Chapter 6: The Plague of Innocence
It wasn't until Xu Nan got into the car that the car completely disappeared out of my sight that I suddenly realized that I had done something stupid. But I don't know why, but in my heart, I was relieved, and the whole person was a lot more relaxed.
Maybe it's because I'm too concerned about Duoduo, maybe it's because the emotions I hold back in my heart are too entangled, maybe I really think of Xu Nan as Duoduo, anyway, I've already said it, I don't regret it.
Xu Nan's slap, I was very happy, I really hope that Duoduo can also come to me and slap me a few times, as long as she can go home, I am willing to be beaten and scolded by her no matter how much I am beaten by her.
However, I never imagined that today's episode would completely change the trajectory of my life. That night, I was stuck in my bedroom.
The one who took the lead was from my class, named Fang Zixuan, who was also on an errand in the student union, and was a very showy person. From the outside, he looks like a scholar, wears a pair of black-framed glasses, and looks like a scholar, but in fact, he is a real ruffian, relying on his family to be a bit famous in the local area, and he is arrogant and domineering all day long.
Many people think that he is the first to look at him, but I can only avoid him.
I've been disliked since I was a child, so my heart is fragile, like glass, which shatters when I fall. When I entered college, I was still hated, and in order to protect my fragile heart, I tried not to mess with others, and only lived in my own world. I don't hope for much, as long as I finish my studies safely and get a diploma.
It's been more than two months since school started, and my classmates all hate me, no one approaches me, and I'm used to it, but today this Fang Zixuan actually took the initiative to find me, I suddenly felt uncomfortable, and a very bad premonition swept over, I didn't even have time to figure out how to offend this big brother, he stepped in front of me, slapped me with his hand, and scolded loudly: "Is your TM toad crazy, just like you, still want to eat swan meat?"
This slap was much heavier than Xu Nan's slap, my ears were buzzing, people were stunned, I was very scared in my heart, I felt very innocent, I covered my face, looked at Fang Zixuan with red eyes, and said, "What's wrong with me?"
As soon as the words fell, Fang Zixuan immediately slapped me again, and said angrily: "What's the matter, what did you say was wrong with you, this evening, did you confess to Xu Nan?"
My head was dizzy, tears were fanned out by him, and my heart was even more afraid. I didn't dare to hesitate, and quickly explained to him: "I didn't!"
My explanation was very pale, so pale that Fang Zixuan listened to it, and his anger was even greater, he grabbed me by the collar, pushed me directly against the wall, and roared: "I hate you the most hypocritical ugly man, dare to do it and dare not admit it, it is disgusting." ”
After he finished speaking, a sycophant behind him also snorted coldly and said, "Hmph, Wu Lai, you are indeed worthy of your name, you are a scoundrel." I saw you at the school gate today and slapped Xu Nan angrily, do you dare to say that you are not delusional?"
Hearing this, I immediately shouted, "I'm not, I'm just..."
Seeing that I paused, Fang Zixuan grabbed me and slammed it against the wall again, and said, "It's just something, say it!"
I bit my lip, I couldn't open my mouth, what I said to Xu Nan was a sad joke, who would believe it. Even if they believed it, they would definitely think that it was a trick for me to get close to Xu Nan. There are really words of suffering.
Fang Zixuan was impatient anymore, he punched me directly and poked me in the stomach, scolding: "If you don't speak, you admit it? After saying that, he gave me another punch, punch after punch, and I vomited out the sour water in pain, and slowly collapsed to the ground.
I didn't say anything, let alone fight back, my sick body couldn't fight against anyone, so I could only let him beat me, a few of my roommates, none of them persuaded me, and finally it was Fang Zixuan's sycophant who said: "Brother Xuan, forget it, this kid looks like a bad seed, just hit a few times, don't make trouble!"
Only then did Fang Zixuan stop beating me, he leaned down, leaned into my ear, and sighed: "Do you know what a woman hates the most? Usually when you peek at Xu Nan in the classroom, I already see that you are very unhappy, but I didn't expect you to dare to be close to her face to face, don't you know that she is the woman I Fang Zixuan fancies? Today this is a little lesson for you, if you dare to approach Xu Nan again, I will let you die a miserable death. ”
After saying that, he stood up, straightened his clothes, and then led the group of people away.
