When my heart was fluttering, Grandpa Han said again: "Wu Lai, I understand your feelings, the saddest thing about you now is not to blame your father, but to think that you are useless, and that everything you have done is in vain." Actually, otherwise, you have done a lot of useful things, without you, Lin Qingshan would not have been exposed, and without you, it would be impossible for your father's veterans such as Long Yin and Tiger Roar to make a comeback. You should know that there is a gap between Liu Longyin and Zhang Huxiao, they were originally old and dead, but they both came back. A big reason for this is because of you. You also know your father's personality, he has decided to retire, and he also persuaded his old subordinates to retire, so it is impossible to invite them out of the mountain again. He couldn't pull this face. He can't do it, but you can, so I deliberately arranged you in the Xu family, the purpose is to make Liu Longyin value you and be willing to help you. Also, I might as well tell you that after you escaped from the pit, I saved you and Miss Xia, but I deliberately put you in the mountain village where Zhang Huxiao lived, so that Zhang Huxiao would know about your existence and let him know you as a person. I can tell you responsibly that Liu Longyin and Zhang Huxiao went out of the mountain, not for your father, but for you, they really wanted to help you, so they were willing to go out of the mountain. So, overall, you still helped your dad, and your efforts were worth it. That's all I have to say, what to do next, you can see for yourself!"

Seeing Xu Nan again, it was like a lifetime, especially, seeing the living Xu Nan, it was more like a dream. In an instant, I froze, every part of my body stiffened, and I was like a broken robot, completely stopped, and only froze in place.

Once upon a time, Xu Nan was such a lively girl, she had a wealthy family, a simple personality, and lived like a carefree princess. However, since I broke into her life, since we started to fall in love, Xu Nan's simplicity has been completely broken, she has suffered countless pains, and her heart has been stabbed by me again and again, and she has already been riddled with holes. But she always insisted on her love for me, so painful love, but so infatuated.

Even, she chased me to the provincial capital, she saved me like a beggar in the provincial city, and took care of me meticulously, but I suddenly turned into a madman and became a stranger to her from then on. In the end, she was used by Wang Sen, and I was exposed to my identity, and she blamed herself in pain and death.

The knife in my hand stabbed her body, leaving her in a coma for a long time, and she became a living dead.

Ever since she had turned into a vegetative state, her complexion had deteriorated day by day, and the last time she was seen, she had almost completely lost her life, her face was dull, and her skin was completely dry and stiff, truly like a dead person.

However, at this moment, I suddenly saw Xu Nan, she was alive, and she was standing in front of me. Although, her complexion is still not good, her face is haggard, her body is emaciated, and she feels a little shaky. However, she was really alive, she was no longer the image of a dry corpse, her eyes were open, and her eyeballs could still move.

Especially the moment they saw me. Xu Nan's gloomy eyes suddenly bloomed with brilliance, and her expression began to change, becoming colorful and very excited, she was really alive.

After a long time, I came back to my senses from my stunned state, and I was convinced that what was standing in front of me was not a phantom, but the real Xu Nan, the Xu Nan I had been thinking about for a long time, and the Xu Nan I had tried my best to save him.

As soon as I came back to my senses, my heart couldn't stop trembling, this was the trembling of excitement, it was the trembling of excitement, my eyes also instantly glowed, all the haze around me was dissipated in an instant, and I seemed to be alive.

Heart disease still needs heart medicine, Xu Nan is my medicine, unique. When I saw her, my depression was suddenly relieved, and I forgot all the uncomfortable and painful things, and everything seemed to be better at once. Because, even if I lost everything in the war, even if my actions and those of my brothers were just used by others, at least, Xu Nan was fine, this is the best gift God has given me.

The more I thought about it, the more excited I became. I couldn't help it, so I pulled out my leg and pounced on Xu Nan.

As soon as I arrived in front of Xu Nan, I hugged her without hesitation, holding her very tightly and tightly, for fear that as soon as I let go, Xu Nan would disappear.

