When I came out of the hospital, I suddenly had the feeling that I didn't know where to go.

I went back to the rental house and was alone, but I didn't know where to go until I went back.

During the winter holidays, there are holidays everywhere and there are people everywhere.

Suddenly I wanted to treat myself to watching a movie.

Before I knew it, I walked to the movie theater, and the movie theater on the commercial street was the longest when Song Junxi and I didn't know about the movie theater near my hotel.

It is full of our fondest memories!

I remember that the movie that day was Infernal Affairs 3, and I watched the first two with Song Junxi, but I didn't have time to watch it yet.

The release time of this movie is December 12, at that time, there was no shopping event for Double 12, we made an appointment to go to see that movie together, but we still didn't wait for that day.

I stood at the door and hesitated for a long time, I couldn't bear the thirty-nine yuan movie ticket, it was enough for me to eat several meals, I couldn't be so extravagant, every penny in my pocket had its use.

I pinched the 100 yuan I left for myself in my pocket for living expenses, this 100 yuan, I plan to spend it until the end of the year, if I watch a movie today, it will definitely be even more insufficient.

I stood there stunned, and the cashier lady urged me: "Do you want to buy it!"

I took out the money in my pocket that I had pinched out of shape, this is the last time, it is really the last time, I want to say goodbye to the past, it is really the last time.

It was already time had passed, and I hesitated for so long, and when I entered, the movie had already started, and I sat in the corner of the last row.

Actually, I like to sit in the corner, I don't like people around me, I don't like people to snoop on me.

Many people say that compared with the first two parts, the end of Infernal Affairs is not good-looking, and there is a feeling of a dog's tail continuing to mink.

But I think that this one really expresses the meaning of infernal harmony.

Infernal, this is one of the eight hells in the Buddhist scriptures, and it is also the most bitter of the eight hells, as we say the bottom of the eighteen hells.

It is said that those who are sent to the Infernal Hell are the most heinous people. They are in the Infernal Hell, never with any hope of liberation, and with no other feeling than suffering.

Life and death, the reincarnation of cause and effect, the sins of life are repaid after death, I killed my father, drove my mother crazy, and affected my children, I will be sent to this infernal hell after I die!

It seems that all sins have ended here, but those lives that have been lost in vain will never be returned.

Tony Leung played Chen Yongren, from the initial enthusiasm of being a policeman to the last sacrifice of his life, has he ever regretted it?

Until the sad music without lyrics sounds, the end of life is like the curtain call of this movie, and everyone returns to you after the end.

Later, I learned that this song without lyrics is called Three Years of Three Years, which is very appropriate, just like Tony Leung has three years of endless undercover for three years.

I don't know how many three years of my life there will be, and I don't know what else I'm going to go through, all I'm doing now is trying to atone for my sins.

When I saw my dad somewhere one day, I told him that I took good care of my mom.

I walked out of the theater with the crowd and vaguely heard someone calling my name, but when I turned around, there was a lot of traffic and unfamiliar faces.

It seems that I am hallucinating.

I quickly followed the crowd into the underground passage and took the bus home, where I was supposed to be.

I sat on the bed and picked up the materials I had bought to prepare for Level 4, but I didn't even go into the exam room.

I was in pain, in despair, and wanted to forget the past completely, but those things were as clear as yesterday.

I called Luo Meijuan to deliver these books for me.

Since the accident between me and Song Junxi, the only person I have ever contacted is Luo Meijuan, although I have known her for a short time, but perhaps because of Li Lan's relationship, I trust her the most.

She later asked me to meet again, saying that Song Jun-hee was going crazy at school and wanted to look for me.

When he waited for me to show up all day and night downstairs in the dormitory, he couldn't help but choke up.

My tears had already flowed into a river in my heart, but I didn't want to cry in front of her, I didn't want her to worry about me, so I pretended to be calm and drank saliva: "It's all over!"

"Have you really forgotten?"

"I forgot!" I took a sip and looked out the window at the snowflakes.

Same as the night we ran away from home!

"I heard that he is going abroad, maybe you won't see him for the rest of your life if you don't see him now!" Meijuan took my arm: "If you want to see him, I'll ask Wu Gang to help contact him!"

I shook my head desperately: "Meijuan, I've forgotten about him, really!"

"I heard Wu Gang say that even the Song family will go abroad with him this time, and he is no longer in City A, so it will be really difficult for you to meet in the future!"

"Isn't that better?" I couldn't help but drip in my cup.

I took the cup and drank it, it was tight in my throat, and it was hard to swallow!

"Xia Xia, don't lie to yourself, why can't people who really love each other be together, Sister Lan Lan is dead, Wu Gang is the walking dead, I originally thought that you and Junxi could be happy, but I didn't expect it to be like this, I began to wonder if true love in this world would not end well!"

Luo Meijuan held my hand and cried endlessly, she is not the kind of person who sheds tears easily, unless she is extremely hurt, otherwise she will not be like this.

Even when Wu Gang heard Ma Li's words that day, he lost control and hugged Ma Li, I didn't see her crying.

I don't want people to sympathize with me like that, and I don't want anyone to shed tears for me anymore, it will make my sins even heavier.

"I'm gone, don't tell anyone you've seen me!" I stumbled away.

I heard Meijuan crying behind me and calling my name: "Xia Xia, where are you going, will you contact me in the future?"

I paused, and finally I was ruthless, and I didn't look back!=Half^float##生-/;. {ban^fu] [ｓheng].coｍ

When the New Year's bell rang, I stood alone in front of the window, listening to the noisy sound of firecrackers and fireworks in the sky, and I held the hot water cup in both hands, hoping to warm my heart, but I still felt terrible cold.

My heart is cold, and no amount of hot water can cover it!

The grandmother's son and his family came back to accompany the old man for the New Year and asked me to come over for dinner, but I refused.

Grandma didn't insist anymore, touching the scene, such a scene of family reunion together will remind me that when our family is together, I am afraid that I will cry.

It was too bad for the scenery, and I didn't want to ruin the good time of their family reunion.

The unforgettable song sounded tonight, the Spring Festival Gala was over, and I got up and turned off the TV. The sound of firecrackers outside is still sporadic and sporadic .

I turned off the lights, closed my eyes, and said to myself, Xia Xia, Happy New Year!