Such a warm home, suddenly became so withered, it was like the loudest slap in the face, and it directly stunned me.

Thousands of emotions suddenly surged in my heart, loss, and sadness. Melancholy, guilt, self-blame. All kinds of things, so that my eyes are a little hazy, for Mu Shihan and Mu Shihan's mother's guilt, it was so profound, if I didn't disturb Mu Shihan's life at the beginning, maybe I can be calm, but I have already disturbed Mu Shihan, let Mu Shihan fall in love with me, let Mu Shihan treat me as a son-in-law, but in the end, I can't get along with Mu Shihan, I left their mother and daughter, which has made me sad. But how could I have thought that before I had time to say sorry to them, or to make clear the guilt in my heart, Mu Mother and Mu Shihan actually left, and they moved away without even saying hello.

These days, I have been immersed in my own world, and I have never contacted Mu Shihan, I really didn't expect that in just a few days, Mu Shihan would say goodbye. And so I walked out of my world.

I was in place, stunned for a long time, and suddenly, I moved, busily took out my mobile phone, and dialed Mu Shihan's phone, but the prompt that came over turned out to be an empty number, an empty number?

Suddenly, my heart was cold to the freezing point, and the whole person was stunned again. And, Xu Nan on the side also felt that something was wrong, she swept the room twice, and then asked me softly, "Are they gone?"

Xu Nan's voice also seemed a little unbearable.

I turned my head slowly. He looked at Xu Nan with red eyes, and said weakly: "Well, the phone can't get through!"

Xu Nan sighed softly, and then glanced at the room with an indescribable sadness in his eyes.

I looked at Xu Nan, and then tried my best to contain the pain in my heart, and then, I turned around, walked to the opposite door of Mu's house, and knocked on the opposite door.

After a while, an old man with white hair opened the door for me, this is a kind old man, usually I go in and out with Mu Shihan, she sees it, always makes fun of us, we all call her, Grandma Liu.

As soon as I saw that it was Grandma Liu who opened the door, I immediately said, "Grandma Liu, do you know where Mu Shihan has gone, why did she move?"

Grandma Liu narrowed her old eyes slightly, looked at me carefully, and immediately recognized me, and then, she glanced at Xu Nan behind me again, and then said: "Oh, you said Shihan, she moved a few days ago, and she didn't have to go back after paying the rent deposit for a few months, so she left!"

Why did this word make me so sad at this time, before, I thought that although this place was dilapidated, at least it was Mu Shihan's home, no matter how hard she was, at least there was a place to stay, but I didn't expect that this kind of place was still rented, how difficult her life was?

I endured the sourness in my heart and asked again, "Grandma Liu, do you know why they moved away?" Grandma Liu looked at Xu Nan behind me again, and then looked at me again, her eyes suddenly showed a little displeasure, she said to me in a dissatisfied tone: "You should know this matter best!"

I was dazed and said, "I don't know anything!"

Grandma Liu sighed and said, "A few days ago, a curly-haired woman came to Shihan's house, I seemed to hear her scolding Shihan for being a vixen, seducing men, and shameless, but the next day, Shihan and her mother hurriedly moved away, don't you know this? Shihan has lived here for so many years, the only boy I have ever seen her bring back is you, except for you, she doesn't seem to be okay with anyone else, do you say that this has nothing to do with you?"ad_250_left ();

Hearing this, I was immediately stunned, and suddenly a thousand feelings welled up in my heart.

Grandma Liu is old, her heart is not old, her old eyes are not faint, seeing me and Xu Nan appear here, she seems to understand everything at once, when I am wooden, she sighed again, and said: "Alas, it's a pity that Shihan is such a good girl, making evil!"

With that, she ignored me and closed the door.

And I, Zheng was in place, looking at the closed door, stunned, at this moment, my brain seemed to be cleared, but my heart, but it hurt more and more, it turned out that Mu Shihan and Mu Mother did not want to leave by themselves, they were forced to leave, and the person who forced them away, according to Grandma Liu's description, is obviously Xu Nan's mother.

Why did she come to scold Mu Shihan, Mu Shihan and Mu Shihan, they had already suffered too much pain, their mother and daughter depended on each other, not seeking wealth and nobility, only seeking peace and tranquility, but why were such days disturbed by Mother Xu? Being treated as a vixen and causing them to move away from this warmest nest, how uncomfortable Mu Shihan should be?

The more I thought about it, the deeper the pain in my heart became. And Xu Nan must have understood the reason, she walked up to me lightly and said sadly: "I'm sorry, I didn't know about this, I didn't know that my mother was here!"