It's just that her body is really thin, and I'm afraid that I'll let her fall apart if I try too hard, and for a while, I'm excited and don't know what to do. But, in any case, Xu Nan's body temperature came over, and the smell of Chinese medicine on her body also pierced my nasal cavity, making me more and more soberly aware that this is Xu Nan, my Xu Nan, the girl who is willing to die for me.

I really had so much to say to her after a long absence, but I was so excited and nervous that I didn't know where to start.

After struggling for a long time, I finally opened my mouth and expressed my deepest apologies in my heart, which is also the most sincere expression of my feelings: "Nan Nan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for making you suffer!"

As soon as I opened my mouth, I realized that my voice was shaking, and the excitement was so deep that I couldn't help but tremble. ad_250_left();

And Xu Nan, she seemed to be more excited than me, she couldn't say anything excited, just sobbed softly. Her body was also shaking, and she seemed to be overwhelmed by emotions and could not calm down.

I gently patted her on the back, and then I gently let go of her and stood up straight.

Looking at Xu Nan, whose eyes were red, I asked in a hoarse voice, "Nan Nan, when did you wake up?"

As soon as my words fell, Xu Nan didn't have time to speak, and an old voice suddenly sounded: "I woke up the day before yesterday, but because I was in a coma for too long, I couldn't get out of bed until today, I heard that you were sick and refused to eat, so I came to see you!"

Obviously, this is Grandpa Han's voice, hearing this, I immediately understood that this shrewd old man deliberately asked Xu Nan to come over, the purpose was to let me regain my strength, he knew that no one could persuade me, and he knew that I had been holding my breath, so he used Xu Nan to let me recover.

No wonder Xu Nan still looks so haggard now, her body is so thin, and she is still shaky, it turns out that she is not completely well, and her current situation is not suitable for getting out of bed at all.

Thinking of this, I hurriedly helped the weak Xu Nan, brought her into the room, and let her sit on my bed, leaning on the head of the bed.

As soon as she sat on the bed, Xu Nan's whole body was loose, and she leaned softly on the head of the bed, looking a little weak.

I looked at her deeply and said with concern: "Nan Nan, are you uncomfortable?"

Hearing my words, Xu Nan grinned as hard as she could, revealing a weak smile, her eyes were full of affection, as if there were many stories, but she never spoke, just shook her head gently, indicating that she was fine.

I know that Xu Nan's consciousness has been completely restored, but his body is still a little weak and needs to be recuperated. But, no matter what, she is awake, she will not leave me again, she really stays in this world. I'm very happy, I'm glad that Xu Nan survived.

It's just that, suddenly, I felt a little unhappy in my heart, feeling that Xu Nan was a cover to be used, a cover that made me desperate to save my father. Involuntarily, I turned around, faced Grandpa Han, and asked solemnly: "Grandpa Han, I want to know, can you cure Xu Nan a long time ago, but just keep dragging it so that I can desperately save my father?"

Although I didn't want to doubt Grandpa Han, I just couldn't help but think so in my heart, so I asked this.

After hearing my words, Grandpa Han couldn't help but show a wry smile, and he said a little helplessly: "You stupid boy, how can you think like this? Do you really think that I am an immortal, do you really think that I have the art of resurrecting the dead? Tell you honestly." Xu Nan's illness really needs blood ginseng as a medicine. And now, the reason why Xu Nan was able to wake up was because when you were in a coma, your father handed me the blood ginseng. This blood ginseng was originally prepared by your father for your mother, but he couldn't find your mother, and in the end he didn't use it. But he kept it and cherished it. But for you, he is willing to dedicate himself, just because, he knows, Xu Nan is your favorite!"

After some bitter words, Grandpa Han said very sincerely, but also very helpless, he didn't want me to continue to have a knot in my father's heart, he just wanted me to understand that my father loved me very, very much.

Actually, I also know that my dad loves me, and I know that he has done a lot for me, so I love him very much, and I worship him, trust him completely, and rely on him very much.

