Chapter 111: The First Love of Two Girls
Soldiers don't get tired of cheating?
Kang Ruoran adjusted his expression and lay back on the bed. The ceiling was blank.
"I'd like to hear your chips, maybe we can show each other's hole cards and see who will die in this game!"
Passing years groaned, and began not to speak. Kang Ruoran waited quietly, telling himself to be calm. The soldier is not tired of cheating, he may not have any chips in his hand, he is a fraud. At that time, he was able to deceive himself, and that was because the woman named Kang Ruoran loved him more than himself. Right now?
She sneered in her heart, everything is not the same.
Besides, is she someone who can be scared now? Apparently not.
Kang Ruoran guessed that soldiers are not tired of cheating, although they have also experienced in officialdom over the years, but after all, they are not as good as their father, and sometimes he even despises the tricky officialdom survival skills.
Kang Ruoran raised his eyes and glanced at the person in front of him.
If it weren't for your father, would you be where you are today?
"You can't touch Chen Mofei. "I don't know how clean your father has been an official for so many years, but I know a little bit about how unclean it is." ”
Kang Ruoran was suddenly shocked: Is this a formal declaration of war on me? Are we all enemies from now on? There is no turning back from the bow, and it is both for each other.
"You've used such despicable means. Kang Ruoran scoffed, "That's the great benefactor of your entire Liu family." If it weren't for my father, your family of three would go to prison and squat in the squatting room, and the widow would be a widow, as for you...... Do you think you have the opportunity and the money to go to college or study abroad?"
Kang Ruoran's every sentence is like a knife, hitting the bull's-eye. Which one is a hidden pain that he doesn't want to mention, especially Kang Ruoran still said so harshly. What does it mean to be a widow? Even if there is any suspicion or filth between them, does it involve the elderly?
But his parents are old people, aren't the old men and old ladies of the old Kang family old old people?
But how can that be the same? His own parents didn't take action to precipitate their son's life, but Kang Ruoran's parents were different, and they even secretly killed Chen Mofei when he came out to take care of Kang Ruoran.
Mofei Chen is pregnant!
Passing years thought viciously. That incident must be not small, fortunately, Chen Mofei has seen a little wind and waves, and Chen Qiao is by his side, otherwise he will be in a hurry and get angry, maybe there will be some accidents!
Perhaps, this is also the result they want---- everything they do is just a means, the purpose is to make Chen Mofei himself unable to hold his breath and have an accident first, so that they can choose themselves completely.
Liu Nian couldn't help biting his lower lip, "I never said I was a gentleman!" he couldn't help but pause, "But --- don't offend me, I don't offend anyone." ”
"Did ---- I offend you?"
Yes, did Kang Ruoran offend him? No. In a sense, it was Liu Nian who first pulled her into the water, not only that, but he also took her to swim to the middle of the sea, and then drove away by himself, the sea was cloudy, the wind was howling, Kang Ruoran heard Liu Nian say to himself: I'm sorry.
However, it doesn't matter that not every "I'm sorry" can be exchanged for a sentence. If you make a mistake, the other person may or may choose not to forgive you.
Kang Ruoran refused to forgive the passing years.
However, her way of revenge was a bit cruel, killing a thousand enemies and inflicting eight hundred on herself. Kang Ruoran bit her lower lip, she didn't care about the eight hundred. Eight hundred is eight hundred. What in this world doesn't need to pay a price? Not to mention revenge? Liunian is her life, if she can, she can even not be Kang Ruoran, be the shadow of Liunian, so that wherever he goes, he must take her wherever he goes, and never be separated from her again.
So the eight hundred is actually not her own Kang Ruoran, it is the passing year, and it has always been her own. Passing years, how stupid you are, no one likes you more than me, it's not me who hurts you, it's what you already have.
She didn't look away, tears slid down the corners of her eyes, first wet her hair, then wet her pillow, her hair and pillow stuck together, soaking her skin, cold and wet. Kang Ruoran moved his head uneasily. But the tears are uncontrollable, and it's really sad.
She had to lie on her side, and Kang Ruoran soon found that her skin had suffered.
She was suddenly homesick.
"What time is this time in China?" she asked.
She wanted to call her mom and dad.
Kang Ruoran doesn't remember when someone told her that when a woman was young, she always wanted to leave home and fly away, and when she got married, she always wanted to go home. Why do you always want to go home? Because I finally know that no one can be better to me than my parents.
Kang Ruoran forced himself to be hard-hearted to himself. She suddenly realized that many women may never grow up in their lives, and if they have been wronged outside, they still like to go home to their parents for refuge.
She is not young anymore, and her parents are too old, in fact, she should not let her parents worry about herself anymore, and she should take care of the two old people properly.
