There should be at least one time in my life, forgetting myself for someone, not asking for results, not asking for peers, not asking for what I once had, not even asking you to love me, just asking you to meet you in my most beautiful years, all kinds of twists and turns, all kinds of hardships, I have no regrets, no complaints!&mda;&mda;Liu Xia

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What I was waiting for was Zhibin telling me that the driver who died on the spot in the car accident had no family and had been alone for so many years.

I closed my eyes and sighed, the Han family's methods were really clever, it seems that they had already prepared!

I stood in front of the window of the ward, the traffic shuttled, people walked in groups or in a hurry, from sunrise to dusk, I always had that thing in my heart!

In the past two days, the doctor came to check Jun-hee's body every day, measured his blood pressure, and even began to pay attention to his diet.

Naturally, I knew that this was preparing for the surgery and adjusting my body to the best condition.

He didn't tell me, and I pretended not to know, and waited on him as usual.

The two of us put down our business, and this time was really like a fairy couple.

Aunt Yao went to the hospital every other day to see Junxi, I greeted her with a smile every time, although she was still a little uncomfortable in her heart, but it was also forbearance, and she would always remind me to take care of my body before leaving, and the child was important!

That day, Ji Bin came to pick up Jun Hee and said that he was going back to the company to deal with things, women are always sensitive, and I intuitively felt that the person Jun Xi was going to see today was Han Xiaoya.

Han Xiaoya also came to see Junxi a few times during her period, but she was blocked by me, and she didn't see her!

Jun-hee is suddenly going out today, so I'm naturally a little suspicious!

So, after he and Zhibin left, I put on my hat and glasses, tidied myself up, and followed out of the ward, and took a car to follow them!

Sure enough, Jun-hee didn't go to the company, but made an appointment with someone to have a happy time, not in a box, but in the hall.

I watched Zhibin help him sit down and leave, only to find a place not far from him and sit down, anyway, Junxi can't see me now, I can sit where I can see him, about five minutes later, I raised my head, and saw Han Xiaoya pushing the door in, still glamorous, decent and generous, I couldn't help but feel funny.

I really don't know how long she will have to disguise this posture!

Han Xiaoya walked to the dining table with generous steps, pulled out the stool, and sat down elegantly and arrogantly.

"Why are you sitting here?" Han Xiaoya's voice came into my ears clearly, obviously, she was used to sitting in a private room!

"It's good here!" I naturally guessed that the reason why Jun-hee chose the hall was to avoid suspicion!

The waiter presented the menu, Han Xiaoya ordered the meal she liked, and then didn't forget to order it for him according to Junxi's taste, and still said politely: "Thank you." He handed the menu to the waiter.

The waiter bent slightly, held the menu in both hands, and turned to leave.

Junxi picked up the coffee on the table and took a sip, his expression was indifferent, and his tone was flat: "I have something to talk to you about today." ”

Han Xiaoya didn't look up at Junxi: "Accompany me to finish this meal first and then talk about other things!"

The waiter just brought the food up.

Junxi didn't move his chopsticks, as if counting the time, and waited until Han Xiaoya was about to finish eating, then spoke again, saying, "If I release the truth about this car accident at this time, I'm afraid it won't be good for you or Han!"

Han Xiaoya held the chopsticks and paused, she couldn't eat anymore, she put down the chopsticks, raised her head, looked at Junxi's plain face, and asked, "What do you mean?"

Junxi pulled a smile, seemingly indifferent, but in fact, how cruel and cruel it was: "The meaning is very simple, it is to threaten you to let go!"

Han Xiaoya's hand was clenched tightly, staring at Song Junxi, as if she didn't believe that Junxi said what she said just now.

Junxi's threat, she naturally understands that the marriage contract between the two of them has been dissolved, no matter what the reason for the dissolution is, in short, it is over, and time has passed, but Han Xiaoya's current behavior is completely illegal, if it is announced to the public, her life will be over!

"You also know that now that the Han family is in turmoil, it is already precarious, if these are rumored at this time, bankruptcy is certain!"

Song Junxi said these words very calmly, word by word.