Perhaps, it was because I trusted too much that I was so painful when I knew that I had been deceived, and I had a knot in my father's heart. But, yesterday Grandpa Han persuaded me, and today my dad came to see me again, I'm not really hard-hearted, their words pierced my heart, so I'm not so extreme to my dad anymore. It's just that I was in that tangled state and didn't pull it out, and it wasn't until Xu Nan appeared that I dissipated the haze and untied the knot.

Now, I heard Grandpa Han say that my dad did not hesitate to donate his most cherished blood ginseng to save Xu Nan for me. My heart was touched again, with my father like this, how can I be willful again? My dad lied to me, but I saved my dad, how could it be with selfishness, I wanted to rescue him so much, a large part of the reason was for Xu Nan. Isn't there something wrong with me?

So, I really don't have the right to blame my dad, I can't hate him anymore, no matter what, he is the father who loves me the most.

When my heart was fluttering, Grandpa Han said again: "Wu Lai, I understand your feelings, the saddest thing about you now is not to blame your father, but to think that you are useless, and that everything you have done is in vain." Actually, otherwise, you have done a lot of useful things, without you, Lin Qingshan would not have been exposed, and without you, it would be impossible for your father's veterans such as Long Yin and Tiger Roar to make a comeback. You should know that there is a gap between Liu Longyin and Zhang Huxiao, they were originally old and dead, but they both came back. A big reason for this is because of you. You also know your father's personality, he has decided to retire, and he also persuaded his old subordinates to retire, so it is impossible to invite them out of the mountain again. He couldn't pull this face. He can't do it, but you can, so I deliberately arranged you in the Xu family, the purpose is to make Liu Longyin value you and be willing to help you. Also, I might as well tell you that after you escaped from the pit, I saved you and Miss Xia, but I deliberately put you in the mountain village where Zhang Huxiao lived, so that Zhang Huxiao would know about your existence and let him know you as a person. I can tell you responsibly that Liu Longyin and Zhang Huxiao went out of the mountain, not for your father, but for you, they really wanted to help you, so they were willing to go out of the mountain. So, overall, you still helped your dad, and your efforts were worth it. That's all I have to say, what to do next, you can see for yourself!"

After speaking, Grandpa Han shook his head, turned around and left the room, leaving only Xu Nan and me in this small room.

Looking at Grandpa Han's old back, the warm current in my heart slowly flowed through, and I was even more moved.

My dad loves me, Grandpa Han, he also has good intentions for me, he has helped me countless times, and he also helped me wake up Xu Nan, and his dedication to me is also selfless.

This time, he not only cured my body, but also mentally encouraged me, he was afraid that I would collapse, so he deliberately found Xu Nan, just because, he knew that Xu Nan was coming, I would be able to sober up, I would not be so stubborn, I could also listen to what he said, he took advantage of Xu Nan's presence to give me the final dredging, I just hope that I can cheer up.

In fact, Grandpa Han's words really worked on me, I listened to his words, and I was also moved by his words, I know. My father does everything for my good, and I know that I am not stupid and can achieve nothing, and I also have my value. No matter what, the dead are gone, and no matter how hard I struggle, the dead will not be able to come back to life, and even if I am in pain in my heart, I can't continue to be depressed.

Moreover, my ultimate goal can be regarded as accomplished. No matter what role I played in it, whether I was used or not, anyway, in the end, my dad was free, and Xu Nan was safe and sound. The two things I care about the most are finally having a good result, and I should be gratified.

Up to now, I don't have any entanglements and depressions, and my heart is steady.

At this moment, I just want to be quiet, alone with Xu Nan, and have a good reunion with her.

