Chapter 80: The Choice of Love

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As soon as Xu Nan's words fell, my feet immediately froze, even if I told myself ten thousand times, don't be soft-hearted, don't be soft-hearted, but after all, her words still hurt me, and I couldn't help but feel a sour feeling in my heart. No matter what she did to me in the past, but now, she is sad enough, she is leaving, she is leaving, she may never see each other, I feel very uncomfortable and uncomfortable, I can't control my sadness, I turned my head lightly and looked at Xu Nan who was in tears.

Touching her eyes, my heart hurt more and more, the tangled feelings are even worse, really, I really want to walk over and tell her that I am Wu Lai, the Wu Lai who swore to never abandon her for the rest of his life, but, when I think of the delicate moment with Mu Shihan just now, thinking of the bits and pieces with her these days, I suddenly woke up again, what I need is this kind of life now, simple happiness and happiness, instead of entangled in the pain of the past, entangled in the impure feelings with Xu Nan.

Thinking of this, I immediately suppressed the throbbing in my heart, and said to Xu Nan coldly on the surface: "Well, I know, goodbye!"

After saying that, I wanted to continue leaving, but at this time, Xu Nan moved, she moved her steps directly and walked to my side, and then, she looked at me again with pitiful eyes, and said to me: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to disturb you, I just want to tell you, I'm going to transfer schools, my family has already completed the formalities with me, and my dad will come to pick me up tomorrow!"

When Xu Nan said this, there was some hoarseness in her voice, her tone was that kind of strong sadness, and her eyes were full of sadness and despair, but at the same time, they were also mixed with deep reluctance.

I know that I made her desperate and made her not want to wait any longer, so she chose to leave this school. I know better that Xu Nan saw all the expressions and movements between me and Mu Shihan, and she saw my changes, so she couldn't help but shed sad tears. Since that night, I took Mu Shihan's hand in front of her and left, she began to despair of me, she knew that I was deliberately angry with her that day, but later, the school was boiling, I ran outside the school every day to take care of Mu Shihan's mother, and I was with Mu Shihan every day, these facts made Xu Nan really believe that I and Mu Shihan were already in an unusual relationship.

The most important thing is that just now, the ambiguity between me and Mu Shihan has been included in Xu Nan's eyes, she understands me, perhaps, she has seen that I am really interesting to Mu Shihan, so she will be desperate to this situation, see her sad, see her reluctant, of course I am also sad and reluctant, but I know that this is the best chance for me and Xu Nan to let go of the phone, so that we can completely cut off contact in the future, and we don't have to torture each other anymore, this may be our only ending. So, I continued to say indifferently: "Well, I understand, this school is quite chaotic, and it is good to transfer schools!"

There were no waves in my tone, and I desperately suppressed all my emotions in my heart, not allowing a trace to surface.

Xu Nan saw me so calm, her expression became even more sad, she couldn't help choking, and after a long time, she wiped away her tears of despair and said to me with a cry: "Peng Zirui, do you know? I originally wanted to wait here until Wu Lai appeared, but I don't know now that my Wu Lai doesn't seem to be coming back, so I decided to leave, I'm going to study in other places, and I won't come back if I leave, what I want to say is, if one day, my Wu Lai comes back, you help me tell him, I have waited for her here, I have never forgotten our emotions, I have always cherished our memories, I have been waiting for his explanation, he does not know to cherish, so I can only leave!"

After Xu Nan said this, he left directly without waiting for my reply, without even looking at me again.

Her back was so resolute, and so sad, she walked very fast, the back that was once fashionable and bright, is still fashionable, but it is no longer bright, and what lingers around her is complete gloom and deep despair.

Seeing her like this, I seem to see myself when she told me to break up that day, that day, I endured endless pain, pretending to be strong, leaving freely, but what I held in my heart was the pain of despair to the bones, I know that Xu Nan at this moment is also pretending to be strong, pretending to be free and easy, what she just said has fully shown, she is sure that I am Wu Lai, her words are specially said to me, she wants to tell me that she still loves me, she is waiting for me to explain, but I didn't cherish it, I abandoned her, she is completely desperate, she wants to stay away from this school, leave this city。

At this moment, how I wanted to rush over and ask her why, why, why she said she loved me, and said I was unworthy, why her love was so impure, but, as soon as I thought of Mu Shihan, I couldn't move, so many days of getting along with her have made me accustomed to this filial and pure girl, and more importantly, I like the days with her mother, that home, gave me warmth, gave me the strongest taste of home, in my heart, I really want to live with Mu Shihan, enjoy a warm life together, enjoy a pure life without discrimination and no asymmetry。

Just now, Mu Shihan took the initiative to invite me to dinner together, an innocent school flower, invited a boy to dinner, it is conceivable that she is also full of good feelings towards me, and I am not stupid, I can feel that Mu Shihan has regarded me as her own person, has been accustomed to my existence, is used to relying on me, and is accustomed to my goodness, so tonight's meal, perhaps, can make our vague feelings clear, and even thorough.

