Chapter Eighty-Seven: The Push of Fate
In the summer, cold drinks are of course easy to find.
Zichikuin Park also lives up to its name.
Often behind a vast bamboo forest, you can find cold drink kiosks with rattan chairs and tables.
There are many types of yogurt, soft drinks, ice cream, and ice cream.
But what Zhuo Qun and Guo Yue enjoy most when they sit here is not the cool drink that goes into their mouths, or the accompaniment of the bamboo forest and the breeze blowing.
In fact, it is more sweet and moisturizing, but it is their own mood.
So much so that the two of them forgot the time while sitting and talking, and even forgot that they hadn't eaten dinner yet.
It was really time for the park to close, and the two came out together at the urging of the staff.
Originally, Zhuo Qun wanted to take Guo Yue to eat casually.
But Guo Yue came out for too long, for fear that the family would worry about it, and said that her mother must have been in a hurry, so she said that she would talk about it another day.
So Zhuo Qun sent Guo Yue back to his home not far from here.
When the two were about to separate in Guo Yue's community, the situation became delicate again.
They couldn't help but feel a little enthusiastic about each other, trying to avoid each other's gaze.
This is because they are all aware of the key changes in each other's mindset and relationship.
I feel that I should say goodbye in a more intimate way.
But they're all a little embarrassed.
Then there is no doubt that Zhuo Qun, as a man, must take the initiative in this situation.
He thought about it and thought that the kiss goodbye must have been a little early.
stretched out his hand, intending to bring together Guo Yue's scattered hair.
But what he didn't expect was that Guo Yue, as a girl, was even bolder than him.
When he did this, Guo Yue not only accepted it calmly, but also grabbed his hand.
First, he said in a very serious tone, "I will always remember the ...... today."
Then he took the initiative to kiss him lightly on the cheek, and then turned and walked towards the door.
When Guo Yue walked to the door of the downstairs unit, he turned around again.
When he found that he was still there, he waved goodbye again.
Although it was backlit, it was already dark, and I could only see her posture clearly.
But Zhuo Qun knew very well in his heart that her face must be crimson.
And it can be seen that it is a mixture of shyness, excitement, and happiness.
The rest of the story becomes dramatic and simple.
After returning to school, Zhuo Qun's life has been a thing and a different thing from this day on.
It was as if he had a dream, and he came back after a circle from the starting point.
Guo Yue became his girlfriend again, and they were like him in his first life, in and out of pairs, and they were intimate.
But to be honest, Zhuo Qun is very complicated in his heart, and he is still a little hesitant about their relationship.
He is not as happy as Guo Yue, and he can't tell whether he is happy or something else in his heart.
It is undeniable that Guo Yue has brought ease and joy to his life.
It alleviated a lot of his inner pain and depression from losing Connie.
But the problem is that he is too familiar with Guo Yue and knows her innocent nature very well, but he is no longer the person he used to be.
It was precisely because of this familiarity, because of his own changes, that it was difficult for him to have a pure and unadulterated love for her as in the past.
I have to say that in the past, the basis of their feelings for each other was the idealized romance of literary and artistic youth.
They have all read many books, they are all in love with steadfast and idealized love, they are all moved by the love described, and they use it to define and demand their feelings.
But now he knows that those loves are just a beautiful imagination of the writer, and in fact it is unlikely to exist in reality.
But Guo Yue still has difficulty understanding this.
In terms of biological age, she should be an adult, but in terms of mental age, she is younger than her peers.
It's because of the overprotection of the family and the living environment that doesn't understand the world.
She has always been just a little princess who has infinite beautiful fantasies about life and lives in an ivory tower.
So no matter what he thinks, Guo Yue is by no means what his ideal wife looks like.
It's hard for her to completely replace Connie's meaning in her own life.
He loved her fresh breath and youthful body.
But to marry her, you have to be used as a nanny, taking care of her for the rest of her life like a father takes care of his daughter.
Of course, now he is with Guo Yue.
He can not want to be later, just for a short period of fun.
With his wrist, he could easily get everything from her without any risk.
But in this way, it seriously tested his conscience.
Don't say anything else, use the unknowing Guo Yue as a substitute for Connie to fill the emptiness in her heart.
He already felt a bit like a scumbag doing this.
Not to mention using the game to consume Guo Yue's youth, and finally left, leaving this girl bruised all over her body.
He just couldn't do it.