I closed my eyes in pain, and gasped on the ground for a long time before I slowly opened my eyes and got up.
The soreness of my bones made my teeth tremble, and I endured the pain and went to bed, tears streaming down the corners of my eyes and onto the pillow. Once, in my hometown, no matter how disgusted my classmates were, at most they would only scold me a few words, and they would not beat me specifically when they saw that I was honestly alone.
And now, far away from my hometown, away from my only reliance on Uncle Lin, alone in this strange city, I have become more careful, cautious to live my life, even if I have suffered all kinds of faces and broken words, I try not to care, but in the end, I was not only humiliated in public, but even inexplicably beaten up like this.
The first time I was beaten so hard, in a foreign place, I could only swallow it in my stomach if I had suffering, the desolation in my heart, the pain in my body, made me can't help but sob, but my cry did not get anyone's sympathy, but in exchange for the angry shouts of my roommates: "Don't make noise, don't let people sleep!"
I immediately gritted my teeth and let my tears wet my pillow.
On the weekend, I stayed in bed for two days, and when I was hungry, I dragged my injured body to eat outside.
On Monday, I went to the classroom as usual, but I didn't dare to look at Xu Nan anymore, I didn't dare to look at it, I walked with my head down, and even in class, I lowered my head. As soon as class ended, I hurried out of the classroom, however, there was some trouble, and the more you dodged, the more it chased. As soon as I walked out of the teaching building, a familiar female voice came from behind me: "Hey, Wu Lai!"
I trembled with fright, I knew that it was Xu Nan who was calling me, I didn't dare to look back, I could only pretend not to hear it, and continue to walk forward.
Unexpectedly, she was endless, and chased directly in front of me, blocking my way, and said: "Deaf, didn't you hear a few sounds!"
Under the sun, Xu Nan's face was very dazzling, she had a pair of sunglasses on top of her head, and a headset in her left ear, looking young and beautiful, but I didn't dare to look at her more, so I hurriedly lowered my head and said softly: "What happened last time was a misunderstanding, I'm sorry!"
With that, I stepped away and wanted to bypass her and flee the scene.
But as soon as I took two steps, Xu Nan stopped me again: "Wait!"
I reluctantly paused, looking at the bustling crowd, my heart was panicked and confused, I was afraid of being misunderstood again, but the worst thing was that Xu Nan still came to my side and whispered to me: "Wu Lai, I know that you are very honest, not the kind of person who flirts with girls, I can also see that you said those words yesterday from the bottom of your heart, I just want to ask you, why? Why did you suddenly tell me that? Did someone tell you something?"
I was anxious and said, "No, I misunderstood, really!" After saying that, I hurried away again.
But Xu Nan continued to chase me, this time, she accentuated her tone, and said a little angrily: "There must be some reason, otherwise you stupid hat would not dare to say those words to me, say it quickly!"
There are more and more people pouring out of the teaching building, I am really afraid that Fang Zixuan and they will see Xu Nan chasing me, I don't dare to stay any longer, and hurriedly said to Xu Nan: "No, really not, I beg you not to follow me anymore, okay?" After speaking, I pulled my legs and ran away.
I don't know what Xu Nan's expression was behind me, I don't know if Fang Zixuan's people saw this scene, in my heart, there was only fear, I tried my best, ran hard, kept running, and ran until I reached the cafeteria I stopped, I squatted at a table in the corner, panting, and seeing that no one was coming, I slowly stood up and went to eat.
After eating, I walked to the dormitory, along the way, I was still restless, I was afraid of being beaten, I was really afraid, I felt that every step I took, my feet were soft, the cafeteria was not far from the dormitory, but I walked for a long, long time, and finally came to my dormitory, and what was waiting for me was still bad luck.
As soon as I entered the door, I saw Fang Zixuan sitting at my desk, his legs resting on the table, smoking a cigarette leisurely, and when he saw me coming, he immediately said in a strange manner: "Why are you eating so slowly!"