Chapter 723: Buried in the Bottom of My Heart
No matter what happened, he hoped that Han Bingbing would be able to explain all this clearly, instead of choosing to bear it himself.
He didn't know what was going on now, even if he really wanted to solve this matter, but Han Bingbing didn't want to talk to him at all now, he had an impulse to go directly to Han Bingbing's room, but Han Bingbing was not the same as Chen Xue.
And he wouldn't understand Lu Yan's behavior, so he dispelled this idea, just hoping that Han Bingbing could come out and talk to him calmly about these things, these things are not particularly complicated, as long as they are willing to solve them, there is nothing that cannot be solved.
Lu Yan looked at this door with a deep gaze, how he hoped that this door would open for him in the next second, but after a long time, this door was tightly closed, and there was no intention of opening it, which also made him particularly helpless.
Just when Lu Yan raised his hand again to knock on the door, the door was suddenly opened, and he saw that Han Bingbing had finished dressing and had painted a very thick makeup, but he still couldn't hide the thick bags under her eyes, and she was still a little tired.
He didn't open his mouth to expose Han Bingbing's makeup, but calmly said to her: "If you don't open the door again, I will almost rush in." ”
What he said was also true, if Han Bingbing didn't open the door later, he might really do it, because he was afraid that Han Bingbing would have some accidents, although the probability of these accidents was very small, but who could say for sure?
Therefore, it is the most necessary to avoid these things from happening, and he also hopes that Han Bingbing can open his mouth to explain all this to him, instead of him asking a question, and Han Bingbing will answer again, but looking at the current situation, he must be asked to ask these Han Bingbing before he can say these words to him.
Since this is the case, there is not much way to do it, he only chooses to do it this way, so that Han Bingbing will open his mouth to say these words.
"My head was a little unconscious just now, but now I'm a lot more sober after washing, do you have anything to do with me?" Han Bingbing barely squeezed out a stiff smile at the corner of her mouth, she hadn't laughed for a long time during this time, and she didn't know how to laugh, laughing was more ugly than crying.
Lu Yan took all of this into his eyes, he saw Han Bingbing smiling so fakely, he wouldn't debunk all this about Han Bingbing, he just felt that Han Bingbing's phenomenon had become particularly strange, what was going on?
His eyes glanced at Han Bingbing's room, and said lightly, "Looking for you to chat, what's the matter?" Don't you plan to let me in and sit?"
Is it that the two of them want to stand at the door and chat like this? This is really a bad way to chat, and he doesn't like it, but in order to understand Han Bingbing's situation, he can only choose to stay, and he also hopes that Han Bingbing can understand that he really wants to solve this matter, even if Han Bingbing doesn't want to cooperate, he still wants to understand.
What the hell is going on? What happened to Han Bingbing in the inspection team to become what he is now, he didn't know what happened to Han Bingbing in the inspection team for so long, and if the team leader hadn't come to tell him, he wouldn't have known.
Han Bingbing smiled, she opened the door a little wider, and let Lu Yan walk in, seeing that Lu Yan was gone, after entering, she looked at Lu Yan's back, and lowered her head thoughtfully.
"What are you still standing at the door? Aren't you welcome me here? If not, then I'll just go out. Lu Yan turned his head, and he saw Han Bingbing standing motionless at the door, like a wooden man, which made him very puzzled.
In the past, Han Bingbing was full of vitality, why did it become so strange this time? What happened to make Han Bingbing's state so bad?
Even if it's because of him, he has to give him a reasonable explanation, he doesn't believe that this explanation is correct, and he also hopes that Han Bingbing can tell him all these things, instead of hiding them in his heart all the time, although it is a little difficult to pry open these words in Han Bingbing's heart, but how can he know if he doesn't try?
Han Bingbing glanced at Lu Yan extremely embarrassed, she didn't know what Lu Yan was doing, why did she suddenly come to visit her? It really made her feel a little puzzled, she didn't want Lu Yan to come in before, but she couldn't help Lu Yan keep knocking on the door here, it was impossible to let him stay here all the time, she decided to let Lu Yan come in after thinking about it.
She walked to the opposite side of Lu Yan with a slow pace, sat on the sofa opposite, looked at the balcony without looking at Lu Yan, the mood at the moment was extremely complicated, and she didn't know how to drive out these troubles in her heart, this feeling made her very uncomfortable, but no matter how uncomfortable it was, she had to endure it by herself.
"Do you have something to do with me? If there's anything important, then say quickly, I have some things that I haven't rested well and want to continue to catch up on sleep. Han Bingbing said expressionlessly, she didn't turn her head back to look at Lu Yan, but kept looking out of the balcony, she was afraid that seeing Lu Yan would think of some things again, which made her mood more and more irritable.
