This is what Chen Mofei said to Kang Ruoran, not long after saying this, Chen Mofei said it again. It is the sentence "The truth about the world, life, and destiny, sometimes people really have to realize it early." ”

Kang Ruoran intuitively felt that there was some truth in this, but he didn't understand it much at the time. It seems that Chen Mofei didn't explain much to himself at the moment, and Chen Mofei was already secretive about his past.

But today, at this time, now, at this moment, Kang Ruoran seems to understand. Little by little, her heart sank, like a hook that had been bitten into the bait, not only sinking, but also like hooking something. Kang Ruoran was silent, and finally understood where he lost to Chen Mofei. Chen Mofei is a woman who penetrates this world too early for her.

She finally knew that there must be a share, there must be love, there must be hate, two people together may not last forever, and two people who have been together for a long time may be inseparable. These are the truths of life, and the sooner you can see them clearly, the sooner you can live in this world in a real and steaming way, and not be moved by those so-called gains or losses.

It's that she's too naïve, she's too naïve, and her current behavior is like a child who can't get candy to eat, crying to show you if she doesn't give it to me, just making trouble for you, and waiting for you to pick me up and coax me. However, Liu Nian had no intention of coaxing her, and she didn't want to buy her bill at all, no matter how well-behaved she was, or how hoarse she tried her best, Liu Nian did not move.

Or it would be more appropriate to call it indifferent. The indifference of the passing years completely angered Kang Ruoran. What's more, when things have come to this point, she has no way back, she has done everything that should be done and what should not be done, and everything that should be said and what should not be said has been said. It was many years before Kang Ruoran realized how unscrupulous he was at the beginning.

In the adult world, you may not be able to do what you say, and you may not be able to inform the other party in advance if you do it. The real ruthless character is up and down, and she won't even give her opponent a chance, so it's hard for her to still be there with righteous words and fanfare.

Being young sometimes means absurd, and there is no rule to love and hate.

However, at this time, Kang Ruoran failed to get a glimpse of the whole picture of his heart. She only knew that she could not lose her old age, and that she sometimes hated him, and wished that he would go to God at once, and that it would be better to die in front of her, and that she would not shed a single tear for him, and that she would sometimes wish that he would change his mind, and that she would abandon her old suspicions and happily renew her old friendship with him.

As for the latter scene, Kang Ruoran once wrote, directed, and acted in N versions in his heart, hoping to be disillusioned in reality, but it could not prevent it from being reborn in another world.

She sometimes regrets that midnight that also represents her absurdity and chaos, if she didn't go out, and even sometimes Kang Ruoran would think that if she hadn't been in such a hurry to make a move after coming to the United States and had been playing an innocent little white rabbit, then maybe she and Liu Nian would not have evolved so quickly into such a field.

Kang Ruoran sighed and turned the pillow over, she felt that her tears had soaked one side of the pillow, and her skin was in dire need of a dry environment. She was a little hungry, but she didn't want to ask the man in front of her. She can't stand the sound of the man breathing in front of her now, and she will wonder if the other party is using a special breathing rate to convey something to her.

Kang Ruoran felt that she was going crazy, such a woman, she herself couldn't stand herself a little, how could she like herself again in the passing years? No. Kang Ruoran quickly realized that she had made a mistake of principle---- that she might ...... No, I was wrong again, how could it be? I never really fell in love with myself.

"Where is she better than me?"

The taboo of women in relationships: you can't drill the horns. Love itself is ill-intentioned, marriage is even more treacherous, it depends on the complexity of human nature and greed, ordinary men and women who have experienced calamities in the world, in fact, in the end we will get nothing, we have to be empty-handed. What we cling to now or forever is sometimes nothing more than our own groundless speculation, where we want to be real, and in the meantime we are miserable, and sometimes we are not ordinary people, we are mediocre people, we are stupid people.

Suspicion makes women suffer, and the suspicious person is very interesting, she knows that everything is unwarranted, what should she do? she has to do something, so she will add oil and vinegar to create evidence for the "unwarranted" she has just fabricated, and when the evidence is made impeccable, it is time for them to feel sorry for themselves.

Honestly, add to yourself.

People sometimes can't think about it, life is not easy, fate is even more elusive, but they also want to make themselves suspicious and secretly ghosted, the most important thing is that some women know that their behavior and thoughts are wrong, but they are deep in the mud and can't extricate themselves.

Stupid women always love to enclose the ground as a prison, men are prisons, men's love is their own prison, not love is their own prison, men's joys, sorrows and sorrows can become their own prison, they sometimes think that men trap themselves, in fact, the key to liberation and freedom has always been in their hands.

Persistence, this thing is to drill the horns of the bull.