So, since I have the idea of being with Mu Shihan, I can't have any entanglements with my past emotions, and I must completely cut it off, but watching Xu Nan's lonely back slowly disappear in front of my eyes, why does my heart hurt so much? Why is it so reluctant? This woman who made me understand love, this woman who gave me the first time, can really be forgotten?

Unconsciously, my eyes were a little hazy, I shook my head heavily, took a step, and stepped into this pheasant university.

Before Xu Nan appeared just now, I thought that I could have dinner with Mu Shihan in the evening and make an appointment, and my heart blossomed, but suddenly, knowing that Xu Nan was leaving, my heart was heavy, and I couldn't be happy at all.

It's just that I don't have the heart to listen to these gossips and public opinion, and my mind is full of things about Xu Nan leaving. I remember, I came to this school in a different way, originally for these familiar people, but now, Ding Wudi, Fang Zixuan, and the purple-haired girl are all here, and now even Xu Nan is leaving, I instantly feel a little lonely, is this really what I want?

The more I think about it, the more entangled my heart becomes, the more panicked my chest becomes, especially, every inch of land under my feet seems to have been stepped on hand by hand with Xu Nan, in any place, there are our memories, at the beginning of Xu Nan, flamboyant and lively, cheerful personality, and compassionate, always couldn't help but help poor me, always took the initiative to approach me, and wanted to make me feel the warmth of the world when I was lonely. Later, I also helped her, I helped her drive away the purple-haired girl, for her, I went to Ding Wudi's appointment alone, for her, I desperately tried my best to block Ding Wudi's knife.

The two of us, who have experienced ups and downs, shared hardships and hardships in life and death, and finally came together, or the generous Xu Nan took the initiative to confess to me, it was she who let me enter the cinema for the first time, it was she who let me enter the KTV for the first time, and it was she who made me make up for those regretful youth.

I remember, when we were together, we were so happy, at that time, I was holding her hand and running around, wishing that everyone all over the world knew that she was my Wu Lai's girlfriend, on the lawn, on the path, in the bubble tea shop, in the woods, everywhere was full of our laughter, we were like a honeymoon couple, tired of being together all day long, never tired of it.

I remember that night, in the hotel, when I was about to attack Xu Nan, she covered her chest with both hands and asked me to be responsible for her, and I firmly said that I would be with her, not abandoning or giving up, and always together.

But why? Things developed into what they are today, why was such a profound happiness finally shattered by reality? Did I change, or did Xu Nan change?

That's right, I've changed, I've completely changed, I've changed from a toad that everyone hates, to a handsome guy that everyone admires, but Xu Nan, she still hasn't changed, she has maintained her original intention, and she is waiting hard, but what she is waiting for is such a ruthless and indifferent me, will she feel that I abandoned her because I have appearance and ability?

I suddenly raised my head and took a deep breath, I was afraid that tears would flow out, and I wanted to raise my head to hold back this sadness, but in the end, it still flowed down, this is a tear of sadness, this is a tear of pain, this is a tear of reluctance, but it is also a tear of parting.

wiped away my tears, only to find that now, the sky is about to darken, look at the time, it's already past five o'clock, I understand, my date with Mu Shihan is almost up, I am about to start a new relationship in my new life, for everything in the past, I have to throw it away, just let them dissipate with tears, Xu Nan, I'm sorry, goodbye!

After thinking about it, I put aside all the troubles about Xu Nan, got rid of the haze in my heart, strengthened my heart, and then took a step and walked towards the place I had agreed with Mu Shihan.

But, halfway to the road, my mobile phone rang suddenly, took out the mobile phone to see, found that it was a number without remarks, paused, I still connected the phone, immediately, there was a voice full of evil on the other end of the phone: "Hello, Peng Zirui, I'm Ding Wudi, I'm back!"

Hearing this, my heart suddenly swooped, not that I was afraid of him, but that he was yin and yang, feeling like something was happening, a very bad premonition, but I tried to be as calm as possible, and said coldly: "So what?"

Suddenly, Ding Wudi on the other end of the phone laughed cheaply, and then he said to me gloomily: "What do you say, I miss you very much, you are really my good brother, I want to see you as soon as I come back, I am waiting for you in the red house in the abandoned square, I hope you will come over in an hour, I want to have a good talk with you!"

I didn't bother to talk to him, so I directly refused: "Not available!"

However, Ding Wudi seemed to anticipate my reaction, he was not angry at all, only made a more evil voice, and said to me: "This is not up to you, because Xu Nan is in my hands, you must come over, and besides, you must come alone, and you are not allowed to bring anyone!"

These words directly split my whole body, and my heart seemed to be shattered, what happened? Ding Wudi arrested Xu Nan? How could he threaten me with Xu Nan? Could it be that he found out my identity?

My head was buzzing, and before I could think about it, the purple-haired woman's voice suddenly came from the other end of the phone:

"Peng Zirui, you'd better come over quickly, otherwise, Xu Nan will be raped by a very punctual beggar, I will do what I say!"