It's simple, choose one or the other.

Let go from now on, then he is not guilty of this past.

If he doesn't change his dead nature, then he won't care about the old feelings!

Han Xiaoya's body trembled slightly in disbelief!

Song Junxi is waiting for Han Xiaoya to speak!

But one point, two points······ Five minutes passed, and Han Xiaoya never said a word.

He pulled the corners of his lips, smiled again, and then looked at Han Xiaoya, and suddenly said in a very gentle tone: "Xiaoya, I really regret that you have become like this!"

Han Xiaoya looked at Song Junxi's eyes, and gradually became a little stunned.

Song Junxi's eyes were dark and deep, he said: "We grew up together, in fact, I don't have a little affection for you, when I was a child, I always thought that the person you liked was Wenxuan, and later, I met Xia Xia, only to understand what real liking is, when I was a child, I and you can only be regarded as best friends, like brothers and sisters, like me and Zhibin, or just childhood sweethearts!" I originally thought that Xia Xia was dead, anyway, I was going to find someone to marry, it was better to be you than someone else, but now that I think about it, I was wrong, I shouldn't have thought like this in the first place, it was I who delayed you, gave you hope, and disappointed you!"

When I heard this, I suddenly understood that Song Junxi had never liked Senior Lu not only because he was about the same age and a generation more than him, but perhaps the initial hostility was also because Han Xiaoya liked Senior Lu, who was more stable and appealing than him, and was in a kind of possessiveness of the child for the things he liked!

I puffed out my cheeks, you Song Junxi, I am so deep in hiding!

Han Xiaoya sat there motionless, her eyes didn't blink, as if she was startled by Song Junxi's words, and after a long time, she moved slightly, put her hand on the table, squeezed the cup tightly, and called out a little sourly: "Junxi." ”

Junxi let out a faint "um", his gaze was always faint, and there was not a trace of ripple even when he said something like that just now.

Han Xiaoya should have cried, lowered her head, and after a while, took the tissue on the table, and gently wiped her tears.

Song Junxi's hearing is excellent now, and he can naturally feel that Han Xiaoya is crying, he seems to be very patient, and he waited until she finished wiping her tears before speaking again:" Xiaoya, in fact, I have never hidden it from you, the person I love is Xia Xia, I haven't thought about it, put her down and live with you, but people can't force themselves, wronged themselves are actually wronged by others, I can't be by your side but her heart is there, so I also wronged you, I thought you understood this feeling, so, it was my fault for overestimating myself and overestimating you. ”

Han Xiaoya sat upright in her seat, her movements were still dignified, and her expression was a little trance-like.

"I know you've been wronged, so I'm trying my best to make up for you, when I knew that you were the initiator of the video of my mother who almost went to jail for framing Xia Xia, I chose to forgive at the first time, do you know why? I feel that everything is wrong in the first place! I'm making amends!"

Han Xiaoya looked at Song Junxi's eyes with some surprise.

Song Junxi has always been calm, he hooked his lips and smiled, although his eyes couldn't see anything, he still looked in Han Xiaoya's direction and said: "But those compensations, you take it as connivance, if you don't do this, I think I will still be grateful to you for the rest of my life!"

Han Xiaoya pursed her lips slightly and did not speak.

Song Junxi looked at Han Xiaoya and said, "Xiaoya, you arranged all those things at A University back then, right?"

Did Junxi talk about the fact that we were expelled from school because of cohabitation outside of school, and although it ended later because Song Junxi and I voluntarily dropped out of school, there are still people who know the reason.

Han Xiaoya was silent.

Song Junxi hooked his lips and smiled coldly, he raised his head slightly: "What? Until now, are you still unwilling to tell me the truth of the facts? Actually, I didn't suspect that someone was secretly playing ghosts, but I was the first to rule you out, because all the news I knew about Xia Xia came from you, and then Wu Gang told me that it was Cai Jiajia! I relaxed, but some time ago, I met Cai Jiajia, and I knew that it was you! But I don't blame you for this, even if the school doesn't know, in that case we can't study in school anymore, but I just didn't expect you to do it!"