When the day was about to dawn, Kang Ruoran and Liu Nian fell asleep together, they were still sleeping when the nurse came in, and the nurse did not disturb them, but the sound of the door closing when they left was the first to wake up Kang Ruoran. She hadn't had a good night's sleep for quite some time, and she had scattered and horrible dreams, always dreaming that she was still young, wandering in some dark room with no way out, no way out. Sometimes she also dreams of the passing year, and the passing year in the dream is sometimes good to her, the two of them got married and had children, and there has never been Chen Mofei. Sometimes Liunian is not good to her, they quarrel and even hold knives against each other, once Kang Ruoran dreamed that he took a knife and stabbed Liunian, and saw the bubbling blood coming out of his body, she didn't feel pain at all, but smiled with relief.

There were also times when Kang Ruoran stared directly at the ceiling, staring at her all night, and she couldn't sleep all night. Kang Ruoran's doctor has told Liu Nian that she can't continue like this, so that her body's immune system will be seriously damaged, and the day of the operation is far away, and the doctor also told Liu Nian that she can't keep the child, the load of pregnancy is beyond Kang Ruoran's current physical condition, and she may die of heart failure if she doesn't wait for the child to be born.

Listening to it, he didn't understand why fate would play him like this.

That day, Liu Nian walked back to his apartment from the hospital and sat on the sofa in front of the bed in a daze for a long time, until Chen Mofei called him back from his fugue.

"How's it going?" asked Chen Mofei.

Two days ago, I heard Chen Qiao say that Chen Mofei was busy looking for a job.

"Looking for a job?" said Liunian was surprised.

"Don't worry. Chen Qiao's tone was full of indifference. "She has a big belly, and the human resources department calculates that she will have to take maternity leave within a few days of taking up her post. You let her toss, Chen Mofei, you don't let her toss, she can drive herself crazy. ”

Liu Nian smiled, imagining the scene where Chen Mofei was rejected by one company after another with a big belly, and also thought, why didn't he think of these things when Chen Qiao said it just now?

Chen Qiao knew Kang Ruoran's situation, because one night Liu Nian couldn't hold back, so he called Chen Qiao across the ocean, Chen Qiao was sleeping at that time, and Liu Nian didn't expect him to be really awake, or give him any pertinent advice. He just needs a cathartic channel too much, and Chen Qiao is the best choice, whether it is a sober Chen Qiao or a confused Chen Qiao.

In fact, Chen Qiao really did not disappoint Liu Nian, and after he finished speaking, Chen Qiao replied to Liu Nian.

"When there is continuous interruption, there will be trouble. ”

Can it be broken, how can it be broken? Is it a judgment or a knife or a knife or a knife or two? The Kang family is still silent, which makes it even more difficult for the passing years. Is it really unaware or is it deliberately pretending not to know? But he really told the two old men everything here, and he himself was a little unbearable, the two old men were not young anymore, just such a daughter, they were not in good health. If they really weren't in the know, would they be able to stand up to both father and mother Kang when they learned that their daughter had suffered so many grievances after coming to the United States?

No one gave the answer to the passing year.

Kang Ruoran has been discharged from the hospital, and the law in this country is also understood, and it is really illegal to have an abortion, but Kang Ruoran's situation is different, she can return to China, even if she has congenital heart disease here, she is also legally allowed to terminate the pregnancy.

But Liu Nian asked her many times, and she insisted that she wanted to give birth to that child. Once Kang Ruoran stared at his eyes with a smile, half-jokingly and half-seriously said to Liu Nian.

"Passing years, I was born, I will be his mother, you will be his father, how about it?"

Liu Nian didn't think her joke was funny at all.

"Do you know how much risk you would be taking if you gave birth to him?"

Kang Ruoran smiled and said, "You ask me if I know?" Do you think I know?"

Liu Nian looked at her, nodded, and shook his head again.

Kang Ruoran laughed loudly, "Why don't you persuade me, the child is innocent." If I really gave birth to him and I was gone, would you raise him for me, would you take care of my parents?"

Liu Nian now feels that all the questions asked by Kang Ruoran are absolute questions, and there is no correct answer, and no matter how he answers, it seems that no matter how he answers, it is wrong.

So Liu Nian decided to keep silent, and didn't say anything.

Kang Ruoran smiled indifferently.

"Don't persuade me, I always knew what the consequences were. My illness is actually destined to have no children in this life. There will be no children, and I have long accepted this fate presupposition, but I didn't think that the fate peak turned around, and he tampered with my script. Or maybe God has mercy on me and is willing to give me a child. Do you remember that I once made the same request as you?" Kang Ruoran raised his head and looked at Liu Nian, "I said that if you please give me a child, then I can accept our return to the road and the bridge to the bridge." But you won't accept it. ”