Chapter 109: Where am I inferior to her?

If she has not heard from her, he will have room to play and imagine, in the script of the passing years, Chen Mofei has had countless experiences, but the ending will always be vaguely directed to one. Later, they met, and then they may have been together.

Possible.

The passing years never dared to say certain in fantasy.

He would sometimes rebuke himself-----What if he had stood up back then? What if he had confessed? What if Chen Mofei and her parents had beaten and scolded her? Maybe their fates would have been different.

However, it is a pity that Liu Nian found Kang Ruoran at that time and took the initiative to hold her hand for the first time. He didn't notice Kang Ruoran's expression at that time, and he didn't even have time to notice the slight spasm of her fingers.

He only sneered in his heart.

Passing years, this time, you have no way out. Forget Mofei Chen.

Therefore, at the beginning, it was the passing years that made a mistake first. The liking in Kang Ruoran's eyes is very obvious, and of course he can see it. So he pushed the boat down the river, and he was good at science and was good at calculation, or calculation. He calculated that being with the girl named Kang Ruoran was the wish of the two elders of the Kang family, and it was also an alternative way for his parents to repay their kindness.

The grace of a drop of water should be reciprocated by a spring.

His parents often said to him that he knew what it meant.

That encounter became premeditated, and Liu Nian was the most unwilling to compromise, and he had been delaying the time to compromise until he heard the latest news about Chen Mofei.

He had to make a decision.

The matter between him and Chen Mofei has become yesterday's thing.

Only when you meet a bad man can a woman grow up quickly.

Liu Nian felt that he was the bad man, he was selfish, cold and affectionate. He didn't want to be harassed by the illusory and vague Chen Mofei and the past every night, and the thought of the image of the unformed bloody baby made him shudder even more, he was fed up with that kind of life, he urinated and escaped like a coward.

He had no other choice.

I tried my best to convince myself that this was the truth.

It's a fact.

However, Chen Mofei's ghost is everywhere.

Kang Ruoran fell into his arms, closed his eyes, Kang Ruoran had a faint fragrance of medicine, it is said that she has been taking medicine for many years, Kang's father was happy and excited because of his decision, this old man who has not been very happy and angry in his life expressed his happiness bluntly and rudely, and ordered the nanny to prepare a sumptuous dinner. This daughter is his heart disease for half his life, and now he trusts the good person, but it is actually the heart disease of the entire Kang family.

"Dad," Kang Ruoran sneered at the table, "you dislike your daughter." ”

Father Kang didn't answer, only laughed, and his parents were also excited and excited to have such an opportunity to repay the favor.

"No, no, no, it's our family that has climbed high over the years. If it weren't for you, we'd ...... Alas, "they hung their heads for a long time, and when they raised their heads again, their faces were not as radiant as they had been before."

"If it's a good boy, we don't know how much we like it. Looks are looks, talents are talents, and the first time I saw her go back, I praised her with us. ”

"Come on, come on, raise your glass......"

Liu Nian remembered the distant and clear picture of the interlacing of Hu Xuan, Kang Ruoran's pale fingers pierced into his palm like a spider.

It was the beginning of his life.

At the same time, he warned himself that since he had already failed one, he should not fail the other. It's enough to let down one person in this life, don't pull out a long list.

So he took care of Kang Ruoran like a dutiful person, and took care of almost everything. He even knew Kang Ruoran's menstrual cycle, and he would help his new girlfriend prepare brown sugar, ginger tea, sanitary napkins, and hand warmers in advance at that time. aroused the envy, jealousy, and hatred of all the female voices who knew Kang Ruoran.

Some people say that the best way to forget the pain left by the previous relationship is to start a new relationship.

Yes.

The passing years are deeply believed in this. So I decided to do it.

While studying, he also takes care of his frail girlfriend, which makes his life full and busy. Chen Mofei will be the same, she will forget herself, maybe she will hate herself, Liu Nian even thought about spreading the false news that she is dead, Liu Nian thought, maybe this ending can make Chen Mofei feel more relieved about that acquaintance. After being relieved, Chen Mofei will gradually come out of the pain, meet new boys, start a new relationship, and trivial daily life will gradually turn her into a middle-aged family woman, until the green and immature past in the midnight dream is completely forgotten by her.

There will be a day.

I want to go through the years.

The young boy deliberately exhausted himself every day, until one day a girl described the relationship between Liu Nian and Kang Ruoran like this.

"The passing years are like atonement, you must have saved the galaxy in your last life. ”

Liu Nian Mu Ran looked at the girl, no, he was not atoning for his sins, he did not project all the debts to Chen Mofei on Kang Ruoran.

No, he didn't.

He took care of Kang Ruoran out of sincerity, not because of the woman named Chen Mofei, no.

Liunian heard himself arguing fiercely and desperately with himself.