Han Xiaoya's face was very heavy, obviously she didn't expect that all her things would be revealed.

She looked at Junxi, her hands clenched into fists, obviously trying her best to control her emotions, and only after a while did she speak, "What are you doing all of a sudden now?"

"It's very simple, Xiaoya, let it go, you have no choice!"

There was a silence between the two of them!

Han Xiaoya stared at Song Junxi's dark eyes and sneered slightly.

Song Junxi is waiting for her answer, very patient!

Han Xiaoya had already lost her mind with hatred, and she gritted her teeth a little, in order to calm herself, she stretched out her hand to take a cup, took a sip of coffee, brewed her emotions, and after a long time, she spoke again, her tone was still clear, and her attitude was still arrogant: "What do you think I have to be afraid of until now!"

Song Junxi was silent, as if he wanted to hear what she would say next.

The hands are folded together, and the expression is still calm!

Han Xiaoya took several deep breaths, and then said the next words in one breath.

"Yes, I did what I did back then, I admit it, but just like you said, your affairs have been known to everyone, I am just a convenient thing, the video thing is me, the car accident made you blind is me, but the result I want is not that you have an accident, it is Liu Xia, when I know that it is you, I myself am annoyed to death, I know that you are blind, I can't wait to gouge out my eyes for you, anyway, no matter what I do, Liu Xia is the most innocent and worthy of your love, and I can only be the most vicious. ”

The more Han Xiaoya said, the more excited she became.

"You, I came back from France to look for you, but you didn't even look at me, there was only Liu Xia in your eyes, I can bear it, but even if your affairs are known by the family, you still think of her when you can't protect yourself, I can only do that to make you die!"

"You said you can't lose Liu Xia, but I can't lose you! You never thought about my feelings, Junxi, over the years, I have done so much for you, I don't believe it, you can't feel my love for you at all, you just turn a blind eye!"

"And what about me? I know that you love Liu Xia, not me, but I insist on staying by your side, I know it, but I am obsessed and do not regret it, what am I for? It's just because I love you! I even thought that even if you and I still have dealings with her after marrying me, I will forgive you!"

"But how did you do it, you actually asked me to leave so ruthlessly, but as long as there is a little bit of me in the space around you, I won't do that!"

People who fall into blind love are irrational.

If you can stop casually, then how can it be called love!

What's more, she is still such a perfect woman.

If I'm better than her in everything, forget it, but I'm a person who is inferior to her in everything!

How can this make her calm down, until one day, all this uncoolness and irrationality will turn into unscrupulousness!

Han Xiaoya's voice sounded a little sad.

She has not had a good time these years, seeing that the person she likes is obviously in front of her eyes but can't enter his heart.

"So, Junxi, don't blame me for being ruthless, from beginning to end, you have turned a blind eye to my feelings, I'm just her replacement, since that's the case, then why should I keep her, in fact, I'm still not ruthless enough, if I'm ruthless, where are there so many things today besides her?"

When Han Xiaoya said this, a touch of obsessive resoluteness flashed in her eyes, and tears fell, although she knew that Junxi couldn't see it, she still looked at his face with affection, and cried word by word: "And now, I have no other way than to do that, I really don't use any other way." ”

"I love you, I'm desperate, there is no way, there is only this way, I naturally have to keep going and never look back!"

I sat there, I could hear every word clearly, and suddenly I felt that she was a little pitiful, a proud lady, crying and saying that she loved him and was desperate!

Helpless.

"Xiaoya, if you go down like this, can you think about your parents!" Han Xiaoya's body shook slightly: "They should also be ashamed of my uncompetitive daughter, what have you gained by your side for so many years? Nothing, empty joy! How do you say let me be willing, Junxi, how do you say let me be willing!"

Han Xiaoya's tone was still so sure, she said: "Don't try to be polite to me, no matter what, Junxi, I won't let go, even if I can't get it, then no one can think of it, Liu Xia, she is also worthy?"

Junxi's face turned cold for a moment: "In that case, then I really came for nothing today, but it's okay, the friendship we grew up together since childhood is over!"

