After the wine was brought and the waiter left again, Bei Lu asked Zhuoqun with great concern.

"What about you? In the last life, what happened to you after I died? Did you get out of danger?"

Zhuo Qun put down the cup and licked his lips, which were full of burnt and spicy taste.

To be honest, he had long wanted to find someone to talk about these issues, but unfortunately there was no one to talk to.

So now in the face of Bei Lu's overflowing concern.

Like a slammed faucet, he didn't hesitate to retell all those old nightmares.

Yes, he did get out of danger, and even avenged Bei Lu in the first place.

But it was a dangerous and dangerous move, and it almost cost him his own life.

In desperation at that time, he remembered Jason's method of turning on the gas and burning the magazine in the oven to cause a big explosion in the second part of "Spy".

Then he closed the window and did as he was given.

He hid in the basement.

I think it's a big deal to die with my opponent.

And the sniper, because he could no longer find the target, was afraid that the police would come.

In order to extinguish the mouth, he and his companions quietly sneaked into the house.

As a result, the scenes depicted in the movie are in line with objective reality.

While the two agents were searching, the gas literally exploded, killing both of his enemies.

Luckily, he was not buried alive by the broken bricks, but he also found a gas mask in the basement.

That's where Condon stored their gear.

In this way, he was extremely lucky to escape.

After that, he traveled from place to place, evading the pursuit of agents.

What's especially bad is that because he and Beilu's predictions were accurate one by one, it caused a worldwide sensation, and almost the whole world was looking for him.

And what's worse is that country X has already taken a lot of things from their mouths, and thus has an all-round advantage in the Western world.

History has been badly altered.

New populism has replaced *****, and the aggressiveness and hegemony of Country X have never been higher.

In the days that followed, this country provoked a fierce conflict against the Third World, completely dominating control over India.

And let terrorism and cults run rampant everywhere.

This was followed by a war in the Middle East and an economic blockade of the two largest countries in Asia and Europe.

Before Zhuo Qun returned, the country, which had been founded by professing to "defend democracy and pursue freedom," had become the world's greatest scourge.

The presidential election has been postponed indefinitely, and even their own people are terribly disgusted with the country.

Zhuo Qun really can't imagine what will become of that world if it continues to go down the wrong path.

Perhaps the end of all mankind is not far off......

"No wonder......" Bei Lu took a deep breath and said with a little sadness and pain.

"I read your books and watched your movies. I now understand that the reason why your story is so realistic is because the moving content is true, and the pain you have experienced is even more horrific than mine. ”

"It seems that I was so wrong last time. I planted all these evil fruits. It was I who insisted on exposing myself to the world that caused the world to suffer. It was my obstinate obsession that brought it savage violence. ”

"It seems that my death is actually not to be complained about. I am to blame for everything, and I deserve to be punished. But I have caused you so much trouble and made you innocent suffer so much. I can't believe how you survived......"

"Don't say that. Zhuo Qun saw that Bei Lu was about to cry again, so he hurriedly comforted her and held her hand again.

"It's all gone, and we should all learn to look forward. Staying in the sad past, remembering the trauma is futile and does us no good. Isn't that right? And you don't have a heart. I don't blame you, never ......"

Beilu's face turned pale and sighed.

She couldn't bear to live up to Zhuoqun's kindness, so she forcibly changed the topic with a smile.

"You're always so considerate. Okay, let's not argue, let's talk about your situation in this life. When are you coming back this time?"

"I woke up in a rented house with myself, probably in the fall of 2004. ”

Bei Lu thought for a moment and gave Zhuo Qun a clear look.

"Sure enough, you came back a lot late. ”

"yes, it seems like it's been twice as long as the last jump. This time it's almost four years. ”

"When you wake up, are you alone?" or ......?"

"When I woke up, Wei Li was making breakfast for me in the kitchen, and we had been married for a few months. ”

At this time, Beilu's face showed a tacit smile.

Her fingers began to draw circles along the rim of the cup.

