Chapter 724: Helpless
Now she just wants to be quiet, and it is not particularly difficult for this request, but now Lu Yan has asked her to say these things directly, how can it be?
She didn't adjust her state at all, she didn't adjust her state well, and it was a little difficult to get her to open her mouth to do these things.
"Han Bingbing, don't go around in circles with me here, you also know what I want to say to you today, let's say, what is going on with you lately, you are not usually a secretive person, there is no need to hide and pinch with me like this, you also know that I don't like the character you hide and tuck. ”
Lu Yan said with a calm face and an expressionless face, the Han Bingbing he knew was not like this at all, but a person who spoke up when he encountered something, instead of procrastinating and not talking about it.
Even if he encounters trouble, as long as he brings it up and he can solve it, he will definitely solve it, and even if it can't be solved, he will try his best to solve it.
But now he is really a little irritable about Han Bingbing's procrastinating character, which also makes him inexplicably helpless, but what can be done, Han Bingbing's situation may be caused by him, but he doesn't want to make the situation between the two of them particularly bad, so he can only patiently tell Han Bingbing about these things.
But Han Bingbing has always been buried in his heart and refuses to say it, he has only this method.
"Do you think I'm going to have something? I've just had some good rest lately, don't take it to heart, I don't have anything to do at all, what are you thinking about things so seriously. Han Bingbing said helplessly, she didn't want to explain these things too clearly now.
There are some things that she doesn't want to say to Lu Yan, so she retains some right to speak, isn't it okay? Why do you have to let her say everything?
This made her very dissatisfied, and it also made her a little reluctant to Lu Yan, there were some things she didn't want to say, but Lu Yan wanted her to say it, she didn't want to say it at all.
Lu Yan's face became worse and worse, he really didn't expect Han Bingbing to become like this, did she plan not to say anything?
"Han Bingbing, I don't want to repeat my words a second time, and I didn't force you too much, but it's not a problem that you are not in a bad state at all, but you don't want to say something when you encounter something, and your father also told me that it's because of me, what is the reason, I hope you can say it, if I do something wrong, I can correct it, but I don't want to be in the dark. ”
The feeling of being kept in the dark really made him feel very uncomfortable, and sometimes he didn't know how to alleviate it, but Han Bingbing chose to suppress it in his heart and not say it, which made him very helpless.
Han Bingbing still chose to remain silent and did not speak, she didn't want to dwell too much on this matter with Lu Yan, what was the use of dwelling on this matter?
If it helps, she thinks it's pretty good, but if it doesn't, then she's just adding to everyone's troubles, and she doesn't think it's necessary.
Lu Yan saw that Han Bingbing was still so stubborn, he sighed helplessly: "Is there anything you can't say and then we will solve it?" I don't think this matter is too complicated, it's just that you think things are so complicated, as long as you say the matter, we will definitely solve it if we can solve it."
"You can't solve it at all, how can I tell you about this matter, I said that I want to rest now, can you stop saying these things to me?" Han Bingbing yelled angrily at Lu Yan, this was the first time she had spoken to Lu Yan.
It was really Lu Yan who made her feel some special anger, she didn't want to speak, but Lu Yan kept forcing her to speak, and she was also very helpless, why did she want to let her speak? She just wanted to be quiet for a while, isn't this okay? This request is not particularly excessive for Lu Yan, why does Lu Yan keep asking her to do this and that?
This made her feel particularly helpless, and it also made her more and more irritable, Lu Yan didn't want to do what she didn't want to do, Lu Yan didn't let her do what she wanted to do, what was the reason?
Lu Yan pursed his lips, his deep eyes stared at Han Bingbing: "If you don't say these things, I don't know what's going on?"
If Han Bingbing said it, he could still solve it, but Han Bingbing's not saying it really made him feel some special confusion.
Han Bingbing stood up and walked to the balcony, she tightened her clothes, a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and she said without changing her face: "I said that this matter has nothing to do with you, don't ask me here, okay!"
Even if it has something to do with Lu Yan, then what can it do? At least at this stage, Lu Yan can't solve these things, and she doesn't want to talk too much nonsense with Lu Yan here.
Isn't it good to let her stay alone? She wants to be alone for a while, and she doesn't want Lu Yan to keep making noise in her ears, which also makes her more and more irritable.
Lu Yan glanced at Han Bingbing angrily, but he really didn't understand what Han Bingbing was competing with him.
It doesn't have to be so serious, but what is the purpose of competing with him so much? He wants to know now.