After Song Junxi finished speaking, he took out a pen-shaped thing from his pocket and pressed it.

Han Xiaoya's face turned white instantly, and she suddenly stood up from her position: "You····· You're so ruthless!"

Han Xiaoya wanted to snatch the pen, but Song Junxi felt it and put it away again: "Do you think you snatched it?"

Han Xiaoya glanced around, and then sat down: "What exactly do you want to do?"

In fact, Han Xiaoya estimated that she was so determined to negotiate with Song Junxi before, and naturally she clearly knew that the car accident did not leave any clues at all, and she was full of bargaining chips, so she felt that she would win this negotiation.

But I didn't expect Song Junxi to prepare this trick! Naturally, she was panicked, if this recording was exposed, she would really be finished, maybe she would spend half her life in prison, what else to talk about!

Song Junxi got up: "I'll give you time to think about it, call me when you think about it!"

Li Zhibin came in from outside and helped Song Junxi out.

Han Xiaoya sat there and wanted to lose her temper, but she didn't want to lose face in front of the public, so she could only endure it.

In fact, I really admire her, if she had changed the person next to her, she would have flipped the table a long time ago, but she could still get up and leave gracefully, which is really rare.

I got up after they all left, ready to take a taxi, only to find that Zhibin's car was parked at the door, as soon as I went out, he got out of the car and leaned against the car door and waved at me: "Here?"

I subconsciously wanted to escape, pretending not to see it and turning around, Li Zhibin had already walked over, even dragged me into the car, and pushed me into Junxi's arms: "Brother, I know, Xia Xia has learned badly with you, and even learned such things as tracking, but it's too untechnical, next time I will track at least change clothes that I haven't seen before, and also, who enters the hotel and wears hats and glasses!

Jun-hee listened to Ji-bin talking in front and kept laughing, very indulgent, not angry at all!

"I was just passing by, and I saw you two sneakily and followed in to take a look, who knew that you had an appointment with Han Xiaoya!" I explained it forcefully, but it was obviously very pale and had a lot of loopholes!

Li Zhibin laughed out loud without giving face: "It's really sneaky, but it doesn't seem to be us!" I glared at him fiercely, this poisonous tongue nature has not changed at all!

Zhibin sent us to the gate of the hospital, but did not go up, and received a call from Uncle Li halfway through, saying that his aunt was sick and asked him to go back.

"Why don't you tell me that you go to see Han Xiaoya!" I helped him sit on the hospital bed.

I heard their words clearly, now Han Xiaoya is very dangerous, and he can't see it with his eyes now, what if he encounters danger?

"I originally wanted her to turn back, but I didn't expect her to be obsessed!" Song Junxi frowned first, and then said: "If you knew that she couldn't think about it like this, she really shouldn't have agreed to get engaged to her in the first place, and she would always owe a little bit to her!"

I know, in fact, Junxi still wants to give her another chance, in fact, Junxi is a person who misses the old love very much, after all, they grew up together, although it has nothing to do with the love of men and women, but the love is naturally not shallow.

"If she wants to understand and sincerely repents, I will send her out of City A, but if she continues like this, I will hand over this recording to the police for processing!"

Song Junxi pinched the recorder, and used a little force in his hand: "I can't let this happen again, and it should be enough for her indulgence!"

"Junxi, after listening to Han Xiaoya's words, even I feel that I am a little sorry for her, if it is not a last resort, it is better not to hand these over to the police, she is really pitiful!"

Song Junxi shook his head and smiled: "It was she who indulged the evil thoughts in her heart, what does it have to do with you, if I am with her, you are also so unreasonable, broken up, divorced, all entangled like this, isn't this world chaotic, but it is just hurt in the name of love, so that you can feel more comfortable! You don't have to feel guilty!"

Song Junxi patted me on the shoulder and asked me to lean into his arms: "I'm the most sorry person! I can't even give you a corner of peace!"

"I'm good like this, you're mine, I'm yours, that's what I want!"