In short, Guo Yue said that he loved him, it was indeed true, and there was a little bit of infatuation.
But he couldn't take Guo Yue seriously.
It means that the ground is wet, and it is difficult to leave too many marks.
Such asymmetrical feelings are unfair to Guo Yue.
So he really has to think clearly as soon as possible, whether the relationship between him and Guo Yue is advancing or retreating.
Let's see if Guo Yue replaces Connie, is it feasible as a goal for marriage?
Can the two of them find the possibility of forming a family together?
Sometimes fate is hard to fathom.
Zhuo Qun never dreamed that when he was serious and responsible for both parties, he carefully thought about the key issues of life.
But God has already overstepped his responsibilities and secretly made this multiple-choice question for him.
And as if he didn't think he was happy enough to drag mud and water, he kicked him directly in the ass and asked him to face the final result.
Dare to love every weekend, because her mother is at home, it is inconvenient for Guo Yue to meet Zhuo Qun during the day.
would often invite Zhuo Qun to meet downstairs at her house in the evening.
Then the two of them went for a walk outside, sometimes watching a movie or something.
In this way, Zhuo Qun's return to school is often after ten o'clock.
Unexpectedly, one Saturday in mid-August, he was on his way back to school.
An unexpected, very little bit of a thing happened.
That day, Zhuo Qun's taxi broke down in the middle of the road.
It was a frontal car, maybe the car was too old, and it suddenly stopped halfway through driving, and it couldn't catch fire when it was dead or alive.
But the most awkward thing has to be said to be the location of the parking.
Stopped halfway under an overpass.
So the faceless driver got out of the car and pushed the car to the side of the road, and a driver behind him directly caught up.
Is there a good one?
only heard the sound of "bump", and the driver who was not wearing safety was all knocked into a state and fainted.
When Zhuo Qun woke up, it was already the evening of the next day.
He was lying on the hospital bed, his body was in terrible pain, and his left calf was still in a cast, and he didn't know where he was for a while.
But he soon saw Guo Yue's face beside him.
The pretty face was haggard, and she was looking at him with teary eyes.
Seeing him wake up, he shouted, "You finally woke up, scared me to death", Guo Yue hugged him.
But what made Zhuo Qun feel relieved and even moved the most was not Guo Yue's tears.
But when he saw the doctor, he asked with concern if his broken leg was okay and if he could still stand up.
Before the doctor could speak, Guo Yue took the lead in expressing his position.
"Don't worry, if you are really crippled, I will support you for the rest of your life. ”
It was this sentence that suddenly woke up something in the deepest part of Zhuo Qun's heart.
Guo Yue is like a magic bean in a fairy tale in his heart, which quickly took root and sprouted to the sky overnight.
He suddenly felt that it was good to have a simple and honest girl like Guo Yue in the world.
He began to hope that Guo Yue would have a mature change.
I can't help but think if I can live with such a girl.
It's not bad to never let the crazy world hurt and erode her.
It should be very fulfilling.
It's like the protection he once wanted to give his daughter, but failed to achieve.
Zhuo Qun is fortunate that there are no sequelae in his limbs that cannot be recovered.
Luckier than drivers who have received Level 9 disability compensation.
And for the next week, Guo Yue was in the hospital without taking care of him day and night.
This gave him an even bigger surprise.
He was surprised to find that Guo Yue was not particularly squeamish and completely ignorant of housework.
She just didn't have a chance to do it in the past, and was killed by her family.
Now she does it for her lover, not only does she learn quickly, but she can also do it very carefully and thoughtfully.
In this way, in the end, it was not until Zhuo Qun's mother came from his hometown that Guo Yue was able to let go and go home to rest.
Needless to say, during this period of time, even Zhuoqun's mother took Zhuoqun's teachers, classmates, and even people in the hospital to visit him, and they all praised Guo Yue.
So at this time, although Zhuo Qun has not yet fully discerned whether his renewed enthusiasm and desire for protection for Guo Yue is love or not.
Anyway, the people around him already recognized them as a couple.
Even the editor-in-chief of the "Urban Life Daily" who came to visit him after learning about it was saying, "Xiao Zhuo, this is a good girl, you have to cherish it." ”
Then in essence, it can be said that it is alright.
In terms of the interaction between the two of them, Zhuo Qun no longer has the right to take the initiative to retreat.
It's impossible for him not to admit the relationship.
The only possibility of criticism is from the opposition of both families.
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