It's just that Xu Nan's current state is not particularly good, she can't even speak, or rather, she doesn't have the strength to speak, what she needs most now is to recuperate. Therefore, on this day, I just took care of Xu Nan wholeheartedly and didn't bother her too much. I said I was taking care of her, but I was actually taking care of myself, and we were all meditating and resting. My illness itself is nothing serious, mainly an old illness. Caused by internal injuries, it was conditioned by Grandpa Han, and there were basically no problems. As for Xu Nan, she was in a coma for too long, her body was still difficult to move freely, her physique was too weak, she needed to supplement nutrition too much, and she also needed time to recover.

Fortunately, the next day, under my careful care, Xu Nan's situation finally improved, and she was finally able to communicate with me normally. So, I talked to her a lot on this day, and Xu Nan would respond to me from time to time. Xu Nan, who has died once, values the relationship between us even more, she doesn't blame me at all, and even feels guilty, feeling sorry for me, she is the one who has burdened me, and her thoughts are still stuck when I am crazy, so whether it was when she ran out of the wedding scene willfully, or when I was a madman and almost died, Xu Nan felt very guilty.

In the days when she became a vegetative person, I have undergone earth-shaking changes, Xu Nan seems to have changed a lot, she is mature, she knows how to cherish it more, she has no previous willfulness, and her emotions have not fluctuated, she looks at everything calmly, and has the courage to admit her mistakes.

However, when she felt guilty, I was even more ashamed. At the beginning, I hurt her too deeply, I was obviously Wu Lai, but I treated Xu Nan so coldly, even if she was alone looking for me in the provincial capital, I didn't care about her. Even when she stood in front of me, I pretended not to know her, and my concealment and deception from her really broke her heart.

It was also because I was too cold that Xu Nan felt that I didn't love her anymore, she was so desperate, at the last moment before she fell into a coma, what she wanted to know most was whether I still loved her or not, but before I could answer, she fell into a complete coma. This incident has become my regret and Xu Nan's pain.

So. At this time of reunion, what I said to Xu Nan the most was my feelings for her. I explained to her that my love for her has never changed, and when I played a madman, I really had too many hardships to recognize her, and I didn't want to hurt her, I didn't want to hurt her. But at the time, I didn't expect that concealment would cause the greatest harm.

I kept apologizing to Xu Nan for the hurt I had caused, and I kept emphasizing my love for her, just hoping that she wouldn't be heartbroken or sad.

Xu Nan listened to my words and really smiled, she didn't blame me, but she was still very happy when she heard my explanation, what she cared about most was actually my love for her. Now that I know that I love as much as I did at the beginning, how can she not be happy, she is the happiest at this moment, of course, I am too.

After the loss, I will always know how to cherish more, I have experienced the taste of losing Xu Nan, so now I cherish her even more, and want to take care of her as a treasure in the palm of my hand, Xu Nan also loves me more deeply.

The relationship between the two of us, just after these two days of getting along, has heated up rapidly, and our love for each other has reached the point of death.

To be honest, those glory and wealth, those pinnacle powers, are not what I want, my favorite is still an ordinary life, just like now, hugging the woman I love, talking, chatting, free, carefree, how good.

Just when we were talking about the depths of love, Xu Nan, who was lying in my arms, suddenly found a bite mark on my arm.

This bite mark is like a special mark, and as soon as Xu Nan saw it, his eyes immediately changed. Her expression was hard to hide.

No matter how many scars I have, Xu Nan will understand, because she knows that I am often injured, but, a bite mark on a tooth, this has to make Xu Nan feel strange, after all, now in a fight, there is no bite with teeth, so Xu Nan suddenly sat up, looked at me seriously, pouted at me and said, "Who bit the wound on your hand?"

When she said this, her tone sounded nonchalant, but I could clearly feel it. Under her careless attitude, she hides a great deal of caution, she cares a lot, and she is even more worried.

Indeed, Xu Nan can forgive me for anything, she only needs my sincerity, however, what she is most afraid of is my half-heartedness. At the beginning, my involvement with Mu Shihan hurt her, and later, Han Shuang's matter hurt her again, and later, it was Duoduo. She was already scared of this injury, and her heart was sensitive.