In order to prevent these things from happening, she could only tilt her head to the side and no longer look at Lu Yan, hearing Lu Yan's voice also made her mind very annoying, and some of the things that she had managed to sort out before had now become a mess again.
Lu Yan was silent, he stared at Han Bingbing's face and saw that she had lost a lot of weight, and he said faintly: "Did something happen to you during this time? Why did the whole person's mental state become so bad? I didn't come to you for anything important, I just wanted to talk to you for a while, don't you welcome me?"
He had already seen the unwelcome in Han Bingbing's eyes, which made him feel very confused, why Han Bingbing also had such a demeanor, it really made him a little incredible, Han Bingbing's eyes were full of love before, even if she hid it well, but he still discovered it very well.
But now it has become different, and Han Bingbing's eyes did not have half a wave, but it also made him feel more and more confused, what did Han Bingbing go through to become what he is now, he really can't figure it out.
"If you can enter my room, then it proves that I am not unwelcome to you, but you have misunderstood, what do you want to talk to me about? Recently, my mental state has been a little poor, and it is not suitable for chatting, so let's talk again when I am rested." Han Bingbing said expressionlessly, as if his face was paralyzed.
At this moment, she didn't know what kind of mentality to use to face Lu Yan, for Lu Yan, she really felt a little powerless, and thinking of some things made her heart more and more irritable, she didn't want to say these things to Lu Yan, and there were some things she didn't want to share with Lu Yan.
Because she knew that even if she shared, it wouldn't have any effect, but would make her more and more irritable and add to her troubles.
Lu Yan's deep eyes stared at Han Bingbing's eyes, what the hell was wrong with her, why did she become so abnormal, it really made him feel a little puzzled.
He naturally saw that Han Bingbing's state was particularly poor: "I will only delay you for a short time, and I will not delay you for too long, I'm afraid that if I don't say it, I won't have a chance to say it." ”
When Han Bingbing heard what Lu Yan said, she looked up at Lu Yan in surprise, not understanding what Lu Yan was talking about, why didn't she have a chance in the future?
When she realized her gaffe, she hurriedly lowered her head, silently did not say a word, she didn't know why she acted like this, but after hearing Lu Yan say this, it still made her a little puzzled.
"It seems that you are still worried about me in your heart, I might as well tell you the truth, we will leave here in two days, and we may not come back, but I am also very grateful to you, if you hadn't helped us before, Chen Xue and I might still be hunted down by these people in Sanmen, and I just want to apologize to you in person." ”
After speaking, he saw that Han Bingbing's facial expression was getting stiffer and stiffer, and he couldn't even smile at the basics, but looked at the ground with a blank face, and a cold light burst out from his eyes, so that Lu Yan couldn't ignore it even if he wanted to.
Han Bingbing was silent for a long time before raising his head, and said calmly: "Don't tell me these words, even if you say these things, what's the use? If you want to leave, it's your own business, I save you, it's my business, it has nothing to do with you, you can leave at any time if you want to, if the team leader stops you, you can come to me at any time, and I'll take you out." ”
She always knew that Lu Yan couldn't be locked up here, Lu Yan's ambitions were very ambitious, even if they wanted to keep Lu Yan here, it would be impossible, and she would not agree to Lu Yan staying in the inspection team, this small inspection team was simply restricting Lu Yan's freedom.
It's just that the thought that he will leave in two days really makes her a little helpless, but what can she do, after all, she can't influence Lu Yan's thoughts.
Even if Lu Yan left in the next second, she couldn't have any complaints, she could only let Lu Yan leave, what identity did she have to ask Lu Yan to stay?
The corners of her mouth hooked up a helpless wry smile, this bitterness spread to the bottom of her heart, she could clearly hear the sound of her heart dripping blood, and the sound of slowly breaking, it had been broken many times before, but this time it made her feel a special pain.
"I know what you're saying, the team leader won't stop me, I just want to come and talk to you for a while, you see you're talking to death. Lu Yan said helplessly, Han Bingbing said this so that he couldn't find anything to say, he had to find something to talk about.
It is impossible to keep them in such an awkward atmosphere, which also makes them very uncomfortable, rather than this, why not let him leave and solve this matter? But he also knows that if this matter is not solved, when they want to solve it again, it will become extremely troublesome.
Han Bingbing smiled wryly, raised his head and changed the broken hair in his ears: "Yes, why don't I think, maybe you are too sensitive, is there anything else you want to say?"
She didn't know what way to face Lu Yan, maybe Lu Yan didn't care about these things at all, but she cared very much, although she didn't make these words clear, Lu Yan didn't know about them, and what was the use of Lu Yan knowing?
Rather than this, it is better to keep these things in your heart and wait for a suitable opportunity to solve this matter, there may be some trouble, but it doesn't matter.