Jun-hee got up in the morning and took a shower, Ji-bin happened to help him bring a change of clothes, and I changed him: "You look a few years younger when you wear this dress today!"

He shook my hand and smiled: "We haven't been on a date for a long time, how about going out with you today, the street must be very lively!"

Song Junxi's smile was as beautiful as ever, although he knew that he couldn't see it, he still smiled stupidly and nodded: "Okay!"

Jun-hee can't drive now when he can't see with his eyes, and I, I haven't driven on the road, I don't have a driver's license, and I haven't passed the road test twice!

We took a taxi and originally wanted to take the bus, which felt more youthful, but now I am not suitable for crowded situations.

Dating yourself is going to the most lively place, the weather is not very good, gloomy, and a little cold.

I helped Joon-hee and he walked forward in my footsteps, Jun-hee's appearance really didn't seem to be blind, and the sunglasses made him look like he was pretending to be cool at best.

The street is indeed very lively, and it happened that a shop was opened, and a large stage was set up at the entrance to perform a lion dance.

This is still quite novel, and now the most that is open now is to find some small stars or local orchestras to be lively, and there are not many lion dances like this.

The gongs and drums were noisy, and a lot of people gathered to watch the excitement.

Jun-hee also heard the noise in front: "What's so lively in front?"

"There's a lion dance ahead!" we were still far away at this time, so I could probably see a few lion dancers on the plum blossom piles on the stage.

"Oh?" Jun-hee seemed to be interested, "Do you want to see it?"

I'm pregnant with a child, and there are a lot of people there, so it's better not to go, I'm afraid we'll get separated.

"I can see it here, but when I get closer, I see people!"

Junxi nodded: "Okay, you didn't say you wanted to drink that milk tea, isn't it nearby!"

"Just a little ahead!"

We have been holding hands all the time, at this time suddenly a group of people walked by, there was a lion dance this intermission, a lot of people to watch the excitement left, the two of us were surrounded by the crowd at once, I don't know who squeezed it, and I and Junxi's hands were forcibly separated, I subconsciously turned around to find Junxi, but in an instant the crowd was surging, I was afraid that people would squeeze me, subconsciously protected my stomach, retreated to the side, and when this wave of people passed, I couldn't find Junxi.

Junxi can't see things with his eyes, I'm separated from him again now, and there is some inexplicable panic in my heart, is he being squeezed into the crowd, this street is full of people, in a hurry, I run left, right, there are people everywhere, but there is no figure I am looking for.

And the lion dance over there began to perform again after the host's introduction, and the sound was deafening.

I called his name, and I couldn't hear it at all.

There are too many people, I am in a hurry to sweat, this is the most lively place in the city, and the crowd is the most concentrated, coming and going, I just feel dazzled, and the people around me are changing blood every minute.

I became more and more anxious, tears began to roll in my eyes, and in the end, I could only reluctantly continue to look in the direction of the crowd!

Song Junxi has an outstanding appearance and outstanding temperament, standing in the crowd, he is the focus, so in many crowds, it is very simple to recognize him.

His eyes couldn't see anything, could it be that he had just been squeezed away with the flow of people, or had he accidentally taken the wrong person's hand·····

When I think of this, I feel more and more worried, no, a little panicked.

Will there be any surprises for him?

What if you can't find him?

Junxi's eyes can't see because of me, if I lose him again, I'm really dead, I shouldn't have said that I want to come to drink this milk tea, I know that there are the most people here, I really shouldn't!

What if he met the bad guys?

Will he already be waiting for me in the bubble tea shop, maybe he followed the crowd, the bubble tea shop is a little ahead, I thought of this leg and walked forward, I was already sweating profusely in the weather of minus a few degrees.

The bubble tea shop has a small façade, and there are two tables on the first floor against the window, full of people, no Junxi, and the second floor?

Maybe because there is no place on the first floor, he may go up to the second floor and wait for me, knowing that he is blind and will not go upstairs at all, but I still have a glimmer of hope to go up to the second floor, but there is still no.

I left the bubble tea shop in great disappointment, and quickly took out my mobile phone to call Junxi, but it turned out to be turned off.