I turned around, looked at Xu Nan, and said in a hoarse voice: "It's okay, it's none of your business!"

Xu Nan's eyes were also red, he bit his lip, and didn't say anything, but he looked very aggrieved.

I hurriedly said to her again: "It's really none of your business!"

After speaking, I bypassed Xu Nan and walked into Mu Shihan's house in a daze, standing in this hut, my eyes were covered with a layer of fog, the scenes of the past, unconsciously appeared in my mind, those laughter, those warm and happy pictures, all touched my heart, made me more and more sad.

At this time, Xu Nan also walked in quietly and stood silently behind me.

I know, I don't blame Xu Nan, but I can't help but blame her mother, I don't understand why her mother did such a desperate thing, perhaps, this is the essential difference between Mother Xu and Mother Mu, I was immersed in Mu Shihan's family, happy and happy, it is because Mother Mu is so good, she and Mother Xu are simply two types of people, I hate Mother Xu's strength, I like Mother Mu's love, it is Mother Mu's good, will teach Mu Shihan such a well-behaved daughter, people can't help but feel sorry for her, for them, I am so guilty, I am here to repent today, but God didn't even give me this opportunity, whyWhy are you so ruthless? I have already made a choice, I have already given up on Mu Shihan, why should God hurt Mu Shihan?

The more I think about it, the more sorrowful I feel in my heart, and I can't help but get angry, I'm really sorry for Mu Shihan, I'm sorry for Mu's mother, and I'm sorry for Xue Jinwei, I live up to his instructions, I hate myself, I hate this unfair God.

I took a deep breath, and then, I turned around, looked at Xu Nan with red eyes, and said painfully:

"Nan Nan, do you know? Actually, about Mu Shihan, there are some things I haven't told you very carefully, do you know why I got close to Mu Shihan? I'm not a person who cares about appearance, so at the beginning, I didn't approach her because of Mu Shihan's beauty, so I couldn't help but be moved, I approached her because her mother, really like my mother, very similar, from her mother, I can find my mother's shadow, you know? I haven't had a mother since I was a child, I've only seen her photos, Mu Shihan's mother is very similar to my mother in the photo, she is very good to me, I can feel the mother's love from her, really, you may not know this feeling, but I am immersed in this kind of love, unable to extricate myself. During that time, it was really my happiest days, my dad was in prison when I was very young, I didn't feel the warmth of home, but in this place, I found it, but I enjoyed that warmth, that happiness!"

At this point, my voice was already choked, and tears could not help but fall, it was very painful and painful, and it took a long time before I continued:

"Actually, a large part of Mu Shihan's ability to enter my heart was because of her mother and her home. They filled my life when I was most bored, made me feel full of love, they gave me the warmest home, gave me the most peaceful happiness, I also pity them in my heart, when I see them, I can't help but want to take care of them, want to reduce the burden for them. Their mother and daughter are really bitter, relying on each other, saving money, I buy vegetables with Mu Shihan, she always bargains, saving a dime, every time she goes out, she has to squeeze the bus, when they eat together, they always pick vegetables to eat, saying that they don't like to eat meat, in fact, they are reluctant to eat, and they want to leave it for me to eat, I see them so bitter, I really can't bear it, it's very unbearable.

Therefore, when Mu Shihan is in trouble, I will go out of my way to save her, when she needs care, I can't help but take care of her, my delicate feelings for her are not developed overnight, but due to various reasons, slowly cultivated, but I know that for her, I can no longer be pitiful, can no longer care, and can no longer get closer, because I chose you, because you are my lover, I can't be sorry for you, so no matter how cruel and reluctant I am, I have to come over, make a break with them, break off the relationship, I just want to be good with you, but I really didn't expect itI didn't even have a chance to say goodbye to them one last time!"

Speaking of this, my tears poured out like a spring again, surging down, I revealed the deepest words in my heart, the most real emotions, to Xu Nan, I didn't hide it at all, it felt like digging out my heart and putting it naked in front of Xu Nan, this is considered an atonement for myself, an honesty to Xu Nan, and a guilt for Mu Shihan.

And, at this time, Xu Nan was already in tears, she looked at me deeply, and cried: "Wu Lai, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, it's all my way, crying at home, making trouble at home, losing my temper at home, it was my fault that my mother came here, and it was all my fault that Mu Shihan left, I know now, everything is clear, I don't blame you at all for what happened to you and Mu Shihan, it is precisely because I don't blame you that I will forgive you, let's go to them and help them!"

