When I was usually beautiful, I didn't feel that when I looked at my wife and children now, I suddenly felt how virtuous I was.

He walked gently to his wife's side and sat down next to her, her staring blankly ahead, her gaze fixed on the void.

No matter how she looked, there was no hope for their days.

The man thought to himself, he stretched out his hand and took the woman in his arms, and only then did he realize that it had been a long time, a long time, a long time since he had held his wife like this.

Man!

He despised himself in his heart. Gui Yi friend, rich Yi wife. Now that he has fallen into Pingyang, he has the time and opportunity to re-examine the person next to him.

It must be a little late.

He knew it.

The man's hand couldn't help but increase the force, and the woman couldn't hold it back, so she finally turned her head, called her whole face on his chest, and cried.

Can't rush, can't. Don't be annoying, there are always more solutions than problems. Passing years to comfort themselves.

At this time, in this city that does not know tiredness, there are still people who keep spinning like spinning tops, and the red taillights are endless, as if they can't see the end, and the same sky is overhead. However, under that sky, different people have different moods, some sad and some happy, some happy and some sad.

Leaning on the windowsill, Kang Ruoran still hadn't woken up, she was spread out on the hospital bed like a piece of paper, only the black hair reminded him that she was Kang Ruoran.

Liu Nian remembers the first time he saw her at the Kang family.

Yes, it's in the Kang family.

He put his hand in his trouser pocket again, and found nothing there, after which he had to learn to give up. His sighs became one with the air in the hospital.

Liu Nian turned his head to look outside again, seeing that the sky was high and the night was wide outside, in fact, he couldn't see anything. But, even if he looked out like this, he didn't want to turn back and face the woman on the hospital bed.

Does she even know what she's doing?

There were countless times when he wanted to ask the woman named Kang Ruoran who he had known for more than 20 years, but several times the words came to his lips, and he swallowed them cruelly.

Aloof.

Liu Nian has only one thought about Kang Ruoran now. However, reality does not allow it.

There was such a big incident, and the Kang family didn't call, Kang's father, Kang's mother, and the Kang family's little aunt would go online, even if they didn't, there would still be good people who passed on the matter, but they didn't react.

Liu Nian felt that he was a bit of a villain, because he guessed that the parents, especially the old man of the Kang family, were deliberately ignored. They pretended not to know, Kang Ruoran's hot potato could only be thrown into the basket of the passing year forever.

Liu Nian felt sorry for describing Kang Ruoran as a hot potato. He felt that he was becoming more and more ruthless. If you stare at the dragon for a long time, you will become a dragon yourself.

He shook his head, forcing himself to forget about the nonsense.

Think of something good, what is good?

If life is only as it is the first meeting, there is no need to mention the first meeting between him and Chen Mofei. The first time I met Kang Ruoran was in the Kang family, when they had already settled down, their father's job, the school he attended, and his mother's work, everything was arranged. He was interested in the family surnamed Kang, and secretly decided that if he had the ability one day, he would repay them well.

The opportunity was not long in coming. One weekend, his parents brought him to the door to thank him.

That was the first time he saw Kang Ruoran, and to be honest, he was shocked. She was so beautiful, so beautiful that people didn't dare to look at her, and he lowered his head.

"If so, I've seen the passing years. He's older than you, and you should call him brother. ”

"Brother. ”

Liunian's face was even redder, the Kang family's parents let the Liunian family of three to the living room, their house is a two-story building, there is a nanny, the home is full of mahogany furniture, there are calligraphy and paintings on the wall, there are a few Liunian once heard his father say, it is said to be genuine, any one is priceless.

A few people sat down, some people served tea, Kang Ruoran sat beside her father obediently, she was not young at that time, but Liu Nian could see that Kang's father and Kang's mother were too spoiled and spoiled for this daughter, such a big girl, in front of her parents, she was like a child, sometimes holding her father's hand, sometimes hooking her mother's neck, so that sometimes Liu Nian didn't know where to put her eyes.

After a few people were noisy, Kang's father made a suggestion.

"If so, take your brother to visit your room, you don't like to listen to adults, or go out for a cold drink. ”

Cold drinks.

Liu Nian remembered that at that time, he and Chen Mofei often went to eat cold drinks, and they didn't order expensive ones, Chen Mofei was easy to deal with, and he usually had ice porridge, which was messy with a lot of beans, peanuts, jujubes and others, plus shaved ice, Liu Nian ate slowly, and Chen Mofei would often rob him after eating.

Like yesterday, he could even feel the taste of ice porridge in his mouth.

The smell may have been seared into his taste buds, and it seems that he will never forget it in this life.

He lowered his head, ignoring even the beautiful woman he had just seen and the scene he was in.

"Passing years. His father touched him with his elbow, and it dawned on him.