I almost forgot, Jun-hee rarely uses his mobile phone after he lost his sight, and when he went out today, he didn't bring it at all, and the more I thought about it, the more I felt terrified.

The streets are still full of people, no less than just now.

It occurred to me that I should go back and have a look, maybe Jun-hee was taken away by the crowd, and then found out that he was separated from me, and he went back to the place where we got lost and waited for me.

Yes, that's it, I'm going to go back and look for it again, and if he's not where he is, I'll just call the police and call Zhibin.

I couldn't take care of it anymore, so I trotted in a smoke, anxiously shouting at the crowd to borrow it, and went to the place just now, for fear that I would run slowly, and Junxi was in a hurry.

It was only two or three minutes away, but I felt like I had crossed a thousand mountains and rivers.

I was a little out of breath, and began to search for the lost place, and when I looked up, I found that he was standing there straight, and in this time countless people passed by him, but he did not move, and was full of patience, as if he was sure that I would definitely see him.

I almost cried with joy, so I threw myself at Song Junxi, and then hugged his waist fiercely, and I didn't know how, so I just wowed and cried like a child.

It turned out that the moment we were swept away by the crowd, he was carried forward by the crowd for a distance, and he immediately found out, but he couldn't determine his current position, there were too many people, and it was so crowded that he couldn't see clearly, just when the lion dance started again, he walked in the direction where the sound came from.

Found a rough location and stood there waiting for me to find him.

He said that after two people get lost, they will be anxious to find each other, you have one direction, he has one direction, but it will make the two people go farther and farther.

In fact, the best thing to do is to wait in the place where you are separated!

He said that he originally thought that he would have to wait a little longer, but who knew that my reaction was not too slow, and he knew that he was going back to find him, and was wondering if I had gone to the next place to find him, and when he ran away, he felt a person throw himself into his arms, and he was relieved.

I cried with pear blossoms and rain, so relieved that he was helpless again, groped for a long time, only to touch my face, with his hand, gently wiped away my tears, frowned, the tone was full of comfort: "Don't cry, it's because I didn't arrange thoughtful arrangements today, and I chose so many people!"

When I heard him comfort me like this, I cried even more, grabbed the clothes on his back, and said breathlessly: "I'm scared to death, I thought I lost you and will never see you again!"

Song Junxi didn't say anything, just wiped my tears, and after a while, he couldn't hear my sobs, so he slowly spoke: "What's there to be afraid of, silly girl, this road is so long, no matter where you go or how far you go, I will be waiting for you in the same place! As long as you turn around, you can see that I am here." ”

In the crowded streets, I threw myself into his arms unscrupulously, crying so much, I don't care what others think, I just want to be like this, not only to see him, but also to feel his existence.

This little accident made me no longer in the mood to make a date, and I just want to go back now, as long as he is well.

I took a taxi with him straight back to the hospital, and in the ward, I snuggled into his arms.

"Xia Xia, in fact, I want to accompany you shopping, for so many years, I found that I rarely accompany you to go shopping, and I have not fulfilled my husband's obligations at all, I still want to accompany you to watch a movie again, Xia Xia, in fact, I asked you out today to change a relaxed environment to tell you that I am going to have surgery, but unfortunately, I messed it up. Song Junxi curled his lips and smiled, looking a little helpless.

"I'm blind and I can't protect you at all, just like today, the sweetness of dating has all turned into panic, and I don't want anything like this to happen again.

Xia Xia, this operation, if I don't succeed, if I die, I will wait for you on Huangquan Road, I must not drink Meng Po soup, and wait until you arrive, even if I am a lonely ghost, I will wait for you, and then in the next life, I will continue to walk with you.

Actually, do you know, I never thought that I would be trapped in the next life, I think you and I are too hard to be with in this life, and I must meet someone better than me in the next life!

However, now I regret it, we have missed so much in this life, I don't think these decades can make up for your suffering, and I will continue to pay it back in the next life!"

Jun-hee's voice was very low and soft, but I could hear it very clearly, everything between us, I felt like I was in a dream, unreal!