Huhai Hilton Hotel.

Saturday at half past two in the afternoon.

Zhuo Qun came out of the room he had just checked in in the morning and took the elevator directly downstairs.

After turning left in the lobby, following the metal lettering signs hanging on the marble, he walked into the café of the extraordinarily decorated five-star hotel.

Then I found a secluded seat facing the entrance and sat down.

I ordered a glass of whiskey casually.

He began to stare at the door with some anxiety and nervousness.

Truth be told, he's had a lot of memories here.

He and Connie slept in the presidential suite.

When I traveled with Guo Yuelai, I ate in the western restaurant here.

Especially in the previous life, when Bei Lu was at Shanghai Shanghai University.

He and she often come here for secret meetings, so that he is very familiar with all the facilities of this hotel......

In this way, Zhuo Qun gradually immersed himself in the memories of the old days.

Until about five or six minutes by three o'clock.

His eyes were fixed on a familiar figure at the entrance.

Belo has finally arrived.

The long flowing chestnut hair is still the same as Zhuo Qun remembers, and his eyes have not changed.

Bei Lu's lips bit slightly, maintaining the expression that Zhuo Qun was familiar with.

But the bitterness and anxiety of their common house arrest were no longer visible.

The most important thing is that Beilu is still so beautiful, with bright eyes and bright teeth, and fragrant cheeks like snow.

Because it was autumn, she wore an orange leather trench coat, and the rest of the clothes were white.

White sweater, white trousers, white high heels......

Zhuo Qun's heart was beating wildly, and he didn't know how to react.

He could only be motionless in a complicated mood, and watched as Bei Lu walked towards him step by step, and sat down opposite him.

He didn't speak until Beilu took the initiative to reach out and hold his hand.

"Welcome back. ”

And when he said this, his tears almost fell.

"Thank you......"

Beilu looked down at the table, her voice a little choked.

At this moment, a waiter came over, and Belo ordered a gin and tonic.

It wasn't until the glass of wine was delivered to their table that Bei Lu took a sip before she grabbed Zhuo Qun hard and let go of her hand completely.

At this time, Zhuo Qun suddenly remembered Bei Lu's old habit and brought a box of tissues.

"Here, here you go. Tear it up. ”

This made Bei Lu finally raise her head, look at Zhuo Qun, and smile.

Then he unceremoniously took a piece of paper and tore it up.

"When did you ......" Zhuo Qun asked, but stopped again.

He thought that without any further talk, Beilu should be able to understand what he meant.

Sure enough, Belo answered his question, but the answer surprised him.

"It's been almost a year since I've been back......"

"What? ...... a year"

Zhuo Qunqiang pressed the resentment and incomprehension in his heart, and looked elsewhere to look at the decorations and sconces on the walls.

Bei Lu's hand couldn't help but cross the table again, covering Zhuo Qun's hand.

"Don't blame me. I really don't have the courage to contact you. Because the last time we had it was so bad. It's so bad that it takes me a long time to adjust my mindset. Especially that...... That unexpected death was a great mental fear and emotional shock to me. ”

Zhuoqun's attitude could not but soften.

These pitiful words made all his complaints come to naught in an instant, and he turned his head back to stare into Beilu's eyes.

"I'm sorry, I know how you feel, I know what it feels like......"

"I was working in the company, with a room full of colleagues. When I woke up, I was still in a state of panic and nervousness in the face of death. My first instinct was to scream uncontrollably. Then I saw my environment clearly, and I found that I had become a company white-collar worker, inexplicably holding a microphone pen in my hand, facing a table of clothing magazines and manuscripts. Then I couldn't hold it anymore, my people were back, but the emotions were inertia. I still remember the moment I was hit by a headshot, and I couldn't stop crying in public. And just like that, I frightened everyone and ended up being pulled away by an ambulance. In the hospital, I barely restrained myself so that I was not diagnosed with mental illness. My parents came to stay with me for three months, before they came. I hardly dare to sleep with my eyes closed, because when I close my eyes, it is the moment of my death......"

Bellu's voice changed completely, and she took out a new napkin to wipe her tears.

Zhuo Qun couldn't help but grab Bei Lu's hand and stroke it gently until her emotions calmed down again.

"Later, when I got better, I wanted to contact you. But I saw the release celebration of "Global Roundup" on TV. I saw you, your wife, and your children...... So I ......."

Bei Lu finally mentioned the most essential problem, Zhuo Qun's heart tightened, and he immediately wanted to defend it.

"Xiaolu, but that's because ...... I thought ......"

But Beilu didn't let him continue at all, but directly told him his choice.

"No, you listen to me first. I know you're not responsible for this, and you think I'll never come back, and that's understandable. But the problem is that when I wake up, these things have become an objective reality that I have to face. ”

"Something else is different. In this life, I was not influenced by Sha Haoyang and successfully became a fashion designer. I didn't have to ask, I knew you helped me. Right?"

"So, even if you changed my tragic destiny and helped me realize my original dream of becoming a fashion designer, I should be grateful to you. ”

"But alas, my emotions haven't returned to normal. I'm not sure I'll ever be able to forget those terrible days and relive a happy life with you. I also don't want to go against my own morals to destroy your existing family and the happiness of several people. So it's best only now, you know?"

"You don't have to have any psychological burden in the face of me. Don't even hide your wedding ring, if you lose it, you'll be in trouble......"

Bei Lu not only whispered, but also stroked the traces that were still left on Zhuo Qun's hand after taking off the plain ring.

She tried her best to make Zhuo Qun understand that everything was inevitable, but she couldn't help but start wiping away her tears until she sobbed.

People are like that, reason is one thing, emotions are also another.

Whenever there is a conflict between the two, people will feel pain.

Zhuo Qun sighed deeply, he understood that there were no words that could soothe Beilu's feelings.

He even thinks that Belo might be right.

When the two of them are together, it is inevitable that they will still remind each other of the tribulation years of the previous life.

So if two people suffer from fear together, it will bring unbearable torture to each other.

If you can't make each other feel happy and happy, then why be together?

The waiter in the café, because he heard the crying at this time, obviously noticed that something was wrong with Zhuo Qun and Bei Lu's table.

He seemed afraid that they would affect the mood of the other guests, and walked over a few steps.

But it seemed that it was inappropriate, so he shook his head halfway and went back again.

And this finally made Beilu feel a little ashamed.

After crying for a while, she retired from the table and ran to the bathroom to clean up the tears on her face.

When she returned, the tears on her face had dried and she had reapplied her flawless light makeup.

And Zhuo Qun's wine had already been drunk by him, so he beckoned the waiter and ordered another double whisky for himself.