? I believe that this college entrance examination is nothing to us Xia Xia, besides, didn't you Xiaohai teacher go to Beijing to talk about your business? Maybe we Xia Xia is lucky, Tsinghua University will admit us? Don't think so much, take care of your body, if you are bored and panicked, then Mom will buy you a few Youth Digest books to see if it's okay?"
The tighter the college entrance examination, the more unstable my emotions became, and the concussion still needed time to recuperate, and I felt dizzy and irritable when I thought about it.
Song Junxi took the time to send me a lot of text messages every day, as if he deliberately avoided my mother's opposition to us being together, only asking me about my physical condition, or sending some small jokes.
My body recovered well, I stayed in the hospital for a week, the doctor said that I could be discharged, and on the day I was discharged, Teacher Han and Teacher Wu came.
Teacher Wu is also very heartbroken, but the matter has come to this point, there is no way, let me not worry about anything, and take care of my illness at home.
In fact, I can only take the road of recuperation at home, what else can I do now?
I asked Mr. Wu if Director Liu had returned from the imperial capital, Mr. Wu shook his head, obviously things were not so smooth, how could a school like Tsinghua say that admitting a student would be admitted casually, and now the time to mention the escort has long passed.
"Don't think too much, Director Liu is also bothered in this matter!" Mr. Wu wanted to speak and stopped, obviously not wanting to let me know the ugly side of society.
But it is very clear why Chen Lin is so arrogant, that is, because she has power in her family, even if it is anything other than this, it can't affect her in the slightest.
She still took her college entrance examination, and I could only waste a year of restudying!
"Xia Xia, if you want to open some, you are still young, if you want to repeat, Teacher Han and I will fight for the school to apply for the highest scholarship for you, don't worry, if you have any difficulties, call the teacher, the teacher will definitely find a way for you!"
Teacher Wu is the first class teacher I met in this school, and because she is a female teacher, she gets along much better than Teacher Han.
I know they have their own difficulties, but no matter what, I am grateful to them for making my high school life not very satisfying at the end, but I have no regrets!