"Your Uncle Conm, you're calling you. ”

"Oooh. ”

I also came back to my senses.

"What's wrong?" Father Kang's face was kind, but his eyebrows were not angry and arrogant, and he still had this stereotype of Father Kang for many years after that----- it seemed kind, but it was unfathomable. So Liunian respects him and respects him, but he has never been very close to him.

"Nope. "Maybe it's because I'm too tired these two days." ”

"Yes. Father Kang looked at the passing year quietly, "It's enough for you, I heard that your grades are very good, and you can be as immobile in the face of great changes, and you will become a big tool in the future. ”

Liu Nian rubbed his hands nervously, a little unsure of how to answer, but fortunately, his father helped him out in time.

"Alas," Liu Nian heard his father's sigh, "and blame us ...... too"

Without waiting for his father to finish speaking, Father Kang waved his hand to stop what he was about to say.

"It's all in the past, what are you doing when you take it out?

"Yes, yes, yes. The father of the passing years cautiously and cautiously agreed, but turned to face his son. "In the passing year, your Uncle Kang said to let Ruoran take you out for a walk, and you are also familiar with the city, and in the future, our two families will often come and go, how can we always trouble you Uncle Kang to pick you up? ”

You're older too. Should you plan for your family?

Liu Nian didn't know, but he stood up obediently and looked directly at Kang Ruoran for the first time. This time, he saw Kang Ruoran's face blushing first, and her pale face turned so abruptly red. The father of the year gave his woman a look, meaning to get some money for the child, how can he let the girl break the bank?

The woman understood, and her hand touched into the pocket of her clothes, but was gently stopped by another woman.

"What are you talking to our Lao Kang about? Then let's see the outside, let them go out for a walk, and you don't have to worry about the rest. We're just a girl, and we'll need your son more in the future, so don't bother us when the time comes. ”

Liu Nian thought of this sentence, "Just don't bother us when the time comes." ”

"Just don't bother us then. ”

"Just don't bother us then. ”

He really wanted to cover his ears, but the voice was like an old horse that knew the way, and it could enter his heart.

At this time, the infusion was almost gone, and Liu Nian called the nurse.

The nurse came and pulled out the needle.

"Is there any medicine?" he asked.

"I read the doctor's order, and no. The other party replied.

Kang Ruoran seemed to have woken up, because he saw that her eyelashes had been fluttering uneasily, maybe she didn't want to wake up herself, so let her fall asleep. He walked out of the ward, of course, he didn't dare to go far, just guarded not far away. The doctor said that an emotionally unstable patient like her should always pay attention to her emotions and must be surrounded by people.

Have to.

So he went to the door, closed it, turned it back again, opened it, and went in again. Liu Nian found a stool, the stool didn't even have a backrest, he had to find a wall to lean on, and he definitely couldn't sleep, but since Kang Ruoran pretended to be asleep, then he could only pretend to be asleep, because both of them would feel more embarrassed when they were awake.

Passing years smiled bitterly, thinking that this is the kind of Chinese people to middle-aged couples who hate each other, two people have no happiness together, but they have to tie themselves up with each other and torture each other. If the two middle-aged couples still have a little bit of a child factor, and the rebellion that the best youth and time have been consumed on you anyway, then what is the situation between them to this day?

He couldn't understand it.

Liu Nian leaned against the corner and closed his eyes. In front of me, I saw how many years ago and Kang Ruoran. It was a young man, and the young man was Kang Ruoran. Liu Nian is slender and tall, 1.82 meters, Kang Ruoran is also slender and tall, about 1.7 meters, loves to wear white sneakers, loves to wear a ponytail like flowing water at that time, and loves to wear jeans and bright T-shirts.

At the beginning of the year, I thought that she must be very fond of sports.

The two of them walked out, Kang Ruoran tilted his head and asked him, "Do you want a driver?"

What do you want a driver to do?

Liu Nian felt that this girl was too hypocritical, and she had to sit in a sedan chair when she went in and out, like a grandmother in the past.

"No, I see that you must be athletic when you are dressed like this, let's take a walk, if you are far away, take the bus." ”

Kang Ruoran smiled and agreed.

Liu Nian felt that this woman was really soft, and he couldn't help but compare her with Chen Mofei in his heart. Chen Mofei doesn't talk much, but Chen Mofei doesn't talk much, unlike her, Chen Mofei doesn't talk much because she seems to be competing with someone, and she is holding back her strength, and Kang Ruoran doesn't say much because ------ later she knew that her congenital heart disease was very serious, and she was lazy to speak, which was one of the symptoms.

She rarely speaks because she doesn't have enough strength.

Before he walked out of the park, Kang Ruoran's face was red and out of breath. At first, she didn't pay attention until Kang Ruoran stopped, picked a chair and sat down, she held the chair with one hand, and gasped for breath.

When the year passed, the sweat came down.