From now on, I must be a dedicated man, then, I can't have any more hesitation, I must be decisive, I must be ruthless, otherwise, if both sides are involved like this, it will be irresponsible to Mu Shihan and Xu Nan, since I can't be with Mu Shihan, I can't delay her, I can't let her have any thoughts, I think, Mu Shihan and Mu Mama, don't want me to be like this, so I made up my mind at the moment to make it clear to Mu Shihan, and completely cut off our delicate relationship, although I know that this will disappoint Xue Jinwei's explanation to me, and it is also a cruelty to Mu ShihanBut I must learn to be ruthless and learn to refuse, otherwise, not only will I not be a good person, but I will also become a flowery beast.

The car was speeding on the road, I kept calling Xu Nan, but her mobile phone was always turned off, I could only urge the taxi driver to hurry up, the more I urged, the more anxious I became. I feel like people are going crazy, as if a piece of meat in my heart is about to fall off, and it hurts very much.

The driver also sensed my anxiety. On the premise of not violating the rules, he increased as fast as he could, and finally, forty minutes later, I arrived at the airport.

After paying the money and getting out of the car, I immediately went straight to the inside of the airport, time was pressing, I had forgotten everything, and no matter what image was not imaged, while running wildly, I called Xu Nan's name loudly, expecting her to hear my voice.

However, what makes me more and more anxious is this. I ran to the security checkpoint, I still didn't see Xu Nan's shadow, anxious, I could only ask the security inspector to let me in, but they all obeyed the rules, why didn't they let me in, I was anxious to make a lot of noise there, and as a result, the security guards were attracted and I was subdued.

I refused to die, begging bitterly, in the end. The airport manager came and asked me about my situation, and then he suddenly told me that the plane I was looking for had already taken off.

In an instant, my whole body wilted, my heart was completely dead, my eyes were blank, and my soul was out of my body.

Flying? Xu Nan, just left? She just disappeared into my world. She didn't even give me a chance to say goodbye, she just left? She was really desperate to the point where she was? Why, why on earth was that?

I can't accept it, I can't accept this fact, I can't accept it, it hurts. My heart hurt so much, I couldn't hold back the tears anymore, and I fell down like crazy, I suddenly raised my head and roared loudly in desperation, and the people at the airport looked at me unkempt like a monster.

I don't pay attention to the eyes of others at all, I only feel heartbroken, broken petals falling one by one, perhaps, I have always overestimated my charm, thinking that no matter what I do wrong, Xu Nan's love for me will not waver, Xu Nan will still love me, will still wait for me, I will be so unscrupulous, will chill Xu Nan's heart for Mu Shihan.

However, I was wrong, it was very wrong, Xu Nan is not a tree, she will not wait in place forever, she is a human being, she is a person who will be sad and desperate, she left, just because she hated me too much and was too desperate.

I hate myself, I really hate it, if God gives me another chance, I will definitely cherish Xu Nan, I will definitely not let her down, and I will definitely not !! the winter blood of Mo Dou.

The more I thought about it, the more I hated, I shook my head frantically, and I was in pain, but, at this moment, a familiar voice suddenly pierced through the noise and pierced directly into my ears: "Wu Lai!"

Suddenly, I was stunned, this voice, too crisp, too familiar, instantly let my soul return to my body, I turned my head excitedly, and found that Xu Nan was carrying the suitcase with teary eyes, standing behind me, motionless.

At this moment, she is still fashionable and bright, but her expression is sad, her big eyes are hazy with tears, but there is a sad beauty, which amazed me, I can't believe it, rubbed my eyes, but I still clearly saw Xu Nan standing in the crowd, standing in front of my eyes, I finally determined that this is not a dream, she is really Xu Nan, it is my Xu Nan.

In an instant, my heart jumped wildly, my spirit immediately trembled, my steps, involuntarily stepped away, crazy to Xu Nan, the huge airport hall, crowded, but in my eyes only Xu Nan alone, I ignored everything, straight to Xu Nan.

Running in front of Xu Nan, I hugged her and said in a trembling voice: "Nan Nan, I thought you were gone, you scared me to death, scared me to death." ”ad_250_left();

At this time, I realized how much I couldn't let go of Xu Nan, she was my heart, I couldn't give it up, I could never let it go.

