Chapter Eighty-Six: The Devil Sends God
Fate is something that sometimes makes people have to believe that it is specialized and difficult to man.
What do you love not?
I won't give it to you!
When the call to Connie was completely hung up.
In the following minutes, Zhuo Qun stood in a daze, almost feeling like a hundred years.
He had loved Connie a thousand times in his heart since he was born again, but now he had messed it all up by himself.
Obviously, things are no longer conceivable at this point.
If he tried to do anything to get close to Connie.
Not only would that frighten Connie, but he would also be in a position where he would have to explain the whole story to the police.
And how could he possibly explain it clearly?
Such a reality made him sad, and he couldn't help but feel heartfelt sadness and disappointment.
So this day, July 28, which was supposed to be the beginning of love again, turned out to be the most painful watershed in his life.
Just like in his previous life, he had to watch himself and Connie drift apart, once again becoming strangers on their own paths.
In the days that followed, Zhuo Qun was immersed in deep self-blame and chagrin.
He couldn't help but blush and be ashamed of the lowly mistakes he had made.
He hated himself, why was he so careless at the time, and blurted out that he was here to pick up people?
If he didn't speak so casually, and thought about it first, saying that he was here to give it away, maybe it would be a different result.
And the more he thought about it along this line of thought, the more his heart hurt.
The more I feel that I am stupid, and I almost want to die by hitting my head.
So his life was especially painful and desperate.
His whole being became trance-like, absent-minded, unable to listen to anything, unable to do anything.
He didn't know what to do next, how to get over this hurdle, and how to release the unwillingness and disillusionment of failure.
Although everyone says that after the rinse of time, all the wounds will be forgotten.
It sounds easy, but it's all a ghost's doing.
But if anyone really wants to do it, they will know how difficult the process is.
And at this time, Zhuo Qun would not have thought of it at all.
Maybe it's a coincidence, maybe it's predestined.
Just like God's arrangement, another answer about the future of life will be quietly placed in front of him after all.
On that day, it was very hot from the morning.
Zhuo Qun stayed in the dormitory, and the more he stayed, the more uncomfortable he became.
Even though he was alone, he really couldn't stand the boredom in the school building.
But you can't get out of the dormitory.
Although the campus is full of green trees, you can see a pair of lovers reading books and laughing everywhere.
Especially at noon, the classic theme song "Somewhere in time" from the movie "Seventy Years Back in Time" was repeatedly played on the campus loudspeaker.
This made Zhuo Qun can't help but feel emotional, remembering the past of him and Connie in their previous lives, and remembering the similar mistakes he made with the protagonist of the movie.
So he was getting more and more depressed, even if he was unwilling to move, no matter how lazy he was, he couldn't stay in school.
He chose to go to the lively zoo to relax.
But I didn't expect the zoo to close very early, at 17:30.
As a result, it didn't take a few hours to get there.
After leaving the park, Zhuo Qun still didn't want to go back to school, so he thought about it and simply went to the nearby Zizhuyuan Park.
He also remembers that the park closes late, and he can stay until 20:00 in the evening.
In this way, Zhuo Qun not only went to Zizhu Courtyard, but also remembered Guo Yue, who brought him here last time.
Wandering around, I don't know what's wrong.
In the end, he actually sent a ghost to the place where Guo Yue had pulled him here that time.
To be honest, Zhuo Qun didn't have any expectations, such as really seeing Guo Yue.
He just moved his mind a little because his current life was too distressed.
suddenly felt that Guo Yue was pestered all day long, and the passive and helpless situation was also very good.
He didn't even think clearly, if Guo Yue replaced Connie, would it be feasible as the goal of marriage?
He also doubts that he can still have the feeling of his first love for Guo Yue?
As a result, I just turned around a flowering oleander bush.
It's on the park bench where you can observe the "Love Corner".
He was surprised to see a girl in a white dress.
Guo Yue?
Guo Yue was sitting there, reading quietly with a book in his hand.
And he was standing ten feet away, and he could clearly see her attentive expression, and suddenly heard his own heartbeat.
For a moment, he almost felt the urge to turn away and run away.
But at this moment, Guo Yue seemed to feel something.
She looked away from the book, and when she raised her eye, she met his.
The surprise turned Guo Yue into a cheerful deer, and she appeared in front of him in an instant.
"Why are you here?"
Zhuo Qunqiang is calm.
"Why, if you are allowed to come, I will not be allowed to come?"
"No, I didn't mean that. I mean, I thought you weren't back in your hometown. ”
"Huh, I ...... It's boring to stay in my hometown, and I'll be back for three or four days. ”
"It's been three or four days? Then let me ask you, I called you several times yesterday, why didn't you call me back?"
"Hey, my pager is still off, so it's not on. ”
And she said seriously, "Okay, I believe you for the time being, but I have to punish you for a treat and buy me a cold drink......"
I don't know if it was intentional or unintentional, Guo Yue's arm stretched out and put it on Zhuo Qun's arm.
Zhuo Qun naturally felt that something was wrong, and subconsciously raised his arm.
"It's not good for people to see. ”
But Guo Yue stretched out his hand tenaciously and grabbed his wrist hard.
"What's wrong with that? You don't have a girlfriend, are you afraid of someone misleading?"
After saying this, her fair face suddenly flushed.
Zhuo Qun was helpless, and could only smile bitterly, just let her hold it like this.
But this is still not over, Guo Yue then said in a more obvious and stubborn attitude.
"You know what? I'm very sad during the summer vacation. I don't know where to look for you or when you'll be back. I've also had several dreams that you see me at school, pretending not to know me, ignoring me......"
Speaking of this, she couldn't help but raise her hand and wipe the corner of her eye.
At this time, Zhuo Qun not only saw that the corners of Guo Yue's eyes were moist, but his tears were truly and clearly.
And by the way, I also saw the cover of the book in her hand - "Jane?? Love》
So Zhuo Qun suddenly felt a different kind of emotion.
A wisp of tenderness suddenly rose in my heart.
All instincts to resist were thus terminated.
This is not only because Guo Yue's love confession is already very explicit, and he can hardly avoid it.
It was as if he had heard what Jane Eyre had said to Rochester, and he couldn't refuse it anymore.
"Do you think I'm going to stay and be a man who doesn't matter to you?"
"You think I'm a machine, an emotionless machine?"
"Can you tolerate someone snatching a mouthful of bread out of my mouth and spilling a drop of eaux-de-vie out of my cup?"
"Do you think that if I am poor, lowly, and not beautiful, I will have no soul and no heart?"
"You're wrong! I have a soul and a complete heart just like you!"