He didn't take care of Chen Mofei like that, he wasn't by her side when she needed him the most, and he didn't stand up when he knew the truth.

What are you doing standing up? The storm and machine-gun fire have all passed, and Chen Mofei has endured everything she should or should not have endured---- Chen Mofei has endured it alone.

He is so good to Kang Ruoran not because of Chen Mofei, who has nothing to do with her. The passing years were doubly good to Kang Ruoran, and then they went abroad together, and abroad, he couldn't take care of Kang Ruoran. Liu Nian's gaze did not fall, staring at the night wordlessly.

Is Kang Ruoran a demon now?

Actually, no, he is a passing year. He dragged her into the car, then kicked the woman down just as she thought she was nearing the finish line.

Who doesn't loathe themselves and be powerless about themselves?

He will not be the first, nor will he be the last.

"Do you love her?" Liu Nian heard Kang Ruoran's voice, which was very soft, as if he was from another world.

"Love. Liu Nian wanted to answer categorically.

"Love. But the answer is a bit indecisive.

Liu Nian heard Kang Ruoran's soft sneer, like a knife stabbing into his body, and blood flowed out. Red.

Liu Nian remembered the first time he tried to be with Kang Ruoran, he was strong, she didn't refuse, what kind of congenital heart disease, everything is not a problem, anyway, sooner or later, anyway, all young men and women fall in love now is this routine, anyway, it is not the first time to ------ herself.

He took off Kang Ruoran's clothes, and Kang Ruoran's body trembled lightly in his arms, like a yellow leaf in autumn. However, I don't know what's wrong, I heard someone shouting. “cut.”

“cut!” The voice was so clear, and his enthusiastic and surging body suddenly felt like a basin of cold water poured on his head.

Once again, he listened carefully.

“cut.”

“cut.”

“cut.”

He heard the familiar and unfamiliar voice, ghostly, as if it had always been there, his hairs stood on end, and a cold sweat rained down from the pores of his skin.

Liu Nian gritted his teeth and looked down at the woman in his arms. She is so beautiful, she is still beautiful when she takes off her clothes, what is there to be dissatisfied with? He is the object of envy of many people? He wants to continue.

However, he heard the sound of the fan overhead, as loud as the pull of an airplane about to take off, and the whole world was almost enveloped in the sound.

Now I'm in the United States.

There are no ceiling fans.

There is air conditioning in this house.

That woman was not Chen Mofei.

I wanted to cry for a long time, but I felt that my skin and muscles collided with each other, and those countless details that he deliberately forgot and omitted suddenly returned to their original places.

He got up from the woman in a panic and said sorry in a panic. However, he also left as if he was fleeing.

The gesture of leaving was so embarrassing that for several years after that, Liunian never dared to visit his current girlfriend with the same opening.

Kang Ruoran thought that he was concerned about his body.

Never.

"So---- the first time we failed in the United States was because of her?" Kang Ruoran asked. In fact, you don't need to ask to know the answer, but women are sometimes stupid when they are unwilling to face feelings, and the answer is obvious, and it would be good to reveal the answer in their hearts, but some women have masochistic tendencies, and like to watch others holding bright sharp knives towards themselves and stabbing them one after another.

They are stubborn and willful and think that the other party will be soft on themselves, but soft-hearted people are sometimes more lethal in the relationship than hard-hearted people, not to mention, if the other party will be soft on themselves, then the relationship between the two cannot be regarded as wishful thinking.

Liu Nian didn't speak, Kang Ruoran could hear the breathing of the man in the room, calm and long.

She wanted to hear him say it himself, so that she could be completely dead. But Liu Nian and Chen Mofei have received their marriage certificates, and the man in the legal sense is now the husband of the woman named Chen Mofei, in fact, she has already lost a lot.

"I heard that she is still pregnant?" Kang Ruoran's voice trembled.

"Who did you listen to?" asked Liunian.

"Isn't it?"

"Yes. ”

Kang Ruoran turned over, and Liu Nian also adjusted his posture on the stool.

"What am I inferior to her?" she had been asking for a long time, and now she finally had the opportunity to ask. With the answer to this kind of stupid question, it is nothing more than that you are hurt more deeply.

How can it be so stupid?

How can you not think of it like this?

Kang Ruoran blamed herself silently, but fortunately, Liu Nian didn't give her an answer. Kang Ruoran sighed, reached out and pulled the quilt, the hand that was infusion just now hurt so much, the whole arm hurt so much, she couldn't help but reach out and touch her lower abdomen: The vitality of this little life is really tenacious.

"You say-----" Kang Ruoran spoke again, she felt that if she wasn't crazy, she would be crazy herself, and she was about to be driven crazy by herself.

"Is it because they're Europeans that the things in their bodies are particularly energetic?"