And I, when Xu Nan suddenly asked like this, my heart couldn't help but hurt, for Xia Xiaoxiao. I have always felt guilty, although I saved her family, but my feelings for her, I was completely hurt, this woman who loved me like a fascination, I failed her after all.

Although I don't really want to mention Xia Xiaoxiao's matter, but Xu Nan noticed it, and I can't hide it, besides, I can't hide this matter at all, I can only tell Xu Nan and Pan.

I told her almost everything I experienced after she fell into a coma, of course, focusing on why I approached Xia Xiaoxiao, the experience between me and Xia Xiaoxiao, and how I hurt her to the point that she was completely skinless. I didn't have any reservations, and told Xu Nan everything about Xia Xiaoxiao.

It's a woman. Xu Nan understood the pain Xia Xiaoxiao was suffering, after she listened to my words, the biggest feeling was Xia Xiaoxiao's feelings, she felt sorry for Xia Xiaoxiao, she felt sorry for Xia Xiaoxiao. However, Xu Nan also understood my pain, she knew that everything I did was a last resort, and she finally understood why I became a little sluggish this time.

Xu Nan knows me best, she knows me very, very well, she knows that I have done all this, how many hardships I have endured, and even more, I have deeply hurt an innocent woman, killed so many innocent brothers, and I have become a sinner through the ages, but it is only because of lies, this is the saddest thing for me.

Xu Nan felt the pain in my heart, so she didn't blame me at all for Xia Xiaoxiao's matter, and even patiently persuaded me, making me want to open up, the past can't be repeated, so I can only accept it.

After persuading me, Xu Nan suddenly fell into deep thought again, she was thinking about something, frowning, and her eyes were extremely serious.

After a while, she raised her eyes, looked at me with great seriousness, and said to me from the bottom of her heart: "Wu Lai." I think your character is not suitable for mixed society, you are kind at heart, and you don't like to fight and kill at all. Or, you are still like your dad before, wash your hands of gold, quit the circle of the underworld, let's live in seclusion and live an ordinary life, okay?"

After speaking, Xu Nan said very seriously and sincerely, which directly showed her sincerity, and after speaking, her expression became more serious, and her eyes showed deep expectation.

I know that Xu Nan has never liked complicated, let alone chaotic underworld, and she doesn't want me to be in danger all the time. What she hopes most is to live with me and live a good life without fighting with the world. This was originally the wish of the two of us, and Xu Nan and I were looking forward to this kind of life very early.

However, at that time, because the woman in red was in the way, I was forced to go to the road of mixed black, this road, if I go on, it seems that I can't stop, like falling into a whirlpool, the deeper you fall, you can't control it at all.

All the way down, the process is really hard, I am not afraid of hardship, not afraid of difficulties, but cold, after the hardships. didn't go to his own glory, but killed so many brothers who accompanied me down. Once, I thought about taking my brothers to create miracles, and I also dreamed of breaking out of a sky with my brothers, which belongs to our sky.

But, in the end, I broke into hell with my brothers, their blood soaked my sky, and I am still just an ant, an ant who is used and trampled on, I am not qualified to mix again, let alone lead my brother forward, I am not worthy.

I can't make a name for myself, and I don't want to live in intrigue, besides, with my current conditions, I don't need to fight anymore, because my dad is the king of Hades, and I am a well-deserved son of the underworld, no one dares to touch me, I can do whatever I want and live the life I want. Although, I know very well, there is still a blood butterfly, and that is my dad's strongest opponent, I believe that my dad can handle it. And I, against the backdrop of their two gangs of tigers, am just a very weak chick, and even if I try my best, I can't help my dad.

What I can do is to stop worrying about him, let him worry about me, and don't let him have worries. Perhaps, when I am happy, he will be relieved and can do a big job without scruples.

Thinking like this, my heart suddenly became firm, my eyes were also full of positive color, I took Xu Nan's hand with a serious face, and said very sincerely: "Okay, I promise you!"