"You must be different from before when you're together this time, right?

"Yes. Zhuo Qun admitted, "She's still the same person, but I'm not the same anymore." ”

"Now that I am discovering my past self, I have actually turned a blind eye to many things that should not be ignored. I feel guilty about what she's done. ”

"So after I thought I had lost you forever, I started to make amends for her. I'm ashamed to say that there must be a reason for feelings to be reciprocated, and I understood it too late. ”

"Of course, a financially safe life is also very helpful for our relationship. Although I didn't bother much to make money, I should be the poorest of the reincarnation lifetimes. But the quality of life is comfortable and relaxed, and there is no problem. ”

"I bought a couple of CBD houses with the money I got from the stock market, and I can collect rent. There are also some stocks that are sure to make a profit, and the parents of both sides have also settled in. Occasionally, I go on a trip and spend a vacation. ”

"Also, I quit my job, and the film adaptation sold well. This year, thanks to the rights to the second sequel, we bought another villa and RV. I plan to go to Yunnan again for the Chinese New Year. ”

"To be honest, I've just discovered the benefits of making a living from writing now. Writing what I want to write is also a process of healing my trauma for me, and it is even more effective than going to a psychiatrist and taking medicine......"

Zhuo Qun's description of his life is very detailed.

Undoubtedly, the bitterness in Bei Lu's expression couldn't help but aggravate.

But she still behaved with grace and gave blessings.

"I'm happy for you. I mean it. I've seen your family on TV, and your wife is beautiful, about the same as I imagined, a standard good wife and mother, worthy of you. And your children, both boys and girls are cute. ”

And this is not the attitude that Zhuoqun really wants.

So he couldn't help but interrupt Beilu and defend himself.

"I have to tell you, those two children are not my own flesh and blood. It was adopted by Wei Li and me, and the adopted child is not the same as the biological one. You know what I mean. ”

"And Wei Li, she is indeed a good wife, but my feelings for her are different from those for you. I care about her, I just want to make amends. And the one I love is you. ”

"If I leave now, she can actually have a good life. The two children will fill the void of her divorce and I will leave all the money to her as well......"

Zhuo Qun's long-suppressed feelings completely exploded, his eyes were full of longing and pleading, and he grabbed Bei Lu's hand again.

But he was not allowed to finish speaking, so Beilu shook her head and rejected him with a firm attitude.

"No, no, I repeat, it won't work. We must not do that. ”

"First of all, I have a mental barrier. I simply can't face the guilt in my heart and be possessive of you. Even if you could let go and forget those things, I wouldn't. You know, our time isn't perfectly synchronized, it's been years since you've been back, and I still need time to adjust myself and figure things out. ”

"In addition, I also know very well that Wei Li, as your first wife, has had serious problems in your relationship. Being able to run this relationship successfully now is actually very important for you and for her. Just like I have a rare dream of fulfilling my dream of being a fashion designer in my life, I want to do my best to accomplish it. If you ruin all this because of me, even if you don't regret it, I'll have a bad conscience. ”

"Actually, you know best. For your wife and children, the integrity of the family is the most important thing. What they need is the company of their husbands and fathers, and money cannot compensate for the emotional pain and regret. And in my last life, it was because of selfishness that I ruined everything. I've learned from that, and I've learned from that. Please don't make my mistake again. ”

Beilu's eyes were intertwined with deep remorse, reflecting strong emotions.

"Seriously, I came to see you without the slightest intention of destroying your family and changing everything you have. I just watched your work, and I really couldn't calm down. I want you to know that I'm back, safe and reassuring. I also want to know how you are doing, so that I can rest assured. ”

Speaking of this, Bei Lu pulled out her soft palm, which covered Zhuo Qun's hand instead.

"Even though I love you too, it hasn't changed. But the state we are in is really embarrassing, and the emotions between us are particularly complicated. No one has ever been in the same situation as us, and there is no reference. Therefore, we need to be more rational and fully understand each other's difficulties and those of others. ”

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