Kang Ruoran sniffed, he wanted to sigh, but he didn't want to show weakness to Liunian, so that he realized that he was crying.
Will he feel distressed?
Of course not.
Kang Ruoran knew it very well in his heart.
Then why didn't she dare to cry in front of him? She used to go to Brother Liunian when she was sad.
Brother Liunian.
Kang Ruoran thought of this title, and the scene could be remembered at that time. But it makes people feel in a trance, as if a century has passed. No, no, no, don't think about it, no matter how clear and unforgettable those images are, they are a thing of the past after all, and she and him, they can never go back.
Thinking of this, Kang Ruoran's heart couldn't help twitching, she didn't know why fate was so cruel, and suddenly she turned a corner, caught her off guard, and she was not mentally prepared at all.
"Sometimes people really have to realize the truth about the world, life, and destiny early. ”
Somehow, she suddenly remembered this. This is what Chen Mofei said to her when she first met Chen Mofei. At that time, Kang Ruoran's purpose in approaching Chen Mofei was to explore the past of the passing year, and she never thought that the past of the passing year was Chen Mofei.
At that time, the two girls had their own hearts, and finally talked about their first love. At that time, they didn't know that their first love was the same person. Of course, Kang Ruoran confessed to Chen Mofei, but Chen Mofei did not. She only said that she knew a boy in high school, and he took the initiative to pursue her, and at that time she thought that she had met a real man, but she didn't expect the other party to say goodbye.
Saying goodbye.
Kang Ruoran shook her hands into fists and firmly clenched her fingers into her palms, her nails almost sank into the flesh, she was probably too thin, and she didn't even feel the pain.
Saying goodbye.
Kang Ruoran repeated in his heart again.
Saying goodbye.
Kang Ruoran emphasized in his heart for the third time.
She should have realized that Kang Ruoran had always known what had happened to the Liunian family, and at that time they were very embarrassed to come to them from another city. They, oh no, are an ungrateful wolf, a farmer and a serpent of snakes. The tears are uncontrollable, in fact, there is no way to hide them, Kang Ruoran simply doesn't want to hide them, he won't care anyway, shouldn't I cry?
Saying goodbye.
Kang Ruoran hated this word, she blamed herself for being so stupid in the first place!
"Why don't you go to him?" asked Kang Ruoran at that time, at that time she still felt that she was a lady of the sky, and all the ugliness in the world had nothing to do with her. She wore a beautiful and comfortable long dress of great value, and wore a black wide-brimmed cotton hat with a brim of small pale flowers, which was very beautiful. Kang Ruoran's long hair poured down from both sides of his hat.
On the other side, Chen Mofei was dressed casually, and according to her own explanation, she sometimes went out to see her without freshening up.
"What's the matter?" Kang Ruoran said to her at the time, "We are good friends, best friends, I don't care." ”
But Kang Ruoran knew in her heart that she shouldn't be called to care or not, she actually despised such Chen Mofei in her heart, and she never even thought that such a woman would be her rival!
How can it be?
Where is she better than me?
Since she knew that Chen Mofei and Liu Nian were old lovers and the old relationship had rekindled, she questioned it in her heart all the time, but she didn't know who to question.
Appearance, family background, knowledge, connotation. She Chen Mofei really has no place that can match her Kang Ruoran.
Only this is the same, only Liunian fell in love with her but didn't love herself, and she has been guarding this woman like jade for so many years.
The upper and lower teeth bite together, and the skin is incisive, and the pain is unbearable.
And the pain can actually be transmitted through the teeth, first the gums, then the skin, and then the heart.
It really hurts.
"Nope. At that time, Chen Mofei said lightly, his eyes were nowhere to go. At that time, Kang Ruoran still felt sorry for her in his heart, and felt that life was really a trick of creation. And women are really, what are women? Women can't let go of their first man. Kang Ruoran has never agreed with this sentence, because she thinks that women can't let go of every man they have. Love makes them yearn, but love will always hurt them.
If a woman is a moth, love is a fire. A woman is a moth that flies to the fire all her life.
"He didn't come to you either?"
Kang Ruoran asked.
Chen Mofei shook his head. "Nope. ”
"No, no, now you have Chen Qiao, how good Chen Qiao is. If you are still unhappy, I can accompany you to find him, now that technology, information and media are so developed, we find him, maybe he will achieve nothing, he has a general's belly, and his hair is still Mediterranean. ”
Chen Mofei smiled, she sketched a passing year like that in her heart. Then asked herself in her heart, if the passing years really became like that, would she still miss him and couldn't let go?
Probably not.
Human beings are realistic to the point of cruelty.
"Human beings are animals that are so realistic that they are cruel. ”