"I don't ask you so much, so you tell me who caused these things, whether it's me or someone else, you know. Lu Yan asked coldly, he didn't believe that Han Bingbing didn't even know this, Han Bingbing definitely knew, but she didn't want to say it.
Han Bingbing glanced at Lu Yan helplessly, why did he ask so clearly? She didn't want to speak now, but Lu Yan still wanted her to keep talking, she held the railing in her hand, her nails sank deep into the flesh, blood flowed out down her fingers, dripping on the floor, rendering a bewitching flower.
Lu Yan's pupils constricted, he looked at Han Bingbing's behavior in disbelief, he immediately rushed to Han Bingbing, pulled her hand away, and glanced at Han Bingbing angrily: "Are you crazy? Don't you have any brains? torture yourself and don't want to talk to me, then don't talk about it now, don't torture your body like this." ”
The body is his own, and he doesn't even cherish himself, so can't he still want the love of others? I don't know what Han Bingbing's brain thinks.
But her behavior also made Lu Yan feel very strange, why Han Bingbing would behave like this, it really made him very incomprehensible, if it was something else, he felt that he could understand it, but he was very confused by Han Bingbing's approach.
What is the reason, he also wants Han Bingbing to explain, but now that Han Bingbing has reached this point, does he have anything to ask Han Bingbing?
Could it be that he would really let Han Bingbing hurt himself in front of him before he would give up? This was impossible, and he didn't want to force Han Bingbing to say something she didn't want to say.
It seems that this matter can only be solved in this way, and I don't know if the team leader will be unhappy when he knows the result of his solution, but it doesn't matter, Han Bingbing She doesn't want to say it, so what can he do?
"You don't have to care about me, you have Chen Xue by your side, you care about her yourself, I don't need your care, if you don't have anything, then leave quickly." The corners of Han Bingbing's mouth hooked up a self-deprecating smile, Lu Yan already had Chen Xue in his heart, what was the use of telling her these things now?
Besides, she couldn't listen to anything anyone said now, she just wanted to be quiet for a while, she hadn't taken care of these things during this time, and she wouldn't leave.
It's just that when she knew that Lu Yan was going to leave the inspection team soon, it made her feel a little sad, but even if she was sad, what could she do, Lu Yan would still leave, wouldn't it?
No matter what she says or does, Lu Yan still has to leave, in this case, what is she doing with some things that she told Lu Yan so clearly?
"Han Bingbing, you still don't understand until now? I just want you to open your mouth to say these things, it doesn't mean too much, you better pay attention to your own body, don't torture yourself anymore, you know that torturing your body, it will only be you who will be hurt in the end. ”
Lu Yan glanced at Han Bingbing's hand, and he said to Han Bingbing in a serious voice, if Han Bingbing himself doesn't cherish himself, what's the use of them cherishing him?
The corners of Han Bingbing's mouth hooked up a mocking smile, she glanced at Lu Yan coldly, Lu Yan was really sad when he said this.
"Lu Yan, you should say all these words to Chen Xue, she may like to listen to them, what's the use of you telling us people, you don't love us at all and don't have us in your heart, even if we are injured, what can we do? ”
Therefore, gradually they no longer have too many expectations for Lu Yan, but they are still thinking that Lu Yan can look back at them, even if it is a glance, but Lu Yan will never do this, he just feels that what he did is right.
But Lu Yan had hurt them invisibly by doing this, and they didn't complain too much, they just let Lu Yan do this, if Lu Yan felt sorry for them, it didn't matter.
Their hearts are strong enough now, and they can cope with the problem that Lu Yan said to them, even if it is difficult, they must persevere, instead of thinking about giving up.
After Lu Yan heard what Han Bingbing said, he fell into silence, what Han Bingbing said was indeed true, but he couldn't bear to hurt any of them.
"You know I don't want to hurt you at all, if I can be so ruthless, do you think I will still stand in front of you and say these things to you now?" Lu Yan said to Han Bingbing heavily, he knew that saying this would hurt Han Bingbing's heart, but he still had to choose to say it like this.
And his original intention was not to hurt anyone, whether it was Han Bingbing or Zhang Qiangrose, he didn't want to hurt anyone, he just wanted them to leave him and live a happier life.
Is it wrong for him to do this for the sake of their happiness? He can't bring them happiness, but he doesn't want them to be hurt again, and if it's wrong, then he can't refute it.
The corners of Han Bingbing's mouth hooked up a mocking smile, and she looked at Lu Yan and shook her head.
"You don't say these irritating things now, okay? Han Bing said coldly, what else could she say to Lu Yan?