And Xu Nan, who was held by me, did not resist, I could clearly feel that her body was also trembling slightly, she choked up, and whispered to me: "I am suddenly reluctant to leave!"

This sentence, like a hot spring in winter, instantly moistened my heart, I know, Xu Nan can't let go of me, after all, she still can't let go, at the last moment, she didn't board the plane, didn't leave, she stayed for me, she still loves me deeply.

I was so excited that I hugged her harder, my face was pressed against her smooth hair, my lips opened and closed, and I whispered: "Thank you, thank you for not leaving, thank you for not leaving!"

As I spoke, my voice choked up, tears poured down again, I finally saw my heart, and finally when I was about to lose, I knew how important it was to cherish, how to grasp this love, and grasp this girl who made my heart move and make me unforgettable.

At this moment, Xu Nan also completely collapsed, crying silently, her shoulders kept shaking, and after a long time, she sobbed and said: "I thought you didn't want me anymore, don't want me anymore!"

Her voice was very pitiful, I felt distressed when I heard it, it turned out that Xu Nan was disheartened and wanted to leave, not because she didn't love me anymore, but because she thought that I didn't love her anymore, I didn't love her at all, she thought that I was completely empathetic.

I'm so stupid, what an idiot, that day, even if I couldn't explain my behavior towards Mu Shihan, at least, I could let Xu Nan know that I still loved her, and Xu Nan wouldn't be so sad, so wronged, so desperate!!

Thinking of this, I immediately explained to Xu Nan, kept apologizing, kept repenting, and kept saying to Xu Nan, I love you, I have always loved you, and it has never changed.

Gradually, we hugged each other and cried, all the things that should be vented were vented, and those who should be released were also released, although I didn't need to explain Mu Shihan's matter, but Xu Nan didn't blame me anymore, because she saw me today, and knew that I still loved her, and I really loved her, so her emotions eased down and she was willing to listen to my explanation.

However, there are too many people at the airport, too mixed, and the two of us are like fools who are staging a Korean brain-dead drama here, which has made many people despised, so we have to leave the airport hall first.

After walking two steps, Xu Nan asked me to wait for a while, and then, she dragged the suitcase to her father, who was waiting for her not far away, handed the suitcase to him, said a few words, and then flew towards me like a bird.

It can be seen that Xu Nan's steps are light, she has regained her former vitality and radiance, and the two of us seem to have returned to the moment when we first fell in love, holding hands and loving each other.

Walking outside, we caught a taxi and left the airport.

This day, is a day for me and Xu Nan, both of us are very excited, perhaps, the person who loves each other really has a heart, before at the airport, Xu Nan did not board the plane, planning to go home, but she noticed that someone at the airport made a fuss, as if she heard her name again, she ran to the airport hall to find me.

We are like two magnets, slowly approaching, and finally attracted together, this is fate.

Because of fate, we walked together again, because of love, we understood each other, I recognized my heart, and Xu Nan also felt my heart and was willing to listen to my heart.

So, we found a café in the city, sat down, opened our hearts, and chatted quietly.

I confessed to Xu Nan about the delicate relationship between me and Mu Shihan, and many things I experienced with Mu Shihan. Especially illustrated, after Mu Shihan was kidnapped, her heart was particularly fragile, so I had a desire to protect her, and more importantly, Xue Jinwei was arrested, and he entrusted me to take good care of her, so my distress towards her will unconsciously deepen, I feel that she is a fragile glass, and I must take care of her.

Therefore, I met Xu Nan that day, but I didn't explain anything to Xu Nan in front of Mu Shihan, let alone leave Mu Shihan to chase Xu Nan, and then I met the woman in red, there were too many things, so I didn't go to Xu Nan to explain the whole thing clearly, I have been reflecting on myself, and I am seeing my heart clearly, but until I knew that Xu Nan was leaving, I finally determined my heart, and I can now boldly say to Xu Nan that I love her.

Xu Nan listened to my explanation, and was silent for a long time, but in the end, she still understood me, she understood me, understood me as a person, understood my heart, and it was precisely because I had a kind heart that Xu Nan would take a fancy to me, so she didn't mind my care for Mu Shihan at the beginning, or rather, she couldn't mind, because Mu Shihan was also a poor girl, Xu Nan herself had been kidnapped, knowing Mu Shihan's suffering, she no longer hated me, and she no longer hated Mu Shihan.