Xu Nan's words are full of apologies and deep sympathy, I know that Xu Nan at this moment completely understands my heart, and I also know that this matter has nothing to do with Xu Nan, perhaps, all this is destined by God, since God wants me to separate Mu Shihan so decisively, then I don't need to bother her anymore, perhaps, leaving is the best choice for their mother and daughter, what I can do is to let go completely, give them real space, let them live their own lives, and get rid of me completely.

Thinking of this, I wiped away my tears, my eyes were red, and I said to Xu Nan: "No need, anyway, I already plan to be with you, forever, there is no need to disturb them anymore, so be it, let's go!"

My words seemed to be brisk, but my heart was unusually bleak and painful, I glanced at the bleak house again, and then took Xu Nan's hand, walked straight out of the door, walked downstairs, and walked out of this dilapidated residential building.

Outside, the sky had sunk, a gray light enveloped the earth, and the night was about to fall.

Xu Nan silently followed me for a long time, and when she walked out of this slum, she couldn't help but say, "Where are you going?"

I said very solemnly: "Since I have decided to be with you, I must be with peace of mind, and I can't be disturbed by anyone, I will take you to find someone, I hope she can understand us and no longer hinder us!"

In the past, my heart was not firm enough, I was too easy to love, and I didn't understand love too much, but now, I am firm in my heart and ready to stay with Xu Nan for the rest of my life, I will never fall in love with other women easily, then, others should no longer stop me and Xu Nan.

I think that the reason why the woman in red obstructs me in every way and can't get used to me is precisely because I am not loyal enough to love, so I believe that as long as I take Xu Nan, explain everything to her, make a good guarantee, and influence her with sincerity, in this way, she or her people behind the scenes should be able to understand me!

This time, I am full of determination, I want to completely remove the obstacles, from now on, I don't want to live a life of fear, and go through the life and death of love again.

Of course, as soon as Xu Nan heard what I said, she immediately understood what I meant, she was waiting for me at home at that time, just waiting for me to solve the matter of the woman in red, every day she waited, she would suffer for a day, so what she was most eager to solve was also this matter, now, knowing that I was going to solve this problem, the sadness on Xu Nan's face disappeared, she was a little excited, held my hand, and showed a happy smile.

Seeing her happy, I am also a lot of relief, at least, I think I am a real man today, this is a manifestation of being responsible for love, and this is also a manifestation of being responsible for Xu Nan.

With this trace of satisfaction, Xu Nan and I went to the blue sky and blue sea bathing center together.

There was no accident, I saw the woman in red in the bathing center, still in the room last time, there were still a few men in suits guarding aside, but this time, I didn't care about anything else, and directly explained my intention to the woman in red, saying that I had woken up and realized my mistakes, and I would definitely stick to love in the future, never let Xu Nan down, and promise to be a couple with Xu Nan for the rest of my life, and grow old together.

When I say these words, my heart is very firm, and my attitude is very sincere.

Seeing me like this, the woman in red couldn't help but show a foxy smile, she no longer despised me and was angry with me as before, but nodded with satisfaction, and said: "Well, it's a little conscious, but can you be together, I can't be the master, I have to ask!"

After saying that, she went straight to the lounge next door, as if she had gone to make a phone call.

The performance of the woman in red made my heart excited, and sure enough, the woman in red was instructed by someone as I expected, and the person who instructed her was not intended to harm me, but just couldn't get used to me, now, I used sincerity to influence her, and put the facts in front of her, I believe that she should not beat the mandarin duck again this time.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but hold Xu Nan's hand tightly and gave her an ok look, Xu Nan may also feel that the obstacles between us are about to disappear, and the light of happiness in his eyes can't help but radiate.

After waiting for about ten minutes, finally, the woman in red came back, but her expression at this time was completely different from the expression when she just went out, and she felt back to before, becoming very ruthless, she looked at me coldly, and said categorically: "She asked me to tell you that you and Xu Nan can't be together!"

Boom, I felt like I was blown up by a bomb, I was not mentally prepared at all, and suddenly I got such a domineering and unreasonable answer, I was very inexplicable, a fire couldn't help but rise in my heart, I felt very aggrieved, very angry, I stared at the woman in red tightly, gritted my teeth and roared: "Why?"

The woman in red snorted lightly, and then admonished me very solemnly: "She said, you can't be with any woman, even if you have a woman in the future, it can only be her!"