For Xu Nan, it is enough for her to know that I love her and I will not leave her.

This time we talked a lot, and both of us revealed everything to each other.

I finally know that true love requires mutual understanding, love, must be honest with each other, after confessing everything to Xu Nan, I feel relaxed and my heart has become firm, so even if Xu Nan said that he doesn't mind the relationship between me and Mu Shihan, I also know that a woman doesn't want her boyfriend to care about other women, so in order to express my sincerity, I promised Xu Nan that I would break up the relationship with Mu Shihan in the future.

Now that I've decided to be with Xu Nan, then, I can't be half-hearted like the woman in red said, since my girlfriend only has Xu Nan, I can't be good to other girls, let alone be gentle with other girls, this is unfair to Xu Nan, if I want to change myself, I have to tell myself that I really want to be one to Xu Nan, as for other women, can I keep my distance or keep my distance.

From now on, I must be a dedicated man, then, I can't have any more hesitation, I must be decisive, I must be ruthless, otherwise, if both sides are involved like this, it will be irresponsible to Mu Shihan and Xu Nan, since I can't be with Mu Shihan, I can't delay her, I can't let her have any thoughts, I think, Mu Shihan and Mu Mama, don't want me to be like this, so I made up my mind at the moment to make it clear to Mu Shihan, and completely cut off our delicate relationship, although I know that this will disappoint Xue Jinwei's explanation to me, and it is also a cruelty to Mu ShihanBut I must learn to be ruthless and learn to refuse, otherwise, not only will I not be a good person, but I will also become a flowery beast.

So, after ending the chat with Xu Nan and explaining everything, we went out of the café together and went to Mu Shihan's house.

In order to express my apology, I bought a lot of things to apologize, and also bought a lot of supplements for Mu's mother, hoping that she would be well, although I know that these can't repair their wounded hearts at all, and they can't make up for my mistakes, but that's all I can do.

After buying things, Xu Nan and I took a taxi and went straight to Mu Shihan's house, and only I and Xu Nan went together to express my determination, and also let Mu Mother and Mu Shihan completely understand that I would not bother them in the future.

It's just, why at this moment, I want the car to drive slower? I feel like I'm going to do something bad, my heart is always like I'm stuck in something, I can't help but think of Xue Jinwei, Mu Mama, and Mu Shihan's faces, and my heart is full of melancholy, but when I see Xu Nan who is crazy about me on the side, my heart has become firm again, love is cruel and arbitrary after all, and it can't be overflowing, I can't show mercy everywhere, only so decisive.

It didn't take long for the car to enter the slums, at this time, Xu Nan looked out the window, and was full of pity and unbearable, perhaps, a rich lady like her should have never been to this kind of place, and now that she has seen it with her own eyes, she has more deeply realized how hard Mu Shihan's life is, and she believes in me more and understands that I used to be good to Mu Shihan.

And I, when I entered here, my heart was even more uncontrollable sadness, and when the car stopped in front of the dilapidated residential building of Mu Shihan's house, I was stunned for a moment, or Xu Nan pushed me, I carried the gift bag, and got out of the car in a hurry, and then, I entered the corridor of the dilapidated residential building with Xu Nan and walked up to this dim floor.

When she went up to the sixth floor, Xu Nan was a little out of breath, her face was slightly red, she frowned slightly, looked at one of the dilapidated doors on the sixth floor, her eyes were full of sympathy, and I, my heart was even more heavy, but I tried my best to bury my emotions, suppressed all kinds of pain, and knocked on the door gently.

However, to my surprise, the door of Mu Shihan's house seemed to be broken, and when I knocked it gently, the broken door opened, and what made my heart tremble even more was that as soon as the door opened, I actually saw that this once so warm, less than fifty square meters of cottage, at this moment, was already empty, leaving two dilapidated furniture, bleak and withered.

Just in an instant, the gift bag in my hand fell to the ground with a clatter, and a cruel reality was placed in front of me, Mu Mother and